Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The last time he was angry was because of Jiang Cheng’s hellish joke, or more deeply, because Jiang Cheng had completely given up on himself.

The result was that even though she had suffered domestic violence, she simply faced her father coldly, mocked this ugly genius, uttered dirty words, and left an indelible slap mark on his face.

The anger and rage this time are far more than comparable to the last time.

If you want to leave, just leave as far away as possible, never come back, never reveal any clues, and don't wait until Jiang Cheng dies before running back to regret it.

Mebius really wanted to insult and use body language to loudly question the girl in front of him who looked as crazy as himself.

——What are you doing here now?

Jiang Cheng and Wei Erwei have been buried together peacefully under the Spiral Workshop. No matter what they have experienced, they finally chose to leave together.

Maybe this is not perfect, maybe there are only regrets, maybe not everyone who is still alive can accept that their only friend has died like this - for the two of them, this is already the best ending.

The collapse will only become more rampant as time goes by, leaving no room for breathing, and will only escalate again and again.

This is a life-burning, blood-spitting marathon, and the enemy following closely behind is not a human being who can see his limits at all.

People nowadays are becoming more and more crazy, and their hearts are occupied by hatred. This is not a place where gentle and kind people can live.

Even if Jiang Cheng and Wei Erwei were resurrected, they would not be able to find any room to live happily together in this world. There would not be even any free time for them to continue traveling and continuing their wonderful daily lives.

They may even be persecuted by others, and feel unsuppressible pain because their kindness and high morals are incompatible with others.

Even Mebius didn't dare to say that his heart really didn't hurt, and that he could really do all the cruel things at hand with peace of mind.

What's more, he is the one who would even smile and greet a notorious and cold-blooded scholar.

But the person who ignored the boy's departure and his pain came over after the boy's death, when his life should have been fulfilled.

How could she not vent her anger and everything she had been through on the 'innocent person' in front of her.

……

"Thank you for accepting my proposal, Dr. Mebius, and for being willing to conduct this offensive experiment that is hurting Jiang Cheng~?"

"That……"

"——Come on."

The girl opened her arms and showed herself to the devil scientist in front of her without reservation. She was looked at cruelly, but the corners of her plump lips were raised upwards, showing an arc that was undoubtedly happy.

This does not mean liberation.

It can't be considered as atonement.

The girl was not unaware of this.

——It’s really painful, uncomfortable and sad.

If it wasn't the boy's request, if it wasn't his last words, the girl would have ended her life on the spot in a way that no one would care about, ending a life that would endlessly destroy the paradise around her as long as she lived, and would tear apart the beauty around her that belonged to the boy.

If it wasn't the boy's request.

If the boy hadn't been unwilling.

If the boy hadn't denied it.

The girl would even try to atone herself physically and alleviate the pain in her heart before the boy wields the whip.

--Can't.

The teenager couldn't accept it.

He knew clearly that at the last moment he still hoped that his only remaining relative could live happily in the world, and he also hoped that the girl he had personally saved could happily find the paradise she had always been pursuing.

Alicia would not accept her own escape, nor would she accept herself hiding from the pain in her heart.

So she could only suppress it, only endure it, only allow her soul to fall into the boundless abyss, making the forever energetic girl suffer in a cruel way that even the cruelest interrogator could not bear to watch.

To achieve a torture that probably no other person in the entire history of mankind will experience.

Now I finally have the chance.

This is necessary to revive the boy.

So this is definitely not an escape to make yourself feel better, and it is definitely not kneeling down and begging for mercy in the face of the pain of having lost everything.

But after Alicia stood there for dozens of minutes, she did not hear anything from Mebius in front of her, and he did not even tell her the location of the experiment. Just those eyes were staring at her.

The demon scientist smiled coldly, gently took off his plain glasses, raised his eyebrows loudly, lifted his green hair, and looked down at the girl condescendingly.

"You wouldn't think..."

"——I will let you atone for your sins, right?"

……

……

……

The girl is like an incandescent lamp without a wick. It cannot be lit even when connected to electricity. She feels extremely lonely and meaningless. All her connections with the world are illusory and false, and there is no chance of connection at all.

Because the dream has been shattered.

Because the ideal has been shattered.

The real paradise had already been abandoned by the girl unknowingly, and it was too late to save it until she realized it belatedly.

Discomfort, fear, helplessness, emptiness, regret...

Obviously living in this world.

Clearly, I was stepping on the ground.

But I can't feel anything, I can't smell the fragrance of nature, the sweetness of dew, the aroma of flowers, I can't hear the singing of tits, the songs of flying birds.

Perhaps only pain can bring a little psychological relief.

I can feel that I am still alive in this world.

I can feel a little bit of atonement that comes only from the psychological side.

Perhaps this is just a drop in the bucket, or perhaps it is completely meaningless, because the girl is not a bad person who can deceive herself and cover up her sins.

It's just weird.

Incomprehensible.

This person doesn't seem like someone who could be born in this world. In the cold and real world, no matter how heavenly or saintly a person is, it is impossible to educate such a flawless person.

It's so romantic...

--No.

To call it romantic is an understatement.

She is like a fairy who has lived in the Fairy Moon Kingdom since childhood, immersed in the beauty and happiness of honey, and has never experienced filth and ugliness.

You will be sad when others are sad, happy when others are happy, help others when they are in trouble, feel heartbroken when others are hurt, and will always be lively and cheerful, with a smile on your face.

Just like the freedom, lightness and unrestrainedness of the wind, it seems that no matter what happens, it can be easily passed, just like flowers that will always bloom, always blossom, and always exude that flawless fragrance.

Only this kind of person would consider lying to be a sin, and would not be able to accept things that are commonplace for ordinary people, and would feel guilty.

This made Mebius feel instinctively disgusted.

A disgust for that which is pure and innocent.

As a realist who pursues evolution, no matter how ugly, dirty or despicable it is, I instinctively feel disgusted.

Alicia can do such things, can say such words, and can actively seek out others to impose punishment.

This nature means that the girl even thinks that escape is wrong, escape is a sinful choice, and punishing herself is an inappropriate behavior.

I would rather endure, rather bear, this kind of pain that no life can bear, if it makes the heart of the Herrer numb and crazy with despair.

This made someone who had been escaping with a clear conscience since the death of his most important assistant and had almost completely abandoned his humanity feel very uncomfortable.

It made someone who had a terrible childhood feel disgust and jealousy deep in his bones.

——I really don’t know how Jiang Cheng spoiled her in the first place?

She can turn a Herrscher into a romantic fairy, and a demon that would bring disaster into a goddess who will help and save others.

For this kind of person...

Only the punishment of the soul is the most terrifying.

Any physical harm would only share the heavy pain that was weighing on her heart, a pain so horrible that she dared not even look at it for another second.

and so……

"—I won't hurt you."

How could a demon who would vent his anger on innocent people, ruthlessly devour the inheritance left by his friends, and experiment on ordinary people without feeling any heartache be allowed to atone for his sins?

There was a mocking smile in Mobius's dark eyes, as if he could see through someone's soul.

"I will absolutely...never use you for experiments."

"You just need to tell me your ability and I will test its power briefly. I guarantee that it won't cause you any harm at all."

"Studying you has no meaning in advancing the experiment. It is not crucial at all, so don't have the beautiful idea of ​​lying on my operating table."

"Your behavior is meaningless. Going on my operating table will only slow down my pace of saving Jiangcheng. On the contrary, you should eat, drink and sleep well. If you don't enjoy yourself every day, I will deliberately slow down my work~"

"Eh……"

"Eh?"

"Eh!"

……

Looking at the girl who was obviously in a daze, biting her rosy lower lip gently, with a few sparkling eyes, unable to even pretend, Mebius covered her lips with his slender hand and smiled with joy.

"After all, Miss Alicia..."

"You don't want Jiang Cheng's last wish to go unfulfilled, do you?"

--wonderful.

The perfect girl was rubbed by herself at will.

Just a few words can bring about a change in mood.

This feeling is so great. It is not achieved by force or violence, but by using words and reality to make the flawless fairies and goddesses fall.

This is the true meaning of using human power to pull gods down from the altar and using reality to defeat ideals.

That pitiful look really makes people feel pity.

pity……

——She has gone crazy.

Having lost everything, Mebius had gone completely crazy.

In the past, perhaps the only person they could really spend time with every day was Blanca, the assistant. Vivi and Jiang Cheng lived a life of two people all day long. But after all, as the only three scholars, they were a community of interests to some extent, and they had to stay together often to chat and discuss.

No matter how different we are in life, no matter how big the regional gap in research is.

Because we live together, we will always meet each other.

No matter how far away they are, they are still here.

You can reach her with your hand and if you need her, you just need to shout or go to the next room in person, and Blanca will appear at any time.

If you need help anywhere, just call Jiang Cheng and ask Wei Erwei to come over.

Except for a small part of the time, this method works every time.

——It is a kind of peace that comes from the bottom of the heart.

Even though he usually acted indifferent to Jiang Cheng and his hobbies and behavioral standards were completely different, the boy would still send him gifts on his birthday every year.

——I almost forgot my birthday.

In name, Blanca is his assistant.

In fact, the two are completely equal and there is no difference in status.

Everyone is free, no one has the right to oppress another person, and no one has the right to take away what belongs to others.

Mebius never deliberately used Blanca's status as an assistant to demand anything.