Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The premise is that the fairy who saw the paradise saw the girl in front of him.

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——It is an individual who can still be called a human being.

Mebius just looked at the girl in front of him coldly. Even her figure could not be reflected in his dark eyes. The evil scientist who had completely turned into a cold-blooded demon like a venomous snake would not have any reaction to this beauty.

Even the girl who still had a little bit of beauty left in her was no match for her, let alone Alicia, who was already in a state of being suffocated.

The girl now no longer has the energy to save others. The little bit of self she has left is so exhausted that she can't even sustain herself.

……

"Jiang Cheng doesn't have the energy to go out anymore. Now we can spare some time to solve the problem of the next Herrscher."

"Based on the trend of the Eighth Herrscher and the Herrscher of Flame appearing, the Ninth Herrscher will be born in about a month."

"——Are we still going to kill them at a targeted rate like before?"

[This is the annual communication with Mobius, used to discuss the next steps for the world and how to fight against the next Herrscher.]

[As the only two people in the world who can decide the direction and future of the world, and also the one who cherishes Jiangcheng, it is imperative for you to discuss how to put an end to this disaster.]

[No matter how successful you are in love, as long as you cannot solve the problem of collapse, this beauty and happiness will ultimately be like walking on thin ice. ]

[You have not forgotten the story of Wei Wei, who had reached the end of her life and was already perfect no matter how you looked at it.]

[She and Jiang Cheng had already gone to extremes, with no possibility of intervention, but she died in an inexplicable collapse.]

[Ever since the experiment to revive Jiang Cheng, you and Mobius have reached a cooperative relationship that is not at all friendship, and in a sense you even hate each other, but you just can't give up each other. ]

[Mobius does not like your smile. He hates this pure beauty and flawlessness, and is even more disgusted by the ugliness hidden under the beauty.]

[That seemingly beautiful gesture could actually lead to something cruel, dirty and shameless, completely possessing the boy and not even willing to let go.]

[——It was so dirty that it made her feel sick.]

[Mebius is also the only person in the world who knows exactly what you have done. ]

[——Deceiving the young man with sweet words and good looks. ]

[Your actions may be able to conceal the truth from Jiang Cheng, the person involved, and may deceive your own heart, but you cannot conceal it from Mobius.]

[She is also an audience of Jiang Cheng and Wei Erwei. As a friend of both, she can clearly feel the heaviness and lingering relationship between them.]

[Although it's not like you are spying on them every moment, turning their love into a sharp blade that pierces your heart endlessly.]

[For a world-class genius who is aloof and indifferent, tired of meaningless socializing, and only communicates with people he agrees with, Wei Erwei and Jiang Cheng have already had enough of this dog food. ]

[Compared to you, a meaningless individual, a person who brought complete disgust to her from the moment he appeared, and even had conflicting attributes. ]

[How could someone who longs for eternity, longs for evolution, and accepts this ugliness calmly and enjoys being happy with this ugliness like a Herrscher who is as gorgeous as a poisonous mushroom and tempts others? ]

[Wei Weiwei, Jiang Cheng...]

[They are the ones that Mobius truly cherishes. ]

[They are Mobius's truly important friends. ]

[As almost the only genius in the world who can have an equal conversation, as the only friend in Mebius' life who doesn't have to worry about whether the other person can understand, as the only person in the world who gave her a birthday cake, as the only person in the world who cares about her heart. ]

[No matter how much you deny verbally, no matter how hard you talk, you suppress your inner thoughts and think you don’t need help and warmth from others. ]

[The essence of human life will still be like ice in winter, melting at the speed of light the moment it feels warmth.]

[If possible, she would not want to see you for even a second. Just appearing in her sight would make her feel extremely disgusted.]

[Even if there is a chance, you have no doubt that Mebius will try to save Jiang Cheng, try to save the gentle boy in his memory, and let him regain his love for Wei Wei and the memory he deserves. ]

[The doctor didn't recognize Jiang Cheng when he was a child. The only impression Mobius had was the boy who came to the Fire Moth.]

[To her as a bystander, you are just being blatantly self-indulgent. ]

【I can't understand.】

[I don’t want to understand either. ]

[The doctor has never been a person who would just fall down and cry or escape after a psychological shock or a disaster.]

[Even if she lost her most important friend and her only assistant at the same time, it couldn't completely break her down mentally. ]

[When she encounters something unacceptable, she will make it acceptable, and will not wear out a single bit of herself for it, causing even a slight wear and tear in her heart to adapt to other things.]

[Just like the legendary story of the butcher Ding butchering an ox in the Chinese legend, the book did not talk about practice making perfect from the beginning, but about naked skills.]

[For incompetent chefs, a knife usually breaks after a short time of chopping, because they only chop the ingredients roughly and vigorously with brute force.]

[When a sharp blade hits bone, no matter how hard it tries, it will inevitably experience setbacks. ]

【Wear and tear is almost like a shadow, and it is impossible to escape it. 】

[A chef with some ability can use a knife for several years, processing countless ingredients before it breaks.]

[Because they have learned to find the gaps between bones, they can cut the food with relatively little effort at the weak points of the joints.]

[If they are more mature and capable chefs, they can use a knife for a very long time. Their exploration of weak points is no longer limited to joints, but can also cut at more levels.]

[This has reached the most advanced technology, which can process the ingredients with almost no extra loss and maintain a good visual experience. ]

[After all, for them, for those with the most advanced skills, a knife will eventually wear out and be thrown away.]

[——What if we take it a step further? ]

[——What if it’s stronger? ]

[The answer given in the book is that the butcher's knife can be used for a lifetime, because when he uses it, he can even find the gaps between the ingredients, which are just enough for the blade to pass through without causing any wear and tear.]

[This story seems to be a simple celebration of practice makes perfect and technology, but in fact it is more of an analysis of the human self.]

[Thousands of years ago, people realized that the so-called courage to not turn back until one hits the wall is often meaningless. 】

[A truly capable person will never waste time on things that he cannot do, does not like, and is not necessary, just for the sake of knowing how to do it.]

[The self of life will also be worn out, and the ups and downs of emotions will eventually be exhausted, and the soul will eventually feel tired. ]

[Things that are accomplished by courage, motivation, simple effort and will will one day disappear without a trace when the will declines, and once they are thrown behind your mind, you will never remember even a single bit of them again.]

[A true genius, someone who has some talent or has received a good education, would never make such a purely consumable statement.]

[There is always a kind of person in the world who seems extremely different from the perspective of ordinary people. She seems to be taciturn, unsociable, and even unsociable. ]

[To others, that person is so lonely, but showing any sympathy to him is essentially just a kind of arrogance.]

[She has her own world in her heart, a pure land that no one else can touch, magnificent and stunning, full of vitality and natural wildness. For her, this piece of land is lively enough and does not need the noise of the world.]

[And the so-called loneliness and indifference are just the gatekeepers of this world, used to screen out those who should never set foot in that beautiful world. ]

[Perhaps someone has stepped into Mebius's heart, someone has held a birthday cake and used candlelight to illuminate the loneliness of that moment.]

[——It’s gone now.]

【Not even a little bit left. 】

[You just had a cold conversation with Mobius, discussing what to do next based on the latest changes in the world, how the next Herrscher might be born, and what kind of disaster might be caused?]

[There is almost no change in all this, until the moment you are about to choose to leave, the researcher asks you a question.]

"Which do you prefer, the starry sky or the ocean?"

"I would prefer the ocean."

There was no trace of hesitation in Mebius' tone, and there was a hint of intoxication and fascination in his dark green eyes, as if he was telling of the inevitable.

"All life originated from the ocean. Between 20 million and 5.5 million years ago, two single cells with different genes began to fuse into a single cell, and began to self-replicate and aggregate, forming simple multicellular organisms."

"This is a miracle that is almost impossible in theory, but it has turned the impossible into a possibility through probability over an unimaginably long period of time."

"Perhaps the first single cells just happened to meet, and accidentally fused together due to some extremely low probability events."

“But it was by this miracle of necessity that life took its first forms in the ocean.”

"——aquatic plants and animals."

The cold-blooded researcher gently lifted her flat-framed glasses and spoke out these basic knowledge that can be found in elementary school textbooks.

"In the future, there were trilobites, the ancestors of arthropods, the ancestors of mollusks, shrimps and vertebrates, Kunming fish, and later the ancestor of limbs, the ichthyosaur, and Tiktaalik, the first fish in the world to crawl onto land."

“Survival, reproduction, evolution… Although all of this may be extremely ugly, this is exactly the truth we need to pursue, the truth of evolution.”

"Honkai Impact is a disaster, a disaster that cannot be denied or resisted. That is why humans need to evolve even more and keep climbing upward."

"I prefer the sea to the paradise that does not exist in this world, the stars that twinkle in the night sky."

Mebius calmly gave her evaluation. There was a coldness and a certain intoxication in his words. The coldness of the ocean and the ugly reality were enough to make a certain fairy feel uncomfortable instinctively.

There was no chance to answer. Although he asked verbally, the cold researcher had no intention of stopping.

Rather than a question, this may be more like a sermon, more like a guest who is observing the dissatisfaction and opinions of the performance of the music on stage.

"My advice is Hai, you don't have to make a choice, because no matter what you choose in the end, what I will say will be the same, Alicia."

"No matter how much I hate you, I have to remind you that if you want to hold on to this happiness for you, you can continue to play with Jiangcheng."

"Then you must at least be able to protect all of this intact, so that it doesn't collapse like the one that happened in the Fire Moth."

"The life between Wei Erwei and Jiang Cheng can even be described as dreamy. It really is like a story taken out of a fairy tale."

"But the price of looking at the stars is the death of Wei Wei, the disappearance of all the good things, and the fact that I can only accept that the fruits of the final victory will be stolen by you."

"I don't want this to happen again. If you can't do it, you might as well release Jiang Cheng as soon as possible."

……

"No, not at all."

"I will never accept this. I will never make the same mistake as Vivi again."

The light flashing in those pink eyes was a firmness without the slightest hesitation, a greed that would never let go, and an obsession with the things she loved. It was the result of the girl giving up almost everything she had so far.

It is absolutely impossible to accept loss.

There was absolutely no way I could accept the end.

It is absolutely impossible to let Jiang Cheng out and let him leave!

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 105. Alicia is left with only momentum

what……

It really fits the current saying of greed and selfishness.

Why does it feel like the flawless girl of the past has been tarnished? Alicia, who at least retained a little bit of her purity, has completely become like Velvet.

Could it be that Jiang Cheng’s greatest ability is not actually his talent, nor any strategy technique, but the ability to transform everyone around him into someone with an unimaginably heavy mood and personality like Wei Erwei?

Well……

Don't think too much about this.

Mebius didn't dare to think deeply here.

Because on the day Jiang Cheng died, and when she was sure that there was no one around her who could understand her, the seemingly cold girl did something she had never experienced before, even when she was being abused by her father.

--sad.

Even though many years have passed, the feeling at that moment is still so clear and so sensitive. It is an emotion that Mebius, who left his family alone at a young age to venture into society, has never felt, experienced, or imagined before.

She had never thought that she might be sad about someone's departure, or feel intense pain because of someone else's death.

Until that day comes.

Until the news of death came.

If you think deeply about this topic, and carefully consider the emotions you felt during that period, you will feel the heavy and repressed uneasiness in your heart.

I'm afraid it's even understandable in a sense that Weiwei has a heavy emotion that has never been understood and will always be understood by others.

Because one thing that cannot be denied no matter what is happening is that I am also an important friend of Jiang Cheng, at least I think I am an important friend.