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He doesn't know...

[It doesn't matter if he's selfish, it doesn't matter if he's cowardly, it doesn't matter if he's a scumbag...]

[In short, he doesn’t know what to do now.]

[But he knew that he absolutely, absolutely could not do such a thing.]

[He really can't accommodate a fourth or fifth person. ]

What is this emotion between him, Yukinoshita, and Yuigahama that is neither friendship nor love?

[No one can explain clearly what happened between the three of them right now...]

So what should the three of them do?

[Do we really want to break off this long-standing relationship? ]

None of them can do it.

They all knew no one could do it.

[So, do we want to turn this relationship into love? ]

[In fact, when Yuigahama looked back at her own timeline, the relationship between the three of them had not yet turned into love.]

[Although he admitted it, he did not change.]

The relationship between the three of them is really, really close.

This closeness makes one wonder what the impact would be if these three people were separated.

He couldn't imagine it!

【so……】

【………】

He must...

【………】

【I can’t…I can’t do this.】

[He closed his eyes tightly, then opened them again...]

He didn't know if he could do it, but he only hoped that during this time, the world would allow him to calm down a little, to think calmly, to think about the problems between him, Yuigahama, Yukinoshita, Haruno, and Miura...

Ding-ling-ling...

【The last class of the morning is over.】

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Chapter 180 Chaos

【The lunch class has ended...】

Hiratsuka Shizuya glared at Hikigaya and walked out of the classroom...

【Lunch time has begun...】

There aren't many classes left in the afternoon, and Hikigaya will be back at the Service Club in a few hours...

But he is a little confused now. He doesn't know how to face Yukinoshita, or even Yuigahama.

[He really didn't know how to deal with the matter of these three people, let alone how to deal with it.]

[And this matter itself... is also his own problem...]

[Although the point isn't quite right, it should be said that all three of them have problems...]

But the main problem is him...

[If he could make a choice, or if he was a little thicker-skinned and wanted both... maybe the ending would be different.]

[But... in this situation, even being thick-skinned is useless...]

【………】

[Now he has to face the person who stole his first kiss...]

[Yukinoshita Yukino's sister, the real queen, Yukinoshita Haruno...]

[She had already claimed her sovereignty, bit him at least twice, and he took the initiative to kiss her. The Queen of Sobu High School, Miura Yumiko...]

[One of the first girls he brought home, Miura Yumiko's best friend, the only girl with glasses, and the ultimate contrast, Ebina Hime...]

[He just abdicated, but his fame and reputation are still as the president of the Sobu High School Student Council. He took his "first time", and even that woman Yukinoshita Haruno admitted it. He even felt the "terrifying" existence of Johkai Patrol...]

[Currently the president of the Sobu High School Student Council, cute and flirtatious. The first girl besides his sister to kiss him on the cheek was also his junior high school classmate, the one he helped to get the position of student council president, Isshiki Iroha...]

[Now these five are giving him a headache, he really doesn't know how to deal with it...]

[And now we should add one more person, Miura Yumiko and Ebina Hime's best friend, Yukinoshita's only best friend, a member of the service club trio, a walking thunderbolt, who can feed all three children with her, Yuigahama Yui...]

[Six, six already, six, a whole six. How can you give him time to solve them?]

[The three of them have a complicated relationship with him...]

[The current situation...]

He really doesn't know what to do...

He now felt like he was on the edge of a cliff. If he took one step... he would be shattered to pieces.

[So-called happiness, so-called beauty...]

[They will instantly turn into foam and shatter into pieces and scatter on the ground.]

How should he describe how he feels about Yukinoshita Yukino right now?

Guilt...

[Unparalleled guilt...]

He didn't know where this guilt came from...

He hadn't thought of this before...

He admires her...

[So I want to understand her and have a deeper conversation with her...]

[But today, he was shocked to discover from this timeline and the content of the chat group that she had secretly fallen in love with him...]

This news should have made him happy, even ecstatic, but at this moment he felt immense pressure and confusion...

He could have been happy, very happy, extremely happy, incomparably happy...

【But now... he fell into deep hesitation and fear. 】

[He never explicitly stated that he wanted to pursue her, but all his actions were for her.]

[This made him start to reflect: When did Yukinoshita Yukino also develop feelings for him? ]

But you shouldn’t laugh at this…

Because he didn't dare to confirm it.

He was afraid of this happening.

If he had figured it out, it would have meant that these problems could have been completely resolved at that time... but he avoided them.

[If it was before, there might still be a chance to save it, if...]

[If Yukinoshita Yukino's love for him was based on him, and he only admired her...]

【That……】

[There is no such thing as that, and no such thing as if...]

[But how can I make up for this guilt? ]

Even if they can't be "lovers", can they still remain "friends"?

【………】

【………】

Hikigaya's head hurts more and more, and becomes increasingly confused and chaotic...

His legs felt like they were filled with lead and he couldn't move at all.

He tried to stand up from his seat, but couldn't.

This deep struggle and confusion plunged him into silence, his mind in turmoil, like a tangled mess that could not be untangled.

This feeling of powerlessness and helplessness left him feeling restless for a long time, like a storm approaching. He didn't know how to face it all...

[He should be going to the convenience store to buy a sandwich for lunch right now...]

[But now... he can't even stand up...]

He sat there, motionless...

[He just wanted to sit like this forever, he wanted time to freeze at this moment...]

This mentality made him lose track of time. He only knew that sitting in his seat was uncomfortable, very uncomfortable...

【until……】

[The aroma of food and a voice wafted through…~]

[“Hachiman…”]

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Author's words: "The author went to a relative's house for dinner today and forgot that I was supposed to update twice today. Then I woke up from my deathbed and remembered to update while I was asleep. I have to update quickly. It's four o'clock now. If the author hasn't fainted, I should still be able to update twice."

Chapter 181 What’s wrong with my boyfriend kissing me?

[“Hachiman…”]

Hikigaya looks up at the girl sitting at his table. "Oh... Yumiko..."

[The corners of his mouth twitched, forcing a smile...]

Miura looked at that handsome, yet exhausted, spiritless face. Her heart twitched violently. She bit her lip lightly and lowered her head...

【“I’m sorry…” She suddenly apologized. 】

"Uh... Yumiko? Why are you saying sorry?" Hikigaya was confused, not understanding why Miura was saying sorry.

"I shouldn't have said that about her..." She shook her head. "It's my fault. I shouldn't have said that about her."

【“………”】

Hikigaya, of course I know who she's talking about, but...really, there's no need.

[To put it bluntly, Miura is now his "girlfriend", and this girlfriend of mine actually apologized to him because of his relationship with another woman? ]

What's the reason for this?

【There is no such truth! 】

Hikigaya gives a bitter smile: "You don't have to say you're sorry, Yumiko."

Miura was stunned when she heard Hikigaya's words. She looked up and said, "But..."

Hikigaya smiled and said, "No need to say buts. It's nothing. This is the truth. If it's the truth, I should say it out loud..."

He reached out and stroked Miura's long, smooth hair: "And you didn't say anything wrong, Yumiko..."

"But, Hachiman, you seem very sad."