You are my wife, don't doubt it!

I kept replying to her messages later and later, until I only replied to her messages before going to bed.

Then one day, she finally forgot to reply even before going to bed because she was too tired from studying and fell asleep immediately.

After school starts, this situation will become even worse.

And I don't even have the right to blame her.

"We are just friends, aren't we?" Shen Jie would tell him, "Why don't you spend more time with your real girlfriend Yu Luying when you have time?"

My requests for dates would be repeatedly postponed with the excuse of being "busy with studies".

Of course, they can still meet, after all, there is a blood bond.

One winter, heavy snow fell outside the window.

Shen Jie was wearing a thick down jacket, and to keep out the cold, she also put on a scarf, earmuffs and gloves.

The down jacket is light pink, and the contrasting woolen hat and scarf are dark purple. Her fair face is slightly thin, which makes her even more adorable.

The scarf was loosely wrapped around the neck, and the woolen hat was close to the scalp, which made her look very warm. The gloves were also dark purple, and the thick material ensured that the fingers would not freeze. She was wearing UGGs, and the soles of the boots were stained with some snow water. She took them off next to the shoe rack between the soap slices, revealing thick white wool socks.

Shen Jie greeted herself politely, took off her gloves, went into the closet, and then stayed with her daughter for more than an hour.

Xiao Yao leaned against the closet, listening silently to Shen Jie and Tian Yun chatting.

The heating and air conditioning in the room was humming.

"How long can you stay this time?" Xiao Yao asked her, rubbing his hands.

"We have to leave after Christmas," Shen Jie told him.

After finishing the visit, Xiao Yao silently accompanied Shen Jie back to his own room.

Without much verbal exchange and without turning on the lights, Xiao Yao hugged the girl and fell on the bed covered with a quilt.

"Are you sure that silly girl has no objection to this?" Shen Jie confirmed with him.

"If you don't believe me, call her and ask her." Xiao Yao said in a hoarse voice.

"No need, I trust you," Shen Jie hugged him backhandedly, "Hurry up, is 15 minutes enough for you? The driver is waiting, and I have to work on my thesis tonight. I will defend it online next week, and the instructor there is not easy to fool."

Xiao Yao suddenly felt bored and wilted.

"Can you do it?" Shen Jie laughed at him.

……

……

……

Just like that, a huge sadness gripped his heart, making it difficult for him to breathe. His eyes turned a little red, and he just wanted to cry.

"Hey, hey, what are you thinking about?" Shen Jie noticed his look, a little scared, and patted him hard: "Is it because we are too far apart that you feel uncomfortable?"

At this time, the old bus was speeding on the elevated road and there was no sign of stopping for a while. Shen Jie secretly regretted her recklessness.

Fortunately, Xiao Yao was quickly photographed back to summer from the severe winter: "Ah, ah, I'm fine, I'm fine."

"You scared me to death. What are you thinking about?" Shen Jie breathed a sigh of relief and complained.

“Think about our future.”

"Don't worry, take your time to think about it. You don't have to give me an answer today," Shen Jie gently comforted him, "It's okay to think about it for two or three days. As long as you don't agree, I won't force it unilaterally."

"Thank you, my lady." Xiao Yao held her hand tightly.

No matter what, no matter where it will end up, Xiao Yao always feels at ease with this attitude.

"I just thought about it, there are a few problems here." Xiao Yao hooked Shen Jie's shoulders.

"Hey, don't touch me, aren't you hot?" The girl's neck was a little greasy.

"Your theory may not be true," Xiao Yao said, "otherwise, why don't you and Zhang Zhengkai have symbiosis?"

Shen Jie was stunned: "Then there is nothing between him and me. Even in the original timeline, we hardly had any contact during this period, right?"

"It's far-fetched. After all, they are engaged," Xiao Yao analyzed. "The scientific theory is that even if there are 999 examples to prove that your example is correct, as long as you give even one counterexample, your theory can be immediately falsified."

"Then you have to consider other variables," Shen Jie thought: "Zhang Zhengkai and I, then-"

"Okay, let's not talk about this for now, let's put it aside," Xiao Yao interrupted her: "You asked me to talk to Yu Luying, I think since she has already known your identity and the existence of your daughter, she will definitely not agree."

"Oh," Shen Jie patted Xiao Yao's arm and said, "If this is what you're worried about, I'm telling you, I'll take care of it for you."

Xiao Yao felt very strange. It felt like his ex-girlfriend was introducing her best friend to him as his new girlfriend. It was so weird. "No, that's not the main problem. The most important thing is that I can't get over this hurdle in my heart!"

"What obstacle?" Shen Jie thought Xiao Yao was referring to the fact that she had promised him that they could continue to have close contact: "Then you have to be a gentleman, and we can just stay as normal friends."

"There was a, ah, great man who said this," Xiao Yao told Shen Jie: "Dating without the purpose of getting married is just hooliganism."

"Do you believe this?" Shen Jie raised her eyebrows.

"I believe it," Xiao Yao said solemnly, "Go ask Brother Bo, he will definitely agree with this statement."

"So what?" Shen Jie said.

"So I should not have dated Yu Luying even though I knew that my future marriage partner would not be her," Xiao Yao said. "Otherwise, it would be hooliganism."

The young man's voice was powerful.

Shen Jie burst out laughing: "Sometimes, I think I really like your silly and decent look."

Xiao Yao took this as a compliment and accepted it with a clear conscience: "Ouyang seems to have said the same thing to me."

"Xiao Yao," Shen Jie said, "Do you know where our final destination is?"

"Nanhui University Town." Xiao Yao told him.

"Nanhui University Town, this destination, is it important?" Shen Jie asked without thinking.

"?" Xiao Yao didn't quite understand what she meant: "What do you mean? It's not important."

"Yes, it's not important," Shen Jie said briskly, "Don't you think that the greatest value of this trip is actually the scenery along the way?"

Xiao Yao glanced out the car window, and everywhere he saw was desolation and exhaustion.

Outside the window, on the barren land, a few dry weeds stubbornly resisted the hot wind and struggled to survive under the scorching sun.

In the distance, scattered farmhouses were blown up by the wind, and together with the dead trees around them, they formed a desolate picture. It seemed that all life was gradually weakened by the ruthless environment here, leaving only a piece of yellowed land and depression everywhere.

"Are you sure?" Xiao Yao grinned and pointed out the window: "Isn't the value of our trip to test that... distance?"

Shen Jie glanced out the window and glared, "Don't argue, as long as you understand what I mean!"

"Of course I understand what you mean," Xiao Yao told Shen Jie, "If I really stayed single until I was 30, and ended up marrying a beautiful and perfect wife like you, it would never change the fact that I was miserable and helpless during my adolescence. Many of the people and scenery along the way are valuable. As I walk in this world, memories are my only package."

"I knew you would understand." Shen Jie said.

"But some are not of much value," Xiao Yao's eyes once again looked out the window at the desolate scenery. "Just like what you told me just now, about the old lady with the basket of vegetables, we just happened to meet her once. But what did this encounter bring us? Will it have any impact on each other whether we meet or not?"

Shen Jie opened her mouth to speak, but Xiao Yao continued to talk: "No matter which multiple-choice questions I got right or which questions I got wrong in the high school entrance examination, whether I ended up going to Franciscan High School, Dominican High School or Lu Xun High School, most of my classmates and even friends will one day be like that old lady with the vegetable basket, never to be seen again, never to be contacted again - you don't really think that many friendships made in high school can last a lifetime, do you?"

"Why not?" Shen Jie asked puzzled.

"Of course, whether it's Yu Luying or my other ex-girlfriends, even if we never contact each other again, they will all be useful scenery and precious memories, forever in my heart, not the old ladies carrying vegetable baskets," Xiao Yao continued to say to himself, "We live in the present, so we should give 1% effort for 100% hope, so that even if we fail in the end, we can have a clear conscience.

"But now, my Shen Jie, my beloved comrade," Xiao Yao said with great emotion, "There is already 0% hope for Yu Luying and I. If I still want to be with her... then if this isn't just being a hooligan, then what is that?"

It was indeed a hooliganism. Shen Jie agreed with Xiao Yao's point of view deep in her heart.

But what's wrong if young people act like hooligans occasionally?

"Do you remember when we were taking a bath together in the boat house—"

Xiao Yao's voice might have been a little loud when he said this, and the man in the plaid shirt in front turned around and looked at him. Shen Jie stepped hard on the instep of Xiao Yao's foot.

"Do you remember what I told you at that time?" Xiao Yao lowered his voice slightly, "You are the wife God has destined for me. It is my duty to love you."

"I remember," Shen Jie's eyes flickered, "I was quite touched at that time, and of course I am still touched now."

"If God really exists," Xiao Yao raised his right index finger and pointed at the roof, "or your destiny, fate, the self-conclusion of timeline, whatever, I think it will only tie two people together for a marriage that should have been destined to exist, and will not press their heads and say, no, you two must act like hooligans today and finish this hooligan."

When Xiao Yao said this, he gestured and Shen Jie covered her mouth with a "poof" sound, laughing so hard that her shoulders were shaking: "Xiao Yao, you are so funny."

"That's right," Xiao Yao straightened his chest, "I have always been humorous and have an interesting soul."

"But what is the essential difference between marriage and love? Isn't marriage also a man-made social concept?" Shen Jie asked him: "For the natural laws of higher dimensions..."

"No, that's not it. Brother Bo told me that marriage is a sacrament established by God." Xiao Yao said.

Brother Bo also told me the same thing, Shen Jie thought.

"So, you are ready to believe in religion now?" Shen Jie teased him, "Now you and Silly Girl are a better match."

"Come on," Xiao Yao rolled his eyes and said, "I don't know who it is. He gets up every morning and drags me for a morning run, and then goes to the morning mass. Who is it? He recites the rosary so fast——"

Xiao Yao said this halfway, rolled his eyes, and couldn't roll them back.

His eyes turned white, he foamed at the mouth, his whole body convulsed, and he fell backwards.

Shen Jie held him up and said, "Driver! Driver! Stop the car! Stop the car! Stop the car!"

The girl's voice was somewhat shrill, and all the college students in the carriage turned around to look.

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Chapter 155 Xiao Yao feels guilty

2023-04-08

Xiao Yao felt weak all over and his consciousness became blurred, as if he was sinking into darkness.

He seemed to hear Shen Jie calling him anxiously and the people around him talking noisily, but he couldn't make out what they were saying.

He felt a warm force flowing around his body, gradually enveloping him. His body became unusually light at this moment, as if it was blown by the wind.

He felt a soft and warm embrace, holding him in care, which made him feel safe and comfortable.

This is what love and care feel like.

like……

Does she really love me?

Or is it her helplessness and my wishful thinking?

In this warm embrace, the boy gradually fell into a deeper sleep, as if he was back in his mother's arms, feeling his mother's warmth and love.

The power of life is gradually recovering.

"Mom...?" Xiao Yao opened his eyes.

"Meow mommy is here." The girl said cheerfully.

The first thing that caught Xiao Yao's eye was the towering peaks...

Well, it's not surprisingly large, but from this angle with the head resting on the knees, it seems to block the view.

Wait, head on knees?

And what are these people surrounding here?

Xiao Yao sat up with a somersault and his head almost hit Shen Jie's chin.

The girl let go of Xiao Yao, stood up, and swayed twice.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Xiao Yao said hurriedly to Shen Jie, wiping the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand while supporting her.

"Don't look at him anymore. Just say he's fine," Shen Jie waved at the crowd, "No need to call 110 or 120. He's really fine."

"Dude, are you okay?" The one who spoke was actually the man in the "checkered shirt", and he looked worried.

Thank you for finally acknowledging me as your buddy.

"It's okay, it's really okay, thanks, buddy." Xiao Yao patted the man in the plaid shirt on the shoulder.

Shen Jie started making phone calls again. After the crowd gradually dispersed, she gave Xiao Yao the latest number.

46.1 kilometers.

Although he was mentally prepared to a certain extent, Xiao Yao still felt a sense of loss and frustration.

Since the symbiosis did not disappear as hoped and the distance restriction still existed, he had no way of going abroad with Shen Jie.

"Are you feeling okay now?" Shen Jie was still pressing her phone in her hand: "Father Yu has turned around and drove back. You two should be fine."