Miss White Wolf's Terra Travel Journal

But Ceylon didn't know that it was already too late.

Yes, how could the other party know? She didn't even have many crystals on her body, so she didn't look like she was seriously infected.

What's even more ridiculous is that she just discovered that the crystals on her arms have become smaller. They might disappear and fall off on their own in a few days. She might become a strange mineral patient without crystals on her body.

Seeing that White Wolf didn't speak, Ceylon gently picked up White Wolf's arm and continued to speak:

"Don't underestimate me. I'm also a half-medical student. There are many books on mineralogy on my bookshelf. I will get up early every day to study, just like I did in school. Professor Herzog has long said that I have a talent for medicine. As long as I persist, I will soon be able to..."

Ceylon spoke faster and faster, and the light in his eyes became brighter and brighter, as if he saw a bright future. Miss White Wolf, who knew everything, could not bear the mental contrast and interrupted, "Ceylon, no, you, you are simply too busy."

"Of course, teacher, I can do it." Miss Ceylon looked at Bailang with burning eyes and said eagerly, "People who say they are too busy are because they have too many things to handle, but I am different. I have figured it out. It's very simple. I just need to let it go. All the things I was busy with before can be put aside. The journal can be handed over to Xingji, and Tianhuo and Xingyuan can help with the meeting. I will not care about anything else and will only concentrate on doing one thing, which is to help you control the mineral disease."

These words undoubtedly intensified Miss White Wolf's inner pain. She almost pleaded:

"No, Ceylon, don't do this. You have spent so many busy days and nights, so tired, and worked so hard to achieve those achievements. You have finally become a member of the academic committee of the National University and the deputy editor-in-chief of the Energy journal. You are an important figure in the academic world. Don't mess around and don't let your hard work go to waste."

"No, no, it's not what you said." Ceylon rejected it excitedly, "Teacher, are you worried that you will affect Ceylon's future? No, not at all. I told you, I found out a long time ago that what I like most is medicine. I also thought about resigning after working at Bingshi for a while and pursuing my medical dream, but I didn't do it later. Now, I am just picking up my past dream again. It has nothing to do with you, not at all. You will not object to me pursuing my dream."

Miss White Wolf was not stupid, and she understood that Ceylon was going to sacrifice herself for her, but she also saw the pale and meaningless ending that this sacrifice would inevitably lead to. Looking at the almost fanatical Miss Ceylon, her heart was torn, and at the same time she knew that she could not tell her the truth.

She looked at the girl from Liberi in front of her desperately and bewilderedly: "Ceylon, do you think I can't hear the problem? If you really want to pursue your dream, why didn't you go before? You gave up your dream in the past, are you going to give up your future today? Ceylon, I don't agree, I will never agree, why? Tell me why, why don't you think about yourself carefully."

Miss White Wolf became more and more excited as she spoke. Ceylon stared at White Wolf in a daze, then suddenly covered her cheeks and sobbed with her head down.

"No reason, teacher, no reason. If you want to blame someone, blame it on Ceylon for accidentally falling in love with you. I like you so much. I like to see your face, hear your voice, and stay with you. As long as it is for you, Ceylon is willing to do anything.

"Ceylon lied to you. Ceylon has never had Xista's lover. You are the only one in Ceylon's heart. Ceylon has been watching you secretly and paying attention to you from behind, but Ceylon is afraid of rejection. Ceylon is very cowardly and timid, so Ceylon never dared to speak out.

"For Ceylon, nothing is important except you, but your mineralogy has worsened, and Ceylon will never be able to sleep peacefully again. So please, Ceylon doesn't dare to ask for anything, please let Ceylon be your doctor and take care of you, Ceylon will work very hard, and Ceylon will definitely become the best doctor..."

As Ceylon cried, Miss White Wolf kept her head down in silence for a long time. Then she reached out her hand and placed it on the shoulder of the sobbing Miss Liberi.

she said softly.

Ceylon, you are so stupid.

Chapter 2023 The Future 11-21-12 00:03:

If it were in the past, Miss White Wolf would probably be panicked and unsure how to face the future after hearing Ceylon's confession.

But now, after the surprise, all she felt was unspeakable sorrow.

Ceylon.

This is the person who follows me every day and calls me teacher.

Why are you so stupid.

So stupid.

There is no future anymore.

It would be better if I didn't say it.

Shouldn't she, a dying person, have to suffer such torture again?

No.

Don't think like that.

Ceylon was not wrong.

There is nothing wrong in saying it.

There's nothing wrong with liking someone.

It is you who deserve it.

White Wolf, this is the debt you owe. You are destined to hurt them deeply. You are a sinner, and you deserve to bear this torture and reach the end in endless guilt and pain.

Why so, so sad?

The heart seemed to be beating in bloody and cold broken glass, and every beat drew a painful stream of blood.

Can a person die from mental pain?

Repressed.

Out of breath.

why?

Why do people eventually discover that the ultimate purpose of living is to suffer?

No.

do not do that.

Her consciousness was wavering and her vision was blurry.

Ceylon has sacrificed so much for you, this is the last thing you can do to satisfy her, even though behind this satisfaction lies greater despair.

But what can be done?

what else can we do?

Despair drove her to stretch out her arms, hug the crying Ceylon, hold her tightly, and slowly stroke her back with her right hand.

"Ceylon, don't cry, don't cry, it will be okay, just like me, like me, I like Ceylon too."

The pain was miraculously dispelled by the warmth in his arms. At least at this moment, she focused her whole heart on Ceylon and ignored all her unfavorable situations.

Xilan leaned in Miss White Wolf's arms, wiped her tears, and looked up at the latter's profile blankly: "You, are you willing?"

"It's not a question of whether I am willing or not. I don't think I am worthy of being liked by Ceylon, but if Ceylon insists on doing this, I can't do anything about it. So, Ceylon can like me if he wants to, and can leave if he wants to."

"I won't leave." Panic and surprise appeared on Ceylon's face at the same time. She hugged Miss White Wolf tightly, as if a drowning person grabbed a life-saving straw. "I like you, I like you to death. I miss you when I work and dream about you when I sleep. You are Ceylon's dream, Ceylon's future, and Ceylon's everything."

Boundless sorrow once again surged into Miss White Wolf's heart. She suddenly realized that the crimes she was committing against Ceylon now and in the future could no longer be expressed in words. If people really had souls after death, she would have to suffer for her sins day and night.

Miss Ceylon clung to the embrace she had longed for, slowly climbed up Miss White Wolf's neck, smelled each other's moist breath, and whispered softly: "Miss Olicia, teacher, Miss White Wolf, don't be afraid, Ceylon is here, give me a little time, Ceylon will spend her whole life's energy to heal you."

Miss White Wolf did not speak, but just hugged Ceylon more tightly. At this moment, only physical contact could help her get rid of the painful nightmare in her heart.

In Scarlet's burning embrace, Ceylon's voice gradually became fanatical and strange. His moist lips half kissed and half pressed against Miss White Wolf's ear, and he whispered like a dream: "Please infect me, use your blood, infect me. There are many types of mineral diseases, and the same type of infection must have the same source. Only in this way can Ceylon find a way to save you."

Ceylon's words gave Miss White Wolf a shudder. She returned to reality and immediately denied and advised: "Ceylon, don't think like that. You absolutely can't."

"Why not?" Ceylon gritted his teeth, hugged Miss White Wolf, twisted his body, kicked off his shoes, sat on the latter, and approached her like he was interrogating her, "It's just a matter of a moment. Ceylon has already bitten his tongue. Just give me a little of your blood. Just a little will do."

Miss White Wolf shook her head decisively: "If I say no, it means no."

Ceylon's eyes were suddenly filled with despair: "You still don't want to believe Ceylon?"

"Ceylon, I have done many wrong things, I can't do more wrong, and you..." Miss White Wolf suddenly hugged Ceylon, turned around and pressed him down, "I believe you, Ceylon, I believe everything about you, just like what I am going to do next, but I absolutely cannot tolerate you humiliating yourself."

After saying that, Miss White Wolf leaned over and kissed Ceylon on the lips. In Ceylon's mouth, she tasted the sweetness of blood. Blood contact is an excellent channel for the spread of mineralogy. She knew that the other party had made the most irrational preparations.

However, she did not retreat. She believed that Miss Ceylon would be obedient. Ceylon was her follower, her student, and the person who listened to her the most.

She wasn't worried about the tip of her tongue getting bitten.

She looked into Ceylon's eyes and soothed the latter's restless heart in the most primitive way.

Ceylon's eyes were still persistent at first, and he was still morbidly angry with the white wolf, but soon they became soft and docile, like a tame cub.

Miss White Wolf raised her head and helped Ceylon wipe the blood from the corner of her lips. Her body was extremely weak to begin with, and the action she took in a hurry made her feel a little dizzy, but she persisted in her actions.

Ceylon stared at Miss White Wolf blankly. This kiss was more extreme and sudden than she had ever imagined. There was not a trace of enjoyment in it, but she fell in love with the person in front of her even more deeply because of it.

She supported Miss White Wolf's frail body, sat quietly beside her, and listened to her talk:

"Ore disease is not something that can be solved in a moment of excitement. I won't allow you to do anything stupid, Bingshi... No, I need you."

"Ceylon, if I really fall ill, I need you to help Bingshi keep going. I must be responsible for everyone in Bingshi. If I can't hold on, you will take responsibility for me. You must be, and only you will be, the next Farina."

"I'm sorry, Ceylon. I don't want you to do whatever you want. You are the only one who can help me, so I can only make these unreasonable requests to you, even if I have to become your sinner."

"You are not my sinner." Ceylon gently held Miss White Wolf's hand and said tenderly, "You are my lover, Ceylon will be obedient."

"Ceylon, you are so stupid." Miss White Wolf murmured again.

"Ceylon is not stupid. Ceylon is the person Miss Olicia relies on. That means Ceylon is the happiest person."

Miss White Wolf looked at Ceylon deeply and sighed silently.

"Miss Olicia, Ceylon will stay with you tonight."

"Ah."

"You are in poor health now, you need to have a good rest."

"Actually, it's not bad."

"No, you have to remember that you are not only yourself now, you are also Ceylon's lover and teacher. It hurts me to see you like this."

"Well, I'll listen to Ceylon."

Chapter 2023 Calculation 11-22-12 00:03:

After the initial fear and panic passed, Ceylon gradually calmed down.

She thought of Eyjafjalla, who had been maintaining a good lifestyle and taking inhibitors regularly, so her oripathy was kept in a very stable state. Although Miss Olicia's oripathy had changed stages, it should not be more serious than Eyjafjalla's.

What I saw this afternoon was probably, as Miss Olicia said, quite unexpected, which caused me to become overly concerned.

night.

Miss White Wolf felt her physical strength gradually recovering and her spirits improving, so she took the time to continue writing letters.

Ceylon was now more reassured about Bailang. Seeing her writing on the desk, she did not stop her but wanted to come over to take a look. However, Miss Bailang directly covered the letter paper.

"This is a private document. I can't show it to you right now."

Ceylon had no choice but to sit aside, rolling his eyes and asking curiously, "Let me guess, is it a letter to someone?"

Written for you, Miss White Wolf thought, and she asked casually, "Why do you feel that I am writing a letter? Can't it be a diary?"

"I guess. You are writing to her or them, right?"

Ceylon emphasized the words "she" and "they". Miss White Wolf seemed to understand a little bit and her face turned red, but she was not very sure: "I don't understand, what do you mean."

"That's what you mean. Don't worry, Ceylon won't cause you any trouble. When your health gets better, you can treat Ceylon as your secret lover."

Miss White Wolf then noticed that she had subconsciously ignored the possibility of a conflict between Ceylon, Platinum and Xiaota. When she agreed to Platinum, she was embarrassed for a long time, but when she nodded to Ceylon, she only thought about it for a few minutes from beginning to end.

There was no way out. Reality no longer allowed her to worry or think about it.

When life is like a candle in the wind, there are naturally fewer things to focus on. Her health will not get better, and the future full of contradictions and surprises will never come.

But not for Ceylon.

Ceylon was still thinking about what would happen when her health got better, but now she was writing a suicide note to Ceylon.

How could she make up for her debt to Ceylon?

Does she still have a chance?

She stopped writing and looked back at Ceylon with a complicated look:

"Ceylon, if one day you two really meet together and I am still by your side, I will tell them both that this is Ceylon, the person I like, and I will not let anyone bully her. So, I don't need you to be a secret lover, and you don't have to be afraid or worried. I will definitely, definitely stand behind you."

As she spoke, the image of Miss Qin Liu flashed through Miss Bailang's mind, but she couldn't figure out what was going on between her and Qin Liu, and time didn't allow her to figure it out.

Miss Ceylon stared at the White Wolf infatuatedly. When she heard what the other party said, she realized that everything she had done was worth it. Her teacher, her Miss Olisia, was worth everything she gave.

In the room, two people smiled, one was extremely happy, the other was helpless and sad.

"Actually." Miss Ceylon's face gradually turned red, and she said with some shame, "Let's just be secret lovers first. I, I don't know how to tell everyone in the institute."

"Can't you just say it?"

"No." Miss Ceylon hurriedly covered her red cheeks. "In the past, every time I wanted to stay with you, I deliberately made up an excuse that I was going to discuss important work, because I was responsible for a lot of things, so they believed it. If they knew that I was pretending to be serious and used the excuse of work to see you, I, I, I would not be able to be with them."

Miss White Wolf was stunned for a moment. This wonderful speech even made her forget the sad reality before her. She couldn't help laughing, and then quickly acted serious and thoughtful: "Well, it sounds like a problem."

Miss Ceylon said anxiously, "Right, right, it's a big problem. They will definitely make associations, such as thinking about our trip to Londinium together. I made up a lot of reasons to deceive them before. They will think those are just excuses and will laugh at me secretly. If that happens, I will not be able to live like a human being."

"That makes sense. The eldest lady of Xiosta cannot lose face." Miss White Wolf nodded carefully, indicating that she understood the seriousness of the matter. "You can keep it secret from the people in the institute, but what about your sister Hei? She should be back from Xiosta in a while, right?"

"It's also a secret. If Sister Hei knew, she would probably report it to father, and then we would be in trouble. Besides, I have the troublesome identity of Miss Xiosta, so some things are not good for others to know."

"Hey, Ceylon, after hearing what you said, I feel that our situation is similar to that of an underground lover."