The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

"No, I think Master did a great job. If it were me, I would probably do the same."

His answer was flawless, and his facial expressions were flawless.

It was like a perfect proof that he had no complaints against himself because of that incident.

So why is it like this now?

How could I become increasingly indifferent to myself?

Was it longer ago?

She didn't realize that the distance between their faces was getting closer, and while she was talking, her sweet breath would be sprayed on the other person's face, and both sides were exchanging breaths.

This ambiguity grew and spread wantonly without her understanding at this time.

"So are you blaming your talent not being brought into full play because of becoming my disciple, and having you seclude yourself for half a year only to advance one level?"

Is he blaming himself for not being a good master?

But Xu Qingyan still shook his head calmly.

"There is no such thing. Cultivation is originally the disciple's business. I cannot blame anyone for what I said. It is even more unreasonable to blame the master for this... Master, please don't think too much."

"Don't think too much... You are going to leave Chen Jian Mountain, you want to leave me, and you want me to stop thinking too much?"

Her trembling voice at this moment, like a helpless question, made Xu Qingyan's heart tremble.

What the...

Are you pretending to be reluctant and caring about yourself now?

When the situation is not favorable to oneself, people are good at pretending to be wronged, and even distort their own memories, hiding all the wrong things about themselves, and then magnifying the pain points of others against themselves.

If she could question Song Xiyan in this way at Jingxin Academy, perhaps Xu Qingyan would be shaken at this time.

But she didn't.

She still considered and hesitated, which meant that everything she had experienced in her previous life was not accidental, but was bound to happen based on her personality.

Xu Qingyan looked at her beautiful face, even in this situation, it seemed unbearable, flawless and pure.

"Didn't Master say it himself a long time ago? Everyone has their own practice. Separation is normal. What difference does it make if it's early or late?"

"But you said that no matter how far away, no matter what time it is, you will come back and stay with me!"

This sentence seemed to pull the memories of both of them back to a long time ago.

Does Xu Qingyan remember?

Of course I remember it clearly.

That childish boy, that seemingly innocent but now ridiculous oath.

But doesn't she know that things can change?

She may not have changed, after all, what she pursues has not changed.

But how can I not change?

Why do you keep hitting the wall when you know it's a wall?

There is no way this can end...

The Xu Qingyan on the hillside who couldn't even lift a heavy sword has changed.

The Xu Qingyan who smiled in the wind and said he would always be with Lin Yan has changed and will never come back.

"Will what you said count?"

His cold eyes and his smiling question.

This moment was like a sharp arrow piercing Lin Yan's heart, not because of how hurtful this sentence was.

It was because she thought of that hazy picture, a scene that had not happened yet, a scene that she originally thought would never happen.

He asked himself feebly: Compared to your long ladder to heaven, I can also give up, right?

Her hands loosened involuntarily, as if she no longer had the strength to hold on to anything.

Xu Qingyan put his hand down easily.

He looked at Lin Yan, who had suddenly turned pale, but his mentality remained firm.

"Master, if you have nothing else to do, I will go back first. I still have to prepare for the sect exam in a few days."

Lin Yan looked up at Xu Qingyan blankly, not knowing what was going on in her mind, and asked.

"Is it because of... Pei Yu?"

"What?"

"Is it because of what Pei Yu promised you that you want to leave Chen Jian Mountain?"

She seemed to have only found this one possibility, and could only attribute all the reasons to that woman who was good at making trouble, who seemed cold and beautiful, but was actually a disaster.

Xu Qingyan seemed to understand something. This time he did not deny it, but instead smiled in an ambiguous way.

"Master Pei... is a very special person."

He turned around and opened the door, letting in light from outside.

Lin Yan suddenly raised her head, and her eyes showed an unprecedented and strong paranoia.

Even looked a little scary.

"Qingyan, what if I give you everything she can give you?"

Xu Qingyan had already turned around. Hearing this, he paused for a moment, then turned around and glanced at Lin Yan.

"No. There are some things you can't give."

He will leave like this and won't look back.

But at this moment, the woman behind him burst into unimaginable emotions and actions.

Xu Qingyan was almost not given any chance to react, and of course Xu Qingyan didn't even think about reacting.

A strong breath pulled him back, and then Xu Qingyan lay on the floor and opened his eyes.

But she didn't expect that Lin Yan would sit directly on her waist, and she even leaned over.

She didn't care how closely her plump buttocks touched the boy's waist.

She just leaned down, almost lying on Xu Qingyan's chest, holding his chin with one hand and supporting the floor on the side of the boy's face with the other hand.

She looked straight at Xu Qingyan.

There was a paranoid distortion in her eyes that she herself was not aware of.

She lowered her voice and said.

"You dare to leave Shenjian Mountain like this... You can try it."

"Don't even think about leaving, and don't even think about escaping."

"You are my disciple... You are Lin Yan's disciple!"

"Don't even think about it..."

"Don't even think about it!"

Facing the sudden outburst of Lin Yan, he had never seen her before, and she was even very unfamiliar to him.

Xu Qingyan took a deep breath and looked at her determined face.

"I understand. Please give me some time to think about it. I will go back first."

Lin Yan, with a twinkling look in her eyes, let go of the boy.

He straightened his clothes and decided to leave.

When Xu Qingyan disappeared, Lin Yan stood pale in the room. Even though the light outside was dim and blurry, she did not move a step.

She really didn't know why everything turned out like this.

She just clearly realized that everything was really changing, at a speed and trend she had never imagined, and was gradually changing beyond recognition.

Is it Pei Yu?

What did she do to make this boy become like this?

Her hatred towards herself has never stopped. Since she couldn't deal with herself effectively, she turned her plans to her own disciples?

How did she promise him?

What kind of tempting conditions?

Or... use herself?

asshole.

hateful.

Bitch.

Female watch!

At this moment, Lin Yan didn't think at all why among all the disciples of Shen Jianshan, she had such a fluctuating mood towards this young man.

If this happened to other disciples, such as Chen Jiurang, Zhou Lian, or even Bai Yingluo, would he lose his composure to this extent?

Her heart was gradually burning, and her pupils were becoming extremely dark.

What you think is just a thought.

"Pei Yu, don't even think about snatching him away from me... It's absolutely impossible."

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Xu Qingyan lay on the bed and opened his eyes.

Although it seems to have retreated completely.

However, Xu Qingyan, who was already lying on the bed, frowned slightly.

He reviewed what happened before and found something wrong.

The most obvious thing is that Lin Yan shouldn't be so obvious to herself, and she can't even show any patience.

It seemed a little too intense, she even seemed a little strange.

Strange eagerness, strange paranoia...

Originally, Xu Qingyan had no intention of letting Lin Yan go. After all, she was a very important character both in the original work and in his previous life.

There is absolutely no possibility of staying out of it.

It's just that I put my plan for her very far back, and it shouldn't be like this now, as if someone pressed the accelerator key, as if the process was being accelerated, and everything was different from the development in the previous life.

And he clearly felt that this difference was not entirely due to his own handling method or his own changes.

There are other invisible forces driving all this.

Is it because of the Great Dream Spring and Autumn?

The difference at the beginning was that Da Meng Chun Qiu brought Ye Yanxi into his dream, so he made a lot of preparations and plans in an instant, and was more determined about what kind of person and what kind of things he wanted to do in this life.

But Lin Yan did not enter her dream.

So what prompted her to change like this?

Hmm... need more clues.

Still, we can't take it lightly, something is not right.

But now is not the time to think about these things, there is something more important now.

The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and another familiar figure gradually emerged in his mind.

Her eyes radiated a strange red light, and every strand of her long hair fluttering in the wind looked so dazzling.

"Xia Mian, long time no see. What will the story be like this time?"

"Mr. Xia, what's wrong?"

Becoming an inner disciple of the Eighteen Sword Sect is something that can be boasted about, not only because of the resources that can be enjoyed there, but the identity of being an inner disciple of the Eighteen Sword Sect alone is enough to be a certificate to rely on in this world.