The Devil Fallen Fairy wants to regret and make amends? You are not worthy

"Are you still playing dumb now..."

She asked.

Xu Qingyan frowned even deeper. How should he respond to such a confusing question?

"I really don't understand what Master means."

"You don't understand? You don't understand why you treat me like this? You don't understand why you can get along with everyone, talk and laugh with everyone, but you are so cold in front of me? Is it because I am your master, because you know I can't bear to do anything to you, that you act so recklessly?"

She spoke very loudly.

After all, it was in Xitaoyuan, her private residence, and no one had the right to approach without saying hello.

However, compared to the volume of her voice, the words she said were a little too aggrieved.

It didn't even sound like something Lin Yan could say. If you didn't know, you would think that I really bullied this woman, which made her so wronged and weak.

For a woman with such decisive sword intent and a terrifying look, it was shocking enough for her to show this look.

Xu Qingyan looked at the hand that the other person was holding tightly to hers, with veins protruding from the back of her beautiful hand.

Obviously, he was using a lot of force, and he could feel the obvious and urgent pain.

It's so damn tight.

"Disciple... just thinks that there should be a sense of propriety between master and disciple. I don't want to embarrass Master, or let other people's gossip affect Master. What's more... Master's goal is the path to immortality, the pinnacle of cultivation. The existence of a disciple may only have a negative impact, so this is the best."

He lowered his eyes slightly, and it was hard to tell whether the words he said were true or false, nor could he tell the so-called emotions.

She seemed desperate because she had been puzzled by this matter for too long.

She herself realized how awkward and turbulent her mood was during this period.

Not like myself.

At least she is not like the Lin Yan of the past.

"lie."

She looked straight at Xu Qingyan and let go.

But the purpose of letting go was definitely not to let him go. How could I let him go at this point?

We have come to this point, there is no going back.

She knew clearly that people could deceive many things and use many reasons to comfort themselves.

But if the result is still making yourself uncomfortable and painful.

It's like the feeling I had when I dreamed about those scenes and then realized that I was in a state of true emotion.

Then it is meaningless, it is just drinking poison to quench thirst.

So she grabbed Xu Qingyan's collar and almost pushed the boy onto the couch.

The side couch was not spacious enough to accommodate a young couple who were respectful to each other and kept to themselves.

So inevitably, half of her body was pressed on the boy who didn't resist at all.

There is no resistance, and of course it is not easy to resist.

After all, resistance seems to cause more trouble, and at this point, there doesn't seem to be much to worry about. This isn't the first time.

Xu Qingyan lay flat on his back and looked at the woman who was looking down at him.

Her long hair was scattered in a mess, like an overwhelming waterfall, all falling on her face.

It also looks like a lush black forest, with the drooping leaves and treetops completely blocking my view.

The pressure is overwhelming.

The softness of her body and the rich fragrance surrounding him seemed to be an even more deadly presence.

It makes one's blood boil and one's emotions flow with her breathing.

Lin Yan from this angle is undoubtedly charming, but compared to her charm, the danger now is more concerning.

She looked at herself, staring at her intently, and spoke word by word.

"I remember you asked me if I noticed that I was acting strange recently. Of course I know that I am strange, but why am I so strange? Isn't it because of you?"

"...Master, it's not nice to talk like that."

Xu Qingyan didn't seem to care about the so-called reason she said, he was just reminding the other party that the current posture of the two of them should not appear in their relationship.

She seemed to be completely unable to hear what Xu Qingyan was saying.

She just looked into the other person's eyes, as if she wanted to dig out everything in his heart.

"Do you know when I started to act weird? From the time you came out of confinement. Yes, from the time you treated me like that."

Hearing this, Xu Qingyan was stunned for a moment.

So thinking back.

It seemed that after I came out of seclusion and learned my lesson from this woman, I started to change my attitude, and her reactions also started to become abnormal.

It was just that it wasn't as obvious as it is now, and I thought it was a normal consequence of treating her like this.

Now that I think about it, it's not like that. That's not Lin Yan's character. According to her temperament, even if I really treat her like that, she wouldn't change under normal circumstances. How could she become so strange just because of a disciple?

To expose her emotions so directly and honestly?

"..."

Xu Qingyan did not answer, but just looked at her with flickering eyes.

Seeing her looking at his facial features, her eyes immediately became gentle again, this kind of gentleness made people panic and uneasy.

Her eyes seemed to be greedy for something, and her hands were no longer tightly pressed against her chest, but were caressing her instinctively and unconsciously.

It was as if my chest had become a toy and game for her to play with.

"It was at that time... I think you were like this. You also dreamed, right? You dreamed... You stayed with me, helped me, until the end... But when I was just one step away from the longevity path, I chose to give up on you and rush to the path alone. I chose to let go of everything we had and forget about it. So... You were disappointed, right?"

Her tone was gentle and indulgent.

It's like telling a wonderful fairy tale, or really telling a real dream.

But to Xu Qingyan, it was undoubtedly like thunder from a clear sky.

Dream?!

Are you kidding me?!

Is this a dream?

This is clearly what really happened, unless you regard everything in your past life as a dream!

But definitely not, Xu Qingyan would not doubt himself on this point.

Everything that happened was real, every smile and every loss was real.

But why did she dream about it?!

Would she tell me with certainty that it was a dream that she would also have?

What on earth does she know!

Why does this happen?

It was definitely not groundless speculation, because what she said was very accurate, and Xu Qingyan also knew that Lin Yan's character would never make up such a lie.

So why is that?

Xu Qingyan didn't know what was going on, his expression was frozen.

Lin Yan then crouched down and pressed herself against Xu Qingyan's chest.

She gently stroked the boy's face with her soft hands, as if she was carefully wiping her own personal belongings.

She moved closer and closer to Xu Qingyan's indifferent face until she was right next to him.

The contact of their body temperatures, to an unprecedented degree, made her feel a strange shyness in her heart.

But she didn't hate this emotion at all. On the contrary, what was more difficult for her to control than this shyness was her urge to get closer to him.

She just blew hot and wet breath into his ear with a red face.

"I know... you also had the dream. Otherwise you wouldn't have suddenly become so rude to Master, right? You think that's what's going to happen, that I'll really pursue immortality and abandon you... I know you're scared..."

She spoke softly.

I didn't see how wonderfully Xu Qingyan's eyes changed.

She just hugged the boy's body instinctively with her emotions becoming more and more violent and moist.

It was as if she was eager to merge with him.

She said.

"But I won't let those things happen... Trust me, don't be afraid. You are more important than the path to immortality, trust Master, okay..."

"Yan'er...can you hug Master?"

Xu Qingyan never expected that fate would play such a big joke on him.

What?

The time traveler pretends to be a good person, but ends up being backstabbed, abandoned, and hunted down by the real heroines of this so-called yuri world.

Then, as a reborn person, I picked up the script that I should have, put aside kindness and sympathy, and everything seemed to be moving in the direction of my plan and the future that I had envisioned.

It should be like this.

But why did she have that dream?!

Xu Qingyan couldn't imagine what the consequences of such a situation would be.

But some things are understandable.

Why did she tell herself again and again that she would not abandon herself?

Why did I believe in what I said at the beginning, "It's because I like Master"?

Under normal circumstances, these emotions shouldn't be what Lin Yan was feeling.

And since she dreamed about these things, it is understandable that she had such accidents and mistakes.

but...

Her emotions are all because of repentance? Because of regret and remorse?

She regarded it as the future, not the past or present life, so would she be afraid of those images, those things that 'have not happened' yet?

Xu Qingyan felt that this was an even greater contradiction.

Why did she believe that such a dream was a so-called prophecy, something that would happen in the future?

How real was the dream to make her have such thoughts? Could it be more real than what she had experienced?

Secondly, even if she really saw the so-called future, she firmly believed that it was what would happen.

Then why didn't she choose to leave me directly when I asked her to leave Chen Jian Mountain?

That way, there won't be any regrets or feelings of regret.

After all, those things did not happen in her opinion, they were just a prophecy.

When more stories haven't happened and more intersections haven't appeared, isn't it a better choice to end it all?

Why didn't she choose this, but instead wanted to get closer to me?

She said she regretted it.

Do you really regret it?

Did I really feel regretful because of a dream that I thought was a foreshadowing, and was eager to prove that she would keep me by her side?

It's too ridiculous.

Xu Qingyan does not doubt the existence of love, but what is love?

Love should be the ultimate fantasy of beauty.

It is something that has never really appeared in this world, just like religious belief, which is illusory but makes people unable to help but believe in it.