The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

But when he was about to withdraw his hand, Lin Yan reached out and grabbed his palm.

As if under the influence of alcohol, she didn't even care about the physical contact between the two of them.

The back of my hand felt slightly cooler than her skin, but it was delicate.

Xu Qingyan raised his head and looked at her beautiful eyes which were shining brightly and trembling.

"As a master...then why don't you care about my thoughts at all, and don't care about my repeated attempts to keep you. In your heart, I am nothing compared to her, right?"

Xu Qingyan looked at her hand that was tightly holding his wrist.

He frowned.

"Master, you really drank too much..."

"Qingyan...am I not as good as her?"

The question she asked with a slightly trembling voice made Xu Qingyan involuntarily turn his gaze to her face.

That blushing, beautiful face, and her moving eyes.

No matter who sees me, I feel pity for them and cannot help but soften in such eyes.

How could she be inferior to Pei Yu?

Whether it's her face, her figure, or her irresistible cold temperament.

But Xu Qingyan could only shake his head.

"It really has nothing to do with Master Pei. I just thought that maybe it's time to change the environment and take on a new challenge."

"You can have new challenges with me, why do you want to change? Why Pei Yu?"

She couldn't help but raise her voice to question.

Xu Qingyan was a little upset because of the questioning.

"It doesn't have to be her, it can be anyone."

"what about me?"

“But not here.”

"Why? Why do you hate me so much? Have I done something wrong? Have I been bad to you? Have I not taught you with all my heart? Have I ever lied to you?"

cheat?

Um.

It's not considered cheating.

It's just that you chose to hide your own thoughts even though you knew the boy's feelings.

You just chose to let the boy do what you wanted with hope and enthusiasm, and hid the cruel truth at the end.

You want to know the reason, right?

good.

My name is Xu Qingyan, and I'm about to start lying.

He showed a bitter and helpless smile and looked at Lin Yan.

"Because... I'm afraid that because of you, Master, I will be unable to extricate myself from the urge to commit treason..."

"What?"

Lin Yan was stunned.

Xu Qingyan felt the force on his wrist loosen up involuntarily, and he wanted to add more fuel to the fire.

"What I mean is that I am afraid that if I stay with Master forever, I will fall hopelessly in love with him."

Looking into her extremely surprised eyes.

Xu Qingyan would find it ridiculous.

That was a feeling that I had never expressed in my previous life, but it was something that had truly existed.

And now... it's a lie.

Afraid...you'll fall in love with me?

These words seemed to explode in Lin Yan's mind.

It was like gorgeous fireworks blooming into countless flowers and a sea of ​​stars in the cloudless sky.

Her head was a little confused, and she couldn't hold the boy's hand.

Did I really drink too much and have auditory hallucinations?

No...it's true.

It really appeared in my ears, and the shape of the handsome boy's mouth was exactly the same as what I heard.

But she remembered something.

If what he said was true... then wouldn't it match the images in the dreams that haunted me?

Fall in love with your own apprentice.

Xu Qingyan, who was let down by himself because of the long steps to heaven...

All correct.

Because he likes me and has been hiding this fact, he is willing to pay for me.

And that self will finally realize the other person's feelings, but choose not to reveal it. When he finally finds the precious treasure that can help him fulfill his lifelong goals and wishes, he will struggle for a while and then choose to give up...

Doesn't this make sense? Could it be that those dreams were not illusions, but... a prophecy?

and many more.

wrong.

If that's the case, why would he want to leave me now just because he likes me?

If what I dreamed about was a sign of what might happen in the future, then since he was so determined to leave me and distance himself from me, wouldn't that mean there would be no story between us anymore? And how could it develop to that point?

I'm not a person who likes to get entangled.

I had never realized before that I had such an obsession with this young man.

If I hadn't had this dream, would I have really been so shameless as to even ask him not to leave?

No...something is wrong.

She raised her head suddenly, forgetting her shyness.

He forgot that as a master, he should behave in a way that was appropriate when faced with a disciple's confession.

She looked straight at Xu Qingyan.

"If you... have such thoughts about me, why are you afraid, why do you want to leave?"

Xu Qingyan used his prepared acting skills and answers.

"Well... because I know that Master's goal and ideal is to reach the final point of cultivation, to complete the road to immortality that everyone dreams of. If a disciple has such thoughts, it will only affect Master's path, and even become a stumbling block."

"So instead of doing this, I'd better give up this feeling sooner or later. After all, Master, you are a very charming woman. Seeing you all day long and being together with you will make it difficult for me to control myself. Leaving Chenjian Mountain is the best solution I can think of, so I hope Master can help me."

Xu Qingyan felt that he had made himself clear enough.

The performance was also quite adequate.

It seems that she is reluctant to leave because of the gap and some obsession.

But she will soon figure it out. If things develop to that point, it will be really difficult to end.

Given her personality, she would have pretended to lecture me that such a relationship shouldn't exist, and then she would have stopped trying to stop me from leaving.

Well, that should be the case.

But how could Xu Qingyan have thought that so many things were different this time? And what was Lin Yan thinking at this moment?

Yes...

Sure enough...I was right.

That was not just a dream, it was most likely a prophecy.

The possibility that this prophecy might go astray and change the things that were going to happen was that the young man in front of him also had a dream similar to his own!

If that weren't the case, how could he have such a big change in personality? Even his attitude towards himself was completely different.

Indifference, not caring, even alienation, even the desire to escape.

Apart from the fact that he also dreamed the same scenes that he dreamed, what else could explain why everything was wrong?

He was worried that it would be like what the dream said, and his love would become a sharp sword that would hurt him in the end.

He was afraid that she would choose to abandon him in the end, just as he had imagined in those dreams, so he wanted to end this possible story in advance!

Is this fate?

Is this destiny?

Lin Yan didn't know.

What she knew was that becoming an immortal had indeed been her goal and dream for a long time, and she also believed that no immortal cultivator could resist the temptation of becoming an immortal.

But the prophetic dream felt so real to her.

It's the real... regret.

In this emotional change that Xu Qingyan was unaware of, Lin Yan had the idea of ​​going against fate.

She didn't want to regret, didn't want to suffer, and didn't want to really become that kind of woman.

Indeed, Xu Qingyan's words might be the best solution at this time.

Avoid going on and avoid the development of the story.

One of them doesn't have to face the pain of being abandoned, and the other doesn't have to face the regret of abandoning a man who has loved her for many years, and she herself has also been tempted.

But at this moment, he looked very difficult and struggling.

Lin Yan couldn't deceive her own heart.

She stood up gently, with a blush on her face as if she were drunk.

"What if...what you're worried about might not happen? What if I say you won't be a stumbling block to me?"

She not only wants to confirm her own feelings, but also wants to confirm whether the other party is as she thinks.

He had that dream too.

Her eyes seemed to be able to penetrate everything at this moment, including the boy's slightly trembling eyes.

If the prophecy...

Will it change because of the decision you make at this moment?

no.

What was she saying? Was she hallucinating?

Why does it seem a little different from what I thought?

Xu Qingyan looked at her unpredictable expression at the moment, and suddenly felt a strange atmosphere... Was he wrong in his judgment? Shouldn't she start to lecture him? But why was she asking such a rhetorical question? It seemed like she was trying to keep the entanglement going.

No no no.

It's fake. If I get fooled for the second time because of this, I'd be such a clown!

He shook his head.

"Master... emotions are not so easy to control. I don't want to hold you back, I'm different from you. You have better talents, you can definitely reach that step, so..."

"What if I say I don't want to go that far?"

She not only stood up, she even walked around the table step by step to her side.

When her unique light fragrance almost surrounded me, when her charming and graceful body was right in front of me.