Ark pigeon mode, activated!

That is - denial!

What Camilla wants to strip away is not his sanity, but... everything about him!

From complete nothingness, grasp the possibility of transcending everything!

Relying on Ji Yin Feng to borrow the power of the Infinite Realm is his biggest trump card at the moment, but he never relies on one card. That is a gambler's behavior. He must make more preparations.

He always does.

How difficult is it to find power beyond the concept of heaven?

It's only right to pay a small price.

He didn't know if he had ever prepared a backup plan for recovery, and he had no plans to prepare one now. Since he was seriously injured, he might as well get rid of this mess completely.

"Ling, when I reach the end of all things, when I have gone so far that I have forgotten myself, there is no need to find anything for me. Just love me again..."

Camilla spoke softly, her tone so gentle that it was as fleeting as melting snow or a light dream.

This is just a stop on his journey and he will be leaving soon.

……

Chapter 468: Blade Master Tower Tracing the Past

A few days later, Camilla dreamed of the scene from ten thousand years ago again.

He walked in the empty Star Ring Library. Crystal memories replaced traditional books and lined the countless bookshelves of the library. With a slight touch, the mental sensing function would be activated, transmitting part of the book information into the brain.

Efficient learning methods naturally replace traditional reading. Only in this way can we improve our knowledge to a sufficient level in a limited life and allow science and technology to continue to develop.

But people's ability to endure is ultimately limited. Even with efficient methods, the knowledge learned every day is still insignificant compared to the huge knowledge system that has been expanded.

So, after spending a few days reading all the information in the Star Ring Library, Camilla began to think about a question - is he human?

Camilla analyzed herself coldly, and a sense of confusion was growing.

He couldn't tell for a moment whether he was on Terra, in the Ella Ring, or in some more distant past.

But he sensed a connection, that at every moment he was on a string, and with a slight pluck, the vibration would spread.

Consciousness is synchronizing, the past and the present are becoming one in an instant!

When he made the decision to deny everything about himself, the future fell into chaos and could not be observed.

And his memory of the future gradually became blurred and disappeared.

In that dark void, some indescribable power began to emerge.

In fact, nothingness is nothingness, there is nothing. It only appears because Camilla thinks it exists.

That is the purest and most idealistic power!

Idealism to the extreme, therefore, can resist the assimilation of the concept of heaven!

When Camilla woke up from her dream, she was not happy about the new power, but felt a little melancholy.

He understood that some things no longer existed, even his true spirit that remembered everything had erased that information.

He began to communicate with all the operators he met on Rhodes Island, chatting about everything, or having passionate sex and love, as if to reaffirm himself.

But this did not bring him happiness, instead it made him extremely tormented, because he had to erase all of this.

He no longer cared about physical pain, but slowly denying everything about himself was a torture a thousand times more torturous than lingchi, and he was still the executioner.

In addition, the most important issue is that the existence of eternal elements and disaster seeds cannot be destroyed at all. He can only try to separate his own will from them.

The eternal element is fine, but the seed of disaster really cannot be separated. He cannot completely analyze the seed of disaster, so naturally he cannot do that step.

After trying for a while, he successfully separated all the messy things. Now, all that was left of him were the seeds of trouble and his soul.

The newly born power merges perfectly with the mind and becomes a part of it.

Camilla felt that she was very pure at this moment, like a transparent crystal.

As for powers like the Eternal Elements, Chimera carefully divided them up and gave them to his operators one by one. As they gradually adapted, they would be slowly released.

To him, these were already readily available and no longer worth pursuing.

However, his power was too great. Even after suffering severe damage, there was still a lot of power left after giving everyone power comparable to that of gods. He simply sealed it all into the abyss of his already stripped mind.

The spiritual abyss is also indestructible, and Camilla has no good plan to deal with it. This is not a power that can be shared with others, and it will be assimilated into his part.

Just throw it somewhere and pick it up again when you want it.

After completely transforming into a spiritual form, Camilla felt as if she was about to leave the current time and space at any time.

He should travel to the past and further deny his own existence.

Without disturbing anyone, he left quietly one night.

Without any special operation, he just needed to relax a little and raise his consciousness. As a high-dimensional life form, he naturally spread to the past.

The torrent of time rolls forward, and in the endless brilliant light, there are rays of gorgeous rainbow light flowing upstream.

Seeing this scene, Camilla couldn't help but sigh.

It's all him!

The traces he left behind when he returned to the past again and again were so clear, just like the scars left by time.

Every ray of light means a failure.

At the beginning of everything, the root of his birth, what is waiting for him?

I'm looking forward to it...

……

"Cough cough..."

The old man's slightly painful cough interrupted Kemila's thoughts. He opened his eyes as if waking from a dream and scanned the surroundings.

This is a biological laboratory with a large number of experimental equipment and specimens. Some researchers are busy exchanging some details of the experiment.

The gray-haired old man next to me was the instructor who managed the experimental project. I was just discussing a theoretical issue in a subject with him when he suddenly felt unwell.

Camilla raised her hand and gently pressed her eyebrows to cover up the brilliant light that flashed in her eyes.

It's not the starting point yet, but this is a very important node in his life, so he stops here.

The glory of the previous civilization is about to come to an abrupt end, and the light of civilization will be dimmed by the will of the Creator.

Camilla briefly dealt with her tutor and then found an excuse to leave the laboratory.

There are so many high-tech creations on the Ella Star Ring that Terra will only be able to dig out a corner of it from the ruins in the future, giving her a glimpse of the heyday of this era.

This did not move Camilla at all, because his wisdom was enough to surpass the entire civilization combined. He could push today's technology to a higher level in a minute or two, but that would be meaningless.

He restrained his terrifying perception that could instantly grasp all the information in the world, and strolled in the scientific research area on the star ring like an ordinary person.

Don’t think about anything, just wander around and kill time.

After an unknown amount of time, a hesitant call caught his attention.

"...Chimilla?"

Not far away, a rather frail-looking black-haired woman was holding a small box with a numbered label, and seemed to have just come out of the laboratory.

She looked at Camilla. It was a very familiar figure, no different from before, but she suddenly felt a sense of strangeness.

He seemed to have become...very cold.

Yes, indifference.

The look he gave her after hearing her voice was so cold that it made her heart palpitate!

It felt like the gods in the sky were looking down at the insects on the ground, high above, majestic and cold!

For a moment, she wasn't sure if the person in front of her was the one she knew.

"So it's Precious..."

Camilla said slowly.

This was one of the few friends he had in the Ella Star Ring. They had some overlap in their research topics, and the two of them would occasionally go together to attend lectures given by some professors and exchange learning experiences.

He had a strange feeling in his heart that this person was destined to be entangled with him for the rest of his life.

However, he had already erased her future and could no longer remember anything about it. There was much more he would forget, and he might never pick it up again.

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Chapter 469: Blade Master Tower, you can go up

"Kemira, you're not feeling well. Do you want to go to the hospital for a checkup?"

Precious asked with a hint of worry.

"No, I understand my situation better than anyone else. Illness and other factors can't possibly be a problem for me. I'm just wondering... when did happiness disappear."

Camilla said calmly.

A problem arose on his side, and the motivation that had kept him moving forward gradually disappeared.

This is inevitable.

In order to survive and continue, life eats, reproduces, and struggles, which naturally gives rise to various desires and becomes the driving force of evolution.

After breaking away from basic physiological needs, people will turn to seek higher spiritual pursuits, ideals, art, and love... Civilization shines in the prosperity of the spirit.

But, Camilla is an idealistic being that transcends time and space and does not need to rely on material things. He does not have any material needs, and spiritually, he is erasing the emotional memories that are imprinted on him one by one.

He is about to become an empty shell, a blank sheet of paper. What can support him to keep moving forward?

Camilla didn't know, nor did he care. He was just carrying out a plan he had already decided on.

However, he wouldn't mind experiencing more love during this journey.

"Precious, do you like me?"

he asked softly.

Such a direct shot caught Precious off guard. She didn't know how to respond for a moment, and her pretty face turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.

After a while, she lowered her head and spoke haltingly.

"Please, please don't tease me like this..."

"That's why I like it."

Camilla said with certainty.

He didn't use any strange abilities, he could draw the conclusion just by observing her reaction.

"Let's go on a date, while I'm still here, while we can still love each other and spend our time on more meaningful things."

Hearing this, Precious looked up suddenly as if a strange switch had been pressed.

"Isn't scientific research more meaningful?"

Halfway through her speech, her tone quickly weakened again, and she realized that she had said something that didn't fit the atmosphere.

I stayed in the lab all day and my mind was stuck.

Camilla didn't mind this and pulled her away.

"I heard that the long-awaited ecological park in District 11 has recently opened, recreating many unique landscapes from other galaxies. It's a good time to go and visit it."

He spoke softly, gradually feeling a sense of relief in his heart.

What he should pursue is happiness and pleasure, otherwise what is the difference between eternal life and eternal torture?

Precious blushed and followed him without saying anything else.

This was really too abrupt. She thought that if they wanted to be together, it might take a long time, and they might drift apart due to problems such as differences in ideas. There would always be various obstacles when two people get along.

But at this moment, she completely forgot all these things and just wanted to obey the joy in her chest and let him take her away.

It doesn't matter where I go, as long as I'm with him, I can feel happiness overflowing from my heart.

……

A week later, after being urged many times by his mentor, Precious had to leave and devote himself to some important experiments.