If there is no destiny, no hand behind the scenes that changes everything, how can we explain our own experiences?
Is it really self-inflicted?
"If you are tired, take a good rest, because no matter how we think about these things, they will not change. If life is a torture to us, we will not be soft-hearted just because you give up on yourself, right?"
The girl said softly.
Xu Qingyan smiled and nodded.
Then he let go of his hand.
"Sister, you are right."
The sudden release of her hand made Bai Yingluo feel a little lost, as if she had lost some warmth and emptiness.
Then I saw Xu Qingyan turned around and sat on the stone chair, then he propped his cheek with his hand and smiled a meaningless smile.
Then look at yourself.
"It's really useless to think about these things. No matter how much you think about them, they will still happen. I just complain occasionally, and feel that life is really a devil that never gives us a break."
Bai Yingluo still walked towards the boy, as if she felt something calling her.
Actually no, she just looked at the boy who looked extremely tired.
I couldn't help feeling a little sad.
She actually didn't know why the boy seemed to have so many concerns and worries after leaving the confinement, and seemed to do so many things.
She only knew that this boy was rarely happy, and rarely smiled so easily and simply.
If possible, she would like to go back to the most carefree time.
The boy who practices sword always follows behind me, calling me "senior sister" and "senior sister".
But it has been a day now, and it seems that no matter how much I think about it, there will be no chance to start over.
Time will not go back as she wishes, so she can only move forward.
Walk forward to Xu Qingyan.
Looking at his face that was lifted up because of my arrival.
Fortunately, his eyes are still as beautiful and clear as they were a long time ago.
There is just an extra sourness that cannot be explained.
It makes people sad.
So she gently hugged the boy's head and let him rest on her abdomen.
It's like a mother hugging her child, or a sister comforting her brother.
"I know you have a lot of secrets and worries now, some of which may not be convenient for you to tell me. But it doesn't matter, I will support you no matter what. I may not be able to do much for you now, I can only watch you so tired, and sometimes still so fragile. But you can come to me anytime, anywhere."
She gently stroked the boy's hair.
Each root is soft and light.
"I'm stupid and can't do much. If you feel sad or unhappy, tell me, but I may not be able to comfort you well. The only thing I can do is to accompany you stupidly. Qingyan, I hope you can be happy."
Xu Qingyan pressed against her slender and soft waist.
But I can't think of any beautiful thoughts.
What he could feel was the tenderness that could almost melt glaciers and shatter stubborn rocks.
She always does.
Like the gentlest sunshine, provide yourself with such strength in the most gentle spring.
Convince yourself of every moment you want to give up, every moment you feel tired, and every moment of despair.
Since his rebirth, Xu Qingyan had nothing to be thankful for. He wasn't even too grateful for his new life.
Except for one thing.
That means Bai Yingluo is still here.
She still exists, which is the best thing and the greatest comfort for me.
Then he stretched out his hands and hugged the other's waist tightly.
Then whispered.
"Sister, don't underestimate yourself. You don't know how amazing you are. You are simply the most amazing and unique existence in the world. You are a treasure that anyone would marvel at. You are the best gift to me."
Bai Yingluo smiled and reached out to ruffle the boy's hair.
"If you say that, Senior Sister will be very proud, and maybe one day she will look down on you."
Xu Qingyan smiled and raised his head, looking up at the woman's gentle face like a child.
"It doesn't matter. I will work hard to catch up with Senior Sister's goal and become a man that Senior Sister likes and is satisfied with at all times."
"Children always say such big words. I don't like men who brag."
She seemed to be mad at me, but the corners of her mouth were smiling.
Xu Qingyan blinked.
"Thank you, Senior Sister."
"Why thank me? I just said a few words, I didn't do anything."
"So... Senior Sister, would you like to do something for me?"
"Eh?"
Bai Yingluo was stunned for a moment, and then she saw Xu Qingyan's slightly hidden gaze, which seemed to be hinting at something.
The girl's cheeks immediately turned red.
He pushed the boy away, and perhaps with too much force, causing Xu Qingyan to fall over.
"Seriously, Senior Sister, I was just joking."
The young man patted the corner of his clothes helplessly.
The scene was a bit funny.
Bai Yingluo couldn't help but want to laugh.
"Who told you to be so careless? I was just trying to comfort you, but you kept thinking about dirty things all day, hehe."
"How can I not have some dirty thoughts when I meet my senior sister? It's too difficult for me."
"Slippery tongue! Well, it's getting late, go to bed early, I have to go back."
"Hmm? You're not staying?"
"Why should I stay?"
"Let's talk... let's chat, sleep together or something..."
"Fuck you! You wish, you little bastard!"
Bai Yingluo walked to the gate of the courtyard with big strides, then stopped as if she had thought of something, and turned around to look at the boy standing in the middle of the courtyard, still looking at her.
Her cheeks were so pink that it was hard to cool down.
"Stupid, do we need those things to prove our relationship?"
Do I have any other choice besides you, a bad guy?
No.
Having choices is not sincerity at all.
The so-called sincerity is to move forward in one direction unswervingly without considering any other path.
Xu Qingyan returned to the room, lay on the bed, and looked at the ceiling.
Night fell outside.
He lay quietly.
Without thinking too much, digest some warmth, calm down some mood, and sort out those messy thoughts.
When he felt sleepy and was about to fall into a deep sleep.
Suddenly, I heard a strange, old and hoarse voice.
"Beside Yingquan, the main peak of the Eighteen Sword Sect, the Saint is waiting for you there."
"..."
The sound transmission is not far away.
It is impossible to judge the realm of strength, which means that the person being spoken to is at least above the Golden Core realm.
Still stronger than myself.
It seems that it is still a little too weak. Of course, the object of this weakness refers to myself.
The realm of cultivation before transcending the tribulation is already the lifelong goal of most ordinary immortal cultivators, and Xu Qingyan clearly knows that for those who are truly extraordinary, transcending the tribulation may just be the beginning.
There are still secret settings that I didn't have the chance to understand in my previous life.
When Xu Qingyan heard this voice, he knew that this was Yun Nishang's man, and it was very likely that he was secretly protecting the woman.
Is this the treatment that the Saintess of Jitian Palace deserves?
Xu Qingyan smiled bitterly, then turned over and got up.
There was no need to answer anything, because after the voice finished speaking, the only trace of breath that existed disappeared.
It was as if it had never appeared, even lighter than the breeze.
I left my house quietly, and looked up to see the sky full of stars.
There were no dark clouds blocking the pebbled river of stars, and the moon was surrounded on the other side.
It seems to indicate that tomorrow will be a good day.
He walked towards the main peak of the Eighteen Sword Sect at a very fast speed. Xu Qingyan was not unfamiliar with Yingquan.
It is one of the famous scenic spots of the Eighteen Sword Sects. At night, especially on clear summer nights, there will be many fireflies surrounding the spring, also because of some special substances in the spring water.
It will automatically emit a faint blue fluorescence, so it is named "Yingquan".
The distance was not that far, and the boy quickened his pace without stopping for a moment.
Not far from the clear spring water, one could already see the fluorescent light slightly blocked by the bushes and trees, as if it was a secret place in front of one's eyes, emitting an alluring color.
Even without getting too close, you can hear the sound of the spring water, like the sound of a fresh and elegant musical instrument.
Xu Qingyan walked over step by step, passing through the surrounding trees and bushes that reached his waist.
I saw a lake that was emitting fluorescence and looked like a mirror.
The blue light flickers with a unique rhythm, beautiful and magnificent like a sea of stars.
But Xu Qingyan looked around and didn't see Yun Nishang.
Is it because I came too late that I have already left?
“Crash——”
But soon, the boy heard a subtle sound coming from the spring.
He looked over and saw a scene that would make people unforgettable for the rest of their lives.
It was like a mermaid emerging from the water, as if a treasure that no one had ever seen before, but only lived in legend, suddenly appeared before the eyes of a mortal.
As she carried the blue water, her long hair, wet but extremely smooth, floated to the surface.
The boy's eyes could no longer move away from this direction.
Xu Qingyan didn't know what the dress she was wearing originally looked like, he only knew that the pink dress was now tightly attached to her body.
The water droplets hung on her neck and collarbone, about to fall but not yet.
The slightly wrinkled and wet dress clung to her curvy upper body, rising and falling one after another, making it hard to keep up.
The wet water stains even made the dress a little transparent, allowing Xu Qingyan to see the scenery under the dress if he paid a little attention.
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