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Hikigaya thought so.

Miura was very confused at this moment, and even began to doubt himself.

Have all my efforts over the years been in vain?

“…Well, it’s better not to push yourself too hard.” Hikigaya comforted him.

"...It's even more unbelievable that Hikio is pitying me."

Miura smiled softly and began to speak quietly, tears streaming down her cheeks, but Hikigaya pretended not to notice.

"I know Hayato won't respond to this, but I also want the 'real thing'..."

(Eh? The real thing?)

Is this word already well-known? Huh? Hikigaya was stunned when he heard these two words.

It's obvious that these two words together seemed to be his original creation, but he himself didn't understand what the two words together meant?

Why does it seem like so many people know this now?

Who is promoting him?

Of course, even though his heart felt as if it had been struck by a nebula, he still said calmly, "...Is that so?"

"Isshiki said she wanted the real thing. Speaking of which, she confessed her love to Hayato on Christmas."

"I wonder if that kid is still thinking about Hayato. What about me..."

Miura kept talking, as if he had found someone to confide in.

Hikigaya just kept scrubbing the floor quietly, thinking to himself: (So, the source is that guy Isshiki! Which means I'm not the culprit!)

(Isshiki didn't say that, so I was the one who said it, right? And why did he remember it?)

But speaking of the origin, his "real thing" speech seemed to be an opportunity for Isshiki to confess, but after all the twists and turns, it also had an impact on this guy's current situation.

At least Miura often pays attention to Hayama, so Miura should be very clear about what consequences his actions will bring.

And Miura didn't have any hope for this. Perhaps it was for Hayama's sake that he asked us to inquire about Hayama's wishes, at least to give the chocolate to him in a way that would not add burden to Hayama.

"What should I do?" Miura murmured helplessly, her hands covering her head.

"What do you want to do? Think about what you want to do first." Hikigaya stopped his work and asked.

"Me?... What do you think I should do, Hikio?" Miura raised his head with a dazed look.

“How should I put it…?”

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Author's words: "Sure enough, as long as I stay up late to write, I lose my mind. I thought I'd finish almost everything and add a few minutes the next day, but damn, it's almost two hours longer. It seems I have to have blood drawn this morning. I hope nothing happens. Four small tubes of blood are drawn every day. I don't understand why, but they have to be done at around 6 o'clock. Can't it be done later? I'm going to be disturbed in my sleep again. Go to sleep."

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Chapter 60: A Refreshing Acceptance

Tuanzi: "Aqi, be good! Can you really say these three words? Is the video a lie?"

Yuigahama said that she knew Hikigaya was a very gentle boy, but he would never use his gentleness to say such words as if he was coaxing a child.

[Instead, there will be a kind of awkward, yet speechless truth... or rather... a gentleness that he will express using a different set of logical thinking.]

[Because, Hikigaya is actually a guy who is a little unaware of his own gentleness. He always likes to say some inexplicable and unacceptable things, or change the subject...]

[So, the straightforward tenderness shown in the video is probably only worthy of being enjoyed by Hikigaya Hachiman's younger sister, Hikigaya Komachi.]

【After all, Hikigaya is her brother. 】

Hikigaya didn't say a word in the chat group. He was also a little confused about himself in the video. Is this really him?

But he thought about it carefully and decided, okay, it really is him.

[He was unwilling to hide in front of Miura. ]

He knows how awkward he is, he's always known.

【And why is he so awkward? 】

[Because he doesn't want to bother the gang leader Yuigahama, he has an excuse for helping Kawasaki, Isshiki, and Ebina. This is also the job of the service club.]

[Then he used this sentence to perfunctorily appease others, turning their favor away from him and towards the Service Department.]

[Whenever he said this, he was not only deceiving others, but also deceiving himself.]

[For example, if Tobe Sho came to the Servant Club and made a request, would he really be as attentive as the ones mentioned above?]

【Will not. 】

He helps people based on their personality.

[And will Yukinoshita be able to handle a mission like that of a guy like Tobe? ]

"Then you are really underestimating Yukinoshita Yukino, the head of the service club, the second daughter of the Yukinoshita family, who has received an elite education since childhood, aren't you?"

No one in the chat group responded to Yuigahama, and most of the people in the chat group were now confused by Hikigaya in the video.

[Is this really still Hikigaya Hachiman? ]

[If he were like this in real life, then I believe some people would have already fallen for him, right?]

[At least at this moment, Yuigahama was definitely the first one who couldn't help but send a message in the chat group.]

[And who will follow closely behind? I don’t know, but there must be one.]

[Maybe it's a young lady, maybe a white girl, maybe a junior high school girl, maybe a rotten girl, an ex-girlfriend, the student council president, or even a loli or a demon.]

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Miura's wish is indeed that Hayama can face him sincerely, no matter what the result is.

At this moment, Hikigaya couldn't help but think of Hiratsuka's words: "If you want to put someone in the most important position, it means you have to be prepared to hurt that person."

He remembered that the teacher had once told him this, so if he really respected Miura's feelings, this was the only thing he could say, right?

"Even though nothing will change if you continue like this, you can't just calm yourself down like this." Hikigaya said this, looking at Miura.

"But I have no choice but to calm down."

In this case, it would be better to say that even if Miura wanted to continue to persevere, it would only make himself more miserable and useless.

Hikigaya shook his head slightly.

This matter needs to be resolved from the source.

"Why not just confess to him properly? Wouldn't that be more satisfying?" Hikigaya suggested, but Miura smiled bitterly.

He looked at her bitter smile and continued, "If I don't get a definitive answer from that guy, won't it make it even harder for me to recover?"

"But Hayato, I don't want to ruin everyone's relationship..."

Miura lowered his head again.

"But that's something that relies on your emotions."

Miura raised her head, her eyes filled with confusion and hesitation.

Hikigaya looked at her confused and hesitant expression and chose to ignore her. Instead, he continued, "And if it will be destroyed because of this, then it means that the relationship is only that level. Putting aside Ebina and Yuigahama, you and Hayama shouldn't be like this, right?"

Regarding the incident between Tobe and Ebina during the school trip, it would make sense if it was Miura who tried to stop Tobe from confessing his feelings at that time.

"I... I... If Hayato feels that way is easier... my feelings don't matter... Hayato, you always seem so restrained..."

Miura's voice became lower and lower, but finally...

"But...I'll think about it."

"...That's true. After all, that's not something that can be determined by momentum."

"……Um."

"Then I'll wait for your reply."

Hikigaya said and walked away.

I've said everything I need to say. If I continue, it will only backfire, and...

Seeing Miura like this, Hikigaya suddenly thought: (If Miura could convince Hayama, then wouldn't he be able to avoid such pain?)

(But if Hayama refuses... then Miura...)

Hikigaya sighed.

Hikigaya is not sure whether Miura can succeed, but if he fails, Miura should accept it with grace.

After all, she is the queen.

"Alright, alright. Chen Xiang's affairs are not my business. Let's go skiing. We finally made it here."

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Author's words: "Some readers say that the author's sleep schedule is strange. Actually, since junior high school, the author only needs 6 to 7 hours of sleep at night and only 1 to 1 hours of sleep at noon, because this way I have more time to read novels, play games, and watch anime."

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Chapter 61 She pronounced the sentence

Sure enough, many people had the same idea as him. It was a rare opportunity to come to a skiing place, so they had to have fun.

He passed by his sister Komachi, the Kawasaki sisters, Saki and Kyoka.

Hikigaya Hachiman meets Miura Yumiko again.

"...Ah, Hikiio, can you excuse me for a moment?"

Miura blushed and asked Hikigaya.

"Yeah. What's wrong?"

Hikigaya nodded. Although he wasn't sure what Miura wanted him to do, it didn't look like a prank or anything.

Miura hesitated for a long time and finally said it.

"...Thank you for that."

Miura thanked Hikigaya like this, and in her heart, she was really grateful to him because this man gave her the courage to face reality when she was in pain.

"Ah? No, it's not that serious..." Hikigaya was stunned when he heard what Miura said.

"No, not that." Miura clasped his hands in front of his chest, his face turning even redder.

"........."

After taking two deep breaths, Miura mustered up the courage: "I want to give it a try seriously."

“…Is that so?” Hikigaya was a little confused now.

Miura gritted his teeth, glanced at Hikigaya, and said, "I want to face Hayato properly, that..."

Miura, who had been speaking calmly until then, suddenly paused, and his long eyelashes trembled.

"...I don't think it's a relationship that will be ruined by something like this."

"So, I have to try it seriously, otherwise I won't give up." Miura said.

"...I think you don't have to force it, it's okay." Hikigaya comforted.

"I've made my decision." Miura looked into the distance and said, "I have no way out."

Miura showed a determined smile, but the expression was a little stiff.

"...And wasn't this your own suggestion? Wouldn't it be irresponsible of you to ask me to give up now?"

Miura glared at Hikigaya.