Hikigaya, Oregairu game, start

【Haruno: "Hachiman-chan, please don't think of anything bad."】

Hikigaya: “…No.”

[Can Yang Noshi read minds? ]

【This is what Hikigaya is thinking now.】

[From a few kilometers away, I can guess what Hikigaya is thinking from the chat in the group chat.]

[Isn't this pure cheating? ]

[Yonano: "You better not have it, no... I will definitely punish you."]

Hikigaya: "I dare not, I dare not."

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"Hmm... so what's the next area we haven't visited yet?"

Hikigaya muttered as he walked.

Thinking about the two options that just appeared in his mind, since he had already been to the pendant area.

Then let’s go to the dim sum shop.

Although it’s not as delicious as his cooking, maybe it has some special features.

But soon, this became another mistake in his life.

As he had just walked into the snack area, the blond-haired, handsome young man greeted him.

"Ah, Hikigaya."

“…Wow.”

Hayato Hayama, if there is one person in Sobu High School and Hikigaya who he least wants to have anything to do with, it is him.

He is a loner, after all.

But he is acting as the boss, not the leader.

"You're going too far. Is this your reaction when you meet someone?"

Hayato Hayama said a little depressed.

"...No, it's not that. I was just startled by this sudden encounter... I reacted naturally without realizing it."

Hikigaya said awkwardly.

He really didn't expect to run into Hayato Hayama in the snack area.

"That's really too much. You should learn to be more patient. I was also holding it in so I didn't say it out loud."

Hayama Hayato complained.

"Then please bear with it until the end, okay?"

Hikigaya said embarrassedly.

As for what Hikigaya said, Hayama didn't seem to feel uncomfortable or anything else, but felt it was very normal.

"You are still the same, not changed at all..." Hayato Hayama felt a little helpless, "How is the collection going? I heard from Yui that you had a lot of fun." Hayama asked.

"Well, it's okay."

"Really?... Well, I hope the booklet goes smoothly. If you need any help with anything besides photography, please let me know."

Hayato Hayama said gently.

"Thank you very much! I'll leave it to you then."

"........."

When Hayama heard what Hikigaya said, he showed a very surprised expression.

Hikigaya twitched his eyes and said speechlessly, "What for?"

"No, I just find it strange that you can be so frank."

Hayama Hayato smiled.

"Even parents should use things they can use. This is my belief."

Hikigaya said as a matter of course.

"This,... as a human being, is somewhat..."

"Let's not talk about this. How are things over there?"

Hikigaya intentionally wanted to change the topic he just talked about, because...it was indeed not a very good topic.

"It's okay here. Everyone is friendly and having fun. Everyone is taking pictures. You can rest assured."

This reporting-like tone made Hikigaya's mouth twitch.

He always felt something was wrong.

But he couldn't clearly explain what was wrong.

Just as this thought arose, Hikigaya suddenly felt a chill.

This guy Ye Shan, I hope he doesn't mistake him for her. It's like he has given him a task and he must complete it seriously.

Really...

"I'm not worried about you anymore, I just wanted to make sure."

"That's it."

"The only thing to be careful about is not letting them make too much noise, especially the Ministry of Revenue."

This is the punishment from the Ministry of Revenue that made him upset. Ye Shan is very good at calming him down.

"I understand. I will pay attention to this."

"But speaking of this, it's okay if you guys take it a little easy, right?"

Hayama Hayato reminded.

"I understand that."

Hayato Hayama's personality is just like him, very sunny and cheerful.

But, Hikigaya is a loner, and he hates people like this the most.

"Let's not talk about Yuigahama for now. It's impossible for me and Yukinoshita to change. Even if I want to, I can't be happy."

Hikigaya spread his hands.

"...No, Yui is the same. Maybe he's more like that than you and Yukino..."

"That guy?"

Hayato Hayama was silent for a moment before he slowly continued, "Yui has a tendency to want to keep up with others no matter what, so she will only be happy when others are happy."

His words silenced Hikigaya.

He actually knew this all along.

but……

What can he do?

The relationship between her, her and him, the three of them was really weird.

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Author's words: "Update, sleep, I'm so tired today, and my application for starting a business also failed, ah."

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Chapter 150 How could this not move Hikigaya?

"Is that so?"

Hikigaya looked at him.

He knows, he always has known.

He just kept running away.

"Yui has a tendency to want to keep pace with others no matter what, so she will only be happy when others are happy."

"Because she cares too much about the people around her, it's hard for Yui to relax herself."

Hayato Hayama said lightly.

"Really? Not lately, really. Compared to before, I seem to be getting along well with you guys."

This was a lie. Hikigaya didn't like lying, but he could tell this kind of lie.

He really hates himself like this.

Really, it's disgusting.

"Of course, I know that, but there's a side to us that we can't see, that's only shown to you and Yukinoshita, right?"

"I will only tell you my true feelings."

Hikigaya remained silent.

Because...he couldn't deny it.

"...I don't think he really cares about what others think of him right now, like choosing his words..."

Hikigaya could only sigh at the end.

Although, he has been trying to restrain himself and try not to care.

But, how could he not pay attention after I told him so clearly?

"It's not that Yui cares about others, although that's a good thing, but I feel like there's a wall of heart between him and me."

"If it were Yukinoshita and Hikigaya-san, there wouldn't be this sense of distance. It would be more like they've already stepped into his heart, a step, or the feeling that there's no longer any barrier between you."

Of course, there were so many things that happened between them, such as the cultural and sports festival, school trips, and student council elections.

Yuigahama Yui is a girl who is very accustomed to "promising" others

She is so kind that even when she was forced to participate, she still retained her pure heart.

but……

Yuigahama Yui's personality is so easily hurt, especially...

Yuigahama's thoughts couldn't be hidden at all.

She is too innocent, too sensitive, and too easily hurt.

Hikigaya couldn't help but frown when he thought of this.

...If possible, he didn't want the relationship between them to become like this.

"But no matter what, Yuigahama's own thoughts are the most important, how to have fun."

Hikigaya looked into the distance and spoke slowly. That was the direction where he, Yuigahama, and Yukinoshita had just been together. "What she wants to do, how she wants to spend her time, those things are her decisions."

"As for us... we are not qualified to choose for her."

He turned his head and looked at Ye Shan, a smile appearing on his face.

"……makes sense."

Ye Shan also smiled.

"Aren't you going back to join the others?"

This topic can be ended with just those four words, so let's change the subject now.

"I'm here to pick out some snacks too. They're for the school and for every classmate as a souvenir."

"You're quite particular about etiquette... Hey, are you an employee here? Hayama..."