Hikigaya, Oregairu game, start

[Hikigaya: "…………"]

[No one interrupted their conversation. Some people had already fallen asleep and didn't want to be disturbed, like Jinghua, while others... those who understood would understand, so why bother?]

[And even if I disturb her, what's the point? Will she change? She's already falling into the abyss like most of them.]

[This abyss will only get deeper and deeper, and no one will be able to escape. Even if he has chosen the person at the center of the abyss, the others will still fall into the abyss and be unable to extricate themselves.]

Let's wait and see what happens next. If things continue like this, she'll be like them, in the middle of the abyss. In the end, she'll probably be brought to the very bottom of the abyss...

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Hikigaya had just reached the school gate.

A voice that had been ringing in his ears frequently recently suddenly appeared in his ears.

"...Hikiio, can you excuse me for a moment?"

He looked back and saw, perhaps due to psychological reasons, Miura standing there with a stiff expression on her face. Her stiff expression had an inexplicable oppressive force.

"Ah~~, can you stay with me for a while?"

(Ah, saying this line with a gloomy expression feels like being threatened. So scary.)

(But it’s no use accompanying her now. I still don’t know the answer that stiff-faced Miura wants.)

Hikigaya swallowed, "Uh...Hayama, he's really hard to deal with."

"So come and keep me company for a while, don't you understand?"

Her eyes were fixed on Hikigaya, her gaze so hot that it seemed to burn Hikigaya's body; her emotions became increasingly unstable.

"Ah? Oh!"

Hikigaya nodded, and was then forced by her arm to return to the campus.

Miura boldly took off the lock that was barely hanging on, and Hikigaya was also pulled to the rooftop by Miura.

“…It’s really cold.”

Hikigaya spoke up, trying to lighten the mood.

Miura: "……………………"

Miura just remained silent, gazing into the distance, following her gaze.

On the football field in the distance, Ye Shan, who was training with the football club and concentrating on club activities, looked more relaxed than when he was in the classroom.

While I was thinking about this, Miura said softly, "I have been playing with Hayato since the beginning of the school year, although I once wanted to be by his side all the time..."

Hikigaya remained silent, waiting for her to continue.

"Maybe I don't know anything about Hayato." Miura murmured.

"You can't know other people's affairs very clearly, right?" Hikigaya said.

"But, even if I knew... Even if I knew, I still misunderstood. Hayato, when you were with us, you've never been angry and happy like this..."

Hikigaya looked at her tearful face and consoled her: "If the subject and situation are different, the expression will be different too."

"Is that so?"

Miura's mood has improved significantly.

Since this method is useful, why not help her again?

"You see, Yuigahama was worried before, right? That guy said that his way of interacting with you and Yukinoshita is completely different, but both you and Yukinoshita are important to her, right?"

"Well... I understand that, but it's a little different... Hayato, why would you have such a happy expression..."

Miura seemed to be in a dilemma.

Hikigaya looked at her and thought: (Um, you finally noticed? Well, even I noticed, so it's only natural, right?)

"I, too, want to show those expressions in front of Hayato..."

Miura looked up at Hikigaya, his eyes red and bruised.

Hikigaya sighed.

If that is the best way for Hayama to choose to interact with Miura and the others, then it would be a difficult problem.

Although the thought crossed his mind, Hikigaya still didn't say it out loud.

After all, they were not familiar with each other yet, so such a proposal was a bit abrupt.

"........."

"I, too, want to hear Hayato's true feelings."

"I want to know what Hayato is thinking about..."

"I...want to do that too..."

Miura said, burying his head in his knees.

Hikigaya stood beside her, silent.

Miura's sobs slowly reached her ears. She once again stared at Hayama running on the soccer field for a long time. Was he finally calm? She coughed lightly.

"Ah... actually saying something like that to Hikio is so unlike me. Let's forget it."

"You won't forget?"

"Ugh?"

Miura's cheeks turned red involuntarily, I wonder why?

The dialogue may not have been established from the beginning, but this is Miura's irreplaceable sincerity, right?

I'm afraid this is a thought that can only be expressed to an insignificant person like me. I think if I turn a deaf ear to it, this emotion will have no place to be expressed, right?

"I'll try my best to find out for you. Just give me some time. Of course, don't have any expectations of me."

"Ok!"

Her eyes were full of anticipation for him.

Although this expectation seems to have other meanings.

But the girl now definitely didn't notice it at all.

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Author's words: "Do you think the author won't update at 2 a.m.? As long as I don't send out a notice, there will be an update. If I don't send out a notice, there will be no update. That is, unless I get sick and go to the hospital. I didn't update my previous book, and I even sent out a list of articles."

Although I seem to have updated it before at around 3 o'clock, but since I've already written it and the author is too lazy to delete it, just treat it as a typo.

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Chapter 39: So Tired

Miura: "You still say you don't like me?"

Hikigaya: "...No, I just saw you were in a hurry, so I agreed to continue with the commission. Why do I like you again?"

Miura: "Then what won't you forget? Who told you not to forget?"

Hikigaya: "No, it's just a video. If I could talk to the person in the video, I would definitely make him forget it."

Miura: "Who told you to forget? Don't forget. If you forget, I'll remember you forever."

[Hikigaya: "…………"]

Hikigaya now feels very aggrieved. It's not right to forget, and it's not right not to forget. This Queen is so hard to please.

[And Miura wasn't just threatening Hikigaya in the chat group; she was also glaring at him viciously in real life.]

[That expression seemed to say, "If you dare to forget, I'll beat you up." Like a ginger cat with its fur standing on end.]

[This made Hikigaya a little scared, but also a little cute. In short, it was very complicated.]

[After all, this kind of straightforwardness, the unabashed love and hate, really appeals to Hikigaya.]

If a rich woman with this kind of personality could support him, he would be very happy, right?

"Ah, are you catching a cold?"

Cheng Huixun reached out his palm and touched his head, but found that it was not hot at all.

"How weird, sneezing for no apparent reason. Never mind, let's get back to watching the melons. This little guy's videos are really interesting. There seem to be some videos of me too, but I haven't been touched yet. I'll watch them first, hehe."

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As the video played, time quickly came to the afternoon of the next day.

Hikigaya is helping Isshiki deal with some student council matters together with Yukino and Dango.

(Well, I can call it a day for now... I really want to go back soon, Komachi, you should have started making dinner already, right? Don't burn your hands.) Hikigaya thought to himself.

"Isn't it about time for us to leave?" Yukino said to Yise.

"Then go back early. I have to leave first."

Hikigaya feels obligated to go home now.

"Yui-senpai, Yukinoshita-senpai, thank you."

"Well, if there's anything else I can help you with, just let me know." Tuanzi replied energetically.

"Then, we'll leave first."

Yukino and Tuanzi left the student council, and when Hikigaya was about to leave, Isshiki stopped him.

"Ah, Senior, can I ask for one more favor?"

"Ugh?"

.........

.........

(Why am I the only one who has to move the remaining metal tables? Their hiring methods are truly terrible.)

Hikigaya looked at the two piles of tables on the ground with a wry smile on his face, his heart filled with grief and anger.

No matter how you think about it, you were tricked by Isse.

"Oh, forget it. After all, I promised to take care of her. There's nothing I can do."

Hikigaya shook his head, squatted on the ground and began to sort out the remaining things.

Since Hikigaya was quite strong, he finished it quickly.

And just behind Hikigaya, who was exhausted, a familiar voice came from the opposite corridor (and it was several people).

"So my true passions are physics and chemistry, right?"

Ebina asked Hayama.

Hikigaya almost instantly understood the hidden meaning in Ebina's words.

This is definitely not a topic about physics or chemistry, but rather a question about whether Ye Shan chose science or liberal arts.

"Hahaha, if you want to go into science, you should study physics and chemistry well."

Ye Shan replied with a laugh.

It was obvious that he understood the question but chose not to answer it.

"Hmm—geography is a bit plain, isn't it?—ah, but it's good that geography can quietly ambush mathematics, physics, and chemistry, and cause them to be at odds with each other!"

"Ebina, wipe your saliva."

Looking at her best friend who was almost drooling, Miura said speechlessly.

"That's it—if medicine has nothing to do with physics and chemistry, then the only option is liberal arts."