【This place is no longer your home. 】
[[Conservation] cares about this world in ruins. ]
【game over. 】
[To ensure the player's gaming experience, simulation memory has been loaded. ]
Xier was sitting in her room, staring blankly at the screen in front of her.
Cold memories slid into her mind, and all the memories from the last simulation echoed in her mind, like ice cubes rippling with water in a glass, making crisp collision sounds.
Each of these collisions was a great blow to Xier's spirit.
The reason for this situation is that the gap between her in reality and her in the simulation is too great.
You know, in the simulation, she has the golden entry "Cold-blooded Reformer", which can stabilize her mental state.
But in reality, she doesn't have such a thing...
Everything that Xier experienced in this simulation, no matter which one of them, was unbearable for Xier now.
Not to mention the others, let's just talk about the most serious ones - now her mind is still echoing the back of Ron going to his death and Yalilo-VI after being transformed into a resort planet. All of this is a great shock to Xier.
She just stood there in a daze, letting the memories collide in her mind.
After a long time, she suddenly began to mutter in a low voice:
“Fake is fake, fake is fake…”
After mumbling to herself for a long time, relying on this clumsy self-deception, Xier barely came back to her senses and maintained a little bit of her fragile sanity.
She raised her head and calmed herself down, only to find that new words had already been refreshed on the light screen in front of her:
[The score of this life simulation is: 70 points]
【You gained 700 world experience points. 】
[Your world level has been upgraded to LV.17]
[The cold-blooded rulers hold the most ardent expectations for the whole world and look forward to the arrival of dawn. ]
[As the emperor of the empire, you have done a pretty good job. ]
[But in order to achieve your goal, you really paid too much price... I wonder if you will make a different choice next time? ]
【Your performance is worth looking forward to. 】
The evaluation on the screen faded, and the reward options popped up:
[You have successfully conducted a simulation, please choose——]
[1. Obtain the upgraded version of the Star Core Binding Device x1]
[2. Obtain the Constitution of the First Empire of Jalil x1]
[3. Obtain Beloberg Great Guardian Uniform x1]
Looking at the options on the light screen, Xier calmed herself down and chose option number one without hesitation.
A star core restrainer the size of a person appeared out of thin air. Xier didn't care about it at all. She turned around and rushed out of the room.
She was going to find Ron.
The vast memories brought back overwhelming emotions—Xier could still vividly remember the day she watched Ron leave, and the day she never saw him again.
Now that she had the chance to see him again, she had to meet Ron as quickly as possible.
As Xier rushed to the Goethe Hotel...
Bronya was standing at the door of Ron's room and knocked gently on Ron's door.
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PS: This chapter has 8.5 words. Today (May 2th), 6.5 words have been updated, and two chapters have been updated. I now owe -= chapters.
I will try my best to update as much as possible on the day the book is put on the shelves. However, the update will not be counted in the repayment. I will return these six and a half chapters on Saturday. That’s over.
This book is now on the shelves. I will first offer a simple first-order subscription reward. I will not offer other ticket rewards or reward rewards until next month.
The first order (the number of subscriptions within 24 hours of the first chapter being released) exceeds 2000, and an additional chapter of 2000 words will be added.
If the first order exceeds 3000, an extra chapter of 2000 words will be added.
If the first order exceeds 4000, an extra chapter of 2000 words will be added.
I don't expect more, because there is no possibility of more first orders...
It's difficult to add more chapters or more words, because I already owe a lot of chapters. If it weren't for the fact that this is a reward for the first order, I would still like to pay it off before opening it. After all, it's too abstract to open a reward before paying it off...
OK, readers who are not interested in the pitiful remarks can skip this. What follows is my pitiful remarks.
.........................Here is the dividing line for pitiful speeches.................................
It's on the shelves. How should I put it? According to the convention, I have to sell the pity, but I always think that I am special. I definitely won't sell the pity that others want to sell.
But then I thought about it, I've been really miserable lately, and I'm a stinking book-writing nerd, staying at home typing away every day. I have to let people know how miserable I am, and I think this thank you speech for the book being put on the shelves is just the right one to use to sell my misery.
No wonder authors in the past liked to play the victim in their remarks when their books were put on the shelves. It seems that they not only wanted to use this to get their fans to pity them and subscribe to their books, but it was also a way to express their personal emotions.
Because the bounty I offered before has not been paid off yet, I will not offer a bounty for the thanks for listing this time, so actually you can skip this thanks for listing and just wait for my update. There is nothing important below.
First, let me talk about my confusion.
To be honest, I have been writing books for several years. I failed for a long time before, but the results were pretty good in the past two years. I felt that my condition was good and I was in an upward state.
But there was a period of time, probably from April last year to April this year, a whole year, I was caught in an extremely strange cycle.
That is, I can’t produce any new books.
Actually, writing a book is not a difficult thing. As long as you want to write and are not lazy, you can start writing.
But I don’t know how many beginnings I wrote in this year, and all of them lost their freshness and creative desire after writing one or two chapters, and died directly in my Orange Gua coding process without even being published.
The topics of these openings are extremely broad. I simply wanted to write about whatever I was interested in at the time. But because I was just interested and didn't have a deep understanding of it, I couldn't write it no matter what.
Of course, you won’t be able to write anything this way.
It was because of this situation where I wanted to write but couldn’t, and my state was too bad, that I became more and more anxious and fell into an extremely serious period of confusion.
When I was confused, I was always thinking about how to write a new book, but my brain said, "Go write a new book," and my hands said, "Go open Steam and play a refreshing Apex." My hands won for a whole year, but after a year, apart from being disgusted by the B ranking mechanism, I didn't really enjoy playing games.
Basically, I just log in and play a few games to vent my dissatisfaction and stress, then play until night time and go to sleep directly on the bed, leaving all the difficulties to tomorrow, believing that tomorrow I will be able to solve all the difficulties and become a super master who can make perfect decisions.
But this is obviously impossible.
It is impossible for a person to suddenly become better after waking up from a sleep...If you feel that everything has become better after waking up from a sleep, it means that you have not woken up yet and are still indulging in your own dream.
This one-year window has had a huge impact on me.
Where should I start... Actually, I didn't have much pressure in life at the beginning. I lived freely in a small county town. The money I earned from writing books was enough for me to have Crazy Thursdays once a week.
I am a person who goes with the flow, has low requirements for quality of life, and I really like to play badly.
This led to the situation that a year ago, when I was writing a book, I felt that I had saved a little bit of money, which could support me for a while and allow me to prepare an interesting book that I would feel comfortable writing and readers would feel comfortable reading, and I could also tinker with it a little bit in the middle. But all this inevitably slid into the abyss.
First of all, my buddy lost a lot of money by investing his savings in B stock - luckily I sold this B stock early, because the major shareholder of B stock enforced the decision two days ago, and it will probably be delisted soon.
If I hadn't needed the money for something some time ago and hadn't gritted my teeth and taken it out even after losing 60%, I would have lost everything now... Oh no, losing 60% is already losing everything. If I think about it carefully, losing money like this seems like pure brain damage. How could anyone lose money like this? It's unbelievable.
Oh, so the person with cerebral palsy is me, then it’s okay.
My savings were originally enough for me to live on, but then the stocks wiped out my savings, and the remaining 40% is just enough to barely survive for a while.
Then I didn't write any books for another year and had no income. After a year of hiatus, I could only create this B deposit.
Well, actually, if it were just this it would be fine, after all, at least there would be some money and I wouldn’t starve to death.
But I hate the status quo, and not writing a book makes me very anxious, so I'm looking for ways to change this situation...
So I decided to put some pressure on myself and move in with a few book-writing friends.
Since everyone writes books, they can give me a lot of useful advice.
Secondly, if you share a house with someone, the pressure will be very high. It doesn’t matter if you starve to death, but if you can’t pay the rent and your friends have no place to live, I would commit suicide even if I’m not dead.
So, in order to keep the shared rental going, I actually opened a book in the middle to earn some rent...
But that book was really frustrating.
There were only two or three hundred subscriptions, and I wrote like crazy, but I only got a thousand dollars a month in royalties. This income was not enough to support my life. I managed to write three or four hundred thousand words and then finished it. I saved the more than one thousand yuan I got and used it to pay for one month's rent.
This made me anxious. I almost died of anxiety because of this. After all, if I don’t make money, I will starve to death. Anyone would be anxious.
Then, with an extremely anxious mood, I opened this fan fiction of Bengtie.
In fact, when I started this book, I had a self-destructive attitude - because the game Collapse had just come out, there was very little plot, and it was very difficult to write as a fan fiction.
But the reason why I opened it is mainly because I feel that I can’t write anything else.
My last book got 200 to 300 subscriptions, but I wasted my time. I felt that I just couldn’t write about those things, but I didn’t have time to delve into and learn about other topics, so I could only write about things that I could write about and that interested me…
The iron hit right into my strike zone.
First of all, the game had just been released and everyone had no idea about it, so they were all starting from the same starting line.
Secondly, the space opera feeling of this game really appeals to me. I won’t say anything else, I just really like this kind of space opera.
When I play Stellaris, I love reading those event chains the most. Every time I am shocked by those little stories and the texts full of the vast charm of the universe.
Bengtie gives me a similar feeling...it's actually very comfortable to play.
As soon as I saw the setting, the world view, and the plot... I realized I had to write about this, this is it!
Then I started to write this book crazily. Although the performance of this book is not that good compared with the same period, the click list fluctuates around 20th place every day, and those group of broken irons have 2 to 3 million clicks each. This book has only 1.4 to 1.5 million clicks from April 26th to May 26th, but I feel it is also very good.
Although the performance of this book is not very good, it is better than my previous one which had two or three hundred orders. It is a great shot in the arm for me.
If the performance of this book had not collapsed beyond my expectations, I feel that I should be able to stop being anxious and write this book calmly.
Oh yes, by the way, subscribed readers should not be afraid that I will cut the book, I will never cut the book casually.
The reason is very simple - because I am under great pressure now, and I will have no food to eat if I don’t write a book.
In order to avoid starving to death and being kicked out of the house by the landlord, please feel free to subscribe. I will definitely finish this book as usual...
And in order to make money, I should try my best to update, offer rewards and then update, because I really have no money to eat, and any money I can earn is a little bit...
Well, so that I won’t starve to death…Brother Meng, please give me a first order!!
Is it possible that you can place an order every day, and then I can write stories and funny jokes for everyone every day? Think about it, wouldn’t everyone make money?
Win-win!
So, so... Brothers, please sign in and support me! (cry)
Chapter 3—What? I seem to have come at the wrong time? (5k)
[You are imprisoned in Klippelburg, accompanied by your mother Cocolia.]
[Xier did not treat you badly. You were treated well. You were just confined to Klipper Castle and were not allowed to leave.]
[She seems to want you to take a good look at where Beloberg will go under her control.]
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