I was raised in the simulator, and I’m really not a bad woman in Ark!

Thinking of this, Ikaros subconsciously looked at Skadi, wanting to explain something, but he saw that Skadi was just looking at the girl calmly with a bit of curiosity, without any other thoughts or wanting to ask anything.

It seemed that he had absolutely no connection between Ikaros and the girl outside the door.

But it makes sense. As the saying goes, girls change a lot when they grow up. Skadi has never seen what Ikaros looked like when she was a child, and now Ikaros's temperament has already marinated her.

It would be difficult for people who were familiar with Ikaros as an adult to associate the girl in front of them with a young girl.

It's a blessing in disguise.

Anyway, it made Ekaros feel relieved.

Although Ikaros didn't know why he felt nervous.

But she just didn't want Skadi to misunderstand anything. After all, it would be very troublesome to explain. Besides, the identity of the girl in front of her... didn't seem to be an ordinary Agor.

'Hello, what can I do for you?'

But no matter what Ikaros thought in her heart, she still showed the same gentleness she usually showed to other children on the surface, and held the little notebook in front of the girl.

The familiar hidden breath of the deep sea kept reminding Ekaros of the identity of the girl in front of him, and gradually made Ekaros have a bad guess in his heart.

However, the girl in front of him did not respond to the small notebook handed over by Ekaros. She just stared at Ekaros, glanced at Skadi beside her, and then looked straight at the girl. After a long time, she responded with a clear and pleasant voice but not very standard pronunciation, like an old and stuck machine:

"No... Nona, name, blood, give, go home, protect, hungry, don't like."

The girl's intermittent words in a calm tone made it impossible to piece together the complete meaning.

Anyway, Skadi, who was watching from the side, blinked her confused eyes. After her brain analysis failed, she could only look at the girl and cast her gaze on Ekaros who seemed to know something. She asked in confusion,

"Icarus, do you know this child? She looks a bit like you, but what does she mean? Is she...her name is Nona?"

As she was talking, Skadi looked at the girl again. She always felt that there was a kind of strange attraction towards her, which made her feel strange. She seemed to have felt it somewhere before, but she couldn't remember where it was for a moment.

'Well, I know her, she's a... nice kid.'

When Ikaros heard Skadi's question, a hint of complexity flashed across his brows, but he ultimately did not reveal the identity of the girl in front of Skadi.

He just hesitantly wrote the dishonest words in the notebook, put his hand on the other person's soft and warm head, and began to caress it with mixed feelings.

Chapter 108 Skadi: I really want to have sex with sister Ekaros

[The girl named Nona finally entered Skadi's sight as a child you picked up and adopted outside the monastery. ]

[Although Skadi felt a little uncomfortable about this, she did not doubt your meaning because she knew your character.]

[Skadi also recognized Nona's identity. 】

[Although the little killer whale is still a little strange, after all, if you have a child to take care of, you would never do such a stupid thing. ]

[But because her mind gradually recalled your words during the review process, Skadi still made up a patch in her mind and justified it for you in her heart.]

[In fact, Skadi only looks silly on the surface. In fact, she is not stupid. On the contrary, she is exceptionally smart and talented in some aspects. It’s just that when she is by your side, she has long been accustomed to entrusting everything to you. ]

[She is willing to trust and support you unconditionally. This is Scars' attitude.]

[However, after Nona entered the flower shop, the originally pink atmosphere in the flower shop suddenly became cold and quiet. At the same time, due to your own reasons, you and Skadi also began to become silent. Nona treated this place as her own home and found the way upstairs skillfully. She wanted to go back to her "room", but you subconsciously stopped her and held her in your arms.]

[Your feelings towards Nona are extremely complicated, especially after you vaguely confirmed her true identity in your heart, your already complicated feelings have become even more confused and gloomy.]

[The silence lasted for a short while before being interrupted by a knock on the door.]

[This time, after opening the door, the person standing outside was actually Gloria, with wisps of white steam coming out of her body.]

[Seeing this familiar yet slightly unfamiliar face, you were stunned, and in your heart you were surprised but also subconsciously panicked for a moment. ]

[Your intuition tells you that Gloria came back from afar just because of you.]

[Although it is not clear when exactly Gloria left, nor is it clear what means Gloria used to get from the capital to the water city so quickly.]

[But you looked at the worry and relief reflected in Gloria's crimson eyes, and you knew that no matter what, you had indeed made the tall beauty in front of you worried, so you couldn't help but feel guilty, and subconsciously wanted to hug Gloria to apologize for wanting to end your life.]

[However, Goletia did dodge your embrace, leaving you stunned for a moment, with confusion and a hint of grievance in her azure eyes.]

[After all, to be honest, Gloria has never come back in all these years, and the last time you met was through virtual communication. Although you have always understood Gloria and advised her not to come back, you still hope that Gloria will come back to see you despite your advice.]

[But Gloria was like a good kid and never came back. If you hadn't contacted her about Skadi and Laurentina that time, you probably wouldn't have known that Gloria had grown so tall.]

[So after Goladia avoided your hug request, you felt a little aggrieved.]

[Golatia saw your inner grievance and softened her heart, but she didn't tell you the reason. She just glanced at Skadi in the flower shop, and the light in her eyes dimmed slightly. Then she told you to take care of yourself and turned to leave.]

[As if there was no sign of her coming, Gloria disappeared like the wind. ]

【It makes your brief reunion seem somewhat ridiculous.】

[This made you feel even worse, but luckily at this time Skadi came behind you and explained a few words on behalf of Goletia, saying things like 'the second captain is very busy' and 'there are many things to deal with', which made you feel better.]

[At the same time, your favorability towards Skadi has increased a lot because of this. As for Gletia, you hope that she can be a little more relaxed in the future, and not be so hurried when she meets you next time...]

[In the afternoon, you and Skadi took care of the flower shop together. After you settled Nona, you and Skadi held a funeral for everyone in the monastery on the ruins of the monastery.]

[Originally you thought you wouldn't cry, but in the end, looking at the desolate and simple funeral scene and the cenotaph mixed with the remains and clothes, you finally burst into tears. ]

[Fortunately, you are not alone this time. At least when you covered your face and cried, the hunter named Skadi hugged you from behind this time, conveying his silent warmth to comfort and tenderness to you.]

[The funeral was over soon, and the reconstruction of the monastery was assured by the surrounding inspectors that it would be rebuilt in the future and new nuns would be sent.]

[But you also understand that the monastery rebuilt in the future will no longer have anything to do with you.]

[Most of your past ties and family ties are buried under the blood-stained ruins of this monastery, but fortunately, you have not lost everything you care about at this moment. ]

[But... the breeze blew up the blue hair on your temples while you were dressed in black. The red spider lilies, which symbolize death, had already been stained with your blood. The wind swept away the dust and death on the ground, preparing a new tomb for the next person who was about to enter death.]

[Without the power to resist and protect everything, how can you maintain your life and the bond with the people you care about and love? 】

【You don’t know.】

[And this problem is rooted deep in your heart like a nightmare. ]

[At this moment you seem to understand that the real reason for your misfortune in life is not that you were born unfortunate. ]

[——It’s just that you were born without enough strength to fight against those who bring you trouble, and to protect everything you care about. ]

[Being powerless is your greatest misfortune, and having no choice is your greatest sorrow. ]

[But after understanding this truth, you seem to be completely unable to do anything. After all, no matter what, you are just an ordinary sickly Agor. ]

[Perhaps after leaving the water city, without any protective measures, the water pressure in the deep sea will cause you to die in agony.]

[Therefore, the desire to gain enough strength to resist only reappears in your heart for a moment before it is extinguished again by your reason.]

[The restless blood that was originally hidden deep in your body has thus cooled down again, and along with the power that was about to surge, it has returned to the sea.]

[In the evening, you and Skadi returned to the flower shop. Dragging your exhausted body, you cooked a sumptuous dinner. At Skadi's suggestion, you called Nona, who was sleeping in the fish tank, down to eat with you.]

[Skadi was eating happily, and so was Nona. Even Nona's expressionless face was filled with obvious joy.]

[As you look at this heartwarming scene, even though you feel sad and powerless, a gentle and satisfied smile still appears on your tired face.]

[After all, isn’t this warm scene the feeling called ‘home’ that you have always longed for in your heart? ]

[As for the things that need to be worried about, let’s leave it until after the warmth has passed. ]

[At this moment, you just need to enjoy this hard-earned peace and warmth. 】

[At night, you and Skadi slept together for the first time in a long time.]

[This time you did not choose to hug Skadi, but took the initiative to give up the dominant position, letting the slightly shy and blushing Skadi hug you, and you passively responded to Skadi's hug with your usual gentle smile, and fell asleep in her slightly stuffy but soft embrace with a faint fragrance. ]

[The next morning, you stretch and wake up, feeling relaxed for the first time in a long time. Your skin becomes smooth and rosy, and you feel refreshed.]

[You haven't slept so comfortably in a long time. The feeling of being wrapped in warmth and the feeling of wrapping others with warmth are different after all.]

[This is especially true for you who lack a sense of security. ]

[But Skadi didn't sleep as well as you did. ]

[It was probably because it was the first time she held you in her arms while sleeping, and part of her feelings for you had already been further catalyzed and deteriorated by Laurentina's teasing and some small picture books that only big sisters could read.]

[After holding you last night, Skadi fell into a state of alternating excitement and shyness. All night long, his mind couldn't help but think of some immature and ignorant health knowledge, so the little killer whale couldn't sleep well all night. ]

[As soon as I close my eyes, I can smell the faint fragrance from you, which seems to come from the interweaving of hundreds of flowers blooming in the garden, and the orchid fragrance that belongs only to my big sister. ]

[As a deep-sea girl... Hunter, Skadi has the attributes of a silly killer whale, but she still can't remove her own chain teeth! ]

[It’s totally, I really want to have sex with you, I want to stuff all of my sex into you, I am the thought cycle of sex! ]

[Although the thoughts in the little killer whale's head are probably hundreds of times more vague than this clear logic, but after rounding it off, it is pretty close.]

[In short, the next morning, when you woke up refreshed, washed, took care of the flowers and made breakfast, Skadi, wearing a pure white nightgown, opened her sleepy eyes in the morning light at your call, and hugged you in a daze while unconscious.]

[Then you, who were deeply touched by the little killer whale's gesture, led the confused Skadi to wash her face and brush her teeth with a slightly blushing face, and even fed her breakfast bit by bit with your own hands. In the end, you also wiped the oil stains from the corners of her mouth affectionately, and wiped the sauce from the corners of her mouth with your index finger and put it in your mouth to taste...]

[How do you describe the taste? Apart from the unique saltiness of the sauce, there seems to be nothing wrong. ]

[But you feel that this sauce tastes inexplicably sweet and fragrant, even though you almost screamed out of shame when you realized what a stupid thing you did, and you wanted to run back to your room and roll around in the bed wrapped in a blanket.]

[But if you were to choose again, you would probably do the same thing. ]

[Skadi didn't notice your shyness and abnormality because she didn't sleep well. But after she woke up and realized that you had taken care of her like a baby for the whole morning, the young hunter blushed. She was not good at speaking, so she was speechless in front of you.]

[As a result, you all blushed and looked away when your eyes met in the flower shop that morning, pretending to do something else, so that the customers who came to buy flowers for the sick or the deceased would keep silent and smile like aunties, as if they saw something but didn't show it obviously.]

[Anyway, you and Skadi spent a morning in a strange atmosphere that resembled a young love relationship.]

[In the afternoon, you both tacitly changed the atmosphere back to its original state, but it seemed that something had been completely changed, but it was not obvious yet.]

[In order to avoid Skadi's suspicion, you also caught Nona from the bathtub and made her a waitress.]

[You confirmed from the other 'you' that Nona's true identity was as you expected.]

[During the brief time we spent together and under the hints from the other 'you', I temporarily trusted Nona, who had never shown any hostility towards you.]

[You had guessed it from the moment the girl appeared and smelled that familiar aura. After she said the name you had given to the sea urchin on a whim when you were lonely, you were basically sure of Nona's identity.]

[To be honest, you should have started to completely hate Kaiji after the disaster and loss.]

[Originally, you had the same intention, and planned to no longer show mercy to any Hai Si, but Nona became what you once were, which made you realize many terrible things, and also made you have many associations, so you temporarily put aside your hatred for Hai Si. ]

[At least you won't do anything more until Nona returns to her original state.]

[After that, you two spent almost two months together. During this time, Gloria contacted you several times to test your mental state and mental health.]

[You responded well, and with Skadi by your side to testify and protect you, Goletia finally put her mind at ease again and focused on dealing with and investigating the affairs within the core of Agor's power. At the same time, after realizing that something was amiss, she began to prepare a backup plan for you.]

[As for Skadi's job as a deep-sea hunter, even though Goletia helped her delay for two months, she was still ordered to leave in the end.]

[Although she was reluctant to let you go, Skadi was also worried about you, but you gradually behaved normally and showed gentleness over the past two months, and you used the name of adopting Nona to deceive Skadi in the end, allowing the young hunter to return to her hunting grounds.]

[And you... to be honest, the trauma in your heart hasn't healed much, but Skadi's company and companionship still gave you a lot of hope for the future and the courage to live. ]

[So in the face of death, you hesitated for a day after making the decision. ]

[But because of this, the tragedy was destined to happen...]

[When Agor's governor arrives at your flower shop, he will also be accompanied by Agor's arrogance and the malice brought about by his endless greed.]

[Your last hope was shattered in the face of the cruel truth, and along with it, your last attachment to your hometown of Agor was shattered.]

[And the final bottom line for the identity of "human beings". ]

……

Chapter 109 When the last hope is shattered

Simulating the sliding of words, writing a person's life.

Even though he said that he would not have any unnecessary emotional fluctuations because of the story in the simulation, in the end, after the simulation reached a climax, he still felt sad about the experience of "himself" in the simulation?

When did I become someone who has a sharp tongue but a soft heart?

But this sadness is somewhat hypocritical. After all, the simulation is about to develop into a tragedy, isn't that what he wants?

Although this simulation was doomed to have no good ending from the beginning.

"Those without power can't protect anything on this earth."