Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

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PS: Even Alisia herself cannot imagine that she has become completely autistic and her heart has been hurt to the point where nothing is left.

After all, if it weren't for multiple factors and the malice of the world, Alicia would never have reached this point.

Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 148. Alicia: How could the other me...

Alicia's question...

It's no longer possible to describe it in metaphorical terms.

Rather than using despair to describe one's mood or experience, the Alicia from another world in front of him should even be called despair itself.

The description only shows part of the emotions at the moment, and there is no emotion other than despair in Alicia. All the dense distinctions are completely negative emotions, and countless negativity is mixed into the greatest and absolutely only despair.

For the first time, Su couldn't understand or even accept that what was happening in front of him was actually happening in front of him, and it wasn't just an unexpected dream or the Herrscher of Consciousness of this civilization breaking into the paradise.

The silver-grey pupils were already dilated to their maximum, and the flashing red irises proved that all the power that this posture could mobilize had been fully displayed, reaching the strongest level under the collapsed state, along with the collapsed beast Mayuri, known as the Peacock King in Buddhist mythology.

Compared to the fact that Alicia would show this expression, he, who always stands by as a silent observer, would rather believe that the Herrscher of Knowledge had broken in.

Perhaps there is a problem with the information in Paradise. Even myself, as a memory, is more likely to have a loophole due to long-term lack of maintenance than the possibility that the girl, Alicia, has a loophole.

Because the probability of the former is only extremely small.

The latter is zero from the beginning.

However, no matter how this power scans everything, how it peeks into the world, or how it tries to disprove something, the only conclusion it can draw is that everything it is experiencing now is undoubtedly real.

Alicia is real.

The sadness is real.

The despair is real.

This also means that the girl who shines on everyone like a fairy and always smiles even in the darkness is really so desperate.

Su took a deep breath, and the last breath he exhaled was as if he was an old man who was about to die. In the last moment of his life, his past flashed before his eyes, and countless little things that had been ignored in the past came back to his memory.

Clearly countless sorrows have just been awakened, but the aging body can only spit out the heaviness of all the regrets in his life.

"Alicia..."

"I am shocked by what happened to her."

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what……

That's it? !

Padufils looked around carefully, making sure that no one who dared to come here had a normal expression, and then she couldn't help but complain.

"I feel that what happened to Sister Ai Li was absolutely horrific. There is no need to mention this. Everyone who came here knows how shocking this scene is after seeing it with their own eyes."

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Only at this moment, no one can refute it.

——No doubt about it.

Eden, Aponia, Su, Padofils, Mebius who just arrived, and even Qianjie whose face is always covered by a mask.

Regardless of whether one has a strong psychological endurance or a close relationship with Ellie, even someone like Grace who theoretically should not know much about the current situation can realize how shocking what is happening is.

Hard to believe.

unbelievable.

unbelievable.

Everyone would rather believe that their eyes are broken, but I would rather believe that I have entered a maze, or even that there is something wrong with me.

Even beneath Kevin's icy expression was still the shock, an emotion that could not be suppressed even by all the tragedy he had experienced.

The familiar life of the past was shattered, comrades died, lovers left, and even had to kill countless people with his own hands in exchange for victory against the Herrscher...all these despair and disasters seemed to be nothing compared to the present, nothing compared to the shock of what he was witnessing in those icy blue eyes.

Because this means something is absolutely impossible, because it means there is no chance of success at all, it is fundamentally impossible.

This is something that even after experiencing countless heroic saviors, one still cannot face and accept after being hurt to the point of numbness in the heart.

"I think...matters in this regard should be left to the parties involved."

Kosmo took a deep breath, barely suppressing the shock in his heart. His complicated psychology forced him to remain silent, and his face, which appeared extremely expressionless and cold in the eyes of outsiders, also completely broke the filter.

The boy's young face revealed an undisguised look of disbelief, his brown pupils looked dull, and even the corners of his mouth twitched uncontrollably.

What was happening before him was too exciting for an ordinary boy who hoped to become a hero - Yingjie of Xuguang.

Countless times in the Fire Moths, I witnessed with my own eyes the deputy captain getting up late and shooting the enemy with a bow and arrow. His heroic and adorable posture, surrounded by countless people, he could still speak out what was in his heart without shame.

If he had to find someone who might fall into autism and sadness, he would rather choose Captain Kevin, choose himself, or choose anyone in the world who is known for his firmness and toughness. He would never choose Alicia.

Even if the girl's name only flashed through his mind, it was just an insignificant shadow passing by in the background of his thoughts.

Now she didn't scream like Pado or bang her head against the wall like Sakura, wondering if she was dreaming. It was simply because her body had become so sluggish that she couldn't move at all. Her heart was exploding like crazy, as if countless Herrschers had been born, triggering countless great collapses.

Even so, he made the only suggestion that could be considered somewhat useful up to that moment—pointing out the sound of footsteps that were approaching.

That is the girl who everyone believes can solve the problem and is the only reason for the existence of Paradise, the flawless daughter of God.

"Hi, good morning. It's been a whole day since I last saw you all. Did you miss me?"

——Alishia "Memory"

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The black boots stepped on the ground, wrapped in lace stockings, tightly binding the plump leg flesh. From time to time, a little bit of the youthful and beautiful appearance of the plump girl was revealed as she moved forward.

The white cloak swayed slightly with her footsteps, her slender waist was so slender that it could be held in one hand, her fullness seemed to be about to burst out, her right hand was waving hello to everyone, and her rosy lips revealed a smile as beautiful as flying flowers.

The last and most important hero to come is the flawless fairy of this world, the goddess who is truly willing to give up everything in exchange for hope. Everyone believes that she is the "memory" of Alicia who can solve the current problems.

Always so lively, and able to always laugh no matter what happens, using her smile to bring strength and courage to everyone.

No matter how much one hates beauty and romance, one cannot understand the hatred from the bottom of one's heart. The hatred does not belong to this world, like a fairy fallen from the sky.

Just the first daily greeting was enough to ease the depressed emotions of the crowd who were unable to deal with the girl's situation.

Everyone turned their eyes to the girl, expecting the "memory" of Alicia to solve the dilemma of the other Alicia.

Until those beautiful blue eyes completely took in the girl lying on the ground like a sleeping beauty.

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Ok?

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???

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I saw the same delicate girl lying on the ground like the Sleeping Beauty in the fairy tale, with her eyes closed to contain her pink pupils, her messy hair covering her bright red lips, as if all possible sweet words were sealed, leaving only the tranquility of a resolute sleep.

The perfect expression on Alicia's "memory" face suddenly faded, and her voice, which was originally full of liveliness, finally became a little flimsy.

"another me……"

"what happened?!"

"In the end what happened?!!"

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At the beginning, after knowing that there was another self in this world like Velvi, Alicia's "memory" was actually very happy. On the way here, she was already secretly looking forward to it in her heart, and couldn't help but imagine what the other self would look like.

She must be very cute and beautiful, more perfect than anyone else in this world, just like the fairy from the Fairy Moon Kingdom.

I'm sure he will like cute girls like me, look forward to a beautiful paradise, and be willing to give everything he has to pursue miracles.

It doesn't matter how many fancy names you give it or how much fantastic imagination you put into it. It's normal to have wild thoughts without seeing it.

——Because that is the 'Alishia' from another world.

'Alishia' is originally a paradise, the paradise in fairy tales is so beautiful, there will definitely not be a darkened or rebellious version.

It is normal to have expectations, and it is inevitable to stir the heartstrings of a lovely and beautiful girl, even for the girl herself.

Because this means that she is not alone, the existence called "Alisa" is not a unique creature, there are still individuals like her and similar to her in this world, who have exactly the same kind of people.

When the girl first learned that she was a Herrscher, she was actually very sad, very sad, and not just because she was an individual who brought disaster.

The same or even greater reason is the realization that I am not a human being and that the people around me are different from me.

The humans around him were not of his own kind. The Herrschers without emotions could not even communicate with him, so they could not be called of his own kind.

'Alishia' was destined to be uniquely lonely from the day she was born. That was a miracle that would never happen, and that was a possibility that could never be realized.

Every individual needs a sense of identity. Even animals will chase after their own kind. Humans at a higher level will use various methods to determine their sense of belonging to others. They may use birthplace, hobbies, talents, or even names, zodiac signs, or blood types.

Even if you are surrounded by people like you, you will feel lonely and sad that no one can understand just by changing to a new country. What if you are not surrounded by people like you?

The fairies of Star and Moon are very afraid of loneliness. From the very beginning, the emotions of 'Alicea' are more delicate and complicated than anyone else.

A delicate heart is a curse most of the time, because only people with thick nerves can deal with all problems properly and can even ignore most psychological illnesses. On the other hand, people who are psychologically gifted can better appreciate the edges and corners of life, touch the cruel thorns, and damage their soft hearts.

This is the wear and tear that the world gives to geniuses, the greatest and cruelest harm. People who can see higher and farther are unable to use this power to find beauty, because all they can see is the dregs of reality.

Not many people will consciously protect them. Instead, due to the limitation of their vision, they think that they are just being pretentious.

The lack of understanding between individuals has been established from the beginning, and the possibility of being able to convey their feelings to each other is only a small probability.

Those who are different will naturally be excluded. People only believe what they see and hear, turning everything into prejudice and stubbornness.

Although neither the memories here nor the deceased Alicia were actually trapped by this feeling of loneliness.

The life that people walk with, the love of people, the feelings of people, everything about people has long permeated the heart of history, turning the goddess into a thorough human being, and turning the Herrscher who should have brought disaster into a hero who saves the world.

If possible, Alicia's "memory" still hopes to meet a similar Herrscher who also has his own self and humanity.

It's not just that my sacrifice can really bring hope as expected.

Also looking forward to...

——'Alishia' is not alone.

This joy and expectation hidden deep in the girl's heart, until she arrived in person, until she saw herself in another world with her own eyes.

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At first, Alicia's "memory" could not understand.

At this moment, time seemed to have stopped, as if the girl had just triggered a chain reaction, and two identical individuals would eliminate each other when they collided.

There was a constant buzzing sound in my ears, and everything was rewinding and suddenly moving away. Even the face of the other self who was so close in front of me became blurry, leaving only a hazy look. I couldn't even find a focus in my sight.

silence.

silence

There is only silence.

Until the thoughts finally have nowhere to hide, no way to escape, and are about to be found by the light in the darkest cracks, and pulled out from the heart without any obstruction.

For Alicia, who was so overwhelmed by the strong emotion that she wanted to do something she would never do before, the "memory" told her the truth and everything that was real at the moment.

How……

how come?