I already said this is not a life simulator!

Elini, what are you talking about?!

It makes it seem like you can't go back!

Really...how could it turn out like this?!

Chapter 4619 Is this some kind of regret novel? ()

"Perhaps I should apologize to you, kid."

Under the clear, blue yet "colorful" sky, Father Enrique, whose appearance had changed a little, looked at himself floating in the air and spoke softly.

Father Enrique was still the same, still wearing the same robe, except for some deep blue of the ocean and wave-like patterns, there weren't many changes. As for the body... because Mobius had "optimized" it several times, the physical changes of later people would not be too many, nor would they be too obvious.

After all, retaining the original posture while adding new strength and new capabilities is itself a kind of progress, an "evolutionary" direction worth exploring, isn't it?

As for him, or Xi Wang... he was still the same, wearing a dark "hunter's suit", floating and half lying in the air, his hands moving rhythmically, and a substance that seemed to be "soul steel" but slightly different was constantly changing and shaping in his hands, and finally gradually took on the shape of a small puppet.

It was a very cute little fellow, with a stylish little hat on his long straight hair like the night sky, and pupils as blue as the sky at that moment. His Gothic skirt with white background and red spots fluttered slightly, covering the striped stockings underneath, revealing only the pair of black leather boots.

The "blood relative" who had been following him quietly leaned forward, looked at the "doll" in his hand, and frowned slightly... She didn't like this guy very much, because it had hurt the "blood relative" before... Even if it was unintentional, it was not acceptable.

But the "blood relative" seems to like it quite a bit, so... forget it.

Blood relations are important.

"If I had come earlier and met you earlier, perhaps those things would not have happened, child."

Father Enrique looked at Xiwang at this moment, his eyes revealing a little...sadness and pity.

He subconsciously raised his hand, wanting to touch the cross pendant on his chest, but in the end he seemed to react and slowly put his hand down - now, it was his [compatriot], not just a pendant or a pure ornament.

"Father, of all these people, you are the one who least needs to say this to me."

Xi Wang helped the "puppet" in his hand to comb its long hair slightly, stared at it for a while, and then, as if he had let go of something, he gently let it go, letting it float in the air, and finally it was wrapped in a bubble and floated away.

"No matter when, no matter 'which time', you have been trying to save me, and you have done it, Father... Perhaps, you know it under the guidance of 'Him' or 'Sisters', or perhaps, you have more impressions and 'memories' left because of some more special reasons."

"But you kept trying to help me anyway...along with Mother Teresa."

"So, you have nothing to apologize to me for, Father... Rather, I should apologize to you."

Xi Wang paused for a moment before responding softly.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't be what you imagined."

"No, child."

Father Enrique smiled gently as always.

"You've grown a lot. Although this time it's a little... strange, you've grown a lot anyway."

"Just like you, just like me, the past has accumulated and finally made us who we are now, and I also believe that we will do better in the future..."

"Of course."

Xi Wang also responded with a smile.

"call……"

Xi Wang exhaled slightly, and several bubbles appeared out of thin air and floated upwards, and then shattered and disappeared in a trance... Now, the sky has become his "ocean" where they travel, and soon, space will become their main target of exploration.

The "Mother" is still by his side, always by his side, supporting him and giving him strength. Even the sudden increase in his "brothers and sisters", the "Mother" is willing to accept them.

As expected, "Mother" is tolerant, loving, and partial to him.

Ha… in the end, I’m still a willful “child”… I really can’t stand myself at all.

"........."

Seeing this, Father Enrique on the side stopped talking. He just smiled gently, tapped his toes, floated in the air, and then "swam" away quietly in the air... At this time, don't disturb him too much.

Xi Wang could naturally sense Father Enrique's actions and understood his thoughts, so he had no objection. He just floated in the air, occasionally rubbing the cheek of his "blood relative" beside him, smoothing her hair, and looking up at the blue and "colorful" sky.

Compared to Mei's tension and anxiety, Xiwang's side seemed very peaceful and harmonious. Compared to the sea water and dark rain clouds that Elini was wary of, the sky here was so beautiful.

This is not an illusion, nor is it the scenery in Grayshu's "painting", but the reality... Just like in a raging typhoon, there will be an exceptionally peaceful "eye of the typhoon", the place where Xiwang is located is similar to this.

Ha... that's not right. After all, Mei now leads very few people, and the territory they own is also pitifully small. To be precise, their side is the "eye of the typhoon", but it's not peaceful there, haha.

...So what happens next? After all this is over...it seems like there are still a lot of things to do, but it seems like there is nothing for him to do. After all, after sharing the [authority], other interested people will naturally do something, especially the doctor and Weiwei. The two of them were so excited that they, together with other scientific researchers, dragged Kosmo into outer space.

Speaking of Kosmo, after Desdobia woke up, the two of them were in a stalemate for a long time... After all, they were a pair of lovers who had feelings for each other from the beginning to the end, and they were successful on the "third time" and "fourth time", and even had results.

As for "this time"... although there were some twists and turns along the way, and Kosmo was still so taciturn, the progress of the two was still a bit... subtle.

But fortunately, since she had "thoughts", Desdobia no longer had to guess what Kosmo was thinking, and could sense it directly. This caused a lot of jokes, and even Kosmo complained several times.

Ah yes... and the Grayshu family. Hen had to wait a little longer because Blanca woke up later, but they were reunited after all... When Blanca woke up, he sighed that he and Hen had been combined all along and could not escape from each other's hands. It was really... subtle.

Maybe this is "fate". Everything is still on the established track, and the whole "story" has not yet jumped out of the original framework.

And as for Li and Yin... they woke up quite late, and I could see a strange complexity in their eyes. I was quite happy when I heard them mutter "record player" in a troubled tone.

Everything that "used to be" is constantly piling up, and finally appearing one by one...it makes people nostalgic.

The only pity is...

Xi looked up at the azure and "colorful" sky and stretched out his hand. His fingertips gently stroked the sky, leaving a long, thin azure water mark in the air, which then quietly dissipated and faded away.

There is no way to go back to the past. Even if everything from the past is revealed, it has become different...

Keep moving forward, and only move forward...

Everything is for... that [better future].

wow-

The gentle sound of waves came to my ears.

It was a gentle voice coming from beneath me, it was my "mother" expressing her concern for me.

I can still feel the soft, slightly itchy touch on my skin; that is the hair of my "blood relative".

"........."

In response to this, Xi Wang remained speechless. He just lowered his body slightly, "sunk" from the original mid-air to the rippling sea water, and just hugged the "blood relative" in his arms slightly.

Just feel the slight push from the waves, like a "mother" rocking the cradle, gently and tenderly.

I just feel the softness from my fingertips, the warmth from my arms, and the unchanging feeling of being a "blood relative".

From the beginning to now, only these two things have not changed.

""Mother"."

Xiwang spoke softly.

"If all this were gone...if my connection with you also became weak, would I still be your "child"? "

wow-

The sound of waves followed closely.

"...Well, thank you."

Xi Wang raised the corner of his mouth slightly and responded with a smile.

Although what he said was impossible to happen, after all, for him, everything would only be "recorded", carved and remembered, and everything in the "past" would only overlap and become his strength, without losing a single bit.

But...as expected, he was favored.

"........."

He wanted to say something else, but frowned, sensing someone approaching, looking for him.

The sea water surged slightly, and "mother" gently pushed him up. Xi Wang also took the opportunity to "swim" a bit and slightly straightened his body.

As for Skadi, she frowned without hesitation - she didn't like the person who came, or in other words, she was more or less repulsive, or even disgusted by anyone who was not "recognized".

"You're adapting faster than expected, [Sister]."

Xi Wang looked at Abonya at this moment, smiled, and spoke in a relatively gentle tone.

"Thanks to your kindness and hard work, we are able to achieve this... Xiwang."

Aponia first bowed slightly humbly, and then responded in a pious and increasingly humble tone.

Then she showed some worry and helplessness, and was a little nervous... But after realizing the existence of "thoughts", she let go of these emotions and became determined.

"I should apologize to you...Xiwang."

"...That's enough. You guys are not done with this one by one, right?"

Xiwang held his forehead with his hand, looking helpless, even a little irritated... and Skadi took the opportunity to reach out and rub Xiwang's eyebrows, as if to give him some comfort.

"Is this some kind of regret novel? Or something? You all have to come and apologize to me one by one? And then talk about your "past" again?"

"It's boring, Aponya, it's really boring..."

"But apologies should still be expressed, even though it's unnecessary and even though you may not care, you should still say it."

Aponia responded.

She placed her hands lightly on her chest, bent her knees, and knelt on the rippling sea water. She lowered her head towards Xi Wang, as if she was praying to him, or as if she was confessing to him. Even the slightly strange "butterfly wings" behind her hung down in the water, showing her humility.

"No matter what, I couldn't help you at all. Even at the beginning, I didn't help you at all... The words I told you became your shackles, and in the end they rebounded again and became the root of your hatred for everything "that time"."

"Just like all the mistakes I've ever made."

"I have seen a glimpse of fate, I know the path you will take, and I understand the suffering you will experience, but I never spoke, never told... It is my fault."

"Knowing and not telling is a sin."

"I know that I have sinned deeply and cannot make amends for it, so I will not ask for your forgiveness, but... I still ask you to listen to my apology, just one or two words... will be enough..."

When she finished speaking, her words became intermittent and her tone became more panicked... because she felt it, felt it from her "thoughts", the obvious unhappy emotion conveyed by Xiwang.

Even without looking up, Aponia could feel that Xiwang's eyes looking at her were becoming "dangerous"... and that feeling of fear instinctively surged up.

But afterwards, he became helpless again.

"You are so selfish... [Sister]."

His words were still so gentle.

"You tell me all these things just to relieve your guilt and confusion... You are really selfish, Sister."

"........."

Aponia opened her mouth, wanting to deny something, but in the end, she didn't say anything.

If this was his accusation, then take it - that's what she thought.

"But I know you don't mean that, [Sister]."

He extended his hand in front of her.

"Really? It seems like you're still not used to the existence of 'thoughts'... and you don't even realize that we are connected to each other at this moment."

He said this with a little emotion.

"I really, really don't need an apology from any of you."

"Because I can feel it. I've already felt the apology, so I don't mind it, and I don't think it's necessary."

"In comparison, how to do better is what I and we should consider."

"Go forward, just go forward, that's all."

"I know, [Sister], I know."

Xiwang said this.

"You have seen the power of "fate", so you believe in it very much, which has led to your behavior... I know that you have tried to change it, and the mistakes you have made are proof of that."

"So I also know that if the final result of "fate" is good, then you will definitely follow it resolutely and abide by the path given by "fate"..."

Xi Wang gently lifted her chin so that she could face him, but she closed her eyes, as if she did not think that she, a "sinner", was qualified to look him in the face.

"Sister, I'll say it again."

Xiwang's tone became calm and dangerous again.

"It is not advisable to dwell on the past. I took so much trouble to bring you the past, not for you to do such a thing."

"........."