I was raised in the simulator, and I’m really not a bad woman in Ark!

The old nun looked at the words in Ikaros' notebook and then she remembered this matter.

I immediately felt the same thought echoing in my mind, but after a flash, it was replaced by a vague feeling.

I just sighed and felt that I might really be old, and didn't think much about it.

This also made Ikaros, who saw this scene, ignore this abnormality. After all, the old nun was really old, and it was normal for her to become forgetful.

But what does it matter?

For Icarus, no matter what the old nun becomes, even if she can't walk in the future and needs someone to take care of her, it will become very troublesome and a burden in the eyes of others.

The girl was also willing to take care of the old nun and accompany her.

It’s just like the old nun who took care of me meticulously when I was sick as a child and bought medicine for me on cold and rainy nights.

It is no lie that the old nun is like a second mother to Ikaros.

If the future is completely stable, Ekalos feels that she will most likely join the monastery and become a nun, and take over the responsibilities of the old nun in the future.

After all, in addition to his feelings for the old nun, he also has feelings for this monastery that has occupied most of his life.

Ikaros had already regarded it as his second 'home'.

She liked the sensible children here, the quiet yet lively environment, the green buds growing quietly in the corners of the courtyard, and the beautiful young nuns who did not ask for anything in return...

In short, it is probably like the feelings of a person who has left his hometown for his native land.

Icarus also misses everyone in the monastery, otherwise he would not have secretly donated money and would come here almost every week.

Afterwards, after finishing his communication with the old nun, Ikaros took care of the children for the whole morning as he had done before.

After Icarus declined the old nun's invitation to lunch, he sat in his electric wheelchair and started back to his flower shop.

However, on the way home, looking at the busy streets that were full of people as usual, Ikaros, who was sitting in a wheelchair, suddenly felt a very strange attraction for some reason.

This made her subconsciously look in a direction outside the water city.

Ikaros felt as if there was something outside the water city that was attracting and calling him.

The feeling I get is, inexplicably, a little like... a little like... a little like what?

It feels like the answer is about to surface, but it's stuck at the last critical loading node.

Ikaros couldn't help but frown at this, and temporarily stopped his journey home, and began to seriously recall this familiar feeling of attraction in the bustling neighborhood.

But every time she was about to recall that familiar feeling, there was always an inexplicable strange thought that disrupted Ekalos's inner thinking, and the answer that was about to come out was covered with a thin layer of fog again.

Fortunately, the girl’s distress did not last long.

Because reality gave the answer, accompanied by the sound of hard objects being corroded and broken, and the screams of ordinary people on the streets of the water city.

The shield used to protect the living space of ordinary people in Agor was shattered and torn by dense black spots at this moment. Creatures of different sizes, shapes, and characteristics were glowing with a cold blue light, tearing the shield of the water city like the god of death who was about to reap lives in the dark night.

They easily use their specially evolved body fluids and mouthparts to shatter the capsule that can withstand endless water pressure in the deep sea.

As the sea water rushed in madly, it roared and descended upon the defenseless water city.

With their arrival, not only Ikaros who was originally thinking, but even the pedestrians on the roadside who were originally doing their own things recognized the identities of the creatures.

——Hai Si.

An uncontrollable disaster in the eyes of the Agor officials, a curse that can never be eliminated according to word of mouth, and an absolute biological weapon that is feared and dreaded by countless people.

At this moment, it appeared without any warning in a small water town inside the territory of Agor.

With the desire to liberate his blood relatives and the biological instinctive rage caused by the chaotic flesh and blood in his body, like the endless meteors at the end of the world in the Book of Revelation, it seemed to tear apart the sky of Agor and descended in front of Ekalos.

Chapter 100: The despair brought by Hai Si

[The sea descending from the sky of the water city was like the forerunner of disaster in the legend of doomsday.]

[You are deeply shocked by this scene. You can't believe that Hai Si can actually break through the defense of the water city, and you can't believe that Hai Si can actually appear in groups. ]

[You didn’t immediately suspect the Agor officials, after all, this was too absurd, although you had already recognized the cold-bloodedness and unscrupulousness of the Agor officials.]

[However, whether it is absurd or not, the arrival of Hai Si is an indisputable fact. ]

[They brought death, brought killing, brought fear and chaos. ]

[You saw with your own eyes a loving couple being pierced by the sharp forelimbs of a huge and ferocious sea snake, a mother who tried to protect her child had her head bitten off by a sea snake in front of her child, and the helpless crying of the child and the despair on the faces of passers-by.]

[The smell of blood and minced meat mixed together stimulates your senses, causing your blue eyes to shrink uncontrollably, and your blood flow speeds up unconsciously as your heartbeat accelerates.]

[Looking at this scene that looks like hell on earth, your heart is in turmoil. ]

[Logically speaking, you should be feeling fear in your heart at this moment, wanting to escape from this hellish place and go to a safe place.]

[However, in reality, at this moment, you are inexplicably excited, and even want to participate in the killing of ordinary people in Agor by Haisi. It seems that something in your blood is driving you to make such a choice. It seems that something deep in your heart is about to awaken under the stimulation of the taste of blood.]

[Humanity is also undergoing endless tests and shocks at this moment. ]

[It seems that you may completely lose your humanity at any time under such tests and shocks, and then become a member of the sea, joining in this wanton massacre. ]

[But perhaps it is due to your willpower, or perhaps it is because you have already experienced enough torture in the illusions in your daily life. ]

[With just a few deep breaths, you can control the desire deep in your heart and the accelerated blood and heartbeat. ]

[But after adjusting your condition, you still did not choose to take this opportunity to escape and wait for rescue from the Agor military. ]

[Because behind you, in the monastery you left, the comfort of the old nuns and dozens of children at this moment is still unclear, so you have no way to put your mind at ease. ]

[After all, it is the place you regard as your second home. 】

[Even though you know that you don't have enough power to protect everyone in the monastery from Hai Si's killing, you can't just sit there and watch. ]

[You know very well that your choice is no different from suicide. If everyone in the monastery is really in danger, it will be meaningless.]

[But you can't allow yourself to abandon everyone and run away at this moment. ]

[And in the dark, you actually gradually understand that you may not be as powerless as you appear. At least in front of the Haisi, you do not really have no choice but to die...]

[But until you are completely pushed into a desperate situation, you will never make such a choice. ]

[After all, if you can, you never want to give up your identity as a 'human'. ]

[After changing direction, you start heading towards the monastery.]

[Along the way, you found that the sea creatures that were killing and destroying seemed to be deliberately avoiding contact with you, which made your journey back to the monastery very smooth.]

[But even without Hai Si's interference, you still suffered a lot in order to return to the monastery. ]

[The originally smooth road was shattered by the destruction of the sea. The influx of seawater submerged many convenient sections of the road, and the collapsed buildings blocked your way back to the monastery quickly. ]

[You had no choice but to abandon the wheelchair that helped you save energy and walk, forcing yourself to walk an unknown distance with your weak body. You returned to the messy monastery covered in blood and aches all over.]

[You looked at the many sea creatures that were lingering nearby for some reason, and without taking a breath or resting, you walked around them and entered the monastery through the back door.]

[And after you walked into the monastery with fear and uneasiness in your heart, it seemed as if it was a response to your ominous premonition.]

[You saw broken glass and blood all over the church, the statue was cut in half and the wooden chair turned into useless ruins, there were no complete corpses, only broken flesh and bones piled up in the corner to form a blood pool, proving that there were traces of people living here.]

[You can hardly believe what you see.]

[However, the image composed of the dazzling red and the fishy smell reminds you all the time that the monastery that you regarded as your second home, which could relieve your loneliness and give you the warmth of home, has now been destroyed by Hai Si.]

[With trembling hands, you found the blood-stained headscarf of the old nun who was chatting with you not long ago under the bloody remains of the rubble. It was a gift you gave her when you made your first money as an adult. You have never forgotten the beautiful pattern on it.]

[You don’t know how to describe your mood at the moment. ]

[Sad? Angry? Depressed? Lonely? Broken? ]

[You don't know... You just felt that your mind went blank after entering the monastery, and you just wanted to instinctively look for survivors.]

[But in the end, I only saw the unwilling faces of the boys and girls who were pierced through the chest before they died in the basement. ]

[I vaguely remember that a few hours ago, they were still around you, calling you sister, reading the stories you wrote, sharing their little secrets and wishes with you, and imagining the future that belonged to them.]

[But now everything is ruined.]

[Everything is over. This world has once again ruthlessly deprived you of the few remaining beautiful things in your hands, leaving only death and ruins, as if mocking your incompetence.]

[It was difficult for you to react for a moment, and you staggered back from the basement to the church of the monastery. You knelt down powerlessly in front of the broken statue. After a long period of silence and sluggishness, crystal tears finally fell from the corners of your eyes.]

[You don’t understand, and you don’t comprehend.]

[You don't know why the world treats you like this, depriving you of what you have, and you don't understand why such misfortune has to befall the children and old nuns in the monastery.]

[They clearly did nothing wrong. They were still so young and had not yet enjoyed the beauty of this world. Why did they have to die? ]

[It is obvious that Hai Si has no way of breaking through the defense line and coming here. It is obvious that Hai Si has only invaded for less than a few hours. There are obviously so many places in Shuicheng that can be slaughtered.]

[But why? Why did those sea heirs choose this place? Why did they choose... a monastery that is not even located in the city center? ]

[Is it an accident? Is it a coincidence? Or... is it because something else is attracting them? ]

[Your mind is blank and you are thinking subconsciously. Sad and painful emotions are surging and tormenting your heart, and the confusion and suspicion in your heart make it difficult for you to calm down. ]

【And this kind of thinking can't help but make you recall the strange feeling you felt after arriving at the monastery today. 】

[This then reminds you of the abnormal thoughts that occurred to you after you sensed something unusual, and the strange feeling that seemed to be preventing you from thinking...]

[For some reason, your heart is filled with sadness and pain. You cannot accept all this and feel that things in the monastery are not as simple as they seem.]

【But your thinking is limited to this. 】

[After all, what if things are not as simple as they seem? ]

[Even if everyone in the monastery encountered an accident or there is a hidden secret, what can we do? ! ]

[Everyone is dead... The children who liked you and were loved by you are dead, the nuns who talked and laughed with you and admired you in their hearts are dead, and the old nun who loved you deeply, treated you as her own child and raised you is also dead.]

[It was only a moment's departure, but you lost your second home forever. 】

[The huge despair makes you really want to die at this moment. Life has lost its meaning in your eyes at this moment. 】

[What identity, what future, what endurance, what happiness...]

[It doesn’t matter anymore. ]

[Unfortunately, you lost your second home and the few happiness that belonged to you. ]

[You kneel before the broken statue as if you have lost your soul, holding in your arms the relics of the people in the monastery that you have collected, and kneel quietly here. Your beautiful face and your temperament that is incomparably eye-catching even in despair, together with the broken statue and the bloody and filthy surroundings, form a picture that looks like a devout person abandoned by the gods.]

[You are so sad that you temporarily forget about Goletia and the other three, and just want to wait for your own death in the monastery.]

[But Hai Si, who killed everyone in the monastery, never appeared again. You were left like a child abandoned by the world, kneeling alone in the church of the monastery where you were the only one alive.]

[It was not until the Agor military spent a whole day clearing out all the sea creatures in the water city and started the rescue mission that they finally found you, who had fainted in sorrow, in the water city surrounded by corpses and blood.]

[You were sent to a makeshift hospital by ignorant soldiers.]

[At this moment, this place is filled with injured Agor civilians, and crying, silence and shrill wails linger in the crowded wards and hospitals. ]

[Countless people were covered with white veils, but they were actually quite lucky. ]

[Because many of the Agor people didn't even have time to get a chance to be treated, all that was left were some bloody remains and torn clothes.]

[The Agors are indeed many times stronger than the people on Earth.]

[But compared to Hai Si, especially this time, there is actually not much difference between ordinary Agor and lambs to be slaughtered. ]

[Death still came to these people fairly, without any mercy or sympathy. ]

[Because of your physical condition and the many insurances and procedures that Goletia secretly handled for you in the capital of Agor in advance, even though medical resources are very scarce in Water City at this moment, you were still placed in the intensive care unit and were given a ward that is unique to you.]

[When you wake up, looking at the unfamiliar ceiling, you are briefly confused before recalling everything you experienced yesterday.]

[Unspeakable and indescribable sadness filled your chest in an instant, and the pain and unwillingness seemed like a knife cutting your fragile heart, constantly stirring your already fragile and sensitive thoughts.]

[You couldn't stop crying like a child while lying on the hospital bed. ]

[Your behavior attracted the attention of the nurse who was taking care of you. The nurse was shocked and came to check on you and ask about your condition.]

[It was not until you calmed down and wrote down your words in the record file beside you that the other party was relieved. However, the nurse was very smart and chose not to ask why you were crying.]

[After all, Shuicheng suddenly suffered such a disaster yesterday. The reason why you cried and were sad was obvious to the nurse.]

[Just like those men, women, young and old who covered their faces and cried outside the ward. ]

【The pain that disasters bring to everyone is equal. 】

[Although for you, this sorrow, the grief behind it, and the inner torment will be deeper into your bones. ]

[If you are just an ordinary Agor, then after encountering such a thing. 】