Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Carrying in her heart, almost like a shadow, accompanying the girl on her life journey is a completely indelible sense of inferiority, like a leech on the tarsal bone.

Incomprehensible.

Hard to understand.

Can't understand.

No one can explain where this self-loathing comes from, from which point in time, or which afternoon mistake.

The inferiority complex is totally beyond the understanding of normal people. It has almost reached the level of severe depression, and he is constantly hovering on the brink of death from self-harm.

The intense self-loathing had swallowed up everything, and if he hadn't engaged in schizophrenic behavior, he would have undoubtedly chosen death.

This feeling cannot be erased by any experience or behavior. Even if it takes a lifetime to heal, it still requires the company of cherished companions.

Even though the girl had already traveled through half of the world, she also traveled through another half of the world by following Jiang Cheng's footsteps in a nearly voyeuristic manner.

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PS: Please give me some votes. Next we are going to do some more white learning and distortion for Alicia and give some sweet moments to Velvet, although this sweet moment is a bit heavy.

For Velvi, once she decides to do something, she will give everything she has without reservation, including everything that belongs to the world's top genius. After all, the moment the girl decided to go to Alicia to save the boy, she knew that there was an abyss of despair in front of her, and she knew that it was almost impossible to get her response.

She is ready to be torn to pieces... This is not like before, when the girl had nothing. But now she has felt the warmth, and theoretically it is impossible for her to allow herself to lose it again, but she is still willing to burn everything she has left for the boy... Jiang Cheng is going to experience this heaviness.

There are really few books in which Weiwei plays an important role.

I almost don’t have any ego… A girl like this should be very likable, but I’m almost freezing to death, and I can’t even get any food QAQ.

Chapter of the Stars and the Moon: 31. It is impossible to leave the boy anymore.

Mountains that seem to pierce the clouds, sea cliffs that are bottomless, polar regions that have not changed for thousands of years, deserts that remain the same from time immemorial... I have seen the most luxurious countries, the most prosperous cities, and almost wandered in the worst evening streets.

What I saw, heard and felt during this trip are definitely not what you can get from walking at will or with ulterior motives. They are not even worthy of being compared.

This long, wonderful and extraordinary past is a true journey around the world.

Just a small part of life.

Any year is beyond the reach and imagination of ordinary people.

If Jiang Cheng did not exist, the girl would have created a new miracle in just a few years. She would have single-handedly dealt with the world's largest elite organization and escaped from the world's most vicious and cruel prison with her own strength.

Any year of her life could be used to write a book called A Year of Genius, and it would definitely be the best-selling book in the world.

Because the sense of reality revealed in it is enough to fascinate anyone, even if they don't know much about it.

This is the kind of life that I wouldn’t even dare to make up.

——Every word is true!

Every word is true about the life that we dare not even dream of.

——What’s the point of this?

This looks gorgeous.

Does a life that seems to be what ordinary people dream of really have any special meaning?

If the journey itself cannot accumulate knowledge, broaden your horizons, or even relieve your mood, what is the meaning of the journey?

In other words, if even traveling cannot unlock the shackles of one's heart, then the only way out may be self-destruction.

I'm afraid that by that time, the girl named Weiwei will disappear completely, and what will replace her is just a role played, a fake actor.

All this tragedy, all this internal friction, all the inevitable dissolution of the self.

——Until that beam of light appeared.

The emergence of a ray of light in the dark abyss.

All the disasters came to an abrupt end.

The girl did not think she had any literary talent, nor did she have any lyrical ideas.

But countless times when I think of the street with scattered cherry blossoms, I can't help but use thousands of words in my mind to describe that beautiful scene in the most complicated way, the young man standing on the downhill, picking up his hat, revealing his dark eyes.

At this moment, the boy is standing in front of me, right in front of the subway, and I can even smell his clear scent.

……

Cherry blossoms are really beautiful flowers.

In many games, animations, and novels, it is regarded as a symbol of romance and beauty.

The falling cherry blossoms give people the illusion of being in a dream. The petals fall on the shoulders and the fragrance penetrates into people's hearts.

Once you see it, you can never forget it.

Wei Liwei looked at the boy whom she would not have thought she would meet a few years ago. He was so close to her that she could smell his distinct scent. It seemed as if the petals from the accidental street were once again falling on his shoulders.

what……

what……

what……

It's impossible to get away anymore.

It seemed like it was destined from that time on.

How can a person who doesn't even have the courage to live a normal life in this world escape from that dreamy, novel-like scene?

just now……

It doesn't matter.

His silver-grey pupils lit up, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but turn upwards. No matter how much he tried to endure and suppress his emotions, he couldn't suppress his smug mood.

The emotions have reached extremes, from extreme fear to extreme disbelief.

——The bowstring is still taut.

So what?

The boy has agreed to the request.

……

The girl turned around and opened the door of the spiral factory. The gears suddenly started to run faster, and the creaking sound almost formed a symphony.

The door, which was supposed to open in an instant, was made to feel very ceremonial.

Perhaps it is because the only possibility of opening this door is to bring the young boy with him, in front of the only owner who truly belongs to this workshop.

The so-called convenience and speed naturally become meaningless things that need to be abandoned.

During this somewhat long wait, Wei Erwei looked at Jiang Cheng's jawline, the raised corners of his eyes, and his eyes that flashed like the night sky.

Just keep watching.

Always.

Always.

It doesn't matter how long it takes, I won't get bored no matter how long it takes.

It is like a dream and as sweet as honey, which makes people intoxicated and even the breath carries a sweet and mellow fragrance that seems to rush into the lungs.

I am no longer a lonely figure drifting on the sea. I have boarded a warm ship and have experienced the existence of a place called home that protects me from wind and rain.

It was so much so that the girl couldn't believe that her life had been changed by herself.

Even though it was already standing in front of him.

Even though I could touch the boy just by reaching out my hand.

Although if you smell it carefully you can smell the scent of youth.

The girl still couldn't believe it, and there was still a trace of fear in her silver-grey eyes - this was something that the rather long time spent walking with the boy could not completely erase, and perhaps this was a false fear.

It's not because I don't want to believe it.

It’s not because of my indifference to the boy’s feelings.

Simple, ordinary, it's just unbelievable how beautiful and sweet all this is.

In less than a few years, a life that was originally in an endless fall with no hope at all, and perhaps only able to touch a few straws to slightly slow down the fall, is suddenly pulled up and saved.

It all happened incredibly quickly and smoothly.

She even couldn't help but wonder if there was something big waiting for her, an ignorant yet happy girl, at the end.

At the happiest and most beautiful moment, something terrible and indescribable suddenly happens, shattering all the happiness and dreams.

Wei Liwei's life is always oppressed by various bad things in turn. Being happy for a while will make people feel that there will be bigger things waiting for them next.

Probably not...

If this was a dream.

Please let this dream last a little longer.

The girl daydreamed so much that even when she was trying her best and had the most interest, her mind had never been as active as it was now.

Although he was born with top-notch gifts and talents, they were almost never truly used, let alone promoted the advancement of civilization like those geniuses.

Only at this moment, on a small matter that seemed insignificant in this grand narrative, the girl was able to integrate most of her talents for the first time.

For something that might seem ridiculous to others.

Things that can be left behind for something greater.

Even in the face of tragedy, the girl who had never been able to fully display her talent finally gave up everything.

……

——Crack.

With a crisp and pleasant sound like gears knocking, the brass door split into two halves, one half upwards and the other half downwards, closing like a circular snap gear, revealing the decoration inside with a strong personal atmosphere.

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PS: If Alicia is the wind that cannot be caught or held, then Velvet is the reality that appears beside you and can be touched. You can feel the reality from her flaws. When you raise your head, hoping to catch the wind, perhaps someone is also raising his hand, trying to grab your sleeve.

Although the true nature of this is not so real, the lovely girl, the top genius, is willing to give you everything... Please give me some votes and rewards, what follows is a continuous persecution, please give me more encouragement.

Chapter of the Stars and the Moon: 32. Is the girl a pervert who ejaculates during the day?

The mysterious style of gears, cards, and long hats is shown in almost every item here.

Except for a few large machines that are temporarily difficult to modify, every item is imbued with Jiang Cheng's strong individualistic aesthetic.

In a very short period of time, relying only on a few meetings and numerous online chats, the girl had already figured out all of the boy's preferences.

This deep understanding has reached the level that if the boy has even the slightest evil intention, he can be turned into a useless person.

All the decorative designs are exactly what the boy wants.

"Now, come and visit your workshop."

"Just me, your only assistant."

The girl gently took off her hat and pressed it against her plump chest. In her silver-gray eyes were pink cherry blossoms that seemed to have caught her eye when they first met.

[As the owner of the Spiral Workshop, you have stepped into your own studio. The wonderful things here really open your eyes. ]

[Things that you think belong in novels are easily realized. Those world-class problems that even you have heard of are just idle ideas and garbage thrown on the ground.]

[In a sense, it is beyond your understanding.]

[It’s like a science fiction writer once designed a super building. It can provide everything a person needs in life, and because the building is too big, many people who are born on the top floor can never get down.]

[The design was rigorous and the conception was ingenious, but in the end this novel was not successfully published. ]

【The reason is simple. 】

[——The elevator was invented. ]

[Just as it is never better or more excellent instant noodles that can beat instant noodles, but fast food, it is difficult for people to understand things that are beyond their cognitive abilities, and it is also difficult for them to imagine something that cannot exist. ]