The social phobia substitute will not dream of the band girl

"...Heh, I didn't ask anything. I really trust you."

Enka smiled gently, which was the exact opposite of her expression. Heishin knew that when she showed such an expression, this lady with cold and rational thinking was truly angry.

"Oh, is Enka jealous~?"

"..."

"You are anxious, you are anxious!"

Ping Xin fell to the ground, and within a second, a dense, powerful, and continuous impact like a violent storm began to spread across his back. Although the force was a little lacking for a massage, it was enough to make him feel happy. After all, it was just a few raindrops, and it felt quite comfortable on his body.

For Enka Higuchi, Toru Asakura and Hironobu are both the most important people in her life (two of them), so if they get together, she will be cheated on twice.

While Enka doesn't have any romantic feelings for Tohru, her obsession with him is beyond the realm of ordinary women, so it wouldn't be surprising if their relationship expanded. So, if Hiranobu and Tohru were together, Enka would be awesome, and the fact that he's already been involved with Enka is also awesome for Tohru, so he's awesome twice.

The world where only Enka is hurt is complete!

Ever since his "reconciliation" with Tou, Ping Xin has felt as relaxed as if a shackle had been removed from his body, and his frivolous nature has been revealed more than before.

After the "raindrops" became weak, Pingxin spoke again: "Enka, when I come back, we will have a showdown with Toru."

"You...are you feeling so good that your brain is broken?"

Hey, I'm not really a masochist, I'm just playing games with you, Ms. Higuchi.

"Even if we don't tell you clearly, you'll find out eventually."

"..."

"Besides...I also want to be with you openly, is that not okay?"

Although she couldn't see his face, Enka knew that he must be smiling at this moment.

It must be a smile that makes people angry, open and handsome...

Chapter 77 It’s time to end it all

After that, Enka and Heishin also "played around" in a natural way. From the perspective of relaxing the body, exercising muscles, promoting blood circulation, and making people feel happy, isn't massage completely xx?

According to this logic, Heishin grabbed Enka's foot and used it for xx, then xx, xxxx and finally xx again, successfully "beating" Enka into unconsciousness in the self-defense counterattack. In the end, he had to feed her water mouth-to-mouth out of humanitarian needs. He is so kind.

"Huh...don't you have things to do?"

Even though she had climaxed several times to the point of losing consciousness, and even had Hirayuko pose her in strange positions and take some incredible photos of her while she was still half conscious, Enka didn't feel much of agitation because she was used to it.

So at this moment she could still ask questions with a cold face, like a proud swan, but the unconsciously raised corners of her mouth, the lazy tone and the blush on her face only made her look more charming.

As for how tall it is... Pingxin feels that it is definitely not as tall as his Bull Warrior.

"Hehehe, since we're committed to this, we have to follow through to the end, right?"

"...What about the truth?"

"...Before embarking on a major undertaking, one must mentally prepare. This isn't just a matter of a few billion dollars; it concerns the fate of the planet and the future of countless people."

Tens of billions... Enka's mouth twitched unconsciously. She had a feeling that Hira Nobu was hinting at something, but it could also be pure nonsense. A true liar knew how to make a lie more convincing. The simplest way was to insert the truth into the nonsense, and this time the truth was obviously the second half of the sentence—

[A major event concerning the fate of the planet and the future of countless people]... Higuchi Enka did not feel any real sense about this. After all, there were no Ultraman and little monsters in this world, nor was there a space country that liked to throw space junk for no reason. Even if there were urban legends, they were just things that were not presentable. Saving the world was really too far away for her.

Oh, come to think of it, this bastard is also part of the urban legend...

After the "massage", people's body and mind will be relaxed. In addition to the physical strength consumed in the process, after thinking for just a few seconds, Enka immediately fell asleep. The playful Heishin just now showed a serious and even somewhat bad expression at this moment.

Those who are familiar with him know that when he faces pressure that exceeds his ability, he likes to give up and wait for death.

"Okay, what should I do now..."

Ping Xin sat at the head of the bed, looking at Enka's sleeping face and playing with the ends of her hair. After a long time, he finally made up his mind -

"It's time to end this..."

Rather than letting them wake up or actually fall asleep, it would be better to just keep dreaming.

......

...

..

After quietly leaving Higuchi's house early in the morning, Hirashin took a few short steps. About 15 minutes later, Asakura Toru, who had dressed up carefully for a rare occasion, came out of the house. Seeing Hirashin, he smiled happily and hugged him. After that, the two of them rode their motorcycles out to play all day.

"We're home, get out of the car quickly, your uncle and aunt are waiting for you to have dinner."

"hao~"

After she got off the bus and settled herself, Pingxin handed her the day's shopping. The bags were mostly filled with souvenirs that weren't worth the money and took up too much space. There were also some small trinkets they'd made at the craft shop and playing cards from the board game store. There were plenty but they weren't heavy, so Pingxin didn't bother carrying them in for her.

"...What's wrong?" Ping Xin asked curiously.

Even though the aroma of food was already wafting from home, Asakura Toru showed no sign of returning home. Instead, he stood next to Hirashin, tiptoeing, his neck tilted high, a smile even brighter than usual on his face. His azure eyes stared intently at him, and his cherry-colored lips pursed from time to time, as if he was longing for something.

If nothing else, it would be... a kiss.

"...Don't worry, I won't run away."

Although I really plan to run away, Ping Xin thought secretly in his heart, but his expression did not change. He simply and directly kissed Asakura Toru on the forehead. As expected, as long as he didn't nag, he wouldn't be like those virgin characters who were confused for a long time.

The moment she was kissed, Mizuki's lips completed a crescent shape, but when she looked up, she returned to her usual calmness and even looked a little dissatisfied. According to the "cheats" on the Internet, being appropriately willful can gain a lot of favor, but Tou forgot that the favorability between them had already exceeded that level.

"Da-me...anything from now on will have to wait until you are at least 20...no, 18."

Does that mean we can only have a real kiss next year? That's a bit too conservative for a scumbag... Ugh—

Before Asakura Toru could figure out how to react, her thoughts were interrupted. Her lips and teeth were forcefully separated, and her mouth and tongue were forcefully ravaged.

She was completely defeated in this "hand-to-hand" battle. As the opponent continued to penetrate deeper, breathing became increasingly difficult. Her body temperature was rising, and her brain stopped thinking. It was so sweet...

At the moment before losing consciousness, Toru Asakura was finally "spare" by someone. The night air gradually returned from her mouth as she regained consciousness. Her body seemed to have turned into a pool of spring water, but it was as gorgeous as the legendary beautiful snake with a soft and boneless body.

He couldn't muster any strength in his body, even his underwear was soaked through, seemingly from sweating. His brown hair clung to his face, but Toru didn't care at the moment. He was completely enveloped by another person, his heart completely embraced by that other person.

Lying on the solid chest, Toru gasped greedily, wanting to inhale all the air and the breath that belonged to him into his lungs and body, but even with such "ambition", his body twitched slightly uncontrollably, especially his two well-proportioned white legs, which for some reason became very weak at this moment, not as energetic as when he was an idol on the stage.

After all, she is a girl who gets shy when seeing kissing scenes, and a slacker who often sleeps in physical health classes. Asakura Toru's hazy consciousness does not allow her to know what just happened, and neither does a certain river crab beast.

After holding her like this for a few more minutes until she regained the ability to walk, Pingxin finally let go of Toru's body, leaving the latter feeling a little empty while regaining a sense of freedom. However, this time she did not stay any longer -

"I-I'm leaving first!"

Well... my pants were wet after all. Luckily I was wearing a skirt so it wasn't obvious from the outside, but considering there might be a smell, it made sense that I wanted to leave quickly.

"But these souvenirs... never mind."

Ping Xin waved his hand, and several handbags on the ground flew towards Asakura Toru's room after breaking free from the dust and gravity.

"But even if women are made of water, Tou's constitution is too bad, isn't it...?"

Chapter 78 Do you believe in past lives?

Pingxin turned to look at Asuna: "Do you... believe in past lives?"

"Believe!"

The answer was without hesitation or confusion, but why is this? Could it be due to the influence of your past life?

"But why? There's no basis for this, right?"

While there have been instances in history of people who have seemingly awakened past-life memories, Hirayuma believes it's more likely they were possessed by an evil spirit or infected by a soul...

Well, the main thing is that the arguments I prepared to convince others were not used, and I suddenly felt a little rebellious.

"Because Ping Xin believes it, I believe it too!"

“…Heh~”

If this were said by anyone else, Hira Nobu would have doubted it, wondering if it was just another person interpreting or pandering to his own thoughts. But Ichinose Asuna was different. She was a dazzling, flawless radiance, the only blemish being the countless colors he had stained her with: white, yellow, pink...

In short, human nature will not change, so although Asuna has changed, she is still "Asuina", and will always be Ichinose Asuna, shining just like in that memory -

"And...if there's a past life, then there's also a future life, right?"

Yes, that's the general reasoning. How clever! Hirashin used a head pat on Asuna, and it was very effective.

The so-called "afterlife" is essentially the same as hoping for descendants; it's all about perpetuating unfulfilled hopes for oneself, perhaps for three to five years, decades, or even a lifetime. The widespread spread of Buddhism in ancient times was largely due to the concept of reincarnation. Those without hope in this life could only pin their hopes on the afterlife, a deeply saddening... or even pathetic, reality.

Of course, another part of it is that it, like some Christian religions, allows people to do bad things with a clear conscience. Buying indulgences and using incense money are essentially the same, both of which are spending money to buy peace of mind.

Asuna, who lives another life in this world, should be very satisfied in love, friendship, life and other aspects except for the bad family relationship. Is there anything that even he cannot realize and can only pin on the wish for the next life?

Ping Xin was a little indignant about this, but he was even more curious——

"So...if there's an afterlife, I still want to be with Ping Xin and everyone else! Live happily and joyfully forever...!"

Reality tells us that nothing lasts forever. Even the sun and the earth, which are countless times greater than humans, will reach the end of their own "lifespan" at some point, let alone humans?

"Yeah...it would be great if that were possible—"

Hirayuko hugged Asuna, one arm around her waist as he stroked her head. Asuna had a cat-like expression of contentment on her face, while he, on the other hand, looked serene and at peace.

Although humans can never resist the so-called end and are themselves the epitome of weakness, they can fantasize. Using a "power" that is detached from reality, free from the constraints of gravity, and out of any normal orbit, they can create an "infinite" resistance to the "finite" nature of humans, planets, and the universe!

"So I will do my best and use everything I have accumulated so far..."

Time travel and rebirth, a miracle that once happened to one person happened to him twice. Despite Asuna's good fortune, who can guarantee that there will be another chance after failure?

If we take the game as an example, he is now in the state of his third life, and it is very likely to be his last. Ping Xin has such a premonition.

"...Ping Xin? You seem strange today. Are you thinking about doing it again?"

Don't ruin the atmosphere at a time like this, Kora!

Perhaps it was retribution for his overly free and uninhibited behavior in his daily life, Ping Xin felt that every time he was about to get serious or was about to turn evil, someone would come out to interrupt his spellcasting. Although it was good that he kept his mood, it also made him have some doubts about his current "purity" because of this.

"...Heh~"

But this is fine, this is fine, because this is how we greet each day with laughter and smiles. No need for sad tears, no need for serious instructions, I will go to the battlefield alone, and they just need to prepare smiles for me at home.

"I'll be back soon. Can you wait for me at home for a while? ... I'll leave the others to you as well."

"Okay, be sure to come back early~"

"Well, definitely."

Ping Xin waved and left.

Asuna had no doubts about Hira Nobu's words, because this was absolute trust, and this trust that defied any logic came from infinite love—

"Love...ah..."

In that incident, Ping Xin lost his life for the second time, but he still survived and found happiness in this world that he could never have imagined in his previous life.

But what about the others?

Cold, empty and lonely, without any love, this is where they are, a dead world, a dead planet, and countless cold tombstones that no one cares about.

"What is borrowed must be returned, karma will prevail, and a favor must be repaid... these are all [faith]——"

And now, it's time for me to repay that trust...

Let me take back everything I have lost, those precious people and immortal love!

......

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..

Ping Xin's concept of good and evil is very simple, even primitive...

He believed that good and evil would be rewarded, so if someone did good but did not receive due rewards, or did bad but did not receive due retribution, he would fill in the missing part for the so-called "Heaven".

He values ​​fairness, integrity, and rationality, and while he can understand social inequality, that doesn't mean he enjoys a chaotic world like this. If a world relies solely on money and laws that are weaker than toilet paper, then something is seriously wrong; it's "unreasonable."

He loves stories about heroes, so even though he knows he's a despicable person who's greedy, lustful, lazy, and obsessed with power, he strives to get closer to that "over there." He admires purity but also despises them, because pure white can't truly change the world, and gray is just right for him.

He is quite good at forcing himself, so sometimes he can do things perfectly even if he is unwilling or not good at it, but this does not mean that he will be happy about it.

On the contrary, those unhappy feelings would only accumulate bit by bit in his heart, and eventually turn into fuel for his progress.

"Hey, Higasaki, I have a question for you."

Chapter 79 A necessary evil?