Miss White Wolf's Terra Travel Journal

Was the original answer wrong?

Maybe it wasn't wrong, maybe it was just imperfect, and she might want a little more than that answer.

Is that really the case?

do not know.

Lin Yuxia saw a glimmer of confusion in her best friend's eyes. After thinking for a long time, the other party suddenly asked a strange question:

"Yuxia, how are you and Miss Shi Huaiya doing? Is there any new progress now?"

She looked at Ceylon unexpectedly and whispered:

"As I told you before, we are very good friends. As for the progress..." After a pause of one second, Lin Yuxia shook her head, "There will be no progress, and there is no need for any more progress."

Ceylon seemed unable to believe it and asked, "Is it completely over? Even if she is at Longmen, is it over?"

Lin Yuxia was very calm: "It's over. This kind of thing is very strange. You might have been pursuing it for three years, five years, or a long time, but suddenly, something seemed to flash through your mind, and you suddenly realized that it was over. Then you found that it was really over. Even though she is in Longmen now and we meet often, it's over once it's over."

"Wouldn't you feel sad if that happened?"

At this time, Lin Yuxia had forgotten about asking Ceylon, her mind was overwhelmed by her past.

"At the beginning, I felt a little, but the sadness was not as painful as others said. It was very calm and peaceful. It might be because of time. I only feel a little regretful and sad when I occasionally think of what happened back then. When we meet on weekdays, we can still interact normally and be happy friends. The only difference between us and friends is that if she wants me to help her with something, I will do my best to do it, but I don't want anything in return."

Ceylon thought about every word the other person said, trying to verify it on herself and looking for something empirical. She asked again, "You still haven't explained it to Miss Shi Huaiya from beginning to end?"

Lin Yuxia shook her head: "No, her eyes are always on other people."

"Then do you think Miss Shi Huaiya could guess it?"

"I don't know. I don't know if I showed it obviously. And, even if I showed it obviously at that time, would she really pay attention to it? I don't know the answer, but it doesn't matter anymore. Ceylon, I find that people always like to sing praises of unforgettable things, but when you let it go completely, you will really become more indifferent, and your mind will be diverted. One day, you may find that you suddenly like another person, or it may be because of other thoughts. In short, your thoughts can be very free."

Yuxia had never confessed her feelings, Ceylon thought, because the other party knew that Miss Shi Huaiya had someone else in her heart.

What about yourself?

Is it possible that Miss Olixia also has other people in her heart, and I have to watch silently, just like Miss Lin? The other party has become Miss Shi Huaiya's friend who helps her in everything, so do I have to become Miss Olixia's loyal student?

When one day, my heart fades, will I fall in love with another person? But who can replace Miss Olicia? Does such a person really exist in the world? When Yuxia said this, was she talking about a vague assumption or a tangible reality?

Miss Ceylon was immersed in thinking for a long time. After going through all kinds of unsolvable problems, she accidentally discovered something special.

She found that when she was thinking about these questions, she had already preset a premise, that is, she liked Miss Olivia, and the same kind of liking for her that Yuxia had for Miss Shi Huaiya back then.

In this way, Yuxia's questions and the questions she has thought about will all have new answers.

Her thoughts went around in circles, and she felt that what was in her brain was just a casual thought, and everything was happening deep in her heart. As long as she didn't admit it, as long as she continued to deceive herself with her original thoughts, it would remain the same.

Because Yuxia had something she didn't say.

The other party is indifferent now and doesn’t care, but how much pain and disappointment did she endure back then when she was gazing at Miss Shi Huaiya so eagerly?

Ceylon didn't know. What she knew was that as long as she remained silent and didn't admit it, she wouldn't have to face all kinds of possible pain, and she could get along happily with Miss Olivia and live happily every day.

but……

Can I really, behind my increasingly clear feelings, get along happily with the other person?

When Miss Olicia is with the person she likes, but he only treats her as a friend or a student, can she really laugh?

……

Lin Yuxia did not say anything else, but just watched Ceylan silently, watching the other party's expression change, struggle, and frown. She understood that her friend was going through a difficult and complicated psychological game.

She guessed Ceylon's thoughts and the position of Miss Olicia in his heart.

The first words that came to my mind were "as expected", and then I felt my eyes inexplicably sore, as if I was standing in front of something absurd, and I felt helpless and wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.

She was watching her friend walking down that path step by step. She would suffer from sleepless nights and countless nights of confusion, but she could not help. Everything she said would have a different meaning in Ceylon's heart. Only when she walked out of it herself would she understand everything.

Perhaps, Ceylon in the future will be like himself, with desire in his heart, but he will no longer try his best for such things. That is a helpless act of self-protection after suffering.

She wanted to laugh. She wanted to laugh at the fate and destiny in the world, which was just like the drama in Yan Country.

Her letter brought Miss Olivia to Ceylon, but she could not have imagined that this letter also brought the pain she had experienced to the other party.

She and Ceylon are actually similar people in their personalities. They both like independence, they both like to break away from their parents, they both like to ignore other people's views and pursue what they want. It is precisely because of their different identities that they can become good friends. They are alike in everything except their experiences. Now, Ceylon has to experience what she has experienced. Is she destined to experience it as well?

The most interesting part of this drama is that the person she suddenly fell in love with after recovering from her suffering was the same person she sent to Miss Ceylon to make her suffer.

Chapter 2023 Fall 03-06-12 00:02:

While thinking, Miss Ceylon suddenly noticed that Yuxia was looking at her.

Only then did she realize that her behavior tonight was very strange. She first asked the other party a lot of personal questions, and then fell into a daze without saying a word.

She scratched her ear and explained, "Sorry, Yuxia, I was a little distracted. Oh, I've seen Miss Shi Huaiya many times in the past few days, so I wanted to ask."

Lin Yuxia did not expose the other party's thoughts. The matter had already involved herself, and she had not yet figured out how to deal with it.

She said naturally, "Ms. Olicia signed an agreement earlier, requiring the Guards to be responsible for security. It is normal for Shi Huaiya to appear at the meeting. Have you spoken to her?"

Xilan shook his head: "No, although I have known her for a long time, she must not be familiar with me, and I am embarrassed to go up and chat with her."

A strange thought suddenly popped up in Lin Yuxia's mind, and she smiled and said, "Shi Huaiya has a good temper and a thorough understanding of the business situation. I think you should have something to talk about with her. Do you need me to introduce you to her?"

"No, I'm going to be very busy in the next few days. If I ignore you, you'll be angry again."

"Don't worry, it won't happen." Lin Yuxia said and looked at the wall clock, "Are you going to get up early again tomorrow?"

"Well, we have to get up early for four consecutive days. Professor Herzog temporarily added one day of meeting agenda, just in time to close before the New Year's Eve of your Yan country."

"Then you can't stay up late anymore, get some rest."

……

In the dark room with the lights off, only the ticking of the wall clock in the living room could be heard faintly. After lying in bed for an unknown period of time, Lin Yuxia suddenly felt Ceylon next to her turn over.

"You're still awake?" she asked in a low voice.

"No." Ceylon replied softly.

"Thinking about something?"

"Ah."

The room fell silent again. After a while, Lin Yuxia suddenly said, "Do you remember the question I asked you?"

"Remember." Ceylon's tone was full of hesitation, "I don't think I have answered you yet."

"Does what you're thinking have anything to do with that question?"

"A little bit."

"Then I know what you're thinking."

"you know?"

Lin Yuxia paused for a moment, as if thinking about whether to say it out loud. She quickly made a decision: "You are thinking about Miss Olicia. You like her."

Ceylon was silent for a moment, and after a moment, he asked in a low voice: "Is it obvious?"

"At least to me, it's obvious."

"I, I probably mentioned her too often."

"And the questions you asked me tonight about Shi Huaiya."

Ceylon looked up at the dark ceiling and said softly, "Well, I think I didn't quite understand and wasn't sure before. Now I know clearly. I made a lot of excuses for myself, but I just like her."

This time it was Lin Yuxia's turn to be silent. Seeing that her friend was silent, Miss Ceylon stopped talking too. The two of them quietly savored their own feelings in the darkness.

"It would be great if she came to Longmen this time." After a brief silence, Lin Yuxia suddenly said.

Ceylon wasn't sure what the other party meant, so he explained, "It can't be helped. She encountered some business problems and can't get away for the time being."

Xilan had said the same thing before, but after watching today's academic conference, Lin Yuxia suddenly realized something else: "What kind of problem is this? She didn't even come to such an important event as the academic conference."

"Ms. Olicia told me the general situation. It's related to the Business Federation. In short, all the company's logistics channels have been affected, except for your side, Longmen."

"The Business Federation doesn't dare to touch Yan Country." Lin Yuxia said thoughtfully, "By the way, how is Xiosta? Aren't you also cooperating with Miss Olicia?"

"Not so good." Ceylon's voice was very low. "We were just about to use it fully, and then this happened."

"Does your father know?"

"I don't know. He prefers to play it safe. When he hears the name of the Business Federation, he might make a different decision. I can only explain that it's a cash flow issue."

Lin Yuxia frowned: "Energy supply is an important issue for the city. Uncle Herman should consider the whole of Xiosta and seek stability. What you are doing will directly affect the interests of Xiosta."

Miss Ceylon said nothing.

Lin Yuxia wanted to continue persuading, but suddenly thought of something.

With Ceylon's knowledge and ability, how could he not know what she said? The other party was clearly fully aware of the situation, but still chose the current approach.

She pondered Ceylon's intentions, and a sad and desolate feeling gripped her heart.

She was sad because she realized that her friend was too deeply involved, far beyond her expectations. She was desolate because when she thought of herself, she seemed to have lost a game that had not even begun. It was not that she was defeated, but that she suddenly lost the desire to compete.

If it were her, would she sacrifice the interests of Longmen or the Mafia?

She knew in her heart that she would try her best to find a solution that would satisfy both parties, but if one party had to be sacrificed...

Longmen is everything to her.

Her real sorrow also lies here. She sees a future that is vaguely revealed and destined to be lonely and desolate. She feels as if there is a void in her heart, and speaks aimlessly:

"If things aren't resolved, your father will sense something is wrong sooner or later."

"I understand." Ceylon said.

Lin Yuxia came back to her senses and suddenly felt like laughing. Ceylon said clearly? You obviously didn't care about anything. Have you ever thought about how your father would look at you?

She asked a question that almost guessed the answer: "Does Miss Olicia know?"

"I don't know. She meant for me to tell my father the truth."

"Ceylon, you are the stupidest fool I have ever met."

However, Miss Ceylon did not see it that way. The girl was just as stubborn as she was.

"I have asked myself this question," Ceylon said. "My answer is that it is all worth it. Miss Olicia is doing the right thing. Although I can only guess at the tip of the iceberg, I am willing to follow her and do my best to help her a little bit."

Lin Yuxia reached out and touched her friend's shoulder, and said with mixed feelings: "Ceylon, I am completely defeated by you."

"I know you think I'm stupid." Ceylon's tone softened. "It's okay for you to think so. From an outsider's perspective, I am indeed very stupid."

"Forget it. Tell me in detail about Xiosta's cooperation with Bingshi, and how you told your father?"

"Why are you saying that?"

Lin Yuxia said helplessly: "Do you think I want to steal your business intelligence? I want to help you plug this gap. Longmen's cooperation is not affected now. As long as I manipulate it in the middle, I can help you make up for the lie you told your father."

Xilan suddenly opened his eyes wide: "Yuxia, you..."

The latter just said softly: "It's nothing, you are my friend after all."

Chapter 2023 Night Talk 03-07-12 00:03:

Ceylon briefly described Xiosta's cooperation situation, and Lin Yuxia listened and thought.

Finally, Lin Yuxia concluded: "Hearing what you said, the problem is not that big. Just leave it to me to find a solution."

"It's mainly because it happened so early." Ceylon said, "If this kind of incident had happened after Xiosta had deepened its cooperation with the company, the situation would have been much more serious. Well, how can I thank you?"

Miss Lin's focus was obviously elsewhere: "There's no need for us to thank each other for this. By the way, now that you have this idea, when are you going to tell Miss Olicia about it?"

Ceylon hesitated for a while: "I haven't thought about it yet."

Lin Yuxia proposed seriously: "My suggestion is to act early."

"why?"

"Miss Olicia is always being watched. If you are too slow, the result may be unpredictable."

Xilan felt that what Miss Lin said was a bit strange, as if she was too sure, and couldn't help asking: "You are so sure, do you know what the situation is?"

I can’t tell you even if I know, Lin Yuxia thought. It is precisely because we are close friends that there are some things that I cannot tell you.

"I guessed," she explained, "because it's obvious and easy to see."

Xilan suddenly became a little nervous, worried that he had overlooked something: "Tell me about it."