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"Oh……"

"It seems so."

Wei Liwei shook her head slightly and stroked her soft chin. A hint of divine wisdom flashed in her silver-gray eyes, which was completely inconsistent with her talent.

If you think about it carefully, there is nothing wrong with it. I feel a little excited when being called a pervert.

The gentle boy insulted others with contempt...

This contrast is really amazing.

That is, there is always an inexplicable feeling of hair on the back.

I even felt like I was being watched, as if someone was filming me.

"but……"

Weiwei suddenly raised her head.

"Jiang Cheng, you seem to be talking about panties all the time. Do you actually like this?"

"what?"

"how could be?"

"Of course not."

Jiang Cheng's expression, which had always been calm and had never changed, finally showed some changes, and he could no longer maintain that condescending attitude.

No matter what we say or do, everything was normal when I lived with Alicia.

It’s just that in the case of long-term self-consumption and autism, the girl may need something more stimulating rather than simple persuasion.

But that doesn't seem to make much sense.

When he met the girl's pupils, the pink in them seemed to expand countless times in an instant. An emotion deeper than shyness was inadvertently captured, complex and confusing... He could even feel the surprise of being understood.

Those eyes were softer than ever before, and even the word affectionate was not enough to describe them.

"I... don't believe it~"

The last words I heard were in a tone I had never heard before.

Even professional voice actors would never be able to add such a soft and beautiful voice.

It seems that he has the courage to do everything, the courage to burn his boats, or maybe he is just walking on the road that has already been opened up and moving forward with the flow.

Jiang Cheng could only feel that his eyes were suddenly covered by something, leaving only the dark color with a hint of gold, like the girl's long khaki hair.

The bodies were too close, even seeming inexplicably unreal; only the body and skin could clearly feel the softness so close.

I have hardly hugged Alicia since I was nine years old, and as she grew up and her mature body, we have relatively little contact.

The softness at this moment is an unprecedented experience.

The warmth and fragrance gently covered all the senses.

It feels like being surrounded by real honey, and it is no longer just a feeling like before, but the tip of my tongue is really licking the touching honey.

The boy felt his right hand being gently held, as soft as a rose petal, and a piece of damp cloth stained with heat was placed in his palm, and then the fingers were gently pressed against his fingertips...

——Close it.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 34. Alicia: Why... do you feel so uncomfortable?

The corners of his lips unconsciously raised.

If you have companions, then even being a pervert is not unacceptable behavior.

The life called human cannot live alone forever.

The only problem is...

——Why is it a little wet?

【If you hunt geese all day, you will eventually be pecked by them. 】

[I am not a pervert, and I am following the other party's request, but Weiwei counterattacked and regarded me as a pervert, and I didn't even have a chance to explain myself. ]

[If someone else sees you doing this, you won't be able to clear your name. Even Alicia will hate you.]

[No matter who sees this scene, they will look at the pervert who even collects the panties of beautiful girls with disdain. ]

[Wei Weiwei has added a fat fanatic to your title... You will remember this grudge! ]

For the first time, Jiang Cheng fell into complete silence. He hesitated and wanted to speak, but finally kept his mouth shut.

I have to admit, this feels really good.

Free from loneliness and constraints, you can live together with people who truly share the same ideals, who can complement each other psychologically and sympathize with each other.

This is an extreme luxury, a beauty that countless people try to pursue but cannot achieve.

Although the girl's emotions are indeed a bit morbid.

Even trying to create a kind of symbiotic strangulation.

Giving everything you have to others and reducing yourself to a pet-like existence is not essentially an unsolvable problem. If your partner is noble, the problem can be solved on its own.

——But what does the title of fat fanatic mean?

It’s really a bit weird. I didn’t encounter anything related in the past few decades of my life, but now I have got an exclusive title.

This means that all the life before this is not as meaningful as these few minutes now.

Although it is true.

My previous thoughts were indeed biased.

Ignoring that I am essentially a human being who also needs emotional support, the feeling of being ignored by others and having no status or meaning is really uncomfortable, as if my heart is about to stop beating and someone is strangling me.

Instead of directly chasing after something that doesn't suit your heart, it's better to follow your heart and walk freely like the free wind.

I just wonder how Alicia is doing now?

How are you doing?

Should I continue to live my perfect life?

That should be the case. After all, the perfect fairy of paradise should not be restrained by others.

Traveling with someone who is fundamentally different in character is not just a one-person struggle; all problems are shared by both parties.

You don't have to worry about all this. How could Alicia's life be any darker because of this?

There is no room for concern.

I guess I will spend the rest of my life with Weiwei.

With the girl's condition, don't even think about separating from her for a moment. If you leave her even a little bit, she will break down, become autistic, and unable to get back on her feet.

That flawless girl, the fairy lady as beautiful as a flower, couldn't possibly be holding a camera to peep at me. Even Weiwei was more likely to do so. Maybe she knew me so well just by peeping.

……

……

[Sitting alone in the toilet, looking at the cold incandescent light on the ceiling, you can no longer continue to cover yourself with a veil despite countless self-deceptions.]

[All the masks you put on are broken at this moment, all the luck is broken, and the emotions that can no longer be suppressed are completely shattered, leaving only fragments deeply inserted into every part of your body. ]

【pain……】

[It hurts literally.]

[I felt like I wanted to stop breathing, as if a razor blade was running through my blood vessels into every part of my body.]

[Can you finally understand why some people choose to self-harm? Why do some people use weapons to hurt themselves against their life instincts? ]

[——Because this is precisely out of instinctive self-preservation.]

【Use physical pain to relieve the torment of the soul. 】

[——The boy has left.]

[The boy who had never been apart from you and who appeared before you like a hero in a fairy tale the first time he was born has left.]

[The boy who is so close to you, who seems to never leave you, is no longer here. 】

how so? !

Another corner of the world.

Alicia entered the private room of the coffee shop and felt the depression, pain, and sorrow coming from her heartbeat... It was as if she was carrying a burden of 10,000 tons.

The fingertips pressed dents in the fruit, and the barely audible beating sound showed the girl's vitality.

At this moment, this vitality seemed a little dull.

It was as if the bird-like singing was mixed with discordant notes, and the flowers that should have floated in the wind were wrinkled a little by the huge gale.

I've never experienced anything like this.

In the journey of the flawless girl, a perfect journey that is equally lovely and equally funny, there are almost no dirty and filthy things, no sorrow that cannot be changed, and no beauty that is lonely and declining.

Everything can be turned around by the goddess from the stars and the moon, the tragedy will be rewritten, the enemy will be defeated, and the disaster will be eradicated.

Even though he realized that he would bring disaster to the town, he had to sail away alone.

He was forced to leave the orphanage that adopted him, the small town where he grew up, the teacher who always treated the children kindly, and every simple resident.

In that young and immature chest back then, most of what was in my heart was still the excitement of being able to travel around the world like the protagonist in the fairy tale book, to find my own paradise, my own land of joy.

Only...

Only not sad...

To the extent that the girl who claimed to be a human being even forgot about the so-called negative emotions for a time, and her entire understanding of them stopped at a shallow level of loss.

until……

[——Jiang Cheng left you forever. ]

[He didn't even see you again, nor did he seek your blessing again. He just said goodbye and left, without a trace of nostalgia in his eyes, just like a free bird will never be attached to the cage that imprisons it.]

[And those who were invited by you to attend the party, to attend Jiang Cheng's birthday party, what were they doing when the boy was about to leave? ]

[——They are clapping.]

[The applause was like thunder. Even you who were in the bathroom could hear it clearly. With your back against the wall, you could even feel the slight vibration.]

[You are alone in the toilet, autistic, while they are applauding, welcoming the reason for your autism, and offering the blessings you are unwilling to offer.]

[There are no words to describe this. For the first time, you feel the lack of your vocabulary.]

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PS: People’s joys and sorrows are not the same. One girl’s joy and excitement also represents another girl’s sadness...flying flowers and tits, distant beauty, swaying and blurred stars and moon.

All the good things are gone. The price of turning a deaf and dumb and burying your head like an ostrich is that everything will come so suddenly that you won't even realize it. There will never be time and no possibility to get used to the sadness of loss.

Although it is impossible to get used to this feeling no matter how long it takes.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 35. Only Alicia remains where she is

[If I must describe it, if I must explain it, no matter if I use words, metaphors or anything else, then it can only be...]

[——Same as Jiangcheng.]

[Your mood at this moment is the same as Jiang Cheng's. ]

[Being ignored, being disregarded, no one cares about your true thoughts, no one cares about anything... a feeling that makes you extremely uncomfortable and extremely disgusted. ]

[You have never felt so uncomfortable and disgusting in your life. ]