The social phobia substitute will not dream of the band girl

I really don't want to get old.

いつか死んだらって

Just thinking about when I will die

Thinking about it

There's a void in my heart

What will happen in the future?

What will I do in the future?

Your Excellency

You'll know when you become an adult.

何もしてないさ

Did nothing

......

Coming to this world is a meaningless thing. From birth to death, it is just a process. If we only look at the life and death, everyone's life is actually the same and meaningless.

But people can find a direction for their lives and give them meaning. If life is inherently meaningless, then find it. In the process of seeking answers, meaning is inherently created. Not everyone in this world can find their purpose in life; the majority live simply for the sake of living.

......

I'm happy with my face

Those people with happy faces

It's cut

How do I stop hating them?

満たされない头の奥の

In an empty mind

Feeling of inferiority

Full of monstrous inferiority

you're not wrong

That's right.

なぁ、何だかんだあんたら人间だ

All kinds of people

爱もsavingいも优しさも根拠がないなんて

Unexplained love, help, and tenderness

気丝が悪いよ

It's disgusting.

ラブソングなんかがacheいのだってDefensive instinctだ

Feeling sad about love songs is just a defensive instinct.

don't care

It's fine anyway

あんたのせいだ

it was all your fault

......

People always yearn to move in the direction of their dreams. The poor yearn for the rich, the ordinary people yearn for the talented, the elderly yearn for the young, and the unfortunate people yearn for the happy. Even if it is just to lie down in pursuit of ease and happiness, people always have to strive for a goal, otherwise this body will be no different from a corpse.

But what if you can’t get what you want?

Growing up, it seems people always tell us that nothing is impossible with hard work. In reality, there are many things that simply working hard can't achieve, countless, so many that it's hard to count and so overwhelming that it drives us to despair. Most people can only struggle to death, cursing the injustice and their own powerlessness, or simply give up and become content with the status quo, becoming a "living corpse."

How deep the love is, how deep the hate is, and not getting what you want is the most deadly.

Even those who are powerful, wealthy, and famous will envy others sometimes. After all, humans are such greedy creatures. The gene sequence called "selfishness" has long been engraved deep in their DNA, and jealousy and resentment that cannot be obtained arise from it.

......

考えたってわからないし

After thinking about it, I still don't understand

生きてるだけでもkuしいし

Just living is painful

音楽とかchuからないし

Music doesn't make any money.

The lyrics are appropriate and appropriate

Just write the lyrics casually

I don't care

It doesn't matter anymore

久久ってないだろ

That's right, right?

久久ってないよな

That shouldn't be wrong.

久久ってないよな

This should be correct, right?

久久ってるんだよわかってるんだ

It's all wrong. I knew it a long time ago.

あんたら人间も

You people

I should love you and save my life.

Truth, love, redemption, tenderness, life

I don't care

It's fine anyway

The answer to the question is the defensive instinct.

The correct answer cannot be spoken out, it's just a defensive instinct.

I don't care

Never mind

あんたのせいだ

It's all your fault anyway.

Servant's faith

I used to have faith

Today's dust is the same as today's dust

But it doesn't matter now

Hedu でも君を书いた

How many times have I spent describing you?

売れることこそがどうでもよかったんだ

I never cared about hot sales.

This is what I should be doing

It's true, it was true. It used to be like this.

so i

So what about me?

だから僕は音楽を辞めた

So I gave up music

......

The song ended abruptly, and both the singer and the audience were still reluctant to leave.

Despite facing various difficulties, various shortcomings, and various reasons and excuses, they never truly gave up. Just like those students, athletes, artists, and countless ordinary people who have verbally said they'd give up countless times but never stopped trying.

Everyone has experienced the experience of wanting to give up countless times but ultimately choosing to persevere. Some have persevered to this day, while others couldn't make it through the darkness before dawn. Regardless, the dream they once pursued, the years of hard struggle, have become an integral part of their lives, the precious nourishment that has kept them going until today.

As the letter said at the beginning -

There are many reasons to give up, but there is only one reason to persevere, and that is love!

Because of passion, people's lives have a purpose.

Because of passion, people’s lives are motivated.

Because of love, people's life has meaning.

"...If you find what you want to do, then work hard for it. You only live once, and if you don't want to be lying in bed with regrets in old age, you should at least leave no regrets while you are young—"

The audience was completely silent, not even a whisper was heard, but Ping Xin could sense it clearly through the ripples. This is the charm of music... Music can convey the singer's emotions, it can make strangers become "confidants", it can make others stop and praise him,

"...Then next song - 'The PhoeniX'!"

There are pictures here, which can be viewed after the updated version

Chapter 76 The PhoeniX

"So, next song—'The PhoeniX'!"

As the rapid sound of the cello like a war drum sounded, this song, which was completely different in style from "だから僕は音楽を辞めた" (So I Gave Up Music), immediately aroused the audience's emotions.

As the drum beats in the prelude sounded, Ping Xin also began to dance with his feet and head to the beat, immediately entering the performance state -

......

Put on your war paint

Put on your armor.

......

English?! If the change in music style was within Yukina's expectations, then even the change in the language of the song was beyond her imagination.

After all, performing English songs in a Japanese-speaking country is primarily influenced by the audience's English proficiency, which naturally compromises the music's appeal and audience acceptance. While some people enjoy simply listening to the music, most people prefer to understand what they're saying. Otherwise, it's easy to find yourself singing loud and clear while feeling ecstatic while the "in-house" around you looks awkward.

Some songs seem to be telling one’s inner thoughts, some songs seem to be telling stories, and some songs seem to be turning the pictures in the singer’s mind into images and showing them to you, but they all have a common premise -

That means you have to be able to understand it!

Putting aside the situation of others, at least Minato Yukina's English level is not ideal...

Doesn't he want to win? Is he looking down on me? These questions popped up in Yukina's mind.

No - absolutely not!

Minato Yukina could tell from the first song that Hiranobu was absolutely 1000% serious and devoted to the performance. Although her singing skills were not as good as Yukina's, Hiranobu was better in terms of emotional resonance.

The two are like martial artists from different schools. Yukina, who focuses on technique, relies on her superb singing skills and heavenly voice to present perfect and ultimate moves to the audience.

Ping Xin, on the other hand, is a wild person who focuses on improving himself. Rather than relying on skills, he prefers to rely on his instincts to rush around. The natural beauty and the unconcealed "violent beauty" can better catch the audience's attention.