The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

She frowned and drank the glass of wine, and then drank two more glasses.

She finally placed the wine glass somewhat heavily on the table and propped up her cheek with her hand.

It seemed that she was drunk at this moment, and her eyes were not looking at Xu Qingyan, but at the empty side.

Only the candlelight flickered on the table, as if dancing slightly.

She said softly.

"The first person I killed was my disciple."

Xu Qingyan was stunned for a moment, then thought of something and asked softly, "Is the courtyard we went to today his home?"

Pei Yu nodded.

Her fingers unconsciously stroked the hair against her cheek.

She said in a deliberately calm tone.

"That disciple... is very talented. In my opinion, if everything goes well with her training, her current achievements will not be inferior to Yu Nuan or Bai Yingluo."

"Well, things don't always go smoothly in this world."

Pei Yu raised her head slightly, and her slightly opened red lips closed and reopened.

I don't know whether the strong smell of alcohol is coming out of my mouth, or the fragrance that I am very familiar with recently.

"I had only been her master for a short time, and I didn't have much experience. I just applied what my master taught me to her. She often said to me: Since cultivation is a personal matter, is it useful to follow the book? Does everyone really have their own path? In fact, I don't know, I'm just afraid of making mistakes, so I can only answer her that the experience summarized by the predecessors can help you avoid some detours, at least... it's not so easy to make mistakes."

“That answer is correct.”

Xu Qingyan said calmly.

Pei Yu frowned slightly.

Her expression suddenly became somewhat angry.

"But she just happened to... just happened to be involved with the demons. She just happened to like someone she shouldn't like... and she was even willing to steal the sect's secrets for that person."

"So...you killed her?"

Pei Yu drank another glass of wine, and this time his face became even redder.

The haziness in her eyes became more and more obvious, and she finally looked straight at Xu Qingyan.

"My next mission to hunt her down was to eliminate traitors for the sect. Until I found her here, in Qingyan City. She told me that this is her home, the place where she would return to her roots."

"I angrily questioned her, asking why she would do this, why she would betray the sect for a demon man, and why she would betray me who had carefully taught her for so long."

"She told me that there is no such thing as demons and humans... We are all the same kind of people, we just stand on different positions and do things for our own interests. And she did it for his own interests. She felt that the days with him were the freest. She said that she never felt happy around me. I never noticed how she was bullied by other disciples in the sect, how she was excluded by her peers because of her beautiful appearance, and I never noticed the weakness in her character.

Every one of my answers to her questions was soulless. She said I was a good person, but not a good master..."

Xu Qingyan looked at the woman in front of him whose voice was trembling as she spoke the last words.

There was a rare kind of weakness in her expression.

It seemed like an emotion that shouldn't be seen in this woman. Xu Qingyan didn't know about this in his previous life. I guess it was because they didn't have a deep connection and it led to an oversight.

This story is not unusual, nor is it particularly tragic.

Of course, it is also because it is really difficult for people to empathize with each other.

But he didn't think the woman was just whining for no reason. Everyone has their own painful memories. What you feel is a relief may be a heavy blow to her.

Pei Yu drank another glass of wine, and looked at Xu Qingyan with red cheeks, which actually made him look a little pitiful.

"I told her... we were a master and a disciple, and if she came back with me, I would plead for her life. But she told me that she was ready to die and would not make it difficult for me.

Hehe... She even told me that that period was her happiest time, she was free and someone understood her pain and the torture she had endured. But the person who understood her was not me. In the end, she took the deadly poison in front of me, walked through that door, returned to her home, and never came out again."

Pei Yu did not cry.

She just looked sad and sighed.

"I thought it had been so long, and this incident would not have any impact on me, and I would just sigh when I think back on it. But when I saw it today, I still felt bad. I still couldn't help but think, if I had paid more attention to her at the time, if I had been a good master at the time, would such a thing not have happened, would it not be just Xier now, would she also be by my side..."

Now Xu Qingyan could understand a little bit why she valued Ye Yanxi so much.

Perhaps Ye Yanxi's talent reminded her of her former disciple, and she subconsciously didn't want the past to happen again.

Maybe he should say something to comfort the other person at this time, but Xu Qingyan only thought of one sentence.

"It's not kindness to put all the responsibility on yourself. You may just be a self-torture person."

Pei Yu frowned and looked at Xu Qingyan.

"Isn't this my responsibility? Yes, people like you can't understand."

Xu Qingyan ignored the sarcasm and said calmly.

"Of course I can't understand it. I have never been a master, and I have never experienced such a thing. But I have been excluded and despised just as much."

"Is that why you're such a jerk?"

The moment Pei Yu said this, the atmosphere between the two of them dropped to freezing point.

Pei Yu actually felt a little regretful, and felt that... he shouldn't have said such a thing.

But... can't he be blamed? Shouldn't he comfort himself at this time? Why did he continue to stimulate himself like this... He deserves it.

Unexpectedly, the boy did not react much to this, and silence was the only emotional fluctuation.

He just looked at the other person calmly.

"So you feel better now?"

Pei Yu was stunned.

"What's the meaning?"

Xu Qingyan said calmly, "You should also know that no matter what story you tell me, I can't relate to it because it's your story. Most people in the world are like this, so I don't want to pretend to comfort you, and you probably don't need it. It's enough to speak out some of your worries, unless you really care about my opinion."

Pei Yu had never heard of such a statement.

For a moment, he couldn't help but be dazed, and looked at the boy with a complicated look.

Is this a consolation... or what?

Why does he seem not angry at all? Is he... pampering himself?

She turned her head away.

"I don't care what you think."

Xu Qingyan smiled.

"That's it, have you had enough?"

Pei Yu bit his lip, looking at the other person's smiling eyes staring at him, and subconsciously felt a little hot on his face.

This look...somewhat familiar.

“No more.”

"Well, let's go back. I'm a little thirsty."

The young boy said so.

Pei Yu answered subconsciously, "If you are thirsty, just drink water. What does it have to do with going back...you..."

Suddenly, the woman realized something.

When this bastard asked me for my lips a few days ago in the carriage, didn't he say... he was thirsty?

Her face suddenly turned red.

Xu Qingyan stood up appropriately, and then took the woman's hand easily.

"Little Fish, I'm thirsty."

"You... Ugh!!"

Pei Yu felt that he was definitely crazy, otherwise how could he be easily led out of the tavern while being dizzy, and then almost pressed on the floor of the carriage, with one hand holding his cheek and the other hand pressing the back of his head.

Unlimited demands.

Familiar demands.

It was that passionate, deep kiss that almost made me unable to breathe.

What is stirring is not only one's own lips and teeth, but also one's own mind and thoughts.

After finally separating for a short time, the woman glared at the boy who was almost on top of her with a red face.

"You talked to me so much in the pub just for this moment, right?!"

Xu Qingyan gently stroked the other person's delicate face with his hands, his eyes showing rare tenderness.

"Of course, everyone has their own purpose, and I am no exception."

"You bastard..."

"The only difference is that my target is you, not just your lips."

"what else?"

Pei Yu's cheeks were red, she felt that she had either drunk too much or had gone mad from suppressing herself for too long.

Otherwise, how could I, in such an atmosphere, look at the other person's handsome face and say such words with aggressive eyes?

It's simply... a kind of cooperation, an ambiguous hint.

Xu Qingyan lowered his head, his breath soaking into the woman's snow-white skin, and his hands were busy climbing up.

Inch by inch, the wonderful touch made the woman raise her head slightly.

The boy's unclear words could also be heard.

"And all of you..."

all?

What a greedy little bastard...

really...

The skirt that was originally put on now looked messy. The boy's actions were wild and unconcealed, and I seemed to be unable to resist.

The ambiguous atmosphere is still spreading, and nothing seems to be able to stop.

The boy's actions became more and more bold and reckless, not caring at all whether some places were important to the woman.

While talking about the thirsty boy, the woman's heart was filled with love... the flow continued.

Even the woman with messy hair was lying on the floor, almost powerless to resist, with only the spring scenery left.

Xu Qingyan didn't intend to let go of this opportunity. He shouldn't have been soft-hearted towards her.

No matter how many stories you hear, no matter what the purpose is.

Even if it is to set things right, there should be no shortage of things that need to be done.

But before the sword even touched the ground, the woman, blushing, grabbed it tightly with her hands.

Xu Qingyan was stunned for a moment and looked at the other party.

Pei Yu's face was already red, and a natural charm appeared on her face.

Her eyes seemed to be filled with tears.

"What do you want, little bastard?"

Xu Qingyan took a breath of cold air, feeling the strength of the other party's palm.

Don't you want to break it for yourself?

He thought about it and said.

"Master Pei, we are all adults now..."

"So what if you are my lord? You bullied me a few days ago and it's not enough. You are really so bold."

Although he said this, his hands were moving.

Xu Qingyan was somewhat puzzled.

Was she rejecting or was she trying to give in? But she wasn't trying to give in that way, was she?