Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

don't want! ! !

——The girl collapsed instantly. She bit her lower lip tightly and used the fabric of her skirt to bandage the wound with trembling hands as she repaired the boy's injuries.

Picking up the flying flowers of the past life, I no longer dare to stay for even a second. Like before, I chose to run away stupidly and miserably like a coward.

……

Or are you not even brave enough to face it?

It was clearly an ending that he had created with his own hands.

Because of their own incompetence, cowardice and self-righteousness.

what……

The girl understood everything at this moment.

No wonder he falls in love with other girls.

No wonder he accepted Weiwei's invitation.

No wonder he and I didn't end up together.

——I am such a despicable person.

I am the kind of demon who harbors evil intentions and hurts the people I love the most for my own selfish desires!!

He clearly admired me so much!

He loved me too!

——What kind of girl is this?

You can definitely find your own paradise.

It's obviously me...

It tarnished his ideal paradise!

It's obviously me...

It tainted his ideals!

No wonder I failed.

No wonder I shrink back.

No wonder I can't be brave.

How could such an outstanding and perfect boy be with a monster like her who was full of malice and had an ugly heart!

With him.

He should be a more perfect person than me!!

……

【The girl ran away.】

【Running very fast.】

[You can even feel the wind blowing, but you can't even grab the hem of her clothes if you reach out your hand.]

[You can only feel that the other party seems to have covered your wound at a speed beyond your imagination, and used some unknown method to make your body warm, and the painful places no longer feel pain. ]

[You even suspect that the other party might not be a human being. You can’t say for sure what he is. Anyway, even if he is a Herrscher, he is closer to a human being.]

[However, how could there be a Herrscher who would not harm humans? The other party must be quite special.]

[There are indeed many special people in this world. 】

[There are even people like Velvi and Mobius. One of them wants to surpass the lifetime efforts of the top professional team with half an hour of boredom, and the other is born with knowledge and is said to be able to form his own research group at a young age.]

[With such a good example, even if some individuals can utilize Honkai energy or have some special abilities, you probably won’t find it strange. ]

[The only pity is...]

[You don’t know the other person’s true identity yet. ]

[The one who came to save you so quickly must have stayed in the Fire Moth for many years, otherwise you really want to guess whether it is Alicia. ]

[But you should be nothing to that flawless girl. ]

[All you can do is remember the other person's existence. ]

[You are more worried about Wei Wei now than the girl who has nothing to do with your life anymore. ]

[You don't know where the core area of ​​the Honkai explosion is. Even if the engineering department where the girl is working has perfect security measures, it can't support it forever. ]

[Unfortunately, your current condition is already extremely bad. If it weren't for the warm current from the other party, you might even faint on the spot.]

[After lying there for a few hours, you feel that your body has almost recovered, and even your vision has changed from blurry to clear. Only your legs are still completely numb, as if they are useless.]

[The cloth that the girl used to bandage you was pink, very girly, but a little sloppy, not at all like Alicia's style.]

[Only in this matter, she will never omit or be lazy. ]

[I just don't know if the other party notified the people outside before leaving that there are still survivors here, and the survivor is you, the deputy director of the engineering department. ]

[Although it doesn’t make any sense.]

[The Fire Moths can still recruit a few people with the same or even higher status as you, so you don't have to ask them to speed up their efficiency. ]

[However, you can take the initiative to speed up your efficiency. ]

[You calculate the location of Mobius and use the little tools you carry with you to dig.]

[The other party was not buried very deep, and the building had already been dug through by the unknown girl, and the piled up waste had formed a small hill. It took you less than a few minutes to see the other party's figure.]

[Yes, when you use some medical knowledge to test the other person's vital signs, it is obvious that he is still breathing.]

[Even though Mobius's chest is so large that it's difficult to hear his heartbeat, the general method of measuring breathing through the tip of the nose is still very useful. ]

[You tore off a portion of the cloth that did not interfere with Mebius's body, and helped him bandage it.]

[When the other party is no longer in danger and your body is getting better, the unknown power left by the girl will be very useful.]

[Even if your legs are hard to use and it’s hard to even stand up, you can’t wait any longer.]

[——You need to go find Weiwei.]

【There is no other option for you.】

[Even though it might be troublesome for you to go there in your current state, you must and will definitely meet the girl you love the most and who loves you the most.]

[If it is difficult to stand up, then use crutches. If you can’t use your legs, use crutches. If you really can’t stand up, crawl. You have to crawl to get up. ]

[Only in this matter, your motivation has become unprecedentedly high. ]

【climb. 】

[The target is staring at the direction of the engineering department. ]

[There are many bumps on the road. The road has been shattered into pieces, leaving only a pile of cracked spider webs and waste debris pouring down from high-rise buildings. The small tools that the girl once asked you to carry with you are just right for use at times like this.]

[If you are Nobita, Velvet is Doraemon. 】

[From the very beginning, he always pulls out strange props to help you solve any problem. ]

[I obviously have top-notch intelligence, creativity and learning ability, but I hate myself and think I am incompetent and autistic. 】

[Fortunately, you have changed the girl's personality over such a long time. Although she has become dependent on you, she has indeed improved a lot. Moreover, this dependence is not completely one-way. You have also unintentionally relied on the girl. ]

[You can't use the props very well in your current state, but it's still possible to make the road conditions so that you can barely crawl through it. ]

[It doesn't matter if the exquisite dress gets stained, and it doesn't matter if the skin that has become fragile under the erosion of Honkai energy gets rubbed. 】

【All you need to do is see Weiwei. 】

[Perhaps it is only when we encounter disasters that we begin to recall our past. ]

[It’s only been a few hours since you last saw her, but you’ve already started to miss the girl more than ever before. You can’t wait to see Wei Wei the next second.]

[You are already twenty-six, and it has been eight years since you met the girl on your eighteenth birthday. ]

[Thinking back to the scene when you first met Vivi, it was like a scene that only existed in light novels. You picked up the hat that the girl dropped, and stood down the slope looking at the girl in a dress with a dull look on her face.]

【ah……】

[It’s so beautiful…]

[You start to recall, unconsciously falling into memories, the conversations with the girl online, the offline chats, and then the girl invites you out of that unfree, completely ignored environment. ]...

[To prove to you that there are still people in the world who care about you, who hold you in their hearts, and who believe that you are unique and irreplaceable in the world. ]

【Make light of a heavy task.】

[You never thought that your status in a person's life would be so high, which caused you to be a little reserved when you first interacted with Wei Liwei.]

[The girl is always worried about whether her behavior will affect your favorability, and even saying a word becomes so difficult that she has to think carefully. ]

[It's probably not even one ten-thousandth as difficult for a girl to create a robot from scratch. ]

[Thinking about it now, it’s a little silly and sweet. 】

[Even the ugly things that we did in the past become beautiful under the filter of memories. ]

[Of course, all this is not enough. ]

[Even if you count from the first time you met the girl, and the time you spent chatting online without any real contact, the time you spent together is only eight years.]

[This time is too short. I have to wait until I am 21 years old to travel with a girl.]

[We only really became a couple two years ago. ]

[You haven't really expressed your love to the girl, and you haven't created any beautiful memories, whether it's traveling together, eating in restaurants together, swimming together, riding the Ferris wheel together, watching the rose hill at dusk together, walking in the forest together... Compared to normal couples, you and Wei Weiwei still spend too little time together.]

[After this time is over, don't stay here any longer. Use the rest of your time to explore the world with the girl. ]

[You also want to hold many different weddings with the girl, take various wedding photos, do stupid things together, work and study together. ]

[It is said that the Skyland in Bolivia is a very beautiful place. I remember that Weiwei once mentioned this special place to you. ]

[You had agreed to go together. The Ferris wheel you boarded before was too narrow. Even the cabin prepared for each person was barely enough to fit two people. If you want more fun, you need a bigger Ferris wheel.]

[Participating in the Fire Moth Chaser and fighting against Honkai alongside humans is too far away for you. 】

[After all, you are just an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary. You don't want to be a hero, nor do you want to sacrifice heroically one day. ]

[It would be better to spend a peaceful, romantic life with Weiwei, just for the two of us. ]

[At worst, we can just fly the spaceship and leave this planet. ]

【If we work together, we may be able to do it. 】

[The core of the First Herrscher has magical powers. You may really be able to travel the universe together, observe the stars in the sky, and record the Milky Way.]

[You continue to crawl forward, and even the pain from your bruised body seems to be covered by memories, these inexplicable memories that you can’t even control, and the sweet fantasies about the future, the ordinary happiness that continues.]

[When you are extremely close, you desperately lean on the wreckage of the building next to you and barely stand up.]

[For some reason, you feel that you need to face this situation seriously, as this is the only chance you will have in your life.]

【ah……】

[I really can't act too embarrassed in front of Wei Wei. 】

[That girl will definitely be worried. ]

[As for the memories and the future that you can’t control at all, you don’t quite understand why you can’t control your thoughts for the first time.]

[My mind keeps playing the past experiences, the future experiences, and the sweetness in my imagination. ]

【until……】

[You saw the ruins of a collapsed building without even a trace of the building left.]

……

The young man lay quietly in front of the ruins and wreckage, letting the wind ruffle his clothes, blow up the exquisite dress that Weiwei had personally chosen, and ruffle his black hair, which hit his face along with countless dust particles.

It seems that this way we don't have to face the tragedy.

It seems that this way I can ignore my mistakes.

It seems that this way I can pretend to be an ostrich and cover up my crime.

But just when Jiang Cheng had completely given up on himself, a plaque that was so familiar that it couldn't be more familiar was blown down by the wind.