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Kurosawa Hikaru shook his head.

Under the influence of the dating mission, he was even grateful for being able to discover her love and care for him, and he even went a step further, acting like a spoiled child to get her to pamper him.

He was happy, but what about Ninomiya Chizuru?

Even though she was hurt and felt wronged, she still felt sorry for him and doted on him.

He only noticed that Ninomiya Chizuru loved him, but did not consider her difficulties, but now he realized it.

"What do you want to understand?"

Ninomiya Chizuru found that his expression became very calm, so calm that it was a little scary.

"Your words reminded me... You said you were afraid of hurting me, and I am the same. I feel that if I continue to pester you, it will only hurt you more."

Seeing her timid reaction, Kurosawa Mitsuru still spoke his true feelings.

It is better to suffer a short pain than a long one. Looking to the future, everything is full of uncertainty. Even if he is determined to reduce the meetings between his girlfriends as much as possible, there is no way to guarantee that they will never meet.

No one can predict what will happen tomorrow.

It was as if he was in an online romance with a campus beauty from another school not long ago, and they were so sweet every day, but in the blink of an eye, she was sold out, and the system was awakened, and his life changed drastically since then.

"How could that be...I'm glad you're still willing to coax me."

Hearing these words, Ninomiya Chizuru felt as if he was breaking up, and she immediately became anxious.

Although their relationship is very strained now and they have even quarreled, they addressed each other in a very distant manner not long ago, calling each other by their surnames. They were not intimate at all and did not act like a couple at all.

But she knew that before the quarrel, they were more like a couple than any other couple.

Go to the amusement park together, travel together, play in the creek, have picnics, hold hands, hug, and kiss.

"..."

When Kurosawa Mitsuru heard her words, he just remained silent.

What happened that day at the Budokan had consequences.

He was once sad, painful and heartbroken.

She once broke down and cried, unable to speak.

"Kurosawa, please don't be like this, okay? I was wrong."

Seeing that he remained silent, Ninomiya Chizuru reached out her hand again, grabbed his wrist, and begged.

"Don't indulge me like this anymore... I can't promise that I won't hurt you in the future."

Facing her pleading, Kurosawa Hikaru was a little soft-hearted, but he still tried his arms to break free.

"I'm not afraid."

Ninomiya Chizuru grabbed his wrist again, this time very hard.

"You are obviously afraid. You are afraid of delaying me. You are afraid that we will have no future. You are afraid that we will break up in the end. You are afraid that you will hurt me. But I am the same."

Kurosawa Hikaru shook his arms, but couldn't break free easily, so he could only harden his heart and speak frankly to her. He struggled as he spoke, gradually gaining strength, and his excitement burst out.

After what happened just now, he has personally verified Ninomiya Chizuru's true feelings.

Letting go earlier is better for both of you.

"I am afraid of these things, but I am more afraid of losing you!"

Although he was very strong, Ninomiya Chizuru still held his arm tightly and refused to let go. She also became excited and spoke loudly.

"!"

Kurosawa Mitsuru, who was originally very excited, felt as if his soul was hit by something when he heard this shout. His body, mind, and even emotions were frozen.

The excited expression and emotions gradually calmed down, and Kurosawa Mitsuru looked at her in astonishment.

"I know I'm humoring you, but I do!"

Seeing that he stopped struggling, Ninomiya Chizuru could no longer suppress her inner thoughts at this moment.

"I wanted to leave just now, not because I was angry, but because I was afraid that I would not be able to control myself and would do more things with you impulsively.

I need time to think clearly because I'm afraid that I will be like that day before. I clearly promised you, gave you hope, and made you so happy, but in the end I made you so sad.

Even though it's hard to accept, I'm still slowly adapting to it, because I really don't want to lose you!

But you are like this, and you even said that you can't keep pestering me. Do you really want to break up with me?"

His emotions completely burst out, and Ninomiya Chizuru found that he didn't say anything, and his voice became louder and louder.

She was really scared just now, so she was very angry.

"If I really wanted to break up with you, I wouldn't have messaged you before. I said at the beginning that I would respect your decision, but I still shamelessly messaged you because I didn't want to lose you."

Kurosawa Hikaru looked at Ninomiya Chizuru, who was clenching her fists in front of her, and was so excited and anxious that she seemed to be very angry, and responded.

"When I went to your house before, even though you looked at me like a heartless man and said all kinds of sarcastic things to me, I still stayed there because I didn't want to lose you.

And what did you say about you being afraid of hurting me again? I never felt that you hurt me that day, because I was the one who was cheating on her, and I wasn't so shameless as to be angry even though I was in the wrong."

The two people faced each other, talking loudly as if they were arguing, completely losing their usual calmness and rationality.

"really?"

Revealing her true feelings, Ninomiya Chizuru was not afraid to see him so angry and excited, but asked.

“It’s all true.”

After the excitement, Kurosawa Mitsuru calmed down a little and said affirmatively.

"You never felt like I hurt your feelings?"

"No." Kurosawa Hikaru shook his head.

"You obviously did. The way you looked at me at that time was full of sadness, pain and despair!"

Ninomiya Chizuru didn't believe his nonsense.

"I was like that because I saw you crying and it broke my heart."

Kurosawa Hikaru was speechless.

"I cried because I like you too much. I can't be like them and watch you kiss other girls. I can't easily accept you being intimate with other girls."

"I feel bad for you because I know I love you, and I also know that what I did hurt your heart. I thought I was going to lose you, so I was so desperate."

"I……"

He responded in kind, and Ninomiya Chizuru wanted to respond, but she choked on the words.

Because after she calmed down, she found that such a conversation was very embarrassing and not reserved at all.

After a big quarrel, things calmed down and the two looked at each other in silence.

After reviewing what happened that day face to face and opening their hearts, they realized each other's true feelings.

Without the ability to read minds, no one can guarantee that they know what other people are really thinking.

Perhaps you can feel the general idea, but the specific details are unclear.

Because I love you, I get so upset when I see you kissing another woman.

Because I love you, I feel so desperate when I see you are leaving.

The two people had similar feelings, but after this argument, they clearly felt each other's intentions.

I don't want to lose you, but I still want to be with you.

"Drink some water."

Ninomiya Chizuru felt a little thirsty and couldn't help saying.

"Ah."

Kurosawa Hikaru nodded.

After saying that, Ninomiya Chizuru sat back in her previous seat and picked up a glass of water.

As for Kurosawa Mitsuru, he stood up, picked up the cup of water, and drank it in gulps.

The cool water flowed down the throat, washing away the hotness of the body, but the heartbeat of the two of them was still very fast.

Because when people quarrel, they are often very emotional.

Soon, Kurosawa finished drinking a glass of water, licked his lips, and looked at Ninomiya Chizuru.

When he looked up, he met a pair of gazes, but they quickly looked away.

Compared to his heroic way of drinking, Ninomiya Chizuru's way of drinking is very ladylike and elegant.

She sat on the sofa, her snow-white, slender and smooth legs pressed together and placed sideways. She held the cup in one hand, put it to her mouth and drank slowly, while stealing glances at him.

However, after her eyes met, she pretended not to look and moved away.

"You really don't want to lose me?"

Seeing the change in her arrogant look, Kurosawa Mitsuru's heart moved. He plucked up the courage to walk next to her, sat down and asked.

"If I wanted to lose you, would I still be sitting here now? Wouldn't it be better for me to go to bed earlier?"

Facing his actions, Ninomiya Chizuru gave him a sideways look, and was speechless.

You're asking even though you already know the answer. I've already made it so clear just now.

"That's true."

Perhaps he was asking the question even though he already knew the answer, but Kurosawa Mitsuru never got tired of it and just smiled.

The relationships between people are maintained by social software, and constant contact is necessary so that the feelings will not fade, but it is impossible to make them better.

This is especially true for couples who are still connected. It is of no help to rely solely on mobile phones to maintain the relationship between two people.

Instead of hiding behind social software and worrying about gains and losses, it is better to meet in person and make things clear.

Only in this way can the relationship go a step further and give people courage.

Chapter 352: How can I stay sane?

Arguing is an intense, heated, even heated argument, and has nothing to do with calmness.

But precisely because we lose our composure, we speak out our true thoughts without regard for the consequences or circumstances.

When couples quarrel, things usually get better the more they quarrel, because it is during the quarrel that two people have the opportunity to understand each other's true thoughts and needs.

Finally, they made a breakthrough and were sitting on the same sofa. As the physical distance became closer, Kurosawa Hikaru felt that their psychological thoughts were also becoming closer.

"Can we kiss again?"

Looking at Chizuru Ninomiya beside him, and seeing her beautiful profile with red lips, white teeth, high nose bridge, and willow-like eyebrows, Kurosawa Mitsuru thought for a while, then mustered up the courage to ask.

If she was willing to give him a kiss, it would mean they were reconciled.

"No."

Ninomiya Chizuru's blue eyes were cold. She glanced at him and shook her head slightly.

Although they were sitting together, the two were not as close as lovers, but maintained a subtle distance.

"Why? Didn't you say that what bothered you most was that you thought you hurt me?"

After hearing this, Kurosawa Hikaru suddenly couldn't understand what she was thinking.

"This is what I mind the most, but I also mind that you have other women besides me."

Ninomiya Chizuru nodded slightly, her beautiful eyes, as cold and lonely as ice crystals, revealing a hint of resentment.

Ever since their first date at the amusement park, her heart and eyes had been entirely on Kurosawa, but this guy was having an affair out there.

While she was on vacation and doing nothing at home, reading and working, this guy was out dating other women and even going to the beach.

I clearly never took her to the beach, I just took her to the creek.

What's more, he even brought other women home first, and no one knew what happened.

"Uh……"

Upon hearing this, Kurosawa Mitsuru choked and suddenly felt guilty.