The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

"Pei Yu, you forced me to do this."

Pei Yu sneered at the boy.

"Kill me. Killing me won't change the fact that you are a loser, nor will it change the fact that you have been betrayed by everyone you have trusted and helped. You can't change anything. Kill me, you coward!"

It was as if he was using his last bit of strength to allow the young man to stab with the sword.

At this moment, Xu Qingyan clenched his hands.

The anger had almost swallowed up all his reason, and he even thought several times that he had stabbed.

But...

suddenly.

A voice appeared in his heart.

It seemed like my own voice was asking myself.

'Was I really a failure in my previous life?'

Xu Qingyan was stunned for a moment, and he couldn't help but start to face the problem that he seemed to have been avoiding.

Judging from the results, it was a failure.

But is what I am doing really wrong?

Is this in line with the correct concept?

"If it wasn't a failure, why would I be reborn? If it wasn't a mistake, why would I have another chance?"

yes...

If the method is right, if the approach is right, if the concept is right, why would there be another chance?

Isn't it with this thought that I have come to where I am today step by step?

Can't trust anyone.

Face the truth that there is no one in this world you can trust except yourself.

Live alone and stubbornly, live by any means necessary, even if you have to use all the meanness.

So what if you are a little selfish? Human nature is selfish. The so-called justice and kindness are nothing but history whitewashed by the victors.

fundamental...

fundamental...

"So, even Senior Sister Bai Yingluo is not trustworthy?"

yes...

If I am really so lonely, why would I trust only my senior sister Bai Yingluo?

Why do I subconsciously feel that Yun Nishang trusts me and will not betray me?

Doesn't this mean...

I crave for it.

Longing to be trusted and understood.

What I cannot face is the outcome of being betrayed after giving everything I have.

What I cannot accept is that everything that I should have gotten has disappeared from my side.

Isn't it?

Leaving yourself is nothing, everyone has the right to choose.

My sister didn't leave me.

Yun Nishang found herself.

The rest just made the right choice.

It seems that having too much hope for them is my original sin.

It is because of hope that they are disappointed. They have no reason to respond to their desires. It is not their obligation. The return of kindness can be in other ways, not necessarily...

"Really? Is this the answer? Is it really correct?"

wrong.

Something is wrong.

That's really not right...

This is a compromise.

This is an excuse for one's own failure, and a reason for not admitting one's own naivety.

Yes.

My identity is a cannon fodder that should have been retired long ago. There is no need to do evil things by any means necessary. After all, it is the law of nature and karma will be rewarded.

It is naive to blindly think that you can get a good ending by doing good things and helping every protagonist.

If you care too much about the past, you will blind yourself to the present.

If you want to make up for everything in the past, it means you haven't accepted your stupid self yet.

This is a whole new life.

It's a brand new story, of course.

Is this for revenge?

不 ...

Your purpose should always be...

It should be to make Xu Qingyan, the cannon fodder male supporting role, live a life like the protagonist.

At this moment, Xu Qingyan's eyes seemed to be completely clear.

He seemed to have finally grasped something, a sense of belonging that he had not been able to grasp since his rebirth.

It is because I have not completely accepted my identity and the emptiness of my experiences.

It is the cowardly fear that still lingers in fear and cannot be at ease.

He feels...good now.

When he came to his senses and opened his eyes, looking at everything in front of him, it was still the bamboo forest.

Still haven't returned to the reality that I should have returned to.

But... Pei Yu disappeared.

Pei Yu, who should have been kneeling on the ground in front of him, was gone.

Xu Qingyan frowned, and not far away, he saw a glimmer of light.

The young man took a step forward and walked towards the faint light without hesitation.

He could see the stars in the sky when he looked up, and there seemed to be glowing fireflies dancing and jumping in the bamboo forest.

There was a thin mist with faint fluorescent lights flickering in it.

It was as if he had pushed through the thick fog and reached the end.

Then I saw an unexpected figure.

Black robe, bare feet.

A woman with long chestnut reddish hair swaying like a koi fish.

She was sitting gracefully on the stone at the end.

Her feet were crystal clear, and even her ankles were free of dust.

Her face was just as I imagined, with a perfect jawline, calm eyebrows and eyes, and an indescribable peace and gentleness.

It's not just plain cold and indifferent.

It seemed very close to her, yet very far away.

"It's you?"

Xu Qingyan took a breath of cold air.

I felt like I had misjudged something for a moment.

This illusion... has nothing to do with the alchemy furnace?

Because it is absolutely impossible to involve this woman whose true face he has never seen for no reason!

Then...it's only possible...

The woman looked at Xu Qingyan and spoke in a familiar voice that Xu Qingyan had heard before.

"I told you not to stay here... But you seem to be smart, you figured it out, right? That's right... I gave you this illusion."

Xu Qingyan stood there and looked at the other party.

He thought about it and asked the two most important questions.

"Who are you and what is your purpose?"

He was concise and to the point, no nonsense. He didn't want to be immersed in the atmosphere of the Riddler.

It was too much torment and too much anxiety.

The woman supported herself on her knees and leaned forward slightly.

Then, use your palm to rub your cheek.

She was obviously shorter than Xu Qingyan who was standing, but Xu Qingyan inexplicably felt that she was looking down at him from a high position.

She lowered her voice and said.

"It doesn't matter who I am. What matters is, do you understand who you are?"

"I'm Xu Qingyan. Also, please stop saying such confusing things. I'm not very smart and I don't really understand."

Xu Qingyan responded indifferently.

The woman smiled, not in a mocking way, but a smile as gentle as water.

It makes people feel close to each other.

She stood up, stepped on the ground barefoot, and walked towards Xu Qingyan step by step.

The familiar atmosphere came over him, and an inexplicably familiar fragrance and scent surrounded him.

She said.

"In fact, I am also very confused. Why did I notice you and why did I meet you? If you are God's will... then you may be one of the millions. But it is not certain. Have I... seen you before? Or, do you remember me?"

She asked herself instead.

Xu Qingyan felt that there was a sound whistling in his mind, but the mixed voices were completely inaudible.

He couldn't remember where that familiar feeling and familiarity with this woman came from.

He could only struggle a little and say, "Who are you?"

"You can call me Priest." She said so, looking directly into the boy's eyes, still with a calm look.

Xu Qingyan couldn't help wanting to laugh.

"Priest is just an identity, maybe just a nickname."

"You want to know my name?" the woman asked softly.

Xu Qingyan turned his head slightly and took a deep breath.

"After all, this is the second time you've used this method on me, right? And you said such inexplicable words, which also had a great impact on my mind. You didn't come to kill me, nor did you come to subdue me. You just appeared inexplicably, which really made me distressed. Shouldn't I make up for it?"

The woman thought for a moment and said, "You are such a sly person."

Then she smiled.

"But it's really strange. You should be afraid, but you're not. Instead, you're in the mood to say something like this...Are you really not afraid of death, or do you really think I won't kill anyone?"

"Don't you Fengtian Sect not kill people?"