"Even now, every time I think about it, I still can't forgive myself. Putting hundreds of thousands of people from two territories and the entire Tower of Babel on the gambling table, just for that twisted obsession, it's really... terrible."
After waking up, Ming Fuluo didn't want to see any more meaningless wars, any meaningless destruction and death.
"Then you might as well blame me." Anser raised his eyebrows, "After all, you were already controlled by me at that time. The outbreak of that war was already inevitable, even without you."
"No." Ming Fuluo raised her head and stared into Anser's eyes. "If it weren't for me, Anser, you wouldn't have done such a thing in order to tame...that me."
"Well...if you say so, then it is indeed possible." Ansher shrugged slightly.
After staring into those increasingly deep sea-blue eyes for a long time, Ming Fuluo finally couldn't suppress the question that kept rising in her mind.
"what about now?"
She asked: "Is this war what I thought it would be? And is it for the control of the Lord's Destiny..."
Let Ivora go and let her force the Northern Alliance to launch a war. This would not be a war between territories, but a rebellion that would occupy nearly a quarter of the empire's territory, a huge... catastrophe.
What exactly is Anser going to do, who caused this catastrophe and imposed many restrictions?
"Oh, that's more than that."
Anser had no intention of hiding anything and said frankly, "I have many other goals to achieve through this war. Although Xin is the most critical one, he is only one of them."
"...That's it."
Ming Fuluo was not surprised. Anser's favorite thing to do was to kill two birds with one stone. If one thing could achieve three goals, he would not just achieve two.
After getting Ansel's answer, Ming Furo felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.
Before his trip to the West, Anser would not have told her or Hitana so straightforwardly that he was going to do something that went against their principles.
On the contrary, even if they knew about it, Anser would try his best to beautify the matter so that they would not feel so awkward and upset. If it was not absolutely necessary, Anser would even give up doing such a thing to avoid making them sad.
But now Anser said it to Ming Furo and Xitana without hesitation, words that might not be accepted by their personalities. He did not hesitate at all, as if he did not care whether Ming Furo would be put in a dilemma or hurt because of this.
But even such strength and even domineering attitude did not cause Ming Furo to feel much resistance.
Ming Fuluo's personality and ideas prompted her to make all preparations to fight the war, and even made her want to go directly to Anser and let Anser make more restrictions to avoid all casualties to the greatest extent.
But on the other hand, that indescribable subtle emotion always lingered in Ming Fuluo, making her feel... there was nothing wrong with doing this: telling her that the first thing she should consider now was and could only be to help Anser.
"Donggang's prosperity is amazing, right?" Anser pointed to the bustling streets as if to divert Ming Furo's attention. "A Luo should have felt it. Although it is definitely the most prosperous in the imperial capital, compared with Deep Blue Port City and Donggang, the imperial capital lacks a little bit..."
"The smell of people and vitality." Ming Fuluo responded concisely.
Anser smiled and gently kneaded Ming Fuluo's face: "A Luo is still as sharp as ever."
"Forget about being sharp. It makes me sound like Sitana."
Anser laughed heartily: "If Xier heard this, she would be very angry."
"...Speaking of Xi'er." Ming Fuluo looked away, "Don't you have to go to her place?"
"Where is Xi'er? Someone is already there, the most suitable person."
"..."
The scholar was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Anser's eyes. In just one second, she determined who had gone to the North.
There couldn't be anyone else except Marina.
But why would Anser deliberately put Marina and Xitana together? He must know better than anyone that their relationship is cold now.
Ming Furo couldn't think of an answer for a moment, nor did she want to think about it further. There were issues of war, Anser's problem, and she also had to consider assisting Anser in taming Xin, while launching a defense with the goal of zero casualties of innocent people. There were too many things she had to think about.
So much so that he felt an indescribable irritation, especially that strange feeling that shouldn't exist but kept bothering and torturing her, making her stand on Anser's side and consider things.
"Does the current appearance of Donggang look very similar to what was written in the book you read before? Do you remember what it was?"
Seeing that Ming Fuluo was silent, Anser had to continue: "Don't you think that Donggang already has a business--"
His wrist was suddenly grabbed by Ming Fuluo, and he stopped talking.
"what happened?"
Looking at the scholar who was holding his wrist without saying a word, Anser said in surprise: "This is not like you, Luo, don't you always speak your mind?"
"To the hotel."
"……what?"
"I said, go to the hotel!"
For some reason, Miss Ming Furo was full of strength at this moment. She dragged Ansel and took two steps at a time, striding towards the nearest inn, looking as if she was eager to rob a man.
Ming Fuluo found an ordinary hotel and directly controlled the mind of the hotel owner. After leaving a bag of money, she took the key and went to check in.
boom--
The door was slammed shut, and Ansel was pushed onto the big bed by Ming Furo.
The petite scholar straddled Ansel, resting her hands on his chest, staring at him straight.
"I say...Aro." The very serious Mr. Hydra gently advised, "You have something important to do, don't you?"
"Just use the time you spend doing other things here. It won't be a problem."
As Ming Fuluo spoke, she reached out to unbutton Ansel's shirt.
"Why don't you ask for my opinion?"
"Your opinions are strong enough."
"Sometimes that part may not be under the control of my brain..." Anser pinched Ming Fuluo's slender wrist helplessly, "Aluo, you are out of control too?"
"I--"
Seeing that Ansel really had no intention of continuing, Ming Furo, who had just maintained some momentum, quickly wilted.
She bent down and lay on Anser's chest, listening quietly to the strong beating of the boy's chest. A warmth that made her feel a little dizzy came on her cheek.
"I just thought... this might make me feel better."
Ming Fuluo closed her eyes, felt Anser's breath, and said softly: "Don't think about so many things for now."
She wanted to end this meaningless war.
But this war itself was provoked by Anser for unjust purposes. She had no ability to solve it from the root, and she could not fundamentally stop Anser from starting wars.
She was going to use the cruel way she had used to control herself to control another innocent victim who was living in a lie together with Anser. This was what Anser wanted, but...
"A Luo, do you know?"
Anser stroked Ming Fuluo's soft blue-gray hair and said softly, "When you were singing the same tune with me just now..."
He couldn't help laughing: "I'm really happy."
"……happy?"
"Because you were helping me when I needed help."
The young Hydra gently embraced the slender and soft waist, and murmured contentedly: "Even without prior communication, even without any requirements, just a look and a few words, you will understand what I want to do."
Ansher lowered his head slightly and buried his face in Ming Furo's neck, breathing in the sweet and beautiful breath of the woman with peace of mind, his tone so light and joyful.
"How can I not be happy with you like me by my side?"
"I've said before that I will become more selfish in the future and want you to do something for me unconditionally." He hugged Ming Fuluo lovingly, "This determination will never waver. If there is something that you are extremely resistant to, I might use some tricks that I shouldn't use on you..."
The boy said softly with some sadness: "I don't want it to be like this, Luo."
Soon, his face regained that vivid expression: "But it turns out that I thought too much."
Anser held Ming Fuluo's cheek with a bright smile, lowered his head, and rested his forehead against hers, rubbing it gently.
"As long as I need it, A'Luo, don't you come to help me immediately?"
Feeling the warmth on her forehead, feeling the strong arms around her, feeling the solid chest that made her yearn for it, Ming Furo finally understood...what that strange feeling was all about.
Ansel needed her, and that was a kind of...satisfying feeling of being needed.
It was only then that Ming Furo suddenly realized that after the battle with the emperor, she... almost never got the satisfaction of being needed from Ansir again.
Because in the past, it was she who needed Anser, not Anser who needed her. And this was a real need - it was extremely important to Anser, and at the same time, something that no one else could do.
If you think about it carefully, even if it's just a matter of feelings, she doesn't understand anything. Apart from the regular night battles, she only quarrels with Ansel and says some clichéd love words at most. She doesn't understand romance at all.
"...I am such a terrible woman." Ming Furo sighed.
"Anser." She stared into Anser's gorgeous sea-blue eyes, "You only need me now... Am I too unqualified as a woman?"
In her relationship with Ansel, is the take and give equal?
Even though feelings are such a complicated thing, it is unrealistic to demand equality. But no matter what, there should not be complete inequality.
But Anser couldn't help laughing: "What are you talking about, Luo? If you say that... I am also quite unqualified as a man."
"After all, I am the lust chosen by that Saint Lady."
Ming Fuluo was slightly stunned, then burst out laughing: "That's true, you...slutty little devil."
She hooked her arms around Anser's neck, leaned against his neck with peace of mind, and whispered softly, "You are not only lustful, but also completely bad."
"Totally bad?"
Ming Fuluo couldn't resist the satisfaction of being needed.
Because this was a need from Anther, a request from the most important person in her life.
This kind of satisfaction made her unable to feel any resistance to Anser's "selfishness".
"Yeah, you know very well that after you say something like that... there's nothing I can do to you."
"But I really don't know." Anser said innocently, "Does being needed by me make you happy?"
"I am as happy as you are. Are you satisfied?"
Ming Fuluo panted and bit Ansher's neck:
"A bad guy who likes to play with people's hearts."
Until now, Miss Scholar still doesn't know how to strike a balance between the things she pursues and Ansir.
But she now knew that if Anser always needed her like this...
Then she, a bad woman who doesn't understand romance, probably can't resist such temptation.
Chapter 38: So-called Growth
Ming Furo slightly disrupted Anser's schedule. When she finished venting her emotions and was about to start releasing her body fluids, Anser had to put aside her shadow and rushed all the way from the imperial capital.
It’s not that there is any difference between Phantom and Anser, but because Anser was about to start his speech at that time, and he didn’t want to experience Miss Ming Furo’s rare passion while giving a speech, which could easily distract him.
A man should focus and know what to do and when to do it.
And obviously, what should be done now is to make love with Ming Fuluo.
The speech can be given at any time, and there are countless opportunities to establish the glorious image of His Royal Highness the Regent after the war begins, but the scholar, who has always been calm and rational, has few opportunities to lose her composure like this, so she must cherish it.
Ansel gently stroked Ming Furo who was sleeping on his chest. Of course, he knew better than anyone else about the inner entanglement and torment she and Xitana had been experiencing during this period.
But he knew better that there were some things...that they had to go through.
In the original future, whether it is Shitana or Ming Fuluo, they can become heroes. In addition to the talent that is enough to change the times, what is more important is the will and awareness that can be called a hero.
Willpower does not appear out of thin air, nor is it innate. After experiencing blood and hatred and suffering, Xitana finally awakened; Ming Fuluo walked in the mortal world and saw all living things, and then she saw the way forward. Before becoming heroes, they all went through years or even decades of long trials, and finally transformed themselves.
But the appearance of Anser saved them from all this and all the hardships they had to go through.
Anser certainly doesn't want them to become heroes, but Hydra, whose feelings for them are no longer what they originally planned, still hopes that they can realize their vision by accompanying him.
Anser once thought that as long as he let them do what they wanted, they would develop in the direction they expected, but the fact was not so - he overestimated Ming Fuluo and Xitana's current abilities, and underestimated his own importance.
Whether it is Ming Furo or Xitana, they have not experienced the original future, and their wills have not been truly tempered. In fact, they don’t even have a clear idea of where they should go.
Driven by animal instinct, Xitana pursues power; Ming Fuluo is unable to distinguish between the past and the future and is hesitant.
However, they have not had their wills tempered and have not truly embarked on the path of heroes, but they have conditions that are countless times better than the original future - Shitana's power has skyrocketed at an incredible rate with the unlimited supply of the Hydra family, and Ming Furo's talents have unlimited room for development with the assistance of Anser.
In this situation, if they simply didn't know what to do, then it would be fine. But if they did something wrong and still thought they were right...
Then perhaps it will bring... devastating consequences.
Ansel did not realize this in time. He was blinded by the hazy sweetness that was as addictive as honey and had never been experienced before. He made him give in to Ming Furo and Xitana unconditionally. Even when faced with a powerful enemy, he retreated again and again absurdly and was forced to the point of almost compromising with them.
But Anser won't make the same mistake again.
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