The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

"It's okay, let it go for a while, I don't mind you."

"You still dislike me?!"

Yu Nuan stared at Xu Qingyan with eyes wide open.

Xu Qingyan looked at the other person as a matter of course.

"I helped you heal your wounds, bandaged your wounds, and now I am busy helping you fix your shape, fearing that you would bump into it. Doesn't this mean I don't dislike you?"

"Asshole...let go!"

Yu Nuan looked at the boy fiercely.

It's just a pity that in her current state, such words would not have any killing power at all. If she didn't want this hand to be deformed, then Xu Qingyan would have the final say.

The boy looked at the girl with a smile.

"So the reason you accepted this mission was to vent your anger?"

Yu Nuan turned her head away. There was really nothing she could do if the other party didn't let her go.

When she saw the rippling river surface under the moonlight, she couldn't help but fall into it for a long time.

Because the only beautiful part in her memory was when she and her mother were quietly looking at the moon in a place like this.

As a child, she imagined a better future and listened to the woman beside her mumbling.

"Don't be afraid, Nuannuan. Your father will take us all back soon."

'Soon we'll have a home...'

"I'm just sorry now, are you cold? I'll hold you, don't be afraid..."

The sudden surge of memories is a heavy blow that blurs one's vision.

She narrowed her eyes and frowned quickly.

"Shouldn't I vent this anger?"

Xu Qingyan shook his head and sighed softly.

"That's normal. Few people want to travel at night in fine clothes. They all want to return home rich and famous."

Yu Nuan sneered.

"In the end, you still look down on me."

Xu Qingyan turned around and looked at Yu Nuan.

"Do you really need me to look up to you?"

"...There is no need for that."

"That's it. As long as you have a clear conscience about what you have done, why do you need others' understanding? And if you look at it from your perspective, I must have felt relieved at that time."

Yu Nuan wanted to laugh, and the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

He turned his head and looked at Xu Qingyan coldly.

"There's nothing to be angry about. Back then, the so-called second son of the Yang family actually cheated my mother of her body. My mother foolishly thought that he would really marry her in a formal way. She even thought that being a concubine would be enough. But she had no idea that in front of the Yang family, my mother, as a commoner, didn't even have the qualifications to join."

Xu Qingyan did not try to comfort the other party, he just asked.

"And what happened to your father later?"

“He is not my father.”

"What about Uncle Yang?"

"You call him uncle?"

Yu Nuan blushed a little, finding it hard to explain the awkwardness in her heart.

Xu Qingyan thought about it for a while.

"Oh, what about that scumbag? If you don't mind, I don't mind calling him that."

Yu Nuan frowned, trying her best to calm the redness on her face.

"He died. He got syphilis from being a playboy and died of a cold."

Xu Qingyan nodded.

“That’s really satisfying.”

Yu Nuan couldn't help but look at Xu Qingyan.

"You talk so nicely, but aren't you a scumbag yourself?"

"Why do you say that, Senior Sister Yu? I am a scumbag, and I saved you. I don't want anything. Am I sick?"

Xu Qingyan's simple words left Yu Nuan speechless.

She turned her head away.

Looking at the moonlit river, she spoke in a cold tone.

"No matter what your reason is for saving me, I will not trust any man... and I will not like you."

Xu Qingyan nodded calmly.

"OK."

She couldn't help but frowned, this didn't seem to be the answer she wanted to hear.

So she added one more sentence.

"I will tell the master everything that happened today, including the strength you... displayed."

Xu Qingyan nodded.

"Remember to give her that booklet as well."

"Xu Qingyan!!"

Yu Nuan didn't know why she couldn't help but shout out the boy's name in anger.

She inexplicably felt that this young man was deliberately trying to piss her off.

But I can't really say why I feel this way.

I just felt that his answer was too calm and simple, which made me feel very uncomfortable, as if it was not what I expected.

But what do you expect?

Why should I expect anything from him?

The young man seemed to ignore Yu Nuan's scolding. Instead, he picked up a stone and threw it into the river, causing ripples.

"Senior Sister Yu, what is the reason for becoming stronger?"

Yu Nuan was stunned for a moment, and calmed herself down.

"Isn't the purpose of cultivation to become stronger and to achieve immortality? Even the scholars in the mortal world study to make themselves stronger and to gain more knowledge and power."

"So what do you do with all this power and authority?"

Yu Nuan didn't know why he asked that.

She just said what was on her mind.

"Of course it is to make yourself freer, do what you want to do, and resolve all the difficulties and contradictions on your way forward."

Xu Qingyan nodded and smiled.

"That's it. So I think it's not wrong for you to slap him, Senior Sister. People work so hard to prevent the suffering they have seen and known from happening to them. I don't agree with this because you have to forgive the past to be strong. There is no way to calm down the things that make you feel upset except to eliminate them and eradicate them."

Yu Nuan was stunned.

“Isn’t this a matter of course?”

"No one has the right to forgive the past for you, right?"

Xu Qingyan asked.

Yu Nuan was a little confused, but she did agree with this logic.

So she nodded.

Xu Qingyan smiled and looked at her and said.

"Very good, it seems we are the same kind of people. Now I don't hate you anymore."

"You hate me? You don't like..."

The girl immediately closed her mouth tightly, her cheeks red like the red flowers in April.

Xu Qingyan couldn't help but look at the other person mischievously.

"Sister Yu, do you think I've always liked you?"

no!

Not liking myself...

Why did he tease me like this along the way?

Even saying so many weird and embarrassing things?

Is it all fun?

This bastard!!

"let go...!!"

She immediately drew her sword, ready to cut off the opponent's hand.

Xu Qingyan blinked innocently.

"Don't sit together anymore? Even though I didn't like you before, I can try to like you from now on. Just like you."

"Me? You...you..."

"I'm letting go. Don't cut me."

Xu Qingyan loosened his hands.

The girl with the sword drawn stood up, with the tip of the sword pointing at the boy's head.

He even blinked at me innocently, as if he was sure that I would not stab him with the sword.

But there was really no reason for me to stab in.

If anything happened to him, Lin Yan would never forgive him, let alone anything else.

If there is no absolute reason, the same sect will be punished.

“It’s time to go back.”

Yu Nuan put away her sword with a cold face, considering that he had saved her.

Xu Qingyan had no intention of getting up.

"If you go back, you won't be able to see the bright moon shining on the river like this."

"What's so good about it? I got tired of watching it when I was a kid."

Yu Nuan said unhappily.

The boy smiled.

"Is the moonlight I saw when I was a child the same moonlight I see now?"

"The moon is a moon, and of course it is a ray of moonlight."

"Really?"

His question made the girl's heart sink.

It is indeed different.

At that time, she still had many beautiful dreams and could laugh like a child.

There was also a woman who now seemed even more childish and naive than herself, holding herself in her warm embrace.

Telling stories that have never been heard before.

She felt that her life was a constant farewell.