Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Alicia blinked her pink eyes, and her once beautiful lips were trembling palely, as if she already knew the tragedy that was about to happen.

The pupils filled with mist and then filled with emotions again can reflect the boy's coldness.

——That is the cruelty of treating oneself as nothing.

……

No response.

There is no sound.

Everything is so peaceful, as if a sky full of stars stands in the night sky, twinkling with brilliance, quiet and silent, until it seems eternal.

Not a human being anymore.

Not even breathing is needed.

Jiang Cheng stood upright here, without even a breeze. The inhuman light of death gently covered his right eye. The hem of his clothes engraved with the deep sea was just naturally fluttering with the ups and downs of energy. Only the high-concentration celestial bodies around him were rotating irregularly like satellites orbiting the main body.

It is definitely not a human being. I am afraid that no matter who sees this scene, they will naturally come to this conclusion in their hearts.

Rather than calling it life existing in the world, it might be more appropriate to call it the overly tranquil Dead Sea or the stars standing tall in the sky.

"don't want……"

“Please don’t…”

Even if it means scolding yourself.

Even if it means punishing myself.

Even if it means hitting yourself.

Please...

Just don't use that kind of look.

Just don't look at them like a stranger.

please.

Please don't...

This pair of eyes seemed to be as sharp as a knife, leading the girl to confess her mistakes.

The girl, who had felt a little better and was no longer so desperate and had finally seen a glimmer of hope, suffered another cruel blow from within.

It seemed as if the girl was told to see hope, to see light, to see the chance that greed could be appeased, just so that when she worked hard to overcome difficulties and reached the end, she would see that the so-called light was just a sticker on the wall.

cruel.

How cruel.

The girl's open heart, intoxicating love, a glimmer of hope for the future, and a little fantasy about life that was rekindled were all shattered by those cold eyes, like a flower beaten by rain.

He is clearly the Herr-Setter, the original Herr-Setter.

But at this moment, it seems like an abandoned little girl, a discarded fairy tale book, or a fairy whose paradise has been burned down.

Weak, pitiful...

Even the gods would feel pity.

But Jiang Cheng won’t.

Or……

——The Herrscher of the Stars won’t.

"Alicia."

Jiang Cheng's voice was as dull as ever, and it remained the same after countless years.

Such casual words, like a teenager calling out to his friend, aroused a glimmer of hope in the girl. But when those pupils raised their heads again with expectation, they fell into the lowest despair in the blink of an eye.

Wrapped in the dead silence and cold night sky, the deep blue eyes of the Herrscher met the soft, delicate and wet pupils of the girl, reflecting their respective eye colors.

"——Why do you want to revive me?"

……

……

……

The girl began to tremble all over and lowered her head almost instantly. She didn't dare, couldn't, and couldn't bear to look directly at him. She let her pearly teeth bite her bright red lower lip, tearing the delicate and perfect lips until a trickle of blood flowed out.

The Herrscher of Origin, the strongest Herrscher who could kill any other Herrscher in just a few minutes, was now as weak and powerless as a flower in a storm.

It can only be blown by the strong wind and beaten by the heavy rain, and its thin roots can only wither helplessly as the wind and rain come.

It seemed like I was back in the jungle.

Back to the moment when the branch was about to fall.

Just this time.

There are no more teenagers.

There is no longer the boy who stood in front of me like a hero or a prince, gently taking the branch, his hair slightly blown by the wind carrying the flowers.

"You don't have to mention Weiwei anymore, and you don't have to feel any guilt about it."

"I……"

"I've forgotten about Vivi."

The boy just stared coldly at the pink eyes that had already drooped. The hope that was lost again returned to the dim beauty again.

Although these were extremely sad words, the tone that came out of his mouth was still so understated, without the slightest fluctuation, just like a calm sea or the eternal and immortal stars, unchanging.

——has been lost.

Even love and memory are lost.

How can one bring up any emotions when talking to a stranger, a person who can't even raise any doubts in his heart?

The once gentle pupils were now filled with terrifying indifference.

"Not just in the emotional sense of you or my past self, but more specifically, including even the existence in memory."

"All I can tell you is a vague impression that I was with someone named Weiwei for a while."

"I can only remember you now, and everything we've lived together."

"so……"

"I want to know why you want to resurrect me?"

"You were not there for my inauguration as vice minister, you were not there for my confession to Velvet, you were not there when Velvet and I planned our engagement, you were not there when the second Honkai attack occurred, you were not there when Velvet died, you were not there when I collapsed alone, you were not there for more than a year, and you were not there when I died alone."

"You didn't even give me and Vivi a blessing. On that birthday when I was just barely able to see my shadow and was determined to embark on a new journey, I really expected you to give me a blessing of new life like everyone else."

"You clearly give blessings to others every day, and you clearly give others smiles every day. Isn't this a very simple thing?"

"You didn't even acknowledge my efforts. I've been with you through so many things. No matter how high the mountain is, I'll grit my teeth and cross it."

"I don't have you when I'm happy, I don't have you when I'm sad, I don't have you when I'm happy, and I don't have you when I'm in pain."

"As long as it's related to me, you're not there when I need someone. You won't give me even a little bit of time to talk or comfort me."

"You obviously didn't do anything, but you wanted to take me away from Wei Wei and destroy the only peace that was left after so many blows."

"You didn't even celebrate my birthday properly, but now you want to pull me out of the grave and turn me into a Herrscher who destroys the world."

"I became the Herrscher who I should hate the most in theory, and who destroyed with my own hands the brief happiness that I had fought for, worked hard for, and looked forward to my whole life."

"Although the person standing in front of you no longer has any emotions except for some difficult-to-explain remnants of anger, and he doesn't feel anger towards the Herrscher of the Void and Houkai."

"I no longer have any memory of the details of my time with Weiwei. I have even forgotten what she looked like. It has disappeared from my mind."

"Do you want to destroy all my happiness, and make sure I don't have peace even after death?"

The young man looked down from above, and his eyes, which should have been as cold and dead as celestial bodies, also carried some emotions, anger and doubt.

I can no longer understand the reason for this emotion. It's as if it's natural for me to rebuke it and question this question.

"why?"

"Why Alicia?"

"Why could you do such a thing?"

……

The answer is simple.

——Because of selfishness.

——Because shameless.

——Because of greed.

——Because it’s mean.

Because she selfishly wanted to take the boy away from the person he loved, because she shamelessly asked for more without accomplishing anything, and because she greedily wanted to gain the boy's love, she was despicable enough to do anything to achieve it.

Even though I have done nothing, even though all the mistakes were caused by myself.

This is still shameless greed and desire.

It would have been better if she had paid more attention to Jiang Cheng from the beginning, it would have been better if she had revealed her true thoughts later, it would have been better if she had not been so shameless in filming the voyeuristic scenes, and she would have just confessed her love to the boy.

I should have made up my mind earlier to exchange my miserable life for the boy's happiness.

——You deserve it.

It's your own fault.

——Why did it become like this?

Why did it turn out like this when they were childhood sweethearts and liked each other?

The girl's tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't stop flowing. She tightly grasped the Key of God in her hand, and could still feel the bitterness of the burning and decomposition.

She already knew the answer.

I just don't want to face it.

what……

what……

what……

what……

So this is ah.

So this is ah……

So this is ah!!!

——The girl collapsed instantly, fell to her knees on the ground, her head drooping weakly, her soul being cut piece by piece by the knife made of words.

This is the torture of the soul. It is the greatest punishment for a girl who is a sinner, a law enforcer, and the one who killed Jiang Cheng with her own hands. She dared to commit the crime again shamelessly and rekindle a glimmer of hope.

He is just a dirty, sinful law enforcer, a sinner who destroyed paradise, and he should accept the punishment. Why is he still struggling?

Even destroyed the world once again.

Even insulting the boy's wishes once again.

It even makes the boy forget his favorite thing.

Alicia seemed to hear someone cursing beside her, as if she could hear that Velvi's soul had not yet dissipated, had not yet left this world, and was still staying by her side, using the dirtiest and most obscene words to denounce the despicable person who made the young man forget this love.

The so-called backup plan and last words were ultimately nothing more than forcibly suppressing one's inner thoughts, wanting only to find the best ending for Jiang Cheng.

This behavior does not represent the girl's true intention, because before Jiang Cheng heard that Wei Erwei left, I was already satisfied with my current life.

The girl is still struggling, still praying, still longing for the God not to take it all back, not to take it back after she has received love, she will not accept it no matter what, and will not be satisfied with all the warmth she has now.

This curse will even be accompanied by the boy's cold voice.

"——I no longer have any memory of the details of my time with Velvet. I have even forgotten what she looked like. It has disappeared from my mind."

"——Do you want to destroy all my happiness, even in death?"