I just want a single ending

She couldn't replace Shoko Toyokawa to compose the music for Takamatsu Tomo's lyrics.

For a genius, it is a natural thing, but for me, it is extremely difficult.

The gap between mortals and geniuses is too big, far beyond her ability to bridge.

Even Kamikawa Susumu, a composing genius who had just started learning, could not compare to him.

Why, why don’t I have any talent at all?

The image of his sister couldn't help but appear in Shiina Riki's mind.

It’s obvious that her elder sister can do everything, but she can’t do anything.

Seeing her reaction, Shangchuan Su hurried to her side and asked with great concern: "What's wrong with you? Where do you feel uncomfortable?"

"I'm sorry, I don't have anything to share with you." Shiina Riki still has self-awareness.

Communicating with him, a composing genius, at my own level would only have side effects on him and would not provide any value at all.

The length of learning time is the most ridiculous thing in the face of absolute talent.

Therefore, it is better not to cause him trouble.

"Excuse me, let me touch your forehead."

As he said this, Kamikawa Su gently touched Shiina Riki's forehead with the back of his hand.

He seriously suspected that the other party had a fever.

However, to his surprise, the temperature of her forehead was normal.

"It seems that you stayed up all night too long and your mind is a little unclear." Shangchuan Su made a judgment.

Shiina Riki did not refute.

Contrary to what he said, she was now completely lucid.

Be awake enough to recognize the reality.

I am just a mortal.

Then, Shangchuan Su stood up and said considerately: "Since you don't want to communicate with me, I will leave first. You should go to sleep quickly and stop forcing yourself."

Having said this, he turned and left her room.

After being the only one left in the room, Shiina Riki lay down directly.

So tired, so sleepy, so uncomfortable...

···

After saying goodbye to Shiina Maki, Kamikawa Su was walking on the way home and began to think about his previous interaction with Shiina Riki.

His image as a composing genius should be established, there is no problem with that.

So why did she suddenly say that she had nothing to talk about with herself?

Logically speaking, judging from the basic knowledge I have demonstrated, Shiina Riki has plenty of room to communicate with me.

It's impossible that he was too perfect, so there was nothing to talk about.

Is it because she didn’t sleep all day and isn’t very clear-headed that she suddenly doesn’t want to chat with herself?

Also unlikely.

If she was not sober, she could choose another time to discuss composition. There was no reason to do it today.

Especially since I have persuaded him before.

Even if he wasn't very sober, Shiina Riki was not so lacking in rationality.

After ruling out this possibility, what's left is...my own personality as a composing genius?

When Kamikawa Su thought about it carefully, he clearly recalled that when something was wrong with Shiina Riki, he knew that he was a composing genius.

The subsequent abnormality also occurred when he was performing in order to establish himself as a composing genius.

It's easy to see the connection.

But a new question arises: why would Shiina Riki feel unwell just because I am a composing genius?

Are you hit?

How can it be!

Shiina Riki is not that fragile that she would be hit by such a thing.

Kamikawa Suzu couldn't believe that Shiina Tatsuki, who was usually like that, would be so depressed by such an incident that he couldn't communicate with him about composition.

What's more, he is not the first composing genius to appear beside her.

During the period before crychic disbanded, Tatsuki Shiina must have known that Shoko Toyokawa was a composing genius.

If I was really shocked, it should have been when I knew that Shoko Toyokawa was a composing genius.

Rather than the present moment when I don’t know how much time has passed.

Even though he complained like this, Kamikawa Suku still did not give up this possibility.

The main reason is that I can’t think of any other possibilities at the moment, and this is the only one that sounds the most reasonable.

"Ugh."

Kamikawa Su sighed deeply.

The plan changed again, and I was unable to discuss composition with Tatsuki Shiina today.

It seems I have to find another opportunity.

By the way, why did my plan fail again?

too weird!

Chapter 214: Bridging the gap through hard work?

After Kamikawa Su left, Shiina Riki fell asleep.

Then, I had a nightmare.

No, it can’t be called a nightmare, it’s just an ordinary dream.

The content of the dream was simple.

Both myself and Kamikawa Supo composed music for the lyrics written by Takamatsu Touma, and let everyone choose the better one.

As expected, everyone chose the song composed by Kamikawa Suzu.

There is no way. The songs composed by Kamikawa Susumu, a composing genius, must be better than those composed by me, a mortal.

This is a matter of course.

The next second, Shiina Riki woke up from his sleep.

"?!"

Sitting up from the bed, she looked around her room blankly.

"It turned out to be a dream..."

Shiina Riki breathed a sigh of relief.

It seemed so much like something that could happen that she almost couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams.

"What time is it now?"

Thinking of this, she casually looked at her phone to check the time.

6:26 AM...

No wonder I’m not sleepy anymore. It turns out I slept for so long.

When he left the room and went to the bathroom to wash up, looking at himself in the mirror, Shiina Riki's mind couldn't help but emerge with the dream he had just had.

Most dreams are quickly forgotten, but for some reason, I remember this dream particularly clearly.

"Composing genius..."

Thinking about the state that Kamikawa Suzu showed yesterday, Shiina Riki felt powerless.

As I said, the gap between ordinary people and geniuses is really too big.

Trying to compare your abilities with others is simply overestimating your own capabilities.

After washing his face with cold water several times to wake himself up a little, Shiina Riki returned to the room.

I sat down on the chair and was about to turn on the computer, but I found that I didn’t turn it off yesterday.

After the computer came out of standby mode, the interface displayed was the song that Kamikawa Supo had modified.

After hesitating for a long time, she finally clicked play and planned to listen to it again.

The demo of "Ichishizuku Sora" modified by Kamikawa Suzu resounded throughout the room.

···

After listening to it, Shiina Riki's memory of the dream became clearer.

It seems like a hint or a reminder of something.

Her only evaluation of his revised version was that it was much better than her own.

Kamikawa Su's modifications cannot be said to have transformed an ordinary song into an amazing one, but at least it can be said to have added some highlights to that ordinary song.

"So, what am I so self-righteously striving for?"

Shiina Riki leaned back in his chair, feeling increasingly powerless.

It would be enough to just wait for a while, give Kamikawa Su enough time to learn composition, and then leave the composition to him.

The music he composed was definitely much better than mine.

At this moment, she thought of what Kamikawa Su said during practice on Monday when he started learning composition.

It turns out that he really learned to compose music for the better development of the band.

The band suddenly had a new songwriting genius, which was a good thing for the band no matter how you looked at it.

As for helping yourself lighten the burden?

It did relieve it.

Because the task of composing music will be given to him in the future, and I no longer need to compose music myself, so what burden can I have?

Rather, letting myself compose music would add burden to the band.

This will save me from having to ask Kamikawa Suku to help me revise it.

Tatsuki Shiina had no objection to handing over the composing rights.

The lyricist for their current band is the lyricist genius Takamatsu Deng.

Correspondingly, the composer should be the composing genius Kamikawa Tsurugi.

Just like the person responsible for composing the music for crychic before was Shoko Toyokawa.

Now it is just Kamikawa Sukui who has replaced Toyokawa Shoko.

I will just continue to be the drummer like I was in crychic.

"..."

After thinking everything through, Tatsuki Shiina decided to close the composition software.

The band no longer needs to compose its own music.

but--

The mouse pointer was clearly on the close button, but Shiina Riki couldn't press it.

Not reconciled, really not reconciled.

Because she really wanted to compose music for Takamatsu Deng's lyrics.

Why can't I be a composing genius?