The social phobia substitute will not dream of the band girl

Either you defeat me or I kill you.

And so...

Pingxin really doesn't like it.

"Ripples are great... they keep you young and prolong your life. With a healthy body, your spirit becomes refreshed. Most importantly, they connect us to one another—"

At this moment, our hearts are connected.

In the universe, our voices can be conveyed to each other without relying on any medium.

In the deep sea, my love can be shown to you without any words.

"...Sounds like a sales pitch."

"Haha, are you shy~?"

You clearly have the ability to read minds (magnetic field), and as long as you rely on it in everything, you can win over anyone, but you just love to say things like this...

really-

"...Useless man~"

"Eh, why?"

Even with her eyes closed, Higuchi Enka could still "see" him making exaggerated expressions.

They were clearly in a sea as dark and deep as the universe, and the two of them communicated with each other through super powers and thoughts. Shouldn't they understand each other like new humans?

...If it were him, this is probably what he would be feeling now.

Huh~

As expected, he's a useless man...who can't leave me——

In the sea where even light cannot penetrate, we hug each other tightly in the darkness.

In this vast sea of ​​people, we will eventually meet each other.

......

.....

..

"Enka...right now you are the brightest in the world and the only one in my eyes."

"Now...?"

I tried sending this message (thought), and Pingxin immediately pretended to be in airplane mode...

Although, they are indeed flying now.

Ahhh——

It turns out that the world is so vast and colorful...

Crossing five continents and eight oceans, passing the world's highest mountains, passing the busiest cities, and watching the most prosperous hustle and bustle, but what I want to see most is still you beside me.

"do you remember?"

After they all turned into meteors in the sky, Ping Xin asked.

"Remember what?"

She knew, but she didn't want to say it.

Because she wants you to speak.

"The original promise has been fulfilled..."

"..."

Yes, so there is no more between us——

"Now that we're even, Ms. Higuchi, are you willing to make another promise with me?"

"...You tell me."

"You're putting a lot of pressure on me, huh...?"

Enka's hand squeezing the soft flesh on his waist remained unwavering, unlike her heart.

"I will be back - no matter how much effort it takes, no matter how much hardship it takes... but I promise, I will be back."

"...Is it absolutely necessary?"

"You can't fly away..."

why?

"Because I still have to invite my parents back and have them witness our wedding~"

"..."

A small number of people involved in the Sword of Damocles plane crash have never been found. Among them were Hira Nobu's parents.

When she was in kindergarten, Enka had seen them like this before—

A strange family: a taciturn father, a gentle and generous mother, and a strange son who is shy and timid when dealing with his family members.

But somehow, it feels like it should be this way...

If someone uttered such words, they would either be laughed at or sent to a mental hospital for emergency treatment.

But, he is ordinary.

But, she is Enka.

"Before I leave, I want to give you all my (feelings)—"

When you say this, please stop rubbing against me, really...

Pervert?

Until now, Enka is not entirely sure of her feelings. After all, everyone has a different understanding of love, and like Hirayama, she is a person who likes to argue.

"If you don't know, then spend your whole life trying to find out... Live with me for a very long time until you get tired of living—and then give me lots of adorable babies!"

Obviously the probability is lower than the probability of a large meteorite hitting the earth?

"......Chiu?~~"

Chapter 4000 Two People, One Night ()

That day...

Why, I opened the door——

Anyone who sees something beautiful like that would feel ashamed of themselves, right?

On the bed, in the gap of consciousness, Enka recalled the reason.

......

...

..

"There is nothing beautiful in the world I can see"

"Being called beautiful by everyone...be it flowers, stars, or rainbows, I don't feel that it's that good."

“I’ve thought this way since I was old enough to understand.”

"I see... We're really alike. I don't perceive many things that others describe as cute, beautiful, or majestic."

“…Don’t interrupt.”

Enka, who was lying on his chest, pushed his face, and thanks to this, he gradually woke up.

Although her body and consciousness were light and floating just now, as if gradually rising into the sky, the life force in her body at this moment allowed her to maintain consciousness and thinking.

Well, of course, it is the "vitality" that is a mixture of both people.

Although she was a little annoyed by being interrupted by a man who didn't understand the atmosphere, she felt a little flattered by the feeling of being understood and recognized...

"...Don't move, I'm talking!"

After making the lsp, whose hands and "legs" were not behaving properly, stop, Enka continued to talk about the past—

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...

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"In fact, you already have the answer in your heart, but you just don't know how to bring it out..."

"is that so?"

"Generally speaking, this kind of 'right (ideal)' in one's heart is tied to one's aspirational existence, way of life, and so on. I suppose that's also true for you, right? ... Something worth striving for—"

"..."

"You barged into someone else's life without permission, forcefully entered someone else's body, and now you're turning around and prying into my heart?"

"but......"

There is.

The person you admire, the way of life you long for, the shape (form) you want to be...

There is.

"But don't worry, this kind of thing can be done step by step. What matters most right now is to hone your strongest weapon... and your favorite singing."

"My favorite...?"

Higuchi Enka is a somewhat negative and pessimistic person... She hides a passion inside, but is also very rational.

So she knows, so she doesn't know.

Looking at the song titled "Dreaming of Birds" in her hand, she felt only powerlessness and sadness in her heart, and then she suppressed all emotions and regained her composure.

As mentioned before, even beautiful clothes and pleasant music cannot be considered beautiful in her eyes.

So dreaming of birds...

The dream of a flightless bird flying in the sky seemed cruel, unrealistic, meaningless and sad to her.

"It's called 'Dream Bird', but it seems to be a kind of insect—"

".................ha!?"

It's actually a bug?

It just happened to be a bug! ?

Everyone knows that Higuchi Enka dislikes, hates and is afraid of insects, and is not very fond of shells and limbs.

This should have been a surprising bit of trivia, but when Heishin said it, Enka was speechless. Perhaps the distress of being too sentimental is itself a kind of trouble.

"But it has nothing to do with the name... I think this is a very good song that suits you, Enka."

"..."

Everyone is free to think whatever they want, and this is work, so Enka won't argue.

"But don't worry—I'm going to make you shine, because that's my responsibility...both as your producer and as your lifelong partner."

Talking to oneself.

"...Then why don't you write a song yourself? Something other than a bug."

Although it was a beautiful butterfly, she still felt a little uncomfortable.

“…I can’t do that.”

...ha?

Even in Enka's eyes, this man's talent was at the ceiling, and now he was being told that he [couldn't do it]?

"That's why I said I'm a lot like you... Even though I admire you—"

We admire their looks, figure, temperament, talents, background, opportunities, wealth, fame, power, and everything we don’t have and cannot get.