Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

PS: To be honest, Weiwei actually has some characteristics of a social terrorist in her nature, with her eccentric and weird personality and her tendency to be yandere... If the emotions are strong enough, she might express them in private in a way that would shock anyone.

Like most otakus.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: Updated at twelve o'clock.

Today is Sunday, and I have prepared about five chapters to throw at twelve.

Although I still can't find py.

It is true that I write rather poorly, and my level has always been average. Even now, my writing can only be considered barely acceptable.

Just please don't use swear words or sarcasm when you speak.

There's nothing more to say.

That's it.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 38. Is this the hat you prepared for me?

This isn't really a big issue.

If the genders change, let alone cohabiting partners, even if it is a lover who does such a thing, he or she will be blamed and will be criticized by public opinion. But the person sitting on the bed is a beautiful and lovely girl.

Not a tank, not a fairy, but a truly beautiful girl with plump legs, a royal figure and a cute face.

With such a perfect posture, even if he is labeled as a pervert, it will only make some people more excited, and his favorability towards him will continue to increase.

It just leaves one of the parties with a perverted impression, a stereotype that is not that important.

It might even make boys secretly happy.

But girls can never be described by common sense.

The character that belongs to the ego is something that can only be barely approximated after all the personalities known in the future are combined together. Those seemingly extreme personalities are just a small branch. The real ego is extremely inferior and distorted.

In terms of inner sensitivity and empathy, he can reach extremely high levels without any other help. He is an indescribably tragic 'genius'.

——What I experienced today was really too dreamy.

As if it were a matter of course, she even forgot how much psychological pressure making this choice had put the girl under.

How many times have I heard the boy's disappointment when he was ignored by Alicia during the chat?

How many times have I tossed and turned in bed until the early hours of the morning, unable to fall asleep?

To what extent were his emotions accumulated, to the point that his denial of Alicia even surpassed his regard for himself, leading him to decide to take a step that, if failed, would lead him to fall into the abyss and lose everything he had?

This is far crazier than the so-called gamblers.

Because gamblers don't care about anything.

They will only convert everything they have into value, fanatically pursue impossible victories, and delusionally hope to win everything back.

Things that come too quickly are often not appreciated.

The girl was not like that at all. She was not arrogant at all. On the contrary, she was greedy and unwilling to let go of even a little bit of greed.

Even the hungriest wild dog would not even look at this little bit of garbage, ordinary, just a scrap of bone in the eyes of others.

The girl had been waiting for her whole life, until a few years ago, because of a coincidental encounter, she finally experienced this emotion that others can experience naturally.

She had already accepted the tragedy, and before long she would completely close herself off from the world, making sure that the real person named Weiwei no longer existed.

After that, everyone can only see the split personality, and only in the most desperate moment will the only self be forced to awaken.

In the abyss of extreme darkness and cruelty, being able to obtain a ray of light is a precious luxury.

All these emotions were too extreme, too passionate, and too hysterical, so that there was not even the slightest possibility of turning back.

Not to mention being rejected, even if it encounters the slightest obstacle, it will probably be shattered.

After everything went smoothly like a dream.

The obstacle finally arrived.

No matter how well-made and famous a bow is, the precious and tough bowstring will eventually break under constant tension.

The extremely tense and dreamy emotions finally collapsed because of this small thing.

……

Looking at the girl who was obviously panicked, biting her rosy lower lip gently, with a few sparkling tears in her eyes, but still trying hard to remain normal and gentle, Jiang Cheng could no longer suppress his worry.

Obviously, all the problems that might have been encountered have passed.

It had been a perfect day.

He had no idea that this would happen, that it would happen when there were no theoretical problems and he had overcome all the difficulties.

--collapse.

——Wei Weiwei’s emotions will suddenly collapse.

This is not something too uncommon.

Even though the girl I met for the first time was so perfect, like an encounter that only happened in light novels, and she gave me a belated birthday gift one day later, she was also the only one who paid attention to me at the party even though no one else cared about me.

With all the blessings, the first impression even reached a level close to that of Alicia, the first encounter in the forest in childhood.

This does not mean that the boy blindly regards Velvet as the same as Alysia. He must link the girl with anyone in his memory.

Too stupid.

Too arrogant.

Too ignorant.

In fact, after just a few chats, he already knew that the other party was not someone with a flawless character like that girl.

Velvet is just like him.

They are all people who will grow up to be boring adults.

They are people who are entangled by various emotions and trivial matters in life, making the beautiful mood unable to last forever.

She is the exact opposite of Alicia, who is absolutely flawless, will never grow up, and will never lose the beauty of a young girl.

Growing up is a cruel thing for most people in the world.

Growth is often accompanied by disasters and difficulties.

Real growth is to realize your own shortcomings and then make up for them, strive to become your true and perfect self, and climb towards your ideal.

It is indeed a beautiful thing.

It is also the inevitable result of climbing in beauty.

No one will stop doing what they love.

The only problem is...

Too little.

It’s really too little.

Most people in the world are forced to endure suffering, are defeated by suffering, lose their talent, lose their creativity, lose the childishness and imagination that they only had in childhood, and are reduced to tools of mass production. At a stage when they should be enjoying life and cultivating interests, they are forced to mature and face the world.

Most people in the world belong to the latter category, and a small number are just wandering in between. Only people like Alicia can truly grow.

He never considered Weiwei as a substitute for someone else, even the resemblance of her figure was too offensive.

A girl is a complete person made up of all her past experiences, her natural talents, and all her likes and dislikes.

No one should be seen by others as a substitute or a similar product of anyone else.

It’s just that the boy never imagined that the girl’s mood would change so quickly, and he missed a small detail in this absolutely successful situation.

It’s not completely incomprehensible. Even if an ordinary person discovered the remaining problems before success, he would undoubtedly collapse.

What is truly unacceptable is failure just before victory, and falling after success.

……

"This style is quite nice. Is this the hat you designed to match my outfit?"

"I didn't expect your design ability is still so strong."

PS:

"Girl, please take the rules seriously"

Ju Zhi enters a strange story about the rules of a game called the Healing Game.

Rule 1: It is forbidden to admire the moon here. Violators will turn into monsters and lose their minds.

After hearing the rules, Ju Zhi looked up at the moonlight with half belief and half doubt, but felt nothing.

Since then…

The evil demon in the ghost story became warm and kind to Ju Zhi.

The scary doctor in the weird hospital began to be considerate of Ju Zhi.

The ghosts, monsters and wild beasts in Strange Stories also learned to sing and dance in front of Juzhi.

The blind Ju Zhi smiled and said, "There are no weird rules here, it's all just a joke. It's obviously a healing game, there are still many good people in the world."

(This book is also known as "There Are Still Many Good People in the World", "The Blind Girl, Starting from the Prohibition of Seeing to Rule the Strange Stories", "I'm Just Blind, Not an Evil God", "I Must Cure the Strange Stories", etc. The story in this article is sincere and the writing is humorous, which makes people laugh.)

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 39. Might as well become a pervert

A few years of life are enough for the boy to realize everything about the girl. He can choose to accept it and agree to it, so it is natural that he will not hesitate or regret it.

With the previous contact and the occasional questions that the girl would bring up after becoming familiar with each other.

The boy thought he had some solutions.

Be as reassuring as possible.

Gentleness is the only good medicine.

If you cannot face the situation directly, use a gentle tone to reconcile, or encourage and praise indirectly.

He placed his hand on his chest and imitated the smile that always appeared on Alicia's face, hoping to ease the bad situation like usual.

"Since the clothes are designed for me, I won't disturb your work time. Thank you very much for helping me design such a beautiful hat."

……

……

——It’s meaningless.

That comfort and gentleness are meaningless at this moment.

The girl's emotions were still on the verge of collapse. The emotions flashing in her silver-grey eyes were even beyond the limits of human understanding. Her top talent was used on such a meaningless thing.

What happened this time was different from everything that had happened before.

No matter how bad things were in the past, they were essentially the girl's own problems.

If there is no moving forward, if there is no hope, then even if some disaster occurs there will be no room to continue falling.

It is completely different now. It is not that I don’t have confidence, or ideas, or that I don’t think I can succeed. It’s just that I have decided to move forward in reluctance and anger, to do something that I don’t even think will have a way out.

The first time I took a step forward, the first time I insisted on my will, I was clearly close to success, but something went wrong at the last bit of the way.

This kind of emotion cannot be relieved by a simple smile, at least it cannot be imitated.

It seems...

We need to continue to find convergence.

In such a shocking situation, the only way is to trigger the human herd mentality and make the girl realize that she is not alone.

Even if you exhibit abnormal behavior, as long as there are other abnormal people nearby, you won't feel so bad and won't be so devastated.