But after asking herself and sorting out her inner emotions one by one, she found that the strongest emotion in her heart was...
■Desire, and obedience.
This seems a bit strange, but it is not strange at all if you think about it carefully - she had a pathological desire to be bullied by Xu Shi, and she had been going through this for countless days and nights before.
Don’t ask whether Xu Shi intentionally guided her through Lin Xing, just tell me whether you did it or not.
In addition, this emotion has been accumulating in my heart for a period of time, and Su Lin's hook just now... It would have to be this kind of emotion.
Or maybe this is a way of escaping, because it seems that I gave up Shen He for Xu Shi, right? No matter how much I don't want to admit it, it's the same.
In other words, I have actually been eroded imperceptibly for a long time, right?
and so.
After realizing this, Lin Yue knelt down.
At the same time, the shackles in her heart were broken.
"……Owner."
When she said this, she did not feel the slightest bit of shame, but instead felt a sense of relief.
"Evil thoughts increase entropy", and the closed loop is completed.
(End of this chapter)
Chapter 181 Are you guys done yet?!
Lin Yue's psychological defenses collapsed unexpectedly quickly.
Or maybe this was expected - the seeds of "entropy of evil thoughts" had been sown long ago, and were still growing vigorously... First of all, Lin Xing, no, Xu Shi had told her that as long as she could distinguish between dreams and reality, everything would be fine. But in fact, no matter whether the assassin sister could control this line, her consolation behavior was catalyzing the seeds in her heart to take root and sprout.
and so.
When Xu Shi chose to reveal the truth now, he had already expected a similar result.
After all, these were the seeds he had sown, so he was very confident about how they would grow.
He once lamented that the assassin's little sister's situation was quite special. She was emotionally connected to Shen He, but mentally she had a masochistic tendency that only appeared when facing herself. He didn't know what she would become when the loop was completed.
Now the answer is revealed.
She is as loyal to herself as anyone else.
"come over."
Thinking of this, he hooked his finger at Lin Yue with interest.
Lin Yue did not get up, but moved closer little by little. After hesitating for a moment, she finally imitated her sister and crawled under him.
"So nice."
Xu Shi leaned over, lifted her chin, and admired her slightly shy expression with satisfaction.
Well, it’s not entirely true to say that I’m completely satisfied.
Recalling that Zhuge Liang was able to capture Meng Huo seven times and release him seven times, but the assassin girl in front of me has fallen so completely after just two attempts... Then who can make up for the lack of fun for me?
Never mind, the result is good.
The vile victor thought so.
"Owner?"
Lin Yue was still a little at a loss. She was in the shy period where her mentality had just changed. Although she was willing to submit to the man in front of her, she was still a little embarrassed and had to ask in a half-pleading manner.
"What? You don't look happy?"
Xu Shike knew her mental activities too well, and he couldn't help but have bad thoughts. He intensified his hand movements and teased her with words at the same time.
"No, no..."
Lin Yue shook her head repeatedly and cautiously asked, "I, I just... Master doesn't want to do something to me?"
"Again, it's not about what I want to do, but what you want me to do to you."
Xu Shi pretended to be confused, "There are only two of us here, Miss Lin Yue, you can speak your mind openly."
"I……"
Lin Yue pursed her lips. She was not stupid and knew that Xu Shi was deliberately keeping her hanging.
How could this guy not know what he wanted? Why did he have to say it out loud... He is so mean.
The assassin girl was shy and didn't want to say anything.
She didn't say anything and Xu Shi didn't care, just let her suffer here.
Well.
In the end, the growing desire overcame reason.
Lin Yue stood up shakily and unbuttoned her clothes little by little.
"Master...hit me, punish me..."
She opened her arms without hesitation, ready to welcome her new life.
"Okay."
Xu Shi loosened his hand and picked up the small whip that he had prepared early in the morning.
Do you know why the meeting place is now in prison⑧? (doge)
Snapped.
……
Hearing the obscene noises coming from inside, Su Lin, who was waiting outside, couldn't help but roll her eyes.
Xu Shi said that there were only two people here, which was the biggest lie. Wasn't she a human? No, the young master was the real dog.
Anyway, she could hear it very clearly... God knows what material these cells in the "Snake Ring" are made of. The sound insulation effect seems to be adaptive. She can't hear a word of what she should hear, but the things she doesn't want to hear keep drilling into her ears...
This made Director Su very unhappy. She was worried about the young master yesterday, and today this happened again. Her mood inevitably became even more complicated.
Humph.
The loyalty in her heart did not allow her to leave, so she could only lean against the wall with her arms folded angrily, trying her best to restrain herself from losing her composure.
Miss Su Lin was in deep entanglement.
It's a pity that a certain bastard couldn't appreciate his efforts, but he was very pleased with the reaction of the assassin's little sister.
Perhaps it was because the pressure in his heart had accumulated for too long, and it coincided with a 180-degree change in his mentality, Lin Yue seemed a little out of control, and the degree of his desire far exceeded Xu Shi's imagination.
To be honest, her M attribute was definitely forced out by Xu. And you still say you are not a bad person? Even the worst person will inevitably feel a little guilty.
However, seeing that she was enjoying it, Xu Shi's guilt naturally became much less.
In addition, Miss Lin Yue's tolerance was exceptionally good, and the shame finally disappeared - just kidding, she was a combatant after all, and her physical fitness was not just talk...
I don’t know how much time has passed.
"Well……"
Lin Yue let out a long moan, her dazed eyes refocused, and she took the initiative to get into Xu Shi's arms.
"Are you feeling better?"
Xu Shi considerately took out a wet wipe to wipe her, and at the same time, he looked for the holy marks on her body as usual.
The location of Lin Yue’s holy mark is very interesting, on the back of her neck, there are cloud-patterned wings rising into the sky.
Apart from that, there was nothing else. Xu Shi controlled his strength so well that not even a red mark was left.
Just kidding, this is a sex toy, not a torture device. It’s enough to satisfy the assassin girl mentally. I don’t have to beat her to death... Besides, what marks can low-temperature wax leave?
"Well, thank you, Master."
Lin Yue took the water he handed her and drank it all, then moved closer to his arms.
She was not like the others, surprised and amazed by the extra things she had. This was a natural and satisfying result.
Of course, it was also because she was still enjoying her leisure time...
She swore that from the time Xu Shi let her go until now, she had never been so satisfied as she was now... The feeling of him bullying her personally and her relieving stress herself were completely different.
She even couldn't help but recall the first time she was tied up by Xu Shi. Why did she feel pain at that time? It was such a comfortable thing...
"I still prefer you to call me a devil bastard with a gloomy face."
Xu Shi was also happy to see her like this. It was his job to make the suffering little sister feel happy and joyful... But he still couldn't help but make a teasing remark.
There's no way, I never get tired of seeing this kind of contrast.
"I...you were originally a bad person. It's me who changed, not you."
Lin Yue was indeed amused and started to complain coquettishly.
Xu Shi touched her head in response, and took her left hand again, "Have you reattached the broken finger?"
He knew about this, but he didn't pay much attention to it the last time he went to Sin City to arrest people. He was a little surprised when he saw it.
"hold head high."
Lin Yue responded softly.
"In order to feel at ease when leaving Shen He?"
Xu Shi played with it gently for a while, and then asked knowingly.
"……Um."
Lin Yue blinked. You clearly knew it, but you still asked me. You are really bad...
"Hi."
Xu Shi couldn't help but sigh when he heard this. In fact, the assassin girl's character was quite upright, as evidenced by the fact that she could do such a thing... No wonder she had such a big change after her fall. She took things she had determined more seriously than anyone else.
“Thinking about it now, do you still think it’s worth it?”
He asked maliciously.
"Well...I felt it was worth it then. At least I didn't owe him anything..."
Lin Yue was an honest child, so she didn't lie when he asked her this. "But now... I'm only loyal to you, and I don't think it's worth it."
"It's good that you think so."
Xu Shi was not angry, and gave him an additional warning, "Don't do such stupid things in the future, even if it's for me."
"Punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes is something only a fool would do, you know?"
"Lin Yue knows."
The assassin girl humbly accepted the advice and nodded slightly, feeling a little warm in her heart.
The fact is that apart from his mother, only Xu Shi has said this, not even Shen He.
"How is he now?"
Speaking of Shen He, she couldn't help but ask a question.
"Dead. I killed him myself."
Xu Shi did not hide it from her and replied calmly, "If you want to see it, I'll take you there later."
"……No."
Lin Yue shook her head. It was obvious that her obedience to Xu Shi made her let go of many things. She asked this question only because she wanted a result and to put an end to the past.
In fact, all this was destined a long time ago... She felt quite emotional when she thought about it. It was a long time ago that she and Shen He parted ways. And the fact is just as Xu Shi said, you care about him, but the other party may not, and he even treats you as a thief.
On the contrary, Xu Shi, although he had done bad things to himself, never made excuses. Moreover, he used Lin Xing to help him take revenge on Zhang Shijun and climbed up step by step, which was undeniable. He said that he relied on his sister, but in fact, he relied on him...
Anyway, she realized this after everything was said out, and she couldn't deceive herself.
What is he like? A sharp tongue but a soft heart? No, he wasn't gentle at all when he was bullied...
And if you think from this perspective, surrendering to him is not a surprise, but a necessity.
Thinking of this, she felt much better. The name Shen He no longer stirred any waves in her heart. Perhaps before long, it would gradually fade away until it disappeared.
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