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Chapter 219: Am I the one who knows her best?

Faced with his suggestion, Shiina Riki remained silent, not knowing what to do.

From a rational point of view, it is a good thing for me to agree to it.

But from an emotional point of view, I always feel that something is weird about having Kamikawa Suku teach me.

I can't say I hate it, but I just feel it's a bit too awkward.

Or perhaps, I'm not used to his kindness.

Because she has been working hard alone.

"Oh, I need to add one more thing. When I say teach you, I don't mean I'll teach you five or six days a week. I mean I'll teach you when I have time."

Seeing her like this, Shangchuan Su probably guessed what she was worried about and took the initiative to help her find a way out.

"I can probably teach you once a week, right? You know, I don't have that much time."

"So, don't expect too much from me after you agree to this."

"Let's agree in advance that if I get busy, we might not even have it once a week."

"I suggest that if you have any questions, you should send me a message directly. I will find time to answer it after I see it."

"This should be the main form I teach you."

"...if it's not too much trouble for you."

After hesitating for a long time, Shiina Riki finally did not refuse.

If he were to teach her all day long, she would definitely not agree.

Even if Kamikawa Su said that he wanted to teach himself for the better development of the band, it still wouldn't work.

I can't easily accept this kindness without any reason.

But after his explanation, it made a lot more sense.

It just allows you to send messages to ask the other party for advice.

This is still no problem.

Anyway, I am still self-taught and will not always rely on Kamikawa Su.

If you really don't understand something, just send him a message and ask him.

"That's it."

Seeing that his goal had been achieved, Shangchuan Su's smile became even brighter.

In this way, even if he didn't have time to meet her, the two of them would have a regular reason to chat.

Although boys and girls have always maintained close contact, it may seem a little ambiguous, leading to the emergence of some inappropriate feelings.

But what they want to talk about is music-related content!

As long as you stay on topic, there will be no chance of any ambiguity.

Therefore, there is nothing to worry about.

"Ah."

Shiina Riki nodded slightly.

"So, what's going on here?"

Looking at her obviously abnormal reaction, Shangchuan Su realized something was wrong.

Logically speaking, I have successfully helped Shiina Riki solve the problem that was bothering her, so shouldn't she return to her normal state?

It's that serious and earnest state.

Is it my own illusion?

Why does Tachibana Shiina look a little shy now?

"..."

At this time, Shiina Riki's mood was particularly complicated.

Kamikawa Su helped her solve the problem, she should thank him.

In fact, that was exactly what she was planning to do.

But the problem is, I don't know how to face him.

The main reason was that not long ago, she had given up on herself and told him all about her mental journey in composing music, and also said some things that she would never say under normal circumstances.

Now that he has solved the problem of composing music, what should he do as a person who knows his fragile heart?

Face him as usual?

In this situation, it's impossible!

After all, I never thought that there would be such a day.

He actually told Kamikawa Suku so many things.

It was obvious that I used to dislike him because of his relationship with Deng.

As for now?

Shiina Riki had to admit that Kamikawa Su was a good person.

In short, it's not annoying at all.

"Speaking of which, I don't have anything to do this afternoon. If you have any questions about composition right now, you can ask me directly and see if I can answer them."

After waiting for a while, he found that the room had fallen into a strange silence, so Kamikawa Su took the initiative to start a conversation.

This is considered to be fulfilling the promise I just made.

"not yet."

Shiina Riki thought of the composition software he had uninstalled and said with some guilt.

"Then when you have questions, come and ask me."

In order to prevent the atmosphere from becoming awkward again, Kamikawa Suku pretended to be casual and spoke.

"Ah."

Shiina Riki continued to respond softly.

"What's going on? Could it be that she really has fallen in love with me because of this?"

The more Kamikawa Suku thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.

Her reaction was so suspicious, it really was like the nervousness and uneasiness one feels when meeting someone they like.

If you still don't realize this, then all the gal games you've played will be in vain.

Just when he was about to try this out, Shiina Riki asked, "Um... I'd like to ask, can I ask you something that's not related to composition?"

"No, that's not right. If you really think about it, this problem is also related to composition."

“No matter what your question is, you can ask me.”

Looking at her hesitant look, Kamikawa Su spoke very gently.

"In that case, can you tell me how to understand the lights better?"

After hearing his words, Shiina Riki finally expressed the doubts that had been bothering her.

"Why are you asking me this suddenly?" Shangchuan Su was a little confused.

"Didn't you just say that the more we understand Deng's inner world, the more suitable the song will be for the lyrics she wrote?" Shiina Riki remembered his words very clearly.

"That's it."

"But I don't know how to understand the light, so I thought of asking you."

Shiina Riki seemed a little embarrassed, and after saying this, he turned his eyes away.

"I see."

Now Kamikawa Su finally understood why she was in such a strange state just now.

Because Shiina Riki is indeed facing the person she "likes".

But the person he "likes" is not himself, but Takamatsu Deng.

She just wanted to ask herself this question, so she seemed so embarrassed.

He said, how could Shiina Riki fall in love with him because of such a thing.

Now the case has finally been solved.

"Then what can you do?"

Shiina Riki's words were full of anticipation.

"Well... I don't know how to answer this question." Kamikawa Suku was a little embarrassed. "But don't you usually have opportunities to be alone with Deng? Like when you send her home?"

"That's the best time to get to know each other."

"Did you not try to find any topics to talk to her while you were sending her home? Did you just send her home?"

Speaking of this, Shiina Riki seemed a little embarrassed: "Of course I would find topics to chat with her, but we couldn't chat for long before there was nothing to talk about."

"I really don't know how to face the lamp."

"I see. I think I understand what's going on with you."

Kamikawa Su nodded thoughtfully.

"But why are you asking me this question? Isn't there someone who knows more about lights?"

"You are the one who understands the light best."

Shiina Riki said as a matter of course.

Kamikawa Suku didn't quite believe it: "Me? How is that possible?"

How long have I known Takamatsu Deng? How come I have become the person who knows her best?

"Then who do you think knows Deng better than you?" Shiina Riki asked back.

"The rest of crychic."

Kamikawa Suku answered without even thinking.

At least Toyokawa Shoko knows Takamatsu Tomo better than herself.