…………
"Lose entropy..."
When seeing these three big words appear, people who know this disease can't help but take a breath...
On the Starry Sky Train, under Xing's confused gaze of incomprehension, Ji Zi, Dan Heng, March Seven and Walter Yang had complicated expressions, with reluctance, sympathy and sadness showing on their faces.
The gazes they exchanged with Xing revealed emotions that Xing did not quite understand.
In this doubt, Ji Zi's mother sighed and told Xing about the terrible disease of [Lose Entropy Disease]——
"It's a strange disease... The physical structure of people suffering from this disease will fall into irreversible chronic disintegration, which means that the patient will slowly disappear..."
"This kind of disappearance is hardly noticeable to others... Although the patient can still live like a normal person, it will always be a little slower than other people..."
"That little bit of slowness will gradually be magnified, and eventually the patient will become slower and slower, until the outlines of the patient and the entire world become blurred, and it will be impossible to distinguish between reality and dreams..."
"Because in the eyes of the patient, both reality and dreams are equally broken"
Xing fell into a daze after listening to Ji Zi's explanation. In other words, Liuying was an unfortunate person who was suffering from an incurable disease and would not live long?
Xing doesn't quite understand the cause of "loss of entropy", but why would a girl encounter such a thing at such a beautiful age...
While Xing was puzzled, the diary of Liuying in the light screen was still turning page by page.
The girl's thoughts recorded in the diary are shown to everyone one by one.
…………
"I saw Pinocchio for the first time today. What a wonderful place."
"I can actually leave that cold medical cabin, ignore the doctor's words, and use my body to listen, see, and feel this beautiful world as I please."
“Although the world I touch, think and understand is not real, it is precious enough for me who can only stay in the medical cabin.”
Liuying seems to have experienced [Pinoconi] firsthand. The handwriting in her diary is like a little girl who has discovered a new world, new toys, and a brand new secret base. The words are filled with joy and happiness...
There is also a pitiful pain hidden behind this joy that makes people feel sad.
What kind of misfortune could make a beautiful girl at such a young age write such heartbreaking words, and even regard a "false dream" as the happiest thing?
For a girl who can only sleep in a cold medical cabin, even if it is just a fake world...
Is it enough to be able to touch and feel this "false happiness and beauty"?
“There are lots of toys, lots of food, and lots of people there.”
"I haven't seen so many people, except the doctor."
Another sentence from Liuying's heart that appeared in the diary made everyone's heart tremble.
Because of her terminal illness, the "Sleeping Beauty" can only sleep in the medical cabin. She can only see the bustling world and other people in her false dreams...
This is a blessing but also a cruelty for Liuying who can only stay in the medical cabin.
She couldn't witness it in person, so she could only dream about it...
However, what is even more heartbreaking is the blessing the girl wrote in her diary:
"I hope everyone can laugh so happily in real life, and not be like me..."
This false beauty that is so precious in the eyes of fireflies, and the treasuring revealed in the text, makes the viewers outside the light screen heartbroken.
However, as the diary was turned, even more breathtaking words appeared before my eyes——
…………
"The doctor said that my entropy is getting worse and worse, and I have completely lost my sense of taste... Maybe this is the last time I will dream..."
The four big words "For the Last Time" were like a mountain that made people breathless, weighing heavily on everyone's heart.
"Will the world outside the medical warehouse be the same as the world of Pinocchio?"
“I really want to see…”
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The girl's words lost the excitement she had when she saw Pinocchio before. It seemed that as the doctor sentenced her to death, the vitality of the firefly also died.
In her diary, she expressed her longing for the outside world. Although she had seen the blissful dreamland and the prosperity and happiness that she had never seen in the medical cabin, Liuying still looked forward to the real world outside the medical cabin.
That is different from the "false dream", it is a real world. Liuying wants to know whether the outside world is also so beautiful, prosperous and wonderful?
But unfortunately... I didn't have the chance to see Firefly.
She will die in the medical cabin after her last dream.
However, the next moment, as the diary page was turned, the girl's sorrow seemed to turn over as well, and the words on the paper revealed her forced vitality -
"But I saved a little money today, so I can eat my favorite oak cake roll again."
"…………"
The handwriting on the diary stops here, as if it is the last time that Liuying recorded her thoughts before entering the dream.
As the girl died in front of Xing, the diary, which had only a few pages written on it, was left with a large blank space, just like the next few decades of life that Liuying was unable to experience.
"The last time I dreamed", is this the last trace left by the firefly...
At the moment when everyone was feeling melancholy, the diary that no longer had an owner miraculously began to move.
The lines of beautiful handwriting are exactly the same as those of fireflies, but the owner of the handwriting should no longer be there.
This bizarre scene was incomprehensible, but what really concerned people were the lines of brand new handwriting in the diary that everyone witnessed with their own eyes:
"I met a very strange person. She held a baseball bat and called herself the Galaxy Bat Man...?"
“He seems like a very interesting person.”
Xing felt as if his throat was suddenly strangled, and his heart tightened.
The words that miraculously appeared in the diary after Liuying's death, are they Liuying's inner voice after he met her?
What was Liuying thinking when she saw her? Was she happy?
Xing was reflecting on whether she had brought happiness to Liuying in her last moments, and whether she had made the girl who could only wait to die in the medical cabin feel that her trip was worthwhile.
Before Liuying died, did she have any resentment towards her in her heart? How desperate was she?
Liuying was very close to her at the time, but the bat in her hand didn't work at all. She could only watch Liuying die...
Xing stared at Liuying's diary on the screen, waiting for Liuying's criticism of her in the diary.
“The first time I met the Trailblazer, I was almost caught by the security guard, but luckily the Trailblazer helped me.”
"I treated the pioneer to a meal. Her taste is really good. Although it's a bit expensive... ahaha..."
"I went to the amusement park with the pioneers and met a strange uncle when I was buying drinks."
"I watched the weird uncle's dream bubble with the pioneers. What a weird ending."
"Go to Klock Movie Park with the Trailblazers, where the best movies in the world are shown right in front of your seats."
"Go to Grax Avenue with the Trailblazers. Someone is proposing there."
"I went to Odi Shopping Center with Pioneer. I heard that you can buy everything here, but Pioneer was there, so there was nothing I wanted to buy."
"I was brave enough to help the pioneers, but they mistook us for a date."
"Go to the secret base with the pioneers. The most beautiful place in Pinocchio is at the secret base."
“Watching shooting stars and the sky with the pioneers”
“Took a photo with the pioneers”
"I'm trapped in a dream with the pioneers. The dream is scary, but the pioneers are there, so it's not scary."
………………
As the words appeared in the diary, all the places that Firefly and Xing had visited in Pinocchio were recorded in the diary.
To Xing's surprise, Liuying has always thought of her as "interesting" and "fun".
In front of Xing's eyes flashed the scenes of playing with Liuying, the annoying lottery that only gave out the lowest prizes, the strange and dangerous statue of the clock boy, the gangster boss who cried and called for his mother...
and also……
She spent all the 20,000 credit points that Liuying had worked so hard to save, and Liuying remained obedient despite her trembling voice.
Xing originally thought that Liuying would at least mutter about this matter in her diary or in her heart, and vent a little bit of resentment, but even though the money she had saved with great difficulty was spent, she did not have even the slightest dissatisfaction...
That was clearly all the money that Liuying had saved in her last dream before she died...
Among all the delicious foods, Liuying only chose the worst oak cake roll.
That was clearly Liuying's last savings, and it was clearly her last chance to taste delicious food...
"wrong……"
These two words came out of Xing's mouth subconsciously.
Liuying specially selected the worst oak cake rolls among a bunch of delicacies. Xing is not sure whether there is an element of "picking out bad food so that Xing can enjoy it well"...
But what is certain is that fireflies will not choose other food
Because Xing suddenly recalled that in the front of the diary, Liuying mentioned that before "the last dream", her diary had recorded -
"The doctor said I had completely lost my sense of taste"
Xing doesn't know if the taste of fireflies is still there in the dream, but if this is true...
So all those delicious foods she bought were just tasteless to Liuying?
That's why Liuying chose the oak roll cake, because the roll cake tastes like oak...
There won’t be any disappointment that is not in line with expectations…?
Or is it that only food with a particularly strange taste can make Liuying feel that she "can still eat"?
Is Firefly pursuing her lost sense of taste?
She once said that her favorite food is oak roll cake, is it because of these reasons? ?
Xing was lost in thought as she pondered all this, feeling a strong sense of guilt and self-blame.
What did she do to Liuying? Liuying was clearly at the end of her life, but she actually gave all the money she had worked so hard to save to...
Just based on her own ideas, she squandered all of Liuying's savings just to satisfy her own greed? ?
Xing really wanted to slap himself hard twice. The regret in his heart would probably make him jump up and slap himself twice even if he woke up in the middle of the night!
However, just when Xing was feeling extremely guilty, the diary of Liuying in the picture turned to the next page——
The journey of Xing and Liuying in Pinocchio, as recorded in the diary, seemed to have come to an end, and finally they came to the same end as Liuying...
"I'm sorry, Pioneer."
"The Blazers are the best."
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"The pioneers are the best..."
The last sentence in the diary stopped here, just like the firefly that died in front of Xing, the diary completely stopped moving.
As Liuying was killed by the inexplicably appearing [Memory Meme], it was completely impossible for any words to appear in the diary that had lost its owner.
The previous diary was written by Liuying herself before she entered her dream for the last time.
The words after seeing the star are what Liuying would never have the chance to write.
Because Firefly and Star were left in the dream together, she died in the dream.
It was a miracle that the diary could record her thoughts after meeting Xing.
The image of Liuying being pierced through the chest and dying in her arms before turning into a pool of water flashed before Xing's eyes. She realized that Liuying's thoughts would never appear in the diary again...
"Pioneer, I'm sorry..."
"The pioneers are the best..."
Those were the last words that Liuying murmured when she died in her arms.
The handwriting on the diary is weak and feeble, just like the handwriting of a dying firefly.
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