I was raised in the simulator, and I’m really not a bad woman in Ark!

[Ke Shuo's attitude has already explained everything. This new Thirteenth Sister is the former Tao.]

[And Thirteenth Sister has never really had any ill will towards these fragments. She appeared on the battlefield where the fragments were fighting to stop the disputes between the fragments, just like Big Brother Shuo did in the past.]

[But because of their fear of the gluttonous beast's aura and their instinctive rejection, they regarded it as an enemy. ]

[Without any scruples, they wantonly imposed hideous scars and horrific curses on their loved ones...]

[This time, it is somewhat difficult for some fragments to accept. ]

[For example, Wang, Ling, Nian, Xi, Ji... or in other words, except for Shuo, all the fragments including Shuo have caused you to feel more or less guilty and unbelievable.]

[In the past, they might still think that the gluttons were stupid when recalling the past. They would not attack the fragments when they were weak and alone, but would always look for the fragments to fight each other when they were at their peak to face two fragments full of fighting spirit.]

[But now the Tao Beast's 'stupidity' seems to have been explained clearly, and some of the behaviors that Tao Beast always did in the past that puzzled the fragments have also been explained clearly. ]

[——That was never the 'stupidity' of a gluttonous beast, but a love and care that would continue to be given even if one knew there would be no return...]

[At this moment, many of the fragments felt as if their hearts were sunk into the deep sea, suffocating and unable to breathe, as if an invisible big hand was tightly grasping their hearts at this moment, making even the heartless people on weekdays look depressed, with guilt and helplessness between their brows.]

[After all, the fragments are barely babies among the giant beasts of this world. ]

[The giant beasts' vague sense of time was also inherited by them. 】

[Although most of them have walked in the mortal world for dozens or hundreds of years after realizing the question of 'who am I', they are ultimately purer than most humans, and because of this purity, they value the feelings between each other more than most things.]

[Even though I know all this, I can't blame them. It was just a misunderstanding.]

[But once they think about how they hurt or even tortured a "sister" who had always cared for and loved them for such a long time, their hearts are finally aching, and it is difficult to cover it up or excuse themselves with the so-called misunderstanding. ]

[In short... to put it simply, most of the fragments have been broken. ]

[The rest became withdrawn after their defenses were broken, not knowing how to face this Thirteenth Sister.]

[Especially Wang, who had originally planned to blind the other eye of the gluttonous beast the next time it appeared. Now his face was ashen, and the sharpness in his usually hawk-like brows was no longer there.]

【As a fragment who appears to be indifferent, but actually cares the most about this hard-earned family relationship, He is the one who cannot accept all of this.】

[And there are definitely quite a few fragments like Wang. ]

[After all, everyone knows exactly what they have done to the Tao Beast, and how much harm and curse they have brought to the Tao Beast out of ignorant fear.]

[Therefore, the Sui Family compound is now in complete silence. All the fragments look downcast, feeling guilty and helpless, and wanting to make it up to you.]

[After the youngest brother suddenly left the silent compound on the pretext of cooking, the fragments left one after another with their own excuses, and rushed to the areas they were best at, and began to use their authority to do their own things.]

[It is obvious what I want to do. 】

[As Shuo looked at the fragments, he finally sighed, but the expression on his face that had been silent all along finally showed a relieved smile.]

[He was worried that his brothers and sisters would be unwilling to accept it after learning everything.]

[But at the moment, it seems that he still doesn't trust his brothers and sisters too much. ]

[They are all good children. I just hope that... in the future, they can get along well with you, and let time and family affection gradually erase and cover up the scars on you...]

[Shuo thought so, watching you gradually recover from your injuries due to the disappearance of the curse, and felt the breath of the 'dark side of the years' on you, which was the opposite of his former self.]

[Finally, he sighed heavily after a long period of silence. ]

[Fortunately...it's not too late to make amends now. 】

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Chapter 38: How the eldest sister who became the youngest sister became the center of the family

[You had a rare peaceful dream while sleeping. 】

[After waking up, you are surprised to find that most of your injuries have recovered, and you also find yourself surrounded by fragments. ]

[Instinctively, you want to release the giant beast you transformed into and escape from here.]

[Because to be honest, you are still very afraid of pain. If it is not necessary, you really don't want to be attacked by your brothers and sisters and suffer irreparable scars. ]

[But this time, the fragments did not mean to hurt you. Instead, they gave you what they created with apology and guilt.]

[At this moment, you also recall the communication between you and Shuo. ]

[After making sure that all this was not just your imagination or a dream, you couldn't help but shed tears. After seeing the fragments panicking and trying to comfort you because of your crying, you couldn't help but burst into laughter, making you feel that the suffering and pain of the past hundreds of years were all worth it.]

[Even though you are still surrounded by endless hunger at this moment, your heart is truly satisfied at this moment. ]

[And you, at Shuo's invitation, joined this home where the fragments lived. ]

【Everyone feels sorry for you, so they take good care of you in their daily lives.】

[Except for Xi, who was once pounced upon by you in your beastly state and still has a huge psychological shadow on you, and your second brother Wang, who blinded one of your eyes and is unwilling to accept and believe all this. ]

[You can sense their obvious rejection of you.]

[But you can also feel that they don't hate you, but simply don't know how to contact you. ]

[So in your daily life afterwards, besides doing morning exercises with Shuo, helping Shuo make sandbag dummies, standing on stools and cooking for everyone with Sixth Brother, brewing wine for Ling with grains grown with millet, helping Second Sister record her "Fa", assisting Jie in summarizing the texts from various places in Da Yan, discussing the gentleness of millet with Ji, helping Fourth Brother taste hundreds of herbs, and looking for peppers to light the stove for Nian.]

[You took out more time to play chess with Wang, learned how to paint little by little, and found beautiful scenery in the mountains and forests outside. You recorded the beautiful scenery and carefully placed it in Xi's room.]

[Even though you are not born proficient in these 'Tao', you have even long forgotten what your original 'Tao' should be like. ]

[But your innate talent helped you. Even though you allocated your energy to many different industries and skills, you still gradually became proficient and grew at a terrifying speed.]

[This also led to you getting along better with your brothers and sisters, of course, except for Wang and Xi. ]

[Xihao said that she was just a little afraid of you, but when she wanted to paint occasionally, she would lean on your side, and even take a nap on your lap when she had no inspiration. It was obvious that her relationship with you had eased a lot.]

[But Wang is still a loner, unwilling to have too much contact with you, and still suspicious and wary of you. However, you can see that he just doesn't want to accept all this, not that he is really a bad boy.]

[Wang, I just want to find a way to heal your eyes before accepting the reality that you are his sister. 】

[After all, as a fragment who appears to be disdainful on the surface but actually cares about his family the most, Wang really can't accept all this... and you also understand this, and even think that Wang is quite cute. ]

[In short, the relationship between you and the fragments, with your continuous efforts, has changed from the beginning that they simply felt sorry and guilty about you and accepted you. ]

[Gradually, I began to truly accept you, and fell in love with you as a 'sister' from the bottom of my heart.]

[Although the relationship between you and the fragments is getting better and better, some scars are destined to be indelible. ]

[Although my fourth brother, who is good at healing, has thought of many ways to mend your broken horn and heal your right eye that was blinded by the stab.]

[But these conceptual injuries cannot be healed.]

[This is true even if all the authority and curses against you have been revoked.]

[Your long-term self-eating has caused irreversible damage to your body, which originally had hope of recovering to normal. Therefore, unless you devour the essence of your own fragments, you cannot return to normal. ]

[This method is undoubtedly unacceptable to anyone, so this scar will be forever branded on your body.]

[But to be honest, you don't care about this. After all, being able to live with your family is the most important thing for you, and it also makes you feel the happiest.]

【It is enough to have everyone by your side. 】

[But you don’t know that the more you act as if you don’t care about the scars on your body, the more you show love for everyone, and the more tolerant and understanding you are of everyone.

The more guilt the fragments have hidden deep in your heart. 】

[It’s just that these guilt are well hidden, so you never notice it. ]

【More than a decade has passed quickly since you joined us. 】

[Soon, winter turned to spring, time passed, and it was time for the fragments to separate.]

[Although we have developed some feelings for each other during these ten years of coexistence, some of us are reluctant to part ways.]

[But the fragments also know that they must separate and look for images and forms that can carry their own meanings. After all, only in this way can they fully master their own authority.]

[Because I am worried about you, Shuo intends to take you to Yumen for a while. ]

[You didn't refuse, even though many fragments that were planning to invite you to join them withdrew their hands.]

[Afterwards, you and Shuo came to a city called Yumen. ]

[Here, you witnessed the transformation of Big Brother from Shuo to Chongyue, met the female knight that Shuo named Chongyue, and also met those friends who were on good terms with Shuo.]

[They treated you very well, bringing food to you, a short little girl, and generously teaching you their martial arts when you were curious about them. You liked them very much.]

[It's just that you fell into a deep sleep to curb your hunger and woke up again. ]

[You couldn't find the familiar uncle in the candy shop you originally went to, and you couldn't see the white-robed female knight and the beggar in the tavern either, only when you walked into the sword-making shop where Zhongyue was.]

[You have just seen that the once high-spirited Shuo in Yumen has now become a mature and steady Zhongyue... That maturity and calmness are not what he had as the eldest brother when he was the leader of the fragments.]

[It is a temperament that comes from experiencing separation, relief, and enlightenment. ]

[And you looked at the female knight's headdress on Zhongyue's forehead, and the tablet surrounded by the big tree, and you seemed to understand something. ]

[Zhongyue also noticed you waking up, smiled at you, and told you the news that those old friends had passed away. He also told you that he would be stationed in Yumen, and asked you which fragment you wanted to go to.]

[After more than a hundred years of getting along, Zhongyue has completely confirmed that there is no possibility of your existence being interfered with by the years, so he is completely relieved about you. In addition, considering the harsh environment of Yumen, he plans to let you go to other fragments. ]

[You said you wanted to spend more time with Brother Zhongyue, and this answer obviously made Zhongyue stunned for a moment. ]

【But thinking of your personality, Zhongyue also touched your head and agreed happily. 】

[After that, several decades passed. You and Zhongyue witnessed the death of many acquaintances, and the evil spirits in the north also made the defense line more severe.]

[You wanted to continue fighting side by side with Zhongyue on the battlefield, but Zhongyue thought of your increasingly weak body and weakened strength, and worried that you might encounter an accident, so he finally decided to send you to another fragment.]

【I won't allow you to refuse this time. 】

[You also saw this from Zhongyue's attitude, so when Zhongyue asked you who you wanted to go to, you thought about it and slowly spoke...]

……

[Disagreement 1: Go find Sister Shu. Although you almost completely devoured the evil spirits back then, the resentment squeezed underground has not been relieved. You want to deal with that.]

[Disagreement 2: Go check on Xi. After all, you have always been quite worried about this sister. She has always been afraid that she will be swallowed by Sui. Perhaps you should go take care of her.]

[Disagreement 3: Mouth!!! I want to have a solo fight with the evil spirits!!! I will release my power now and stay by my big brother's side! Eat those evil spirits!!! Anyone who invades the territory of Da Yan! I will eat them!!!]

……

[Please host to choose. 】

Chapter 39: Mother Shu! I fuck Malena!

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"A different choice..."

"But then again, who is the villain heroine that I want to train in this simulation? Could it be that I just randomly pick one from my good sisters in the fragments?"

Looking at the divergent choices on the panel in front of him, Ikaros was thinking about which one he should choose while complaining about the strangeness of this simulation.

The last simulation had been quite concise in its choice of the female villain, and they had directly given me Theresa.

But this time the simulation is somewhat confusing. Not only is there no clear female villain, but the focus of the simulation has always been on the relationship between "oneself" and the fragments. Could it be that the purpose of this simulation is to make the female fragments regret for the rest of their lives?

Ikaros couldn't help but guess this, and hesitated for a while between Divergence 1 and Divergence 2, and finally chose Divergence 1.

The reason is simple. According to the description in the previous simulation, Xi seems to be a little afraid of "himself".

In addition, based on Ekaros's understanding of Xi in his previous life, if Xi didn't want to see "him", it was highly likely that "he" wouldn't be able to see her.

Therefore, it is most appropriate to choose to meet Shu.

Of course, part of the reason is that Ikaros himself also wants to meet this legendary old lady.

So please forgive me, sister. I will definitely come to see you next time I have the chance!

[After thinking about it, you decided to go to Sister Shu first. ]

[Although you did eat up all the evil spirits hiding underground and had diarrhea for half a year, the resentment and pollution they squeezed out were not something you could handle at the time.]

[Even though you told Sister Shu about this when we were together more than a hundred years ago.]

[But now you still can't help but worry about Shu, she is too attached to that piece of land. ]

[You're worried that she might do something stupid, so you plan to go check on her.]