The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

How many people like Hong Jiao really want to seek the truth?

No, they don't care about the truth, they only care about how much benefit they can get from Hong Jiao's death.

"What are you thinking about?"

Lin Yan was somewhat concerned about Xu Qingyan's silence.

Of course, she could sense that this young man had changed a lot recently.

It seems that it can no longer be explained by a prophetic dream.

After all, the silence that often made him fall into deep thought was something he had never experienced before.

He did look mature, but she hoped to see the boy's innocent and carefree smile.

There are too many cruel realities in this world, and I hope to see the beauty that I have lost in others.

Xu Qingyan turned his head slightly and looked at Lin Yan's cold and beautiful face.

Such a face would often shake people, but Xu Qingyan did not intend to betray his own experience and real life.

"Nothing, I just feel that Master has been treating me a little strangely lately."

"Strange? Why?"

Lin Yan certainly knew that her recent attitude towards Xu Qingyan was uncharacteristic, but from her own perspective, it was not unacceptable or even unrecognizable.

It's just... the situation that should have happened has happened in advance.

It's just a slightly indulgent interpretation of the self that has never been revealed.

He would indeed feel strange, flattered? Or still full of doubts.

Xu Qingyan looked into her beautiful eyes.

"Master, you shouldn't treat your disciples so specially. I am just an ordinary disciple of yours. There is no reason for me to be treated specially."

He wanted to find out the reason behind Lin Yan's attitude.

I didn't seem to have done anything out of the ordinary, but her attitude was like a roller coaster, changing so fast that I was caught off guard.

He was not flattered, but rather rather suspicious of the other party's behavior, as if he knew something that made him pay attention.

Especially today.

He even had an argument and conflict with Song Xiyan for his own sake. This would have been unbelievable in his previous life.

Even if there is indeed a dispute between them that is unknown to outsiders.

Lin Yan looked straight at Xu Qingyan.

"If you feel that I am special to others, then there must be a special reason."

"But what is the reason?"

"Didn't I say that last night?"

Lin Yan's eyes were calm, but she seemed to be stubbornly conveying some information, some truth, to Xu Qingyan.

Is it true?

Xu Qingyan wanted to laugh.

When people make a decision, they always believe it is true and have great confidence that they can do it.

But the result is often that such original intention is forgotten, changed, and then completely changed in the long journey and ups and downs of fate.

He didn't like the way this woman made promises that she believed to be true.

Because every time it reminds him of how heartless and cold her expression was during the heavy snow.

Xu Qingyan sighed slightly.

"I'm sorry, Master."

His words made Lin Yan's heart tighten immediately.

The apology at this time seemed so strange and special.

“Why apologize?”

Lin Yan looked at him, her eyes flickering slightly.

The boy looked at her, his voice calm and clear.

"I cheated Master before."

"You lied to me?"

"Well, what I said about maybe leaving Chen Jian Mountain because I like Master and I'm afraid of falling in love with Master so I want to distance myself from him is a lie."

Hearing this, Lin Yan's pupils dilated unconsciously.

In an instant, it seemed as if countless pieces of gravel were falling from somewhere in my heart towards the bottomless abyss.

It was as if something that was intact began to break into pieces and was peeled off piece by piece.

That strange feeling of suffocation once again surged into my throat.

It seemed to instantly block the venting of all emotions and the spitting of all questions.

Fake?

why?

How could it be fake!

He was so serious before, was everything fake?

How can it be!

Then what was his dream? Didn't he have such a dream at all?

Is it all just my own over-thinking and self-conceit?

Instantly, Lin Yan was overwhelmed by suspicion.

Xu Qingyan's voice was still calm and clear.

It was as if he hadn't noticed the woman's obvious change of mood.

"If the change in Master's attitude towards me is due to this reason, I need to apologize to Master."

Lin Yan's hands were clenched into fists in her sleeves.

Even the finger joints turned white.

She had no idea how ugly her face looked. She just stared at Xu Qingyan, staring at him intently.

It's like a person who wants to get an answer but refuses to believe that the answer is true.

"Fake...?"

"Fake."

"Why is it fake? Why did you use this reason to lie to me... Yan'er, you can't do this to me."

Xu Qingyan didn't know why this woman had such an expression.

It doesn't look like she's acting.

If this ups and downs look is described as an interpretation, it is too wonderful and exquisite.

But he didn't want to be shaken by such an expression, people always change their decisions because of certain details.

It's not because these details are so real, but because your subconscious mind hopes that these details are true.

The reality is what you hope it is.

And he didn't want that to be the case.

So he slightly turned his gaze away, not caring about her touching expression.

"Maybe it's because I was thinking too much, or maybe it was a temporary brain attack. In short... it's not because of that reason, maybe it's just a prank. I'm sorry if it caused too much trouble to Master. But it's really fake."

"Fake?"

She reached out her hand in a flash, grabbing the boy's wrist without giving Xu Qingyan any chance to react.

Of course, Xu Qingyan had no intention of hiding.

Just looking at her unfamiliar expression at this moment, there seemed to be a burning flame in her eyes.

She even smiled.

The smile at this time seems creepy, and even makes people feel cold.

It was as if he had been greatly stimulated, and the switch in personality was abrupt.

But her eyes, which were beginning to darken at this moment, were telling her that her intuition was not false.

"How can it be fake? At that time, you clearly told me that you liked Master."

She said the most gentle words, but she held Xu Qingyan's wrist tightly with the greatest force.

Even Xu Qingyan felt a sharp pain.

"It was just a joke."

Xu Qingyan frowned slightly and said.

But Lin Yan suddenly moved closer to her face.

That weird and even somewhat morbid smile was approaching his eyes.

Her eyes lingered on her facial features, and she spoke softly in a voice that was eerily gentle.

"How could that be... This kind of thing can't be a joke, right? Yan'er, don't be afraid. It's not wrong to like Master..."

She came closer to him little by little, her face seemed to be touching his.

Even Xu Qingyan seemed to feel her nose touching the tip of his nose.

One hand firmly holds his wrist.

The other hand had already spread along his arm towards his chest.

Does she know what she is doing?

Isn't it strange at all that she behaves and reacts like this?

Xu Qingyan knew that the situation at this time was a little too strange, but he also knew that if he compromised at this time out of fear, the future might be even more hopeless.

So even if he had to look into her twisted and dark eyes, he had to speak clearly.

"I'm not afraid. I just suddenly feel like this joke has gone too far, so I hope the misunderstanding ends now. Master, the reason I left is not because I like you or I'm afraid of falling in love with you. I just simply don't want to stay in one place for a long time. I need more opportunities and a different environment to practice."

Xu Qingyan found a reasonable reason.

Of course, he would not tell Lin Yan that the reason he wanted to go to Xueyu Mountain was to better carry out his plans for Ye Yanxi and even Pei Yu.

It is a necessary measure to take firm control of your own destiny.

But obviously, these explanations are a completely different world in Lin Yan's mind.

The hand that was on the boy's chest paused, and Xu Qingyan clearly felt how her fingers tightened and then grasped his collar.

The wind is still blowing outside.

There was still a rustling sound coming from the treetops.

No one passes through this peach blossom forest.

It was as if no one would ever return to that day of heavy snow.

Her dark pupils met Xu Qingyan's clear eyes.

"Yan'er, you are injured. Maybe your thoughts are a little confused. It's okay... just rest here. Don't think too much."

What does it mean?

Did she understand?

Xu Qingyan felt that he couldn't wait for her to answer his words directly, because Lin Yan was extremely abnormal right now.

It is unimaginable what will happen if I stay here any longer.

Delay leads to change.