You are my wife, don't doubt it!

After ordering two drinks, Yu Luying continued, "People say that dating without the intention of getting married is just hooliganism."

Hearing this, Shen Jie couldn't help but feel a little sad for the high synchronization rate between her silly sister and classmate Xiao Yao.

"But I think - this is just my personal opinion, I don't mean to tell you what to do: dating without love is also hooliganism."

"Hmm?" Shen Jie encouraged her to continue.

"So, how do you feel about him? If you can't develop love for him and only have some other feelings, I think this is not only hurtful and unfair to you, but also to him. It's better to let go and be friends as soon as possible."

Shen Jie chuckled: "Well... First of all, I don't actually understand what love feels like. Moreover, in the concept formed in my childhood, I have never felt that there is any necessary connection between marriage and love."

"By the way, I'm not saying this to imply that you two should separate, otherwise I would have just..."

"Don't be nervous, silly girl. I understand."

"Yeah." Yu Luying nodded slightly.

"I just thought about it," Shen Jie said, "If I satisfy his wishes and make him feel happy and satisfied, I will also feel very happy and satisfied. Sometimes when I think of this, I will smile unconsciously. Does this count as love?"

"Well..." Yu Luying said: "Even if you ask me, I... I think forget it, but I dare not promise you..."

"Yeah." Shen Jie said.

"Anyway, I think that if you don't love someone, you shouldn't hurt them and break up as soon as possible. As for whether I want to be with him after the breakup, that's my own business."

Hearing this, Shen Jie felt a little unhappy again.

"If you love him, then no matter what happens, like going abroad or changing the timeline, you have to work hard and persevere with him..."

"Hmm..." Shen Jie responded casually.

"You two have known each other for two months. You should have made your own judgment on many things. Last time in the fitting room of Navarra Bridal, you said that you liked his heart of gold. Do you still think so now? If you want to end this relationship, what is the most fundamental reason?"

"Um..." Shen Jie was about to speak when her cell phone vibrated violently.

Chapter 164 Quantum Sisters II

2023-04-17

"Um..." Shen Jie was about to speak when her cell phone vibrated violently.

"Hey, dog...Xiao Yao?"

"..."

"My silly sister and I are taking a bath outside and chatting."

"..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was just taking a bath and I didn't bring my phone with me - didn't I send you a message?"

"..."

"Why didn't you receive it? Let's check later to see if the sending failed?"

"..."

"Okay, Meow Mama is here, I'll be back soon, ah, be good."

"..."

"I know, I know. Remember to eat. There's something in the refrigerator--"

"..."

"Okay, let's not talk about it now. I'm hanging up now."

Shen Jie hung up the phone and saw the (17) missed call on the phone screen, and she let out a hiss.

"The reason, this is the reason." Shen Jie waved her phone in front of Yu Luying to show her the (17) missed call.

"Did you send him a message this morning?" Yu Luying asked.

Shen Jie stuck out her tongue: "I forgot."

"You are wrong." Yu Luying pronounced.

"Okay." Shen Jie was a little unconvinced: "Anyway... um... I think he's too annoying."

"what."

"He's too clingy. There are girls around me who are in love, and none of them are like him." Shen Jie started to complain non-stop.

Yu Luying smiled and said, "That's because he loves you. If you love him, you will want to stick to him all the time."

"That's not true," Shen Jie retorted loudly, "Even couples in love, I have seen many of them. They respect each other and have their own personal space. I know Xiao Yao loves me, but sometimes his love is too heavy and can make people feel suffocated... Can you understand?"

"Hmm..." Yu Luying thought hard: "Like, like my mother?"

Shen Jie slapped her thigh and said, "Yes, yes, just like your mother! Just like my father!"

Yu Luying laughed and said, "No way, I've known Xiao Yao for a year, and he's not as scary as my mom."

"Did you feel the same when I was pestering you and following you after school?" Shen Jie retorted.

Yu Luying stopped talking.

"Comrade Xiao Yao," Shen Jie said, "is quite cute sometimes, but too clingy most of the time. I usually have a lot of things to do, and there are many things to consider and deal with in the future. I can't stay with him for a long time. I am really worried about his future, so I asked you to take care of him..."

Yu Luying smiled and said, "You are using me as a shield to distract his attention, right? And you still say that you are not treating me as Hagar, my mistress Sarai?"

"Uh..." Shen Jie couldn't refute. She knew Yu Luying was right, but she couldn't admit it to her.

"Anyway, anyway, I don't have much experience in love, so just listen to what I say," Yu Luying said, "I think as long as you love each other sincerely, these are actually not bad, right?"

Shen Jie sighed: "Hey, that's why I said you two are a pair. You have exactly the same ideas. You two must be very comfortable getting along with each other."

Yu Luying frowned slightly: "You, you... How can there be such a good thing in this world? You want to enjoy love, but you don't want to bear the weight of love? There is no right without obligations. We learned this in junior high school, right? You can't let others carry the burden for you while you live a peaceful life?"

"No way..." Shen Jie stuck out her tongue and scratched Yu Luying's arm.

“No, no, no, it’s itchy,” Yu Luying shrank back. “Anyway, I eat tomatoes and you eat eggs, I walk the dog and you stroke it, how can that be possible? Even if you saved my life, you shouldn’t bully me like this.”

Shen Jie was tickled and started laughing out loud. Yu Luying also laughed and the two girls laughed together.

Yu Luying suddenly felt a little regretful. She felt that she was personally trying to bring Xiao Yao and Shen Jie together.

She questioned herself in her heart why she did this, but she also felt that it was the right thing to do.

"Actually, you mentioned rights and obligations," Shen Jie finally stopped laughing: "I feel that during this period of time, I have fulfilled more obligations. I have always been concerned about him, his future, his material life, his feelings, and even his..."

Shen Jie wanted to say "even his needs in that area", but felt it was inappropriate: "Even he doesn't like me wearing revealing clothes, so I won't wear them. I even wear the ugly socks he likes for him."

"Ugly socks?" Yu Luying asked curiously, "How ugly are they?"

"Nude-colored short stockings."

"It's okay, I wear it sometimes." said Yu Luying.

"..." Shen Jie's face was filled with black lines.

"Anyway, I think you must have fallen in love with him," Yu Luying said, "You keep saying you don't know what love feels like, but it's probably just that you don't want to admit it to yourself."

"Ah? Really?" Shen Jie touched her chin and said, "I really want to enter my own palace and ask my shadow for answers."

"There will be no temple for someone as kind as you," said Yu Luying.

"Hmm..." Shen Jie did not comment.

"We women are actually very heartless animals," Yu Luying said. "At that time, I thought I didn't like him and was very heartless to him. No matter how he pestered me, I was indifferent and just hated him even more..."

"Well, I'm not like that. My mother has always taught me to be kind to others." Shen Jie said, "Hey, I suddenly understand why you care so much about symbiosis."

"Yes, I don't know when it started, but I found myself changing, becoming a bit like him." Yu Luying nodded and said, "This is not a question of good or bad, but a question of whether I am still myself -"

"I understand. This is a terrible thing." Shen Jie nodded.

"And you, seem to be very similar to him from the very beginning." Yu Luying said.

"I, look like him?" Shen Jie seemed to have heard a big joke: "He and I are not from the same world."

"What I'm talking about is the aspect of giving back to others with kindness," Yu Luying explained.

"Uh-huh?"

"So, you have the same trouble."

"What do you mean?" Shen Jie was puzzled.

"Zhao Xiaomei..."

The two girls hugged each other and laughed again.

"In short, I have a very simple logic. If I like him, we will work hard together. If I don't like him, we will break up directly. I am not as indecisive as you. You have to submit an application report to discuss with the other party and help him find a new job. Do you need the boss's approval to resign?" Yu Luying smiled and said, "You also need to find a new employee to take over? No one is like you. This can only mean one thing - you still can't let him go."

Shen Jie thought for a moment and said tactfully, "No, I'm mainly worried that Xiao Yao will do something stupid, something that will be bad for me and my daughter. You know him, sometimes he can be impulsive, and I'm quite worried about him."

"For example?" Yu Luying said.

"Uh..." Shen Jie didn't really want to be so thorough: "If I can't convince him to agree, will he let me go?"

Yu Luying smiled and said, "Oh, that's true. He has the potential to be a stalker. I have a deep understanding of that."

"Yes," Shen Jie patted Yu Luying, "So, this doesn't mean I love him, okay?"

"You are still lying to yourself." Yu Luying said, "If you really want to run, can you not run away? Did he tie you up with a chain? He is symbiotically locked with you? He doesn't know where your home is. If he goes to the school gate to block you after school starts, it will be easy to protect you with your family background, right? When you go abroad to study, as long as you are willing, what can Xiao Yao do to you? Cross-border pursuit?"

Shen Jie said: "Oh, that's not right - I don't have a symbiotic lock with him, but he has a hostage in his hand."

"Even a tiger won't eat its own cubs, so how could he kill your Tianyun?"

"No, if I break up with him, will he still be obedient to me? Can you guarantee it 100%?"

"I can't promise you anything," Yu Luying frowned. "You've said so much, what you actually want to say is, you don't love him? Then break up, break up."

"Ah? But you just said--"

Yu Luying deliberately said, "I was wrong. If you really love someone, how can you not have possessiveness? How can you tolerate him dating another woman?"

Shen Jie began to frown as she recalled those moments when she felt possessive of Xiao Yao.

In the "Parent-Child Education Center", when she first saw Xiao Yao and Yu Luying living together, it was hard to say that she punched and kicked Xiao Yao without any element of "venting anger".

I used to be jealous of Yu Luying, Zhao Xiaomei and Xiao Yao.

Shen Jie suddenly realized that she was not without possessiveness, but she just wanted to make sure that "everything was under her control."

She originally thought that Xiao Yao was loyal to her, but she didn't expect that he would help Yu Luying conceal the matter of symbiosis, so she was so disappointed.

She originally thought that she could arrange for Yu Luying smoothly, but just now she found out that this is not the case - the silly girl is not silly, she has her own ideas.

Once she realized that she had no control over the overall situation, she couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.

Is this... my shortcoming? Shen Jie thought.

However, these words cannot be said to Yu Luying.

"As for me, I actually didn't have much concept in this aspect since I was a child," Shen Jie said, "I know an older sister who has a very good relationship with me. She is married for political reasons, and she and her fiancé have always been very close. They can be considered childhood friends, but there is no such thing as love. After they got married, she didn't care what her husband did outside. She had three rules, as long as he didn't bring the disease home. She was very free and easy - many people around me are like this."

Yu Luying shrugged and said, "Should we say that the world of you rich people is too complicated or too simple?"

Shen Jie shrugged, and the two fell into a brief silence.

"Actually, sister, there is something I don't know whether I should say it or not." Yu Luying thought of something again.

"speak."

"You are a kind person, and you even have the potential to be a saint."

"what?"

"Or rather, you have a Christian spirit." Yu Luying thought about it and changed her way of expression.

"Why? Because I am willing to go to church to attend mass and learn to chant scriptures with you?" Shen Jie said with a smile.

"No," Yu Luying shook her head. "You are a person who, in many cases, has an altruistic mindset."

"Yeah." Shen Jie generously accepted Yu Luying's compliment.

"But sometimes there is still a little bit..." Yu Luying chose her words carefully.

Okay, the words after “but” are the key points, Shen Jie thought.

"A little bit, self-centered?" Yu Luying said hesitantly.

"Who? Me?" Shen Jie didn't like this comment: "Self-centered?"