Miss White Wolf's Terra Travel Journal

A confusing thought occurred to Miss White Wolf.

What exactly does the little tower mean?

I always feel that the purpose seems not very simple.

She couldn't figure it out for a moment, and suspected that she was just being too nervous. She stopped thinking about it and started to build up her emotions, imagining herself as a hereditary aristocrat who treated the infected as worthless.

Miss Dragon Girl widened her eyes and looked at White Wolf with excitement and anxiety. In fact, she could not quite understand her current strange mood.

Just now, the scene where Miss White Wolf played the role of a noble brought her great stimulation, and the stimulation made her feel shock and disbelief at first.

But when the surprise faded away, she thought about it again, and her attention was naturally focused on Miss White Wolf. That cold and aloof image that she had never had before drew messy lines of desire in her mind, making her blood restless and arousing thoughts that she shouldn't have had.

Tallulah was vaguely aware of her situation.

When she was separated from Miss White Wolf, she might fall into a similar state of desire once every ten days or half a month, but the thought would be quickly dispelled due to her busy tasks.

And if I'm with Miss White Wolf...

Take today for example. We had only met for less than a day, but she had already started to have wild thoughts at least a dozen times. It was as if a switch in her body had been triggered, and she could get into inappropriate things.

Although she realized that she was strange, Miss Dragon Girl still followed her inner thoughts without hesitation.

She had very good reasons.

Firstly, she only had a short time to meet Bai Lang, so of course she had to seize the opportunity. Secondly, she felt that some things were simply too hard to endure. Miss Bai Lang was so smart, she would surely understand.

Even on a winter night, her burning gaze still burned, and she held her breath, waiting for what she longed for to appear before her.

Miss White Wolf has already gotten into the state.

Her brows were slightly furrowed, her long eyelashes drooped slightly, and her eyes were half-hidden and half-exposed, like a serious ice beauty. The cold moonlight from the northern land descended, covering her with a layer of faint white cold gauze.

In the quiet night, desire was inexplicably extinguished, completely without any basis. Tallulah stared at the person in front of her infatuatedly. The world was gradually eliminated from her sight, leaving only that cold white figure.

A frustrated voice suddenly broke the silence.

"It still doesn't work." Miss White Wolf shook her head in distress. "I can find the feeling, but I can't speak. I don't know what to say. I seem to have failed."

Miss Dragon Girl did not pursue the issue of failure. She couldn't help but hug Miss White Wolf and gently stroked her back: "It's okay, it's not important, I am satisfied."

"What's wrong with you? Why are you like this all of a sudden?"

"Nothing. I just realized today how lucky I am. It's like a dream."

As Miss Longnv spoke, she gently stroked a strand of Miss Bailang's smooth white hair. Watching the hair slide across her fingertips, she murmured:

"I want to do anything for you. I want to stay by your side forever and be your bodyguard."

"Blame Xiaota, you're talking nonsense again, are you crazy?"

"No, I really mean it."

"Really sincere?"

"It couldn't be more true."

Miss White Wolf shook her ears: "It's strange, why did it suddenly become like this."

Tallulah let go of Miss White Wolf. "Maybe people's thoughts are like this, in waves. Just now I was thinking about something else that was a million miles away. In less than a second, it was like I became a different person. Even I felt that way."

White Wolf nodded. She agreed with Tallulah's statement that humans are emotional creatures wrapped in rationality, so it is normal for them to be suddenly touched by something.

She felt even colder, so she tightened her clothes again, guessing that it was because Miss Dragon Girl hugged her for a while and then left.

"Are you cold?"

"A little bit. I still can't get used to the winter in the north."

"Let me hold you."

"I'm not that delicate, and we still have to walk."

"Then I'll carry you."

"Why do you have to carry it for no reason?"

"It will be warmer if I carry you on my back."

“Walking can also warm you up.”

Tallulah took off her coat, put it on the white wolf without saying a word, and squatted down.

"Come up."

"You... don't have to."

"Come up."

"Oh, really..."

"Come up."

"Oh."

Miss White Wolf was wearing a coat and lying on the back of the Dragon Girl, with her arms around her neck. Then, she felt a force on her thighs and Miss Dragon Girl stood up.

"Better than before." Tallulah chuckled.

"it is good."

Miss White Wolf admitted it with a slightly blushing face. She felt like a sandwich, sandwiched between the warm little tower and the other person's warm coat.

She lay comfortably on his back, her fingers accidentally touching Miss Dragon Girl's collarbone, and she touched it carefully, commenting, "It doesn't feel anything special."

“It’s normal.”

"Then why are you Drakes so physically fit and not afraid of the cold? You look small, too, not much older than me."

"Besides racial factors, it could also be that I ate better when I was young. Although that person restricted my movements, my meals were pretty good."

Miss White Wolf thought of the sword she had used for a long time and couldn't help asking, "What kind of person is he?"

"Venomous snake. I tend to use these two words to describe him. It's not just the impression he gives people, but also the way he handles things and his thoughts."

"His thoughts?"

"After I was captured in Ursus, he has been tirelessly indoctrinating me. Even though I regard him as an enemy, he also knows that I hate him."

"He made no secret of his cruelty and had no intention of easing relations with me when I was a child. He always spoke in an unpleasant manner. I didn't want to listen to what he said. The way I resisted was to read the books in the library and use thoughts to resist thoughts."

"Strangely, he did not restrict my actions at all. He seemed very confident and did not seem to worry at all that I might find evidence in the book to refute his theory."

"At first, I thought he was too arrogant, but until I got rid of him myself and fled to various places in Terra, I found that many of the things he said seemed to be correct."

"I was in a lot of pain at that time, and I doubted myself more and more day and night, but by chance, I met you, and then everything was solved."

"Uh, so simple?" Miss White Wolf said in disbelief.

“It’s that simple, but it has some side effects.”

"What side effects?"

"After that, I could never forget you."

"Bad little tower, you said such things on purpose again."

"It's not intentional. I mean it every time."

"So after we met in the tundra, you started lying to me about Victorian etiquette. You just have evil intentions."

"Yes, I reflected on it later."

"Know that you are wrong?"

“I think that was the best decision I have ever made in my life.”

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Miss White Wolf didn't know what to say for a while. After a long time, she angrily hit Miss Dragon Girl's shoulder.

"You said that on purpose, didn't you? You said a lot of similar things today. You just wanted to express how much you like me and care about me, and then make me feel really touched, so that you can plan to do something bad."

Miss Long Nu couldn't understand Bai Lang's accusation. She said sincerely, "I don't know why you think this way, but I really mean it. Also, what do you mean by the bad things you planned?"

"You did that today, but now you're denying it."

"Well, I understand." Tallulah recalled the extremely tempting touch and said with deep understanding, "I definitely didn't plan it on purpose, but I really like that feeling. Of course, as long as you agree."

"You actually said you like it?"

"Of course."

Miss White Wolf was stunned by the other party's calmness. She took a deep breath in intense shame and anger.

"Ta-Lu-La, you are the most blunt person I have ever met. Can't you be a little more tactful!?"

"But you asked me to tell you the truth and asked me if I was sincere." Miss Dragon Girl said aggrievedly.

"You, forget it, there's no hope, do whatever you want."

Tallulah carried White Wolf on her back for a while and suddenly said, "White Wolf, I don't think it's a big deal. It would be good if you just let go a little."

"not good."

"Theoretically, I'm your girlfriend, and touching there won't hurt you."

"Humph, do you think I'm a fool? If there's one, there'll be another. As long as I start, you'll definitely go further and think about other things. Do you think you will? Tell me the truth."

"Don't worry, I know my situation very well. I think I..." Tallulah paused for a moment, then nodded depressedly, "I will."

"So, I can't bear the thought of it. If I get bumped around, I'll be like a toy. It's degrading."

Tallulah suddenly became anxious: "But you are not, I will never ..."

Miss White Wolf interrupted the other person: "It's just an analogy. I don't really think that way. Otherwise, all the lovers in the world would turn against each other and think about the problem of individual alienation."

"It's not good to turn against each other. We need to reproduce the next generation."

"What's the matter with reproduction? Does it have anything to do with you? Or do you want to marry a man..."

"Yes, that's right. What will you do?"

"I..." Miss White Wolf was stunned and felt at a loss for a moment. What should she do if Xiaota got married?

Suddenly, she realized, "Okay, you deliberately lied to me, do you think I would cry and beg you to stay? Humph, I will pack you up and send you over, and then beat gongs and drums and present a dowry."

"Dowry? It's a word from Yan country. I've seen it in a book before. It feels quite strange."

"What's weird about that?"

"It's not equal. Bride gifts and dowries seem to be popular in Yan Country. These things are full of inequality. Victorian scholars believe that inequality in economic input will lead to unequal status between the two parties in a marriage. It is economic reasons that lead to potential rifts."

"It seems to make some sense, but the scholar you mentioned sounds like an economist. There must be more complicated aspects to the matter, and it cannot be simply attributed."

"You always think in this way, and I think it's right. The world is complex, and trying to explain things with a black-and-white binary will only make you look stupid and ignorant."

"wrong."

"Huh?" Miss Longnu was very puzzled.

"What you call black and white is called authoritarian monism. Well, actually, from the perspective of understanding the meaning, it is not wrong, because I understand that you are referring to binary oppositional thinking. It is my problem to pursue the semantics too much."

“So, is this how you want yourself to see the world?”

"It's not a requirement. We need to understand the world this way. Different perspectives lead to completely different results. Take tonight's incident as an example: we all met the captain of the infected patrol team. He picked out the infected children sent to the mining area and brought them to Koros City. Then, he did not choose prison, but wanted to send the children to a more gentle infected shelter."

"Although we know that under the bastard system of Ursus, the shelter is not much better, but it is undeniable that he is doing his best. Now, let's look at his identity again. He is a member of the infected patrol team. In the eyes of many infected people, the patrol team should be executioners who kill without blinking an eye, but is the fact we see really like that?"

"No, although the infected children were shivering from the cold, they had no obvious scars on their bodies, and their legs and feet were still able to move. It was obvious that they had not been overly abused. Now we can make a fair judgment that the group of people did care about the children."

"Next, Xiaota, please think about another fact: the Infected Patrol is the most ruthless sword trained by the Empire against the Infected. They have been indoctrinated countless times with the idea that the Infected are guilty, and it seems that they should be as hard as stone. However, personal experience tells us that even such people will show their compassion. Perhaps it is because they have seen the inhuman labor of the Infected miners, or perhaps they have other unique experiences. In any case, they are soft-hearted towards the Infected children."

"If the patrol team can do this, what about the others? What about the ordinary imperial soldiers? Is it possible that these people come from humble backgrounds, have lived with the poor and the infected in their childhood, and have shared the same bitterness? Now their identities have changed, and they are standing on the opposite side of the infected, but are they all willing to do so? Have all of them become so hard-hearted?

"Xiaota, you know the answer. You must also know that no matter what I say, the imperial soldiers will still stand on the opposite side of us. What I said can't change anything substantially. My purpose is actually very simple. I just want you to have this idea, to let you have another possibility in your heart, instead of stubbornly believing that only blood and fire can solve the problem. Just like we just talked about, don't let the world be black and white, and don't let outsiders be good or bad."

"However, ordinary members of the Integration Movement will not think so much. There are too many of them who are impulsive. They do not know how to truly fight for their rights, nor do they know how to use force in the right place. They are blind. Allowing them to vent their hatred and passion will only make things a mess and cause more people to fall into endless pain."

"So, they must be guided, and you are the leader they recognize. You must carefully consider everything I tell you, and then become the banner of the infected."

"Xiaota, I have always been looking forward to the day when I see you shine brightly."

Chapter 2023 The Meaning of Meaninglessness 02-12-13 07:00: