Kato Megumi, don't look back, I am Tomoya-kun

Could it be that I am actually a bad woman at heart? !

Thinking of this, Hayasaka Ai's heart was filled with shock and subtle emotions.

But... I have always felt extremely guilty for doing things that were unfair to and betrayed Kaguya Shinomiya, especially since I need to monitor Kaguya Shinomiya's every move every day and then report all of these things to Kaguya Shinomiya Huang Guang. When I do this, I am clearly filled with guilt and remorse towards Kaguya Shinomiya in my heart.

Why is it that now, when I've done something that's even more unfair to Shinomiya Kaguya, besides guilt, I'm filled with a strange excitement and thrill?!

I can't say... I'm just this kind of person who likes to steal things, right?!

Thinking of this, Hayasaka Ai was deeply shocked. It was really wrong for her to be such a person!

I'm actually the one who wants to betray Kaguya Shinomiya. Could it be that the reason I haven't completely quit this job for so long is actually because I enjoy it?!

This thought couldn't help but emerge in Hayasaka Ai's mind.

Hayasaka Ai couldn't figure out why she had such emotions. She couldn't say she was just pretending before, could she?!

She obviously isn't that kind of person, but now she unexpectedly enjoys this feeling, which makes Hayasaka Ai feel depressed and puzzled.

No, I hate and reject this job every day!

Especially when he had to report the situation to that guy Sigong Huangguang every day, the pain, torture and disgust in his heart could not be disguised!

Hayasaka Ai was very sure that it was impossible to fake the disgust and aversion she felt when facing Shinomiya Kaguya every day, and her guilt towards Shinomiya Kaguya was also from the heart.

The reason why he has such strange emotions when facing the problems of Izumi Yu and Shinomiya Kaguya is entirely because this guy Izumi Yu is too annoying!

He is obviously a very humble guy, but he actually said something to satisfy his own needs. In fact, he just wanted to satisfy his own needs, but he ended up getting obsessed with this guy unexpectedly.

This discovery alleviated some of Hayasaka Ai's guilt and panic.

However, the thought that she felt excited and thrilled because of competing with Shinomiya Kaguya for a man made Hayasaka Ai's heart filled with guilt and remorse.

I even want to compete with Kaguya Shinomiya for the boy that Kaguya Shinomiya likes. This is really wrong of mine!

Thinking of this, Hayasaka Ai couldn't help but feel a little more guilty towards Shinomiya Kaguya.

wrong!

It shouldn’t be my problem!

Since I feel guilty for betraying Kaguya Shinomiya, it means that I am still normal at heart! At least I still know how to cherish the relationship between me and Kaguya Shinomiya, and I also cherish the friendship between me and Kaguya Shinomiya.

And I have always felt the pain in my heart when I betrayed Kaguya Shinomiya.

It can be said that I have always cherished the relationship between myself and Kaguya Shinomiya, and I also feel pain and sadness for doing things that are unfair to Kaguya Shinomiya.

The reason why I didn't feel that kind of emotion when facing the problem between Shinomiya Kaguya and Izumi Yuu, but instead felt an extremely subtle sense of excitement and stimulation.

Obviously, to a large extent, it is because this guy Izumi Yu is different from other things.

My betrayal of Kaguya Shinomiya in this matter itself was not a particularly strong betrayal, and it was this guy Izumi Yu who did not follow the rules and actually used this matter to threaten me.

When women face things that are unfavorable to them, they can always ignore objective conditions and make their own interpretations.

Hayasaka Ai has now put herself in the position of a victim. The reason she did all this was because Izumi Yu not only knew things that she shouldn't have known, but also brought them up in front of her, making her feel a sense of crisis that if she didn't please Izumi Yu, Shinomiya Kaguya might know the truth.

So, in Hayasaka Ai's opinion, the reason why she is in this situation is largely due to this guy Izumi Yu.

If it weren't for this guy Izumi Yu, he would never have betrayed Shinomiya Kaguya.

And if it weren't for the fact that this guy Izumi Yu was so delicious that people couldn't stop eating him, he wouldn't have felt so guilty and remorseful about it, but instead felt an inexplicable excitement.

After all, when she betrayed Kaguya Shinomiya and became Shinomiya Hōkou's spy, the guilt and remorse in her heart were enough to engulf Hayasaka Ai completely.

At that time, Hayasaka Ai wished she could die, so that everything would have nothing to do with her and she wouldn't have to be caught between her family and Shinomiya Kaguya.

After all, Hayasaka Ai has never quit directly because she has the Hayasaka family behind her. She cannot put the entire Hayasaka family in danger because of her personal feelings, nor can she let the efforts and contributions of others be in vain.

This is the most basic responsibility that Hayasaka Ai should have as the eldest daughter of the Hayasaka family.

After all, when you are in Hayasaka Ai's situation, you have to consider not only your own personal problems, but also the rise and fall, honor and disgrace of the entire family!

Chapter 157: Unsatisfied Hayasaka Ai (4k please subscribe)

Hayasaka Ai glanced at Izumi Yu in front of her and quickly defined Izumi Yu as the culprit.

The reason why he felt ashamed for betraying Kaguya Shinomiya and yet felt excited, and even became a little addicted to it, was entirely because this guy Izumi Yu was like a male succubus who was bewitching his mind.

You know, in the past, Hayasaka Ai had never had any strange feelings towards any man.

It may be because Hayasaka Ai has too many things to shoulder and carry, or it may be because Hayasaka Ai has been trained by Shinomiya Huangguang since she was a child, and after seeing through Shinomiya Huangguang's character, she instinctively developed a rejection and disgust towards men.

Of course, it is also possible that Hayasaka Ai simply has not thought about these things.

In any case, in Hayasaka Ai's opinion, the reason why she became so strange and even underwent such a drastic change was entirely because of this guy Izumi Yu.

If it weren't for Hachiman Yuu, how could he have had thoughts and feelings of betrayal towards Shinomiya Kaguya.

If it weren't for this guy Izumi Yu, I wouldn't have become so bad and terrible!

Ultimately, the root of all problems lies with this guy Izumi Yu!

I'm not the one who should feel guilty.

"Haysaka-san, what are you thinking about?" Seeing the expression on Haysaka Ai's face changing constantly, sometimes guilty, sometimes lost, and sometimes relieved, Izumi Yu couldn't help but look at Haysaka Ai with confusion and asked.

Izumi Yu always felt that Hayasaka Ai seemed to be thinking about something bad just now, otherwise Hayasaka Ai would not have shown such an expression.

What puzzled Izumi Yu was that he had no idea what Hayasaka Ai was thinking that made her look like that.

Could it be that Hayasaka Ai isn't satisfied yet?!

After all, Izumi Yuya can understand that for Hayasaka Ai, she is like a girl who has just cheated on him. She is really attractive to Hayasaka Ai.

Especially this feeling of betraying Kaguya Shinomiya should be a very fresh and exciting experience for Hayasaka Ai.

After all, it is true that Hayasaka Ai betrayed Shinomiya Kaguya in the past, but she only did so under the forced order of Shinomiya Hōkou.

For the sake of the entire Hayasaka family, Hayasaka Ai had to agree to Shinomiya Huangguang's order and became Shinomiya Huangguang's spy. She came to Shinomiya Kaguya's side and became Shinomiya Kaguya's personal maid, thus betraying Shinomiya Kaguya and selling all of Shinomiya Kaguya's information to Shinomiya Huangguang.

Judging from the nature of the matter, this betrayal is obviously worse for Kaguya Shinomiya, because it is equivalent to Hayasaka Ai helping others to deal with Kaguya Shinomiya, which is a betrayal in terms of camp and position.

But in reality, this incident did not bring any substantial impact or loss to Kaguya Shinomiya. Firstly, Hayasaka Ai did not get any decent information at all. Hayasaka Ai basically lived a daily life with Kaguya Shinomiya day after day.

Nothing special has ever happened to Kaguya Shinomiya. Neither Kaguya Shinomiya herself nor other people have brought any obvious changes to Kaguya Shinomiya's life.

It can be said that Shinomiya Kaguya's life has always been extremely peaceful, so even if Hayasaka Ai reported information about Shinomiya Kaguya to Shinomiya Huang Guang, in fact, there has never been anything important.

In this way, although Hayasaka Ai betrayed Shinomiya Kaguya and worked for Shinomiya Huangguang, she was actually a spy around Shinomiya Kaguya, taking advantage of Shinomiya Kaguya's trust in her and reporting Shinomiya Kaguya's information to Shinomiya Huangguang.

However, Hayasaka Ai has never actually reported any important matters to Shinomiya Huangguang. It can be said that apart from knowing Shinomiya Kaguya's daily life, Shinomiya Huangguang can only infer Shinomiya Kaguya's working style and personality through Shinomiya Kaguya's daily life, but Shinomiya Huangguang naturally has no grasp of Shinomiya Kaguya's handles or the like.

Therefore, even if Hayasaka Ai betrayed Shinomiya Kaguya, it actually did not bring any substantial losses or impacts to Shinomiya Kaguya.

Because Hayasaka Ai never told Shinomiya Huang Guang any important information about Shinomiya Kaguya.

Basically, he told Sigong Huangguang some trivial matters every day.

After all, even though Kaguya Shinomiya is the eldest daughter of the Shinomiya family, her daily life is actually not much different from that of ordinary people. Apart from the extremely generous living conditions she enjoys, the things she experiences every day are basically no different from those of ordinary high school students.

Therefore, over the years, Hayasaka Ai and Shinomiya Huangguang basically talked about trivial matters that were insignificant. As for why Shinomiya Huangguang had to listen to Hayasaka Ai's report on these trivial matters every day, even Hayasaka Ai herself didn't understand it. However, it was estimated that Shinomiya Huangguang didn't listen very seriously.

After all, as the next head of the Shinomiya family and the future heir, Shinomiya Huangguang's daily affairs cannot be compared with Shinomiya Yan'an, but he is also not comparable to a young lady like Shinomiya Kaguya who is still studying.

Sigong Huang Guang basically has to take care of a lot of things related to the Sigong family business every day. After all, as the next heir, Sigong Yan'an naturally cannot not give Sigong Huang Guang any power.

Sigong Huang Guang had taken over part of the Sigong family's businesses and assets a long time ago. Sigong Huang Guang has been in charge of handling these matters. On the one hand, it can hone Sigong Huang Guang's abilities, and on the other hand, it can allow Sigong Huang Guang to become familiar with things related to the Sigong family's industry as soon as possible.

After all, Sigong Huang Guang will definitely become the head of the Sigong family in the future. If Sigong Huang Guang does not get involved in this aspect at all, then when Sigong Huang Guang inherits in the future, he will be in the dark and let the entire Sigong family be ruined. That would be too outrageous.

So, although Shinomiya Huangguang would listen to Hayasaka Ai's work report every day, in Hayasaka Ai's opinion, Shinomiya Huangguang himself might not have listened too seriously.

After all, Shinomiya Huangguang probably uses the time he spends on work every day to listen to Hayasaka Ai's work reports.

However, even though he knew it was unlikely that he would hear any useful important information, Shinomiya Huangguang still happily asked Hayasaka Ai to help him get information from Shinomiya Kaguya.

After all, for Sigong Huangguang, knowing all the information about his sister is what he should do as a brother. Only in this way can he know what his lovely sister needs and how to easily control his lovely sister.

Only if you know enough about Shinomiya Kaguya, can Shinomiya Huangguang easily control Shinomiya Kaguya, because only by grasping Shinomiya Kaguya's weaknesses can you know how to deal with Shinomiya Kaguya.

The existence of Hayasaka Ai is to help Shinomiya Huangguang understand Shinomiya Kaguya's weaknesses.

Apart from Hayasaka Ai, the Shinomiya family could not find anyone else who could do this job.

Because even if Kaguya Shinomiya didn't expect that her brother would send someone to monitor her, if it was not Hayasaka Ai, but some other unfamiliar person who served as Kaguya Shinomiya's personal maid, Kaguya Shinomiya would instinctively keep distance and privacy from the other person.

After all, apart from Hayasaka Ai, Shinomiya Kaguya naturally would not easily let others know her own affairs, even if that person was her personal maid.

Having lived in the Shinomiya family since childhood, Shinomiya Kaguya is extremely wary of outsiders.

Especially since Kaguya Shinomiya has suffered from neglect and bullying since childhood, under such circumstances, it is more likely for her to keep a distance from strangers and it is unlikely for her to open her heart easily.

Only someone like Hayasaka Ai, who grew up with Kaguya Shinomiya and is a very good friend, can make Kaguya Shinomiya let down her guard, easily trust her, and tell her some of her own things.

And if there is something really important, Hayasaka Ai will choose to help Shinomiya Kaguya hide it.

For example, in this incident, even though Hayasaka Ai had vaguely guessed the truth and knew what had happened, she still chose to help Shinomiya Kaguya conceal it.

Not to mention that Kaguya Shinomiya herself did not admit it, nor did she tell Hayasaka Ai directly, she just accidentally let it slip.

Even if Shinomiya Kaguya really told it and let Hayasaka Ai know everything, Hayasaka Ai would have no way to report to Shinomiya Huangguang.

After all, Hayasaka Ai still knows how to distinguish the importance of this kind of thing.

In the past, telling Shinomiya Kaguya those trivial matters had no effect on Shinomiya Kaguya. Even if Shinomiya Kaguya knew about it in the future, it would not have much impact on their relationship. The key is whether Shinomiya Kaguya is willing to forgive her.

At least it didn't cause any losses to Shinomiya Kaguya. Shinomiya Kaguya was just unable to get over that hurdle in her heart, but she didn't hold a grudge against Hayasaka Ai because of it.

But if Hayasaka Ai really told Shinomiya Koukou about this matter, and if Shinomiya Kaguya was retaliated against by Shinomiya Koukou in the future, and Shinomiya Koukou used the information Hayasaka Ai told him to deal with Shinomiya Kaguya, then the relationship between Shinomiya Kaguya and Hayasaka Ai would be completely broken.

At that time, not to mention Shinomiya Kaguya, even Hayasaka Ai herself could not forgive herself.

Hayasaka Ai still has an idea and knows what things can be reported to Shinomiya Huang Guang and what things absolutely cannot be reported to Shinomiya Huang Guang.

Anyway, there is no other way for Shinomiya Huangguang to get information about Shinomiya Kaguya except himself. If you have to say it, Shinomiya Huangguang may use his identity as the young master of the Shinomiya family to get information about Shinomiya Kaguya at home.

In other words, the most that Shinomiya Huangguang can do is to use the Shinomiya family's status in the academy to learn some things about Shinomiya Kaguya in the academy.

After all, this academy was invested by the Shinomiya family, and the Shinomiya family is the biggest decision-maker in this academy. If Shinomiya Huang Guang really wants to know something, he can still use his connections and status in the academy to find out about Shinomiya Kaguya.

However, Shinomiya Huangguang naturally disdained to use such means to find out. In Shinomiya Huangguang's view, how could Hayasaka Ai dare to disobey his intentions.

In Shinomiya Huangguang's eyes, Hayasaka Ai is a parasite who needs to rely on the Shinomiya family. If Hayasaka Ai is disobedient, it will be a very serious matter for their Hayasaka family. Therefore, in Shinomiya Huangguang's view, unless Hayasaka Ai wants to deliberately harm his family, how could he not do his job under his orders.

Moreover, Shinomiya Huangguang did not think that the friendship between Shinomiya Kaguya and Hayasaka Ai was very strong. As long as he gave Hayasaka Ai enough benefits, he did not believe that Hayasaka Ai would betray him.

However, Shinomiya Huangguang obviously underestimated the friendship between Shinomiya Kaguya and Hayasaka Ai, but this is normal because Shinomiya Huangguang has always believed that women are just tools.

In Shinomiya Huangguang's view, these women have to rely on him to survive. Without his protection, the Hayasaka family will inevitably be eliminated and will become the dust of history.

Under such circumstances, Shinomiya Huangguang naturally had no worries at all that Hayasaka Ai would betray him.

However, after Hayasaka Ai betrayed Shinomiya Kaguya and did this to Izumi Yu, she felt a different emotion than ever before.

This was naturally extremely exciting for Hayasaka Ai.

So in Izumi Yu's opinion, it is normal for Hayasaka Ai to become addicted to it and gradually become addicted to it.

After all, this kind of betrayal is different from the betrayal of Shinomiya Huangguang. Shinomiya Huangguang forcibly used the Hayasaka family to order Hayasaka Ai to betray Shinomiya Kaguya and become his spy. This kind of thing is of no benefit or help to Hayasaka Ai personally.

But now this is different.

The matter between Kaguya Shinomiya and Hayasaka Ai is still beneficial to Hayasaka Ai.

After all, being able to taste the delicacies that Hayasaka Ai had never tasted before from Izumi Yuu, it can be said that this kind of thing is naturally very attractive to Hayasaka Ai.

What's more, this unprecedented experience, in addition to being novel, is also truly wonderful for Hayasaka Ai.

So in Izumi Yu's opinion, it is normal for Hayasaka Ai to have some strange thoughts because of this.

"Hmph! I'm leaving first. You must keep today's events a secret. If Miss Kaguya finds out, I'll drag you down with me!" Hearing Izumi Yu's words, Hayasaka Ai snorted coldly and said to Izumi Yu with an indifferent expression.

Chapter 158 Scumbag Izumi Yu! (4k please subscribe)

"Also...you are absolutely not allowed to tell anyone about this! Not even to anyone other than Miss Kaguya!"

After saying that, Hayasaka Ai seemed to have thought of something, and she looked at Izumi Yuu deliberately, and reminded him with a serious face.

For Hayasaka Ai, this matter is an extremely shameful thing even if it is taken out alone.

After all, she was the personal maid of the eldest daughter of the Shinomiya family and the daughter of the Hayasaka family, but she ended up doing this kind of thing to serve a man.

It is an extremely shameful thing for himself, the Shinomiya family, and the Hayasaka family.