I participated in the development of EVA

Fumihiko Ikari followed Naoko Akagi and observed her for a whole day. He had only one feeling, that is, the happy family and the bad relationship between Ritsuko Akagi and Naoko Akagi, the mother and daughter, were all spoiled by Naoko Akagi's husband. In other words, if Naoko Akagi's husband had not died, the relationship between the mother and daughter would never have become so stiff.

"Let's have another baby."

"Ah."

Listening to the couple's sex talk, Ikari Fumihiko was stunned for a moment and then prepared to avoid suspicion.

only……

This inner world exists around Naoko Akagi.

To put it simply, there is nothingness outside of Akagi Naoko, and he cannot leave the room unless he disconnects.

what is this?

Forced currently?

I wanted to disconnect, but then I thought, why bother? I might as well just treat it as watching a movie. It would also be a good opportunity to see who is stronger, me or the real person in this channel.

Of course, this was just a joke. The reason why he chose to stay was...

Ritsuko Akagi ran over and knocked on the bedroom door, interrupting their subsequent actions.

"What's wrong, Ritsuko?"

"I want to sleep with mom and dad."

"Ah."

A family of three sleeps together.

After Akagi Naoko closed her eyes and fell asleep, the whole world darkened. Ikari Fumihiko felt dazed at this moment, and when he came to his senses, the sky was bright.

Akagi Naoko was the only one left in the bedroom.

Seeing this scene, a thought occurred to Ikari Fumihiko: Would this be an infinite cycle of reincarnations on the same day?!

Just as he was thinking this, Akagi Naoko had already woken up, changed her clothes and finished her breakfast.

There have been some changes when I came to the company's laboratory.

He appeared in Naoko Akagi's dream and entered the company as an intern.

Of course, this "he" is not the real him, but Fumihiko Ikari who lives in Naoko Akagi's dream.

Seeing this situation, he couldn't help but become curious. Would the next development be that the two of them would go from colleagues to bed partners?

however……

Time passed quickly in the dream, so he observed for a month without realizing it, during which time he inevitably watched several live pornographic shows. Of course... the point is that in the dream, he and Naoko Akagi had always been normal colleagues, and they had never even spoken to each other. Instead, he got together after meeting Riko Akagi by chance.

20:48:38

753. Meet again

Fumihiko Ikari originally thought that the world would continue to develop in this way.

In Naoko Akagi's mind, he will continue to exist as a son-in-law, but...

The time came to September 2000, 9.

That was the day when the second impact occurred, but the second impact did not occur on this day, but something else happened.

Naoko Akagi's husband was in a car accident on the way to take Ritsuko Akagi to school and both died on the spot.

When Naoko Akagi in the dream received this news, she was stunned where she was, and the same was true for Fumihiko Ikari who was observing from the side.

After a long time, Naoko Akagi came to her senses and rushed to the police station to confirm the bodies of her husband and daughter. Looking at another self who also appeared in the police station, Fumihiko Ikari reacted at this moment. Before she entered the dream, Naoko Akagi's life had been frozen in that peaceful day, and it was her appearance that brought changes to the dream.

The reason for this idea is naturally because in the past two years, unless there are some reasons, there has been no fluctuation in the core.

Of course, there are other explanations for the current situation, but he thinks Yu's possibility is more likely.

With his help in the dream, Naoko Akagi gradually recovered from the blow. However, as the relationship between the two became closer, Naoko Akagi's inner struggle caused the dream to gradually distort.

This left him a little puzzled.

The dream is a mirror image of Naoko Akagi's inner world. Normally, if Naoko Akagi truly resisted, the situation would not have developed like this.

Is it...

This dream was not affected by Naoko Akagi.

In other words, dreams are made up of EVA, and Naoko Akagi is just living in the situation that she desires in her heart.

Just then, Naoko Akagi's voice sounded beside Fumihiko Ikari.

“It’s not a struggle, it’s a denial.”

Looking in the direction of the voice, another Naoko Akagi appeared not far away.

She continued to explain.

"After I sensed your presence, I woke up from my dream and realized your existence. You appeared in my dream, and at the same time, some thoughts came to my mind. The first thought that flashed through my mind was that there shouldn't be too many intersections between us, and you and Ritsuko should be together. However, after that scene really appeared in my dream, I couldn't control my emotions...

The thought came to my mind that there would be no obstacle if Ritsuko was not there.

but……

If something like that really happened, I would realize that it was not right either. My feelings for you were based on a mistake and should not have happened. "

After hearing the explanation, Fumihiko Ikari finally understood why his dreams became more and more distorted.

Naoko Akagi wanted to deny this plot but she couldn't really deny it.

Simply put, he had misunderstood before, he was not entirely a stand-in.

Naoko Akagi did fall in love with him, but there was also Ritsuko Akagi between them. Naoko Akagi could not face this relationship, which made Naoko Akagi realize that their relationship was a mistake. Therefore, Naoko Akagi selectively forgot Fumihiko Ikari and adjusted her life to before the second shock. However, his appearance in her dream made Naoko Akagi unable to continue to escape.

After figuring it all out, he felt much better.

At the same time, I also realized one thing.

Naoko Akagi's fate seems to have changed, but in fact it has not changed at all from the original work.

Both were loved in the first half of their lives, and fell in love with someone they shouldn't have loved in the second half. If we have to say there was a change, it was that Ikari Gendo simply wanted to use Akagi Naoko, and he also didn't love her but had the idea of ​​spending the rest of his life with her.

"Naoko, come back with me."

As he said this, he stretched out his hand, trying to grab Akagi Naoko, but was avoided.

Naoko Akagi shook her head.

"If it's a mistake, it should be corrected."

“You can’t correct any problem by running away from it.”

"No, I can feel it. As long as you accept it, Ritsuko will gradually let it go. Time will heal everything."

Fumihiko Ikari wanted to catch Naoko Akagi regardless of the consequences but was hindered by the AT force field.

It was not Naoko Akagi who deployed the AT force field, but him!

Naoko Akagi was also stunned when she saw this scene, but she reacted immediately.

"Your soul realized that if we were to come into contact here, I would be able to see into your heart... so you chose to refuse."

After a pause, she added another sentence.

"Are you afraid that I will see that you don't love me, or are you having other secrets that you don't want anyone to know?"

Hearing this, Ikari Fumihiko came back to his senses.

Just like Naoko Akagi said, he really didn't want Naoko Akagi to see his inner thoughts. This was partly because he didn't love Naoko Akagi, but more importantly, it was because he was a time traveler.

"..."

"Let's end our relationship here! Don't bother me anymore. This will be good for you, me, and Ritsuko."

Just as Fumihiko Ikari was about to say something, he felt a strong pulling sensation.

After being in a trance for a while and then coming to his senses, he returned to the core module. Immediately, he felt extremely weak, and his eyes went black before he lost consciousness.

When he woke up again, he was already lying in the medical cabin.

And he was greeted by Akagi Ritsuko's eyes that were already red and swollen from crying, and Katsuragi Misato who was dozing off beside him.

Seeing him wake up, Ritsuko Akagi hugged him directly.

He just felt soft and suffocated.

It was Misato Katsuragi who reacted and said, "If you don't let go, he will be suffocated to death."

Only then did Ritsuko Akagi let go in panic.

"Are you OK?"

Fumihiko Ikari breathed in the air that still lingered with the scent of milk.

"What do you think? You almost killed me just now."

"Uh……"

"Okay, stop worrying and bring me some clothes first."

"Ah."

Ritsuko Akagi took the combat uniform.

Ikari Fumihiko glanced at Katsuragi Misato and Akagi Ritsuko and said, "I'm going to get dressed, aren't you going to step aside for a while?"

After the two men got up and left, Fumihiko Ikari put on his combat uniform.

He forced himself to crawl out of the medical cabin despite his weakness, but without any effort he sat directly on the standard wheelchair provided by the medical cabin.

Sitting in an electric wheelchair, he left the medical room.

Then he asked Ritsuko Akagi.

"You shut down the...infiltration system??"

"Well, you've been gone for two days. I... I'm worried... if it's longer, you won't be able to come back..."

Two days?

Fumihiko Ikari was a little surprised that he had stayed in the dream for so long, but only two days had passed in reality.

At the same time, he also understood why Misato Katsuragi appeared here. It must be because Ritsuko Akagi was unable to make a decision in the face of that situation and called her over.

"Take a break and try again."

Seeing that Fumihiko Ikari was fine, Ritsuko Akagi regained her composure.

"Did you see your mother?"

"Ah."

He didn't want to add to Ritsuko Akagi's psychological burden, so he didn't continue to explain the situation.

Without giving Akagi Ritsuko a chance to speak, he spoke again.

"Take a look at the experimental data first."

"Oh."

Just as Ritsuko Akagi was about to push the wheelchair for Fumihiko Ikari, Misato Katsuragi coughed dryly. Ritsuko Akagi was stunned for a moment, then reacted and gave her seat to Misato Katsuragi.

20:48:50

754. You must be sweating profusely!

Feeling the gazes from behind, Misato Katsuragi smiled bitterly in her heart.

Fumihiko Ikari was pushed into the control room and flipped through the experimental log.

Ritsuko Akagi hesitated and turned to leave the control room on the pretext of preparing food, leaving only Fumihiko Ikari and Misato Katsuragi at the scene.

Misato Katsuragi was not in a hurry to do anything. She just sat beside Fumihiko Ikari and watched quietly. Gradually, she became distracted, because as she watched Fumihiko Ikari work, she thought of how her father was the same in the past, ignoring her existence and focusing all his attention on research... At this moment, time seemed to have gone back to before the second impact, and she went to Antarctica with her father.

When in Antarctica, her father was analyzing something day and night in the scientific research station, completely ignoring her.

At that time, she had thought that even if she died, the man would not notice.

Fumihiko Ikari had no idea what Misato Katsuragi was thinking, as his attention was completely focused on the experimental log.