Collapse, I became their salvation?

Later, I seemed to have some consciousness and a body.

But I can't control this body, I can only watch.

I watched it intermittently, and every time I woke up, I could only see a fragment.

Looking at "myself", I have experienced all kinds of things.

I don’t know which day it was, but I seemed to meet that person again. He walked into the school called Saint Freya.

I recognized him at first sight.

It’s so strange, why do I want to cry so much when I see him?

I clearly... only hatred is right.

Later, another consciousness in my body seemed to wake up, and he hugged "me".

Although I can't feel it, his embrace must be very warm.

I also want to...

Experience that hug once.

I knew long ago that I was born out of hatred for those things, those… “beautiful” things.

It has nothing to do with me.

But I really want to experience it once.

Even just once.

After an unknown amount of time, I was awakened.

Contrary to what I expected, the first person I reborn into was him.

Fool, idiot, I am clearly trying to avenge you, why are you standing in my way?

I don't want to be his enemy, I want to scare him off.

Let him run as far as possible.

But how could he be so stupid to do this for the consciousness in my body?

This emotion should be called jealousy, right?

But even so, I still didn't think of hurting him.

But why, why did he still fall into my hands.

Why wouldn't he let me treat him?

I can obviously do it.

Should I be considered "hateful"?

Is that why you hate me so much?

So you hated me from the beginning?

Hate it...

Even if you die, you won't let me help you?

I know that I was born wrong, but even the goal I strive for thinks I am a mistake...

If I could do it again, if there was another chance.

I would rather have never been here.

......

The Herrscher of the Void opened her eyes and walked out of her memories.

Feeling Tubai's embrace, her tears could not stop falling.

She started sobbing softly, then it got louder and louder.

Finally, she burst into tears like a newborn baby.

Tu Bai gently patted the girl's back to help her breathe.

"It's all right, it's all right."⑥

The girl continued to cry, and he could only comfort her.

This girl, who had been carrying hatred since she was born, had long been filled with grievances.

It was just hatred that suppressed her and made her unable to express herself.

Even if emotions are occasionally revealed, they are destined to be difficult to be understood.

The girl didn't know how long she cried before her voice gradually faded away.

Her voice was a little hoarse from crying.

She was still sobbing quietly.

"never mind."

Tu Bai patted her on the back.

"From now on, I will be by your side."

"you hate me."

"I don't hate it. I never have."

"You hate..."

"Idiot, who told you that?"

"You did it yourself."

Tu Bai was stunned for a moment and smiled helplessly.

"I just stopped you once. If I hated you, I would have hit you back then."

"You just can't bear to hurt them."

"..."

To be honest, when he first saw the Herrscher of the Void, Tubai really didn't think about negotiating with him.

It was only after I discovered her attitude that I thought of this possibility.

But the priority at that time was to stop her first.

As fate would have it, there was no room for communication between the two.

If he had known this would work, why would he actively seek death?

Three people were almost depressed.

"Why would I hug you if I hated you?"

"You are holding that Kiana's body now."

"But in my opinion, you are not the same person."

"I'm hugging you, not Kiana."

Tu Bai tightened his arms.

"The body is just a carrier, because this is Kiana's body. You can only use Kiana's body now."

"But the one I want to hug right now is you."

"..."

"sophistry."

The Herrscher of the Void snorted.

"let me go."

Tu Bai didn't let go, he continued to hold her.

"Let's talk like this. It will make you feel more at ease."

The Ruler of the Void can easily dodge if he wants to.

Even though she is not in her prime, her ability to control the Herrscher Core is stronger than Kiana and Sirin combined.

If he wanted to dodge, he would have teleported away long ago.

He asked Tu Bai to let go, but he did nothing.

There is only one reason.

That's just being stubborn.

"Do you think you're having a good chat when you hold me like this?"

The Herrscher of the Void symbolically pushed twice, but when he found that he couldn't move it anymore, he could only let Tu Bai hold him.

"You shouldn't have woken me."

The Herrscher of the Void's voice was still a little hoarse. She had really cried for a long time and very loudly.

What should be felt bad is Kiana's voice.

I don’t know how this little guy will react when he wakes up and finds that his throat hurts.

"How can I talk to you if I don't wake you up?"

"It's useless even if you wake me up. As long as I'm alive, I will never let go of my hatred."

The Herrscher of the Void snorted again.

"I like you, yes, but I'm not those two weak guys, you can't stop me."

"With your current strength, you can't do anything to Otto."

"You underestimate me?"

"You underestimated him. A 500-year-old monster, do you think he has no backup plan?"

"..."

"He has hundreds of soul steel bodies. If you destroy one, there will be another one."

"He has copied his consciousness many times. Killing him would at most make him lose the memory before his death."

"He is no longer a normal human being. It is even hard to say whether he is the same person at this moment or the same person at the next moment."

"..."

The Herrscher of the Void frowned.

She really hadn't thought about these things, and she didn't expect that guy to be so cruel to her.

"Why are you telling me this?"

"This is your obsession. Since you can't let it go, you naturally have to realize it."

Tu Bai paused, "It's just that now is not the time."

"..."

"You are such a complete fool, idiot, and fool!"

Tu Bai laughed.

"As for destroying this world... Sorry, there are still many people and things I care about in this world, and they also have many people and things they care about, so just think of it as for me and give up this idea, okay?"

The Herrscher of the Void took a deep breath.

"Until this moment, I still can't find a reason not to destroy this world. The most I can do is to let the people you care about survive."

"Then let's make a pact?"

"If we find a reason, you will give up destroying the world, how about that?" ⑨

"What if you don't find it?"

"Then I'll accompany you."

"......"