I saved the fallen beautiful girl!

The book in his hand fell to the ground.

"Eh? Boyfriend?" Ishida Masaya turned around and saw that it was the boy he had met yesterday.

At that time, he thought she was just Nishimiya's friend.

"Ha, this... So, Nishimiya-san already has a boyfriend. That's right, after all, she is completely different now."

It's hard to explain what he feels at this moment, but when he learns that the little girl who was once bullied already has a boyfriend, Ishida feels an inexplicable complex feeling in his heart.

(It turns out that Nishimiya had already moved on, and I am the only one immersed in the pain of the past.) This thought couldn't help but appear in my mind.

Then I calmed down and thought that this was all retribution for the wrong things I had done.

He just came to apologize today. Wouldn't Nishimiya Naoko be happier?

Aragaki Feng heard what was said just now. At this moment, Nishimiya Yuzuru was constantly making small glances at him, and it seemed that he wanted him to help him stand on the stage.

He walked over and stared at the boy with the hedgehog hair, and said:

"Ishida Masaya, right?"

"Uh, yes!" Ishida Masaya looked at the other party coming over and hurriedly picked up the fallen message book.

Chapter 111 Sorry, She's Not Here

Under the cool shade of the tree, Ishida Shouya swallowed nervously.

He looked at Nishimiya's 'boyfriend' in front of him. He was much stronger than him in both height and aura. He thought he would not be beaten up later.

"To be honest, as Nozomi's boyfriend, I really want to throw you into the river next to us right now."

Since Yuzuru asked him to do it, he might as well act it out to the end.

After listening to Glass's childhood story, I knew that the hedgehog-headed boy in front of me was not living a happy life.

But Xinyuan Feng still felt disgusted with him.

(As expected, he’s going to be beaten after all…) Ishida Masahiro didn’t say anything, but lowered his head, not daring to look at the other person’s face.

Even so, he could clearly feel the disgusted gaze.

Because he has become accustomed to this feeling.

"Although I really want to, but as someone who went to the same elementary school as me, you should understand Naoko's personality."

"If I really did that, even if you bullied her in the past, she would definitely feel sad because of your misfortune."

"Sorry." Ishida Masaya knew very well that the girl was so kind that it seemed unreal. If what he had done had not been too extreme, she would probably have endured it forever.

Faced with the questioning at this moment, all he could do was apologize.

"Actually, I really want to ask you something." Xinyuan Feng continued, taking two steps closer.

Seeing the shadows on the ground approaching, Ishida Shoya gradually became nervous.

"What on earth could have been in your mind to bully a deaf little girl?"

"......Feel sorry."

"Interesting? Amusing? Or is it to show off one's childish and ridiculous power by using a girl who won't resist?"

"Thank you so much...!!"

"!!!"

Ishida's unfinished words got stuck in his throat.

Under the shocked gazes of the two men, Xinyuan Feng grabbed the other person's tie and pulled him over.

The face that he dared not look at was so close to him, his tie was tightened, and the pain on his neck made Ishida Masaya understand his current situation.

Aragaki Kaede's expression turned gloomy, and that captivating gaze made Ishida Shoya dodge constantly.

"Apologize again? Or do you think that an apology can erase the pain that Nozomi has suffered?"

"Brother Aragaki..." Nishimiya Yuzuru walked over and tugged at the hem of Aragaki Kaede's clothes. After all, she was just a first-grade girl.

Although I hate Ishida Masaya, I am also afraid that something serious will happen next.

"No...no, I am really repenting." The gradually increasing pressure on his neck made him panic a little, and he tried to pry the other person's hands open, but this Xinyuan Feng was obviously much stronger than him.

"Really? Repent." Xin Yuanfeng chuckled: "What you mean by repent is to apologize to the person involved many years later?"

"Do you know what life is like for Naturoko after she transferred to another school? Do you know that her experience in elementary school made this girl no longer dare to actively integrate into this society?"

Xin Yuanfeng shook his head and stared at the other person with fierce eyes: "You don't know, you only know that doing this can ease the guilt in your heart. You just want to feel the pure kindness of Glass again, so that you can feel that everything you have done can be forgiven."

"That way you can say in your heart, 'What I did back then wasn't too bad, after all, the person involved didn't really care', right?"

boom!

Aragaki Kaede let go of his hand, and Ishida Shoya, who was freed, sat down on the ground.

"Cough cough!"

The intense feeling of suffocation just now made him a little unconscious, and there was some cold sweat on his forehead. Facing the man in front of him, Ishida felt uncontrollable fear in his heart.

"No!" Ishida Masaya took a few deep breaths and tried to explain himself in a panic: "I know what a jerk I did!"

He lowered his head and clenched his fists: "After Nishimiya-san transferred to another school, I also went through everything she went through."

"Whether it was isolation or other people's comments, I could really feel the disgust everywhere!"

"Over the years, I have been regretting it. I..."

"So what?" Xin Yuanfeng interrupted him: "Maybe in your opinion, these few years are days of isolation, pain and regret. But for Gao Zi and her family, they are painful days."

"You are the one who caused all this pain. Do you think you can get their sympathy?"

Ishida Shoya opened his mouth, and he found that he seemed to have no excuse to defend himself.

Yes.

No matter what, I was wrong back then.

He really wanted to say that he was not the only one who bullied Naoko back then. The whole class was filled with the atmosphere that "Nishimiya Naoko was a troublemaker."

Ishida really wanted to say that he just blended into this atmosphere at the beginning.

But if you think about it carefully, isn't he the culprit of this atmosphere?

"..."

"What? Are you speechless?" Xin Yuanfeng looked at him calmly: "If that's the case, just leave and don't disturb other people's lives anymore."

"Don't try to use other people's sympathy to cushion your guilt. You don't deserve it."

Ishida Masaru didn't say anything either.

Yes, he doesn't deserve it, but...

He pushed himself up and stood up.

Ishida Masaya still kept his head down, staring at the ground with a dazed look.

He said, "I'm sorry, but..."

Ishida Shoya hesitated for a moment. After a brief thought, he smiled bitterly and said in a hoarse voice: "Can I see her one last time? I really just want to apologize, and after this..."

He raised his head, and there was no emotion in his bloodshot eyes: "I will end my sinful life. This is my...last wish."

Yuzuru Nishimiya stood there in a daze.

She was familiar with this look, just like...

(It was the same when my sister wanted to commit suicide.)

Yes.

This sinner named Ishida Masaya had no intention of living.

He quit his part-time job, cancelled his account, and sorted out his savings.

Even the future dates on the calendar had been torn off by him.

He planned to die anyway, so he might as well finish off the unfinished business.

In the last moments, I would like to say sorry to Nishimiya Shoko whom I have owed.

It was his only remaining wish.

but......

"I'm sorry, she's not here."

This man named Aragaki Kaede answered like this.

Ishida Masaya was stunned for a moment and lowered his head again.

"I see. Well... excuse me for bothering you."

He took a step forward and left here.

Only the dust on the ground remains to prove what happened.

Chapter 112: Nishimiya Yuzuru's Complex Psychology

"Big liar..."

"Didn't you just call me Aragaki-ge?"

Nishimiya Yuzuru curled his lips and slapped Aragaki Kaede's arm in angrily.

"I didn't call you that..."

(Just a little scared.)

Nishimiya Yuzuru raised her head. After spending a few days together, she thought that the Aragaki Kaede in front of her was the kind of mild-tempered, nice guy.

It seems that there was some misunderstanding.

"What's wrong? You're still so depressed even though everyone has left." Noticing Yuzuru Nishimiya's little expression, Aragaki Feng rubbed her little head hard.

Ruffle that handsome short hair into a mess.

"Stop that!" Nishimiya Yuzuru pouted and slapped Aragaki Kaede's big hand away.

Then she grabbed his arm and gently leaned her thin body towards him: "That Ishida Shoya...isn't he really going to commit suicide?"

"probably."

The girl was silent and held Aragaki Feng's hand.

"I don't want this..." she whispered.

"Why? Don't you hate him?" Xin Yuanfeng did not refuse, but held her hand tightly.

"Hate..." Nishimiya Yuzuru murmured, "But I hate it even more when it turns out like this."

She resents Ishida Masaya because her sister once wanted to give up her life due to bullying in elementary school.

but......

That's why, when she saw the same look in the other person's eyes as her sister's, she found it even more unacceptable.

This was not the ending she wanted.

"Just like your sister." Aragaki Feng exclaimed.

"what?"

"Your character." He tapped the girl's forehead: "If it was your sister, she would never allow Ishida Shouya to leave like this. I thought you would be more cruel."

Nishimiya Yuzuru pursed his lips and whispered, "...We are sisters after all."

"Oh, I understand." Xin Yuanfeng stood up and walked towards the campus exit.

"you......"

"Don't get me wrong," he said over his shoulder, "I don't have the slightest sympathy for that kind of person."

"I just went to get the message book back. It belongs to your sister."

"..."

Looking at the gradually disappearing figure of Aragaki Kaede, Nishimiya Yuzuru blinked and then squatted down on the spot.

Her head was buried in her arms, her short, fine hair hanging down.