Loneliness and Rock and Roll with Band Observer

This assertion has some basis, but more than that, it is actually based on her wishful thinking.

It sounds absurd, but Togawa Akee, who has nothing to do with CRYCHIC, has now become the person who seems to be closest to Shoko.

Therefore, even though there was a lack of evidence, Nagasaki Motoyo had to seize this opportunity.

"I can understand Xiaoxiang's feelings," she said. "She didn't want to make everyone worry, so she refused everyone's help."

"But, if I'm alone, I can't do anything..."

The gentle shell that Su Shi had been trying hard to maintain seemed to have a faint crack.

"…If you keep isolating yourself from others, it will be painful."

"The feeling of loneliness is very uncomfortable..."

Nagasaki Suyo seems to be describing Shoko's situation.

But the tone he used somehow sounded like he was talking about himself.

"Maybe that's the case." Qiu Hui felt a little empathetic. "Although I am more accustomed to being alone, I often want to find someone to accompany me..."

Although she didn't notice it at all at the moment, someone was actually looking at this place with shining eyes and great joy.

"Akiei-senpai also understands, right?" Sushi's eyes lit up, "Besides, when Xiaoxiang was in CRYCHIC, she was always there to gently guide everyone."

"She must be very painful for someone as gentle as her to be separated from everyone because of the difficulties she encountered!"

"..." Akie recalled silently.

She had met Xiangzi many times and often noticed the fatigue and loss revealed in the latter's words and actions.

"Maybe... that's true. But, there's actually nothing I can do to help you with this issue." Akie shook her head slightly.

Although Xiangzi and I were already familiar with each other, our relationship was not actually that close.

As a person who also cares about the sense of distance between each other, Akie can sense Shoko's intention.

"As I said earlier, Toyokawa-san is likely to come to the band's first performance," Akie said. "After the performance, I think it would be best for Suyo-san to go and talk to her in person."

"But." Su Shi's eyes became slightly dim, "She hasn't agreed to meet me for a long time."

"…Maybe this time it will be different?"

Qiu Hui sighed slightly.

She was somewhat convinced by Su Shi.

The other party's words and the emotions expressed in them made her feel a little shaken.

Although she never explicitly committed to anything, she had already made a decision secretly in her heart.

Whether you agree or not is another matter, but it is necessary to at least tell Xiangzi.

Chapter 36 will be conveyed...?

"Yeah. Maybe this time it will be different."

Su Shi nodded meaningfully. Qiu Hui could see that she might understand her intention, at least she thought she did.

"I sincerely hope that Suyo-san can resolve this matter," Akie said, using a tone that tried to subtly distance herself from the matter.

Consider the issue from the other party's perspective, but do not really favor the other party's position, and always emphasize the appropriate degree of distance.

Maintain a delicate balance and express appropriate concern. Don't act on your own unless you are asked. Qiu Hui has always maintained this attitude.

She was already familiar with this until the incident between Chihaya Aine and Goto Ichiri messed her up.

That band originally had a special meaning to Akie, but the changes in her relationship with Chihaya Aine made her view of that band no longer special.

Now, after her own adjustments and with the help of others, Qiu Hui has regained her rhythm.

This is also thanks to the help of Miss Miao Meng... Although I still don’t quite understand why she is so enthusiastic about me, it is naturally the best thing that she is willing to help me.

This way, I can definitely handle the band's affairs, and I won't have to worry about work even if it gets busy in the future.

Qiu Hui is quite satisfied with her current situation.

She was in a good mood because of this, and continued to put forward her ideas: "Mr. Sushi, I have another question. Have you ever considered finding a new keyboard player?"

She hadn't promised anything, because she didn't think she was in a position to interfere with the thinking of either party.

All she could do was to convey Su Shi's wishes to Xiangzi. As for how things would develop between Su Shi and Xiangzi after that, it was not her position to interfere.

"I think Xiao Xiang is the most suitable. But, if she is unwilling to come back no matter what..."

Su Shi rubbed the back of his hand with his fingers, as if trying to wipe off something.

"I'll try to find a new keyboard player. Or maybe just get rid of the keyboard player position."

She expressed her position to Qiu Hui with a perfectly constructed bright smile.

"What I value most is the band. I hope Xiaoxiang can come back. Of course, I consider her, but more importantly, it is for the band itself."

Su Shi showed a determined expression.

Faced with such a determined look, Qiu Hui also smiled and nodded.

"I can see that," she said. "Mr. Sushi, you often try to smooth things over and maintain a harmonious atmosphere when conflicts arise. Like Deng, you are both trying your best to maintain good relations in this band."

"I believe that Suyo-san's sincere feelings will be conveyed to everyone, including Toyokawa-san's."

These words indeed contained Qiu Hui's sincere wishes. But when Su Shi heard these words, although her smile remained unchanged, her brows twitched slightly.

Of course, Qiu Hui didn't notice this. She just stood up and bowed slightly to Su Shi.

"Well, see you next time at practice."

"See you later." Su Shi smiled and waved.

Qiu Hui left the table and walked over to the short-haired lady who had been sitting at the bar.

Su Shi watched the lady jump off the high chair, take Qiu Hui's arm, and then walk towards the exit with her, talking and laughing.

Qiu Hui looked a little reserved, while Su Shi gave her a meaningful look.

Was this... a proactive search for a backup? Or was it that other suitors took advantage of the situation?

These thoughts flashed through Su Shi's mind naturally, so naturally that she even wanted to laugh.

If it was Akihime-senpai... the latter is more likely. Sushi made an irresponsible guess.

She picked up the remaining tea in front of her and took a sip. The familiar mellow taste made her focus.

...We can't delay this any longer.

Su Shi thought with mixed feelings.

Things have actually developed to the point where we need to rely on outsiders like Akie-senpai...

She clasped her ten fingers together, so tightly that it seemed like she could sweat from them.

Things must be resolved after this performance...

Su Shi closed her eyes.

Just as Akihiro-senpai said.

My feelings can definitely be conveyed to Xiaoxiang...

……

Soon after, on the platform of the tram station.

“Ahahaha! I can’t stand it. What do you mean by ‘imagine this possibility’?” Meow Meng laughed so hard that she almost couldn’t stand up straight. “Akihime just now looked like a congressman giving a speech on TV!”

As she smiled, she increased the strength of her hands and hugged Qiu Hui's slender waist from behind, with her hands resting on her lower abdomen.

“Don’t, don’t make fun of me… There’s a reason why I say that…”

A blush appeared on Akie's cheeks due to shame.

Now she no longer maintains the stiff attitude she had when she first met Miao Meng.

Therefore, although she did not resist too much to Miao Meng's close contact, she still couldn't help but react because of shame.

The nose is filled with a refreshing fragrance, which is emitted by Miao Meng. As a beauty blogger, she naturally has her own set of attainments in the selection of perfume.

"Well, seriously, although I don't know why you looked like that just now, I feel like laughing, but Ms. Akirako is really amazing."

"……amazing?"

“What we just talked about was related to Aine’s band, right?” Meow Meng said with a smile, “Although something unpleasant happened between me and Aine, I took responsibility for her band and was considerate of her feelings when we were talking about things.”

She smiled thoughtfully.

“I like this attitude.”

Saying this, Meow Meng further shortened the distance between them.

We were getting too close...

Qiu Hui thought to herself a little shyly. She felt that her shoulders seemed to be pressed against something soft.

In Miao Meng's arms, she twisted slightly and uneasily because she was not used to the close physical contact. But Miao Meng seemed to enjoy this situation, and the strength in her hands became even stronger, binding Qiu Hui tightly.

Feeling the touch of Meow Meng's body pressing against her, Qiu Hui thought with the part of her mind that remained calm.

Why does Miss Meow Meng like me so much?

Although Qiu Hui was very pleased with Miao Meng's series of warm hospitality, she has always been the type of person who wants to ask why for everything.

This will not change because of her subjective likes and dislikes.

The train arrived at the station at this time. Miao Meng let go of Qiu Hui's hand, took her arm and got on the train with her.

Miao Meng also seemed to have said something like, "If you don't know what to do, you can let me try."

Even though it's casual, this can be considered as... uh, a confession, right?

Although she was actually quite satisfied with the result, Qiu Hui's obsession with the cause made her feel quite distressed.

Chapter 37: Aki's Unique Analysis

Togawa Aie has never believed that there is such a thing as love at first sight in the world.

Especially when it comes to herself.

She tried to look at herself, but didn't see anything particularly likable or that would make a good first impression.

Pochi likes me because I have been trying to tolerate her and help her. In other words, it is the result of "equal exchange"...

...Why did you think about that again? Qiu Hui felt helpless about this.

After all, this is a habit that has been developed over a period of time and may not be changed in a short period of time.

In short, if you don't give something, you can't get the other person's kindness.

If the other party likes you because of your appearance or temperament, then it is actually equivalent to handing over the influence of your appearance and temperament to the other party as an advance payment in advance.

From this perspective, the so-called "love at first sight" may just be because the "advance payment" amount generated by objective conditions is too large, making the first impression so good that one wants to fall in love.

Qiu Hui turned her head and raised her head slightly, looking at Miao Meng's profile. She was holding the handrail in the car at the moment, and at the same time holding Qiu Hui's arm, allowing her to play the role of the handrail.

Why is she so kind to me?

Soon, Miao Meng keenly noticed Qiu Hui's gaze.

"What's the matter?" she responded with a smile.

"Let's go to my place first." Qiu Hui whispered, "I need to pack some things for the night."

"I actually have a complete range of supplies, so it's okay even if you don't bring anything, Qiu Rangzi!" Miao Meng said generously.

"I still think it's not quite appropriate..." Qiu Hui insisted on her opinion.

Especially when she thought of the series of jokes that Xiangzi made when he came to stay at her place by chance last time because he didn't bring any daily necessities, she felt that this trip was even more necessary.