I already said this is not a life simulator!

I...seemed to have had a dream.

I dreamed that the church was stained with sin, and the police who were supposed to help others colluded with the dirty priest and pushed me into that lightless abyss.

I dreamed that I was dragged into a dark room, enduring pain and torture, letting the blood flow... The remaining light became fainter and fainter amid the innocent laughter of children.

I dreamed of the faint pink light that squeezed in through the cracks... the light that I held tightly in my hands and carefully protected in my arms, as if it were an imaginary thought...

I also dreamed that Father Enrique and the cute pink-haired girl came to me, with guilt and worry... They promised to take me away from the pain and help me leave the darkness.

But in the end... I could only walk to Enrique with my blood-stained hands, look at his tombstone, and remain silent.

Instead of leaving, I got deeper and deeper into it.

The more blood on his hands, the more skilled he is in inflicting harm... It doesn't matter whether it's a crime or not, he just needs to "clean it up" according to orders.

Gradually, I met another girl with pink hair... From what I remember, it was Sakura.

As if by deliberate arrangement, she and I became companions and partners. We walked in the dark, took lives with the blades in our hands, and let the blood soak us.

In my dream, Sakura was so timid and flustered. When she invited me, her flustered look and the way she was trying to make small talk were actually very cute.

I dreamed that at the top of the Ferris wheel, with beautiful scenery, I told her the words, and she leaned gently on me, easing the sadness of being "rejected"... But in the end, I still invited her and gave her a "date" as a "return gift".

Ah…I remember this concert. I sat next to Kevin in this concert. My unique appearance left a deep impression on him. I also sang several songs for the audience with Eden.

But here, I am by Sakura's side, listening to Eden's song with her.

I...dreamed about it. I fell into the sea and was rescued by a huge killer whale, Honkai Beast. We became friends, swimming and hunting in the sea together... and I named it - [Skadi].

But in the end, in order to return to them, to return to land, I... ate it.

Sad...very sad...even if it was voluntary, but...the sadness that was accumulating in my heart seemed to be coughed out of my throat.

I...dreamt of Sakura's body gradually getting cold in my arms, and her fading life, just like the falling cherry blossoms, slowly, gently, and silently leaving me.

And I couldn't do anything.

I could only feel the faint mark of cherry blossom left on the corner of her mouth, look for a burial place for her that would fulfill her last wishes, and finally... carefully protect my only remaining, fleeting, imaginary, last bit of candlelight.

But that pale pink candlelight...in the end it dimmed and went out on its own, and even..."betrayed" me.

Everything... is for humanity.

For the first time, I felt an extremely clear disgust and even hatred for this sentence and this word.

So, I abandoned the identity that disgusted me, and threw myself completely into the hostile Honkai, starting the "hunt", calling for rain, inviting huge waves, and drowning everything.

Even to the end, I still did not stop "hunting", just like the rain never stopped...

Eventually, the sea...will submerge everything.

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"Ahem..."

I suddenly woke up from my dream, an inexplicable feeling of fear lingering in my mind, and two feelings of heat and cold coming from my body. I checked hurriedly and found that I was soaked with cold sweat.

"Woo..."

The memories of the dream still remained in his mind. The numerous thoughts squeezed his nerves. The intense pain made Xiwang cry out in pain.

But soon, as if to protect myself, the memories in the dream began to fade quickly, and the pain in the brain also began to weaken rapidly... In the end, a wave of gentleness like water came from my heart, bringing comfort and apology, as if my mother was gently apologizing.

"It's really worrying, little white mouse~"

Mobius's seductive words rang out from the side.

"How was it? Did you sleep well? Hmm... But judging from your appearance, you must have had a nightmare... How was it? Do you need me to comfort you? Like give you a hug or something?"

"Sakura... Eden... where are they?"

"...Oh? You care about them so much... I'm right in front of you, can't you look at me a little more, little guinea pig?"

Mebius stroked her lips with her fingertips and spoke half-jokingly, but soon she noticed the somewhat anxious and flustered expression on Xiwang's face. She shook her head and stopped teasing him. She just raised her chin to the side and gestured.

"Well, don't worry. They are more worried about you than anyone else... Look, they are here..."

Before Mebius could finish his words, Xi Wang jumped off the bed and ran towards the person who came.

"Xi Wang? Are you okay? No, wait... don't be so nervous..."

"Eden, Sakura..."

Without paying attention to what the two said, Xi Wang just looked at them carefully, then reached out and touched their bodies gently, cautiously, as if he was worried that the two people in front of him were just fleeting phantoms... Finally, he suddenly opened his arms and embraced the two of them.

"Xiwang?!"

"It's okay... I'm glad you're okay..."

He murmured softly... Even though the memories in the dream were fading quickly, he still had some impressions... Because of this, he was particularly worried.

But...it's okay...it's okay...this time, they are by my side.

"You are by my side..."

As he spoke softly, a crystal tear flowed from the corner of his eye, and then he fell into sleep again as if he had lost strength.

Chapter 4627 Love Stops Like Rain ()

"Doctor, what is Xiwang's condition like...?"

"Just as we guessed at the beginning, his songs can affect Honkai energy to a certain extent, and vice versa, Honkai energy can also affect his songs to a certain extent, and then affect him... just like now."

Mebius pulled up Xiwang's physical examination report and spoke slowly.

"Although his body shows no signs of being eroded by Honkai, a weak Honkai reaction can be detected in his body... You said before that when Xi Wang was at the beach, he heard something talking to him in the sea?"

"Well, Xiwang said that the sound was like a ballad, coming from the sea...but I didn't hear it."

Eden nodded and said.

"That should be correct... Something in the sea reacted to his song, responded to him, and then influenced him in turn... Tsk, this guy really doesn't cherish his own [specialness]."

Mebius frowned, but finally spoke.

"In the future, reduce... no, forbid him to approach the seaside. It would be bad if he came into contact with that thing again. Right now, the Fire Moth doesn't have the energy to deal with the ocean. This is the only way for now... Mei, has your little follower sent any news?"

"Well, Kevin's report has come back... It's a bit unexpected. Although there is a Houkai reaction there, it is not strong... Based on the wavelength, it seems to be some special ballad."

Mei copied a report and wavelength data and handed it to Mebius, pushing up his glasses and said.

"From now on, this is a [ballad] that will only have an impact on Xiwang."

"This is really not good news...it is too targeted."

"What about Xiwang himself? How is he?"

"See for yourself."

Mebius handed May the recent detailed data.

"Hmm... There are no signs of Honkai erosion, nor signs of infection with the "Honkai Disease", but a weak Honkai energy can be detected in the body... Along with this, there is a bit of drowsiness, and even dreams... huh?"

"And Xi Wang's mood has been a little unstable recently. Compared to before, he has become a little... fragile."

After hesitating for a while, Eden also spoke.

"I can tell that one of you and Sakura has to be by his side these few days, otherwise he'll seem very nervous, as if he's going to lose you at any moment... I think his dream has affected him."

"It seems that it is certain that Honkai energy will have an impact on people's mental state... I have to pay attention to it in the future, Mei, and tell the guys in "Fire Chaser" when I get back."

"Well, I will negotiate with the people from the Fifth Science Department later. Their research has reached the end stage, and I hope they can come up with results in the near future... This will also solve the problem of the backlog of patients."

Mei rubbed her temples to ease the slight headache caused by her many thoughts.

"Okay, don't think too much, don't be so distressed, after all, there is some good news."

Mebius suddenly said with a smile.

"According to previous tests, the effectiveness of his singing is stronger than before. Apparently, the Honkai energy in him enhances his singing... If we can analyze it, we should be able to copy it and free him."

"Yes, but the premise of everything is that... before we figure it out, his body won't show any signs of collapse or erosion."

Mei said calmly.

knock --

"Hello~ excuse me~?"

A light and lively voice followed the gentle knock on the door.

"Yeah~ Mei and Eden are here~ That's great~?"

"Alicia..."

Mebius felt a headache when he heard the voice, while Mei and Eden nodded to Alicia as a greeting.

"What are you doing here again? Alicia..."

"Mobius, do you hate me so much? That's really sad~ But... I'm sorry, I'm not here to play with you this time~ I want to see Xiwang's physical examination report and understand his condition."

Alicia clasped her hands together and made a pleading expression.

"If you need it, I can give it to you... I have already scanned the relevant data into the terminal, and you can take the paper copy."

"Thanks so much, Mei~?"

Alicia thanked him and said with a bit of annoyance while reading the report.

"It took me a lot of effort to appease Qianjie a few days ago... In the end, I had to ask the "Fire-Chasing Moth" for an extra combat mission, giving him a channel to vent his anger and calming him down... It turns out that he cares about Xiwang too~"

"Besides... everyone has been a little panicked recently, and they are all worried about Xiwang's condition... um... but it seems that Xiwang's condition should be pretty good?"

"At least we don't have to worry about life issues for now."

"That's great~ Ah... By the way, Eden, Xiwang just woke up once? Do you want to go see him? Although Ying is by his side now, he has been talking about you for a long time~"

"Thank you, Alicia."

Eden nodded, then nodded to Mebius and Mei as a greeting, and then left quickly.

"........."

"Humph~?"

"...Aliceia, if you have something to say, just say it, or are you very free?"

"Oh, come on, don't be too impatient, Mobius~"

Alicia shook her head, her pink hair fluttering, and then she became serious again.

"But I do have something to tell you... The Fire Moth needs you two to come over to discuss whether Xi Wang can continue the mission."

"This report should be enough... Tsk, I see. What the hell are those guys thinking of?"

Mebius frowned, then suddenly thought of something. He smacked his lips in unhappiness, not hiding his disdain for the "Fire Moth" in his words.

"Well……"

Alicia spread her hands, looking somewhat helpless.

"I think, in addition to Xi Wang's problem, there should also be... the problem of the "Fusion Warrior Program"?"

Mei pushed up her glasses and said expressionlessly.

"Maybe they hope we stop this research."

"Hmph...those guys won't understand us, and..."

Mebius narrowed his eyes, revealing a dangerous look.

"Now those guys are all relying on Qianjie alone... They can clearly recognize that Qianjie's current strength is at the [non-human] stage, but they can still command him with peace of mind... But when faced with the [non-human] we created ourselves, they showed extreme rejection. It's really ridiculous."

"They can't command Qianjie. Qianjie just likes to fight, and the "Fire-Chasing Moth" just happens to provide him with this opportunity... However, once they touch some of Qianjie's taboos, I'm afraid Qianjie will not hesitate to turn his spearhead against them."

May corrected Mebius's wording slightly.

"I know, so we must have our own power...power that can match or even surpass Qianjie's, so that we can suppress him when he goes crazy. Otherwise, Qianjie alone can destroy the entire "Fire Moth". "

"Well, well, don't say that. With Aponiya and Xiwang here, Qianjie is still easy to talk to."

Alicia tried to smooth things over while leading the two of them towards the meeting room.

"Humph……"