Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[The best choice, the best method, should be to follow the existing strategy to replicate the beautiful daily life between Wei Weiwei and Jiang Cheng. ]

[This statement is more in line with the shadow of Vivi that still remains in the boy's soul. ]

[As someone who has peeked into almost all of Wei Erwei and Jiang Cheng's beautiful lives, you will never make a mistake when performing with a mask on.]

[As sad as this may be.]

[Each of the three people is very sad. ]

[Wei Weiwei could only watch as everything she had was replaced, her love was grafted onto someone else, and her memories were shamelessly stolen.]

[Jiang Cheng could only forget the person he loved the most in ignorance, and even conveyed the love of his beloved to a shameless and trashy waste. ]

【As for you...】

【As for you who seem to be on the road to final success. 】

[As for you, who seemingly has finally recovered everything you had since birth after decades of time, and has monopolized the boy's love. ]

[——Is this really a good ending? ]

[——Does this ending really meet your expectations? ]

[——Can you really accept all this from the bottom of your heart? ]

[You are obviously a lover, but you can only imitate their behavior, their beauty, and their inner thoughts as a substitute. ]

[At this moment, you have nominally monopolized the boy, so you can only play the shadow of another person. You cannot have the slightest trace of Alicia, and you cannot let Jiang Cheng find that you are different from Wei Erwei.]

[This love does not belong to you. You are essentially a substitute for someone else. Wearing a mask that belongs to someone else, you can only act like someone else. All the tenderness after youth will not be given to you, but because of the person who was replaced by you and ruthlessly stolen by you. ]

【yes. 】

【You feel it all.】

[You are holding the boy's hand. ]

[Whether it's the mysterious breath like the starry sky, whether it's the temperature that can be clearly felt under the skin, whether it's the sweet words that are carried with sincerity, all of this can only be felt by you who are standing here. ]

[——So what? ]

[The boy's smile is not for you. What he sees in his pupils is only the replaced and substituted Wei Wei behind you.]

[Even the habits and hobbies were only prepared for Weiwei, and they belonged only to that girl, with her unique hobbies and behaviors.]

[This love based on memory, this love that is essentially an instinctive love for others, will always be just a feeling for Wei Wei.]

【Not you.】

【It's definitely not you.】

“It’s sad, and it’s like the female character at the heart of one of the chapters in this game that happened before the apocalypse.”

[She was burdened with a heavy burden and was forced to play someone else, the God of Water, for five hundred years, with almost no room to breathe.]

[Every moment, she seemed to be surrounded by mountains and pressed down by endless ocean currents. No one in the world was looking at her. They were only looking at the water god she played.]

[Self-righteous friends, self-righteous believers, self-righteous subordinates, self-righteous friends. ]

[——None of them truly belonged to her. ]

[I live in a very lively place, surrounded by people who love me, but I feel extremely lonely. It is a loneliness from the heart, a loneliness that no one understands, and a loneliness that I dare not let others understand.]

[The word loneliness is not measured by whether there are people around you, but by whether there is someone who cares about you, and cares about the self that belongs only to you. ]

[In the corner where no one cares, the real her has long been broken, even her self is almost crying out, and she can only fall into the abyss helplessly. ]

[In the end, I even feel fear because my identity is about to be revealed, because I can’t properly deal with the pressure on my heart, and because I can’t bear the responsibility of this pain.]

[Because for her, for a girl who has shouldered responsibilities for five hundred years, removing the mask and revealing everything that this false disguise that caused her pain represented has long been an unbearable thing.]

[Although the girl volunteered to play the role, it was because of others in the beginning, and what is in front of you now is your own choice. ]

[Since you have decided to wear the mask, you will inevitably have to bear the boy's gentleness and love. You can only look at the ending of the mask. ]

【For you, who will mess things up no matter what you do. 】

【Playing someone else doesn’t seem like a bad choice. 】

……

At least……

——Wei Weiwei did bring happiness to Jiang Cheng.

Alicia looked at everything in front of her, looked at the terrible ending that was created by her own hands, looked at the sad and lonely ending that was created by her one wrong option after another.

It is obviously a very sad ending. He seems to be a successful person, but he can only carry the shadow of others and follow the choices that others will make.

It is when we really face this moment that we can experience the same empathy.

There was not much dissatisfaction, sadness or denial in the girl's heart.

For someone who would be wrong no matter what choice he makes.

Copy the answers from successful people...

This seems to be a feasible method~?

……

[At the age of 30, the girl has revealed everything about herself to you, and you have also truly realized your current state. ]

【Difference.】

[Too bad.]

[Even using the word "bad" alone to describe it seems to be an understatement. ]

[This kind of negative evaluation does not come from the physical level, but from the mental and self, as if being tied up tightly by chains, and there is no way to relax even a little bit. ]

[Everything in the past is gone with the wind. Even the seemingly indestructible peaks and the seemingly endless mountain ranges will one day be crushed, cut, and worn into sand as tiny as dust by the howling wind.]

[At least when you have nothing, at least when you are not even allowed to be yourself, there is still a girl waiting in front of you. ]

[Since I opened my eyes to the world again, the scenes of chasing in my memory seem like a dream, with only the girl chasing you. ]

【perhaps……】

[Even your existing memories are a little wrong. ]

[The girl who always ignored you in your past memories must have been someone else that you pieced together with Alicia due to your confused thinking.]

[——It doesn’t matter.]

【You have found the truth. 】

[How could such a passionate girl be the bad person who abandoned you? ]

[She is just like you, she is afraid of other people's attention, and is not good at showing herself in front of most people or performing under the spotlight. ]

[——You saw it.]

[Seeing Alicia trembling in the same way, her posture even showed more fear and panic than you. ]

[If that's the case, then what is there to worry about? ]

[You have embarked on a new life. With the help of a young man named Qianjie, you have returned to the place where your memories began, your original home.]

[There is no more messy journey, even the collapse seems to be isolated from this town, quiet, natural... It's like returning to childhood. ]

[At that time, there was no chaos either. There were only treetops swaying in the wind, flowers in full bloom, and people walking on the street.]

[The streets and alleys are filled with simple villagers, a dreamlike world full of morality and purity, full of vitality among each other. ]

[At that time, you knew nothing and were just a child. You followed your teenage nature and went around looking for fun with Alicia.]

[At an age when you know nothing, you can freely express your nature, rather than being constrained by various things or being forced to think about things that always make you uncomfortable. ]

[Although it may not be appropriate for you to say this now, after losing a lot of memories, I also lost a lot of troubles at the same time. ]

[Remember the famous quote in the collection of essays called Stray Birds on the bookshelf that you saw before, which is very suitable to describe you now.]

[——One night I burned all my memories, and from then on my dreams became transparent.]

[Even if all this is not your initiative. ]

[It is inevitable for you now. 】

[I got up early, washed my face and brushed my teeth, ate, and then watched Qianjie work in the town with Alicia, and helped the residents of the town. ]

[For example, helping a girl with heterochromatic eyes feed a fat cat that came from who knows where, or picking some blooming flowers on the back hill.]

[Help the new nuns who have moved into the church with some daily chores, such as giving them food, moving things, and organizing some enlightenment books.]

[Originally, you didn't have to do this. Qianjie has already taken care of all of this. The only thing he doesn't like is Abonya in the church.]

[Even so, these tasks will basically not take up your time. For a Herrscher, calling it a casual task is a bit too much.]

[I'll spend the whole day slacking off, restoring my memory, and reliving the good old days, and then I'll go home and spend a day that's a bit decadent and corrupt. ]

[Compared to someone like you who is a bit too lazy, the young man named Qianjie is really working hard. ]

[It seems like I haven't seen him take a break for such a long time. 】

[Every day is either working or working. 】

[He seems to really regard this town as his home, more deeply than you do. ]

[At least you can have more time to goof off and relive past memories with your lover, who is the theoretical owner of this town.]

[Alicea lives with you and doesn't even want to set up a second room. She always holds your hand when she goes to sleep, as if she is afraid that you will run away.]

[The room that originally belonged to her has never been dusted until now, but your room has been expanded and expanded again, and has become a large room that is large enough for two people to live in without feeling crowded.]

[This does leave you with very little private space. After all, no matter where you go, Alicia will always be by your side.]

[It's really a bit of an enviable trouble~?]

[If anyone knew that you would complain about something that makes others jealous, I'm afraid everyone would think you were being too shameless.]

[This is not bad. Having your own private space is necessary for normal people. Now that you have a broken self and memory, it is actually a good thing to live with the people you were most familiar with in the past.]

[At least through close contact and revisiting the past daily life, you can find the fragments of past memories more quickly and piece together your complete self. ]

[You can indeed feel this, and feel the warmth being touched in your heart. ]

[This is the happiness and beauty that Jiangcheng has experienced. ]

[Alicea always shows familiarity in some inadvertent small details, which makes you recall the past, even though it is still just a vague shadow, even though it is still just a slight manifestation of a little bit of feeling in your heart. ]

[The reason why a shadow is a shadow is because we don’t understand the person involved. Because we don’t know, we can only use a black shadow to summarize the person in the past. 】

[You know who that shadow is, so you just need to give your past the appearance of Alicia when the shadow appears.]

[It's also a little strange that every time you do this, you will feel a faint pain in your heart as if you have pulled out a thorn.]

[It seems like you are taking something important away from your heart.]

[Your instinct is still unwilling to let go, unwilling to lose, even if you use brute force to deprive, tear, and hurt, it can only tear apart the part of you that you don't want to take away. ]

[It’s really strange.]

【Is there something else important? 】

[Have you unknowingly forgotten someone who is very important to you in the corner of your memory? ]

[You have only been with Alicia. You have never been apart since you set out on your journey and have lived happily together.]

【You and the girl have never been apart in your life. 】

【Until you die.】

[Until the girl resurrects you once again.]

【Why do you feel such pain? 】

[With a lot of doubts in your heart, you still can't help but ask Alicia, I wonder if she can give you some useful answers? ]

[Compared to you, a person with amnesia, the girl knows yourself much better than you do now, both in appearance and in the depths of your memory.]

【so……】

"——Did I forget someone important?"

……

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