Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[If someone must sacrifice...]

[If someone must die...]

【Then that person must be you. 】

[In the previous confrontation with the Herrscher of the Void, you once fell into a disadvantage, but only because of your longing for the young man on the brink of life and death, you gained stronger power and realized your true authority.]

[After you made up your mind, you began to try to find your hidden true power, the power that might be able to save Wei Wei.]

[The result did not disappoint you. You can indeed change something at a higher level, but because of this, you also learned about your own nature.]

[You are definitely not a human being, but an individual who can be called a Herrscher. Perhaps it is precisely because you are not a human that you can do such a stupid thing.]

[In a sense, this is actually a good thing.]

[You have completely lost the courage to see Jiang Cheng again. ]

[The Herrscher created the world's suffering, the Herrscher caused Velvet's death, the Herrscher caused the boy's grief, and the departure of his loved ones.]

[The boy now regards fighting against the collapse as his only obsession, even disregarding his body. 】

[How dare you appear before the boy as a Herrscher? ]

[You are the only one who is truly unworthy of surviving. The boy deserves to lead a happy life. He has endured too much suffering.]

[God...if you really exist, please give this boy happiness.]

[That beautiful paradise...if it really exists in the world, please let the young man see that unique paradise and feel the happiness and joy. ]

【Finally, your slightly offensive, mean, and shameless thoughts are simply incomprehensible. Why do you have the right to have such thoughts?】

[Please let you take one last look at the boy you love the most, watch his life, watch his daily life, watch his sadness and anger, watch the boy's sadness after losing Wei Weiwei, and watch his body withering day by day.]

[You are always such an indecisive person, and you always choose the worst outcome at the critical moment. ]

[But this time, it really only takes a few months. ]

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[Relying on your understanding of Wei Wei in life, imitating the little wisdom from the girl, you began to do the job you were least good at - conducting serious research as a scholar.]

[It doesn’t matter what you will experience in the end, you have more things to do now. ]

[You have no chance to take revenge on the Herrscher of the Void. You have no place to vent your anger, and it is impossible for it to disappear. You can only suppress it and destroy your body, turning all your hatred and motivation for the Herrscher into disgust for Honkai.]

early morning.

It was late at night, and there were few stars in the sky. The moon, which should have been shining brightly, was blocked by thick clouds. As time passed, only a small half of its originally full moon was visible.

The street lights on both sides of the road have entered sleep mode.

Only a few important places still emitted dim lights.

In the brightest place, the place embraced by countless lights, is a luxurious villa that is so dark that it is difficult to see its complete outline at a glance.

In the empty and silent room, only the light of a computer was on, and a young man with a somewhat strange posture was sitting there typing away.

The face under the light has become extremely pale, and there is no trace of blood on the lips except for the bloodshot. The night eyes that were once as bright as the starry sky now coldly reflect the light of the computer.

But there seemed to be some barrier or obstruction that could never penetrate the pupil.

It can only reflect a dim light like a mirror.

"Cough cough..."

A heavy cough, as if it would cough out the lungs.

He put a tissue to his lips, but before he could even swipe twice the blood soaked the tissue.

It's not even the bright red that symbolizes normal people.

The vomited blood was tinged with purple, a color that makes human physiological instincts feel poisonous and frightening, and now it has reached a weird level.

For anyone with normal vision, or even someone with visual problems, it doesn’t matter, because the smell is enough to be compared to the horror of nuclear radiation.

Anyone, anyone with a little desire to survive should take this seriously, and going to the hospital at the first moment can only be regarded as the most common thing.

But the teenager who was working didn't even bother to take a look at it and just threw it into the trash can next to him.

——The bucket was already full of the same papers.

Surprising.

The swirling purple blood-condensed mist had even covered more than half of the trash can, and even the inner wall was formed with countless tattered lines.

It doesn't matter.

There is no need to worry anymore because no one will worry about it anymore.

The girl who would tell the boy not to work too hard has left and will never come back. There will no longer be anyone in this world to comfort the boy who is in sorrow and stop him from working too hard regardless of his health.

He couldn't even find any information about his only remaining relative, the fairy-like girl. What else could make him remember time and care about life?

What is more important now is to crack the Key of God so that Weiwei's experiment will not be in vain.

……

"really……"

"I still want to take another look at Jiangcheng."

Not far away, there was a pink girl secretly staying on the road leading to the villa.

Even wearing a loose grey sweater, her plump figure is still highlighted. Her face is hidden by the hood as she walks in a quiet neighborhood.

The yellow street lights above her head and the half-moon hanging far in the sky cast her sparse, distant and mottled shadow. The girl had two shadows, one dark and one light, both imitating her beautiful posture, walking backwards with a staggering gait.

——Aliceia.

Perhaps it's because I'm completely afraid and I don't think I'm worthy of meeting him again.

It has been completely crushed on a spiritual level.

It starts with the girl confessing her love to the boy.

It starts from the daily life of the girl and the boy.

It starts with the happiness of the girl and the boy every moment.

Even the death of Velvet did not reverse this problem. Instead, another mistake made by the girl made her courage shattered like sand.

Even in the last moments of their time, the girl did not have the courage to say goodbye to the boy and could only secretly watch his life as before.

It was just a little bit bolder and aroused a little bit of insignificant courage.

She would feel sad because the boy worked for a long time regardless of his health, put clothes on the boy who fainted in front of the computer, and take them away when he was about to wake up, and use her own strength to help heal the boy's injuries when they flared up.

He didn't eat or drink, didn't sleep or rest, as if he didn't want to waste even a minute.

The girl was watching even when the boy was sleeping.

Looking at the sleeping face of the boy, there was a sad expression hidden in the nightmare.

Every time at this time, Alicia would secretly sit next to the boy, stretch out her hands to massage him, relieve his fatigue and accumulated pain and erosion, secretly replacing the life that should have belonged to Weiwei.

Very obscene...

Shameless...

Also mean.

If it was at another time, if she was not prepared to sacrifice herself, if there was still enough time, the girl would have started to torture herself and fallen into self-pity over and over again in the shadows.

It is clearly the pursuit of a beautiful paradise.

I clearly want to find the eternal paradise.

It didn't matter even if he created it with his own hands. He even named himself Ailishiya, which means flawless paradise and eternal land.

But what they do has nothing to do with the eternal and happy paradise.

There is no connection with it in the slightest.

Only what belongs to mankind the most, the ugliness of human nature, constantly taints and pollutes this super villain who calls himself a paradise.

but……

Considering that this will be the last journey in my life.

This is the last chance, the last little time for Alicia to see that face which is no longer as gentle and calm as before.

Please let her unbearable heart tolerate this shamelessness.

Let her get closer to the boy.

Let her take one more look at the boy.

I engraved the appearance of Jiangcheng deeply in my heart, and it was reflected in my eyes as pure blue as the sky. It seemed that this way I could get closer to it.

When the night sky rose, the boy fell into a deep sleep, and the girl was able to get close to him. She stood beside the bed, gently bending over, getting closer and closer, even letting her hair fall on the boy's forehead.

The boy with his eyes closed and breathing calmly seemed to have never changed.

He has always been the hero who overcomes all obstacles and moves towards his own goal.

If this moment could last forever...

If only this moment could continue.

If I could continue to look at this beautiful world, look at Jiangcheng, look at the people who are working hard, and watch the world move towards peace and happiness.

That...how great that would be.

They are obviously greedy thoughts and shameless imaginations, but they keep popping up like mushrooms after rain.

Perhaps the girl is becoming more and more like a human.

No matter how much he cares about his inhumanity, no matter how much he emphasizes that he is an alien, he thinks he is a law-abiding person because of his greed and jealousy, and he is a natural disaster.

It is precisely because of these emotions, and the few small flaws beneath that beauty, that the girl at this moment is more like a human being.

But no matter what, everything will end.

No matter how thick a book is, there will come a time when you reach the last page.

Even unforgettable stories have an end.

When one story ends, another begins.

If we can sacrifice dirty, despicable and shameless stories in exchange for the development of beautiful stories, and in exchange for young people living in a happy world.

There is no better option in the world than this.

and so……

That's it.

Alicia muttered to herself.

She took one last look at the villa, and her pink eyes reflected the sadness of being absolutely unwilling to part with each other - but the corners of her lips were raised, revealing a sweet smile, as if she had returned to the state she was in when she was picked up by the boy.

At least at the last moment, have I been a little closer to that perfect paradise?

No longer insisting on a response.

Alicia turned and left the paradise she had been pursuing all her life.

[God...if you really exist, please give this boy happiness.]

[God...if God really exists in this world, please let this boy see that unique paradise.]

[God...if you really exist, please let this boy forget himself.]

[You will be satisfied with this. You don't pray for the boy's gaze when you leave this world. Just watching him silently for a while will be enough.]

[It would be best if you could be forgotten, forgotten in a corner, and even the memories of you could be thrown into the trash can, so that the boy can welcome a brand new future and live happily with Wei Liwei, who is truly worthy of him.]

[All it takes is the sacrifice of an inhuman monster, a villain who shouldn't have appeared in the boy's life.]

【That's all. 】

【No other requirements.】

【This is all really great. 】

[——Isn’t it? ]

……