People in Tokyo, the world is clear

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Today, the thought of eating has changed from looking forward to delicious food to just wanting to have a perfunctory meal.

Perhaps the annoying tiredness had not yet left him.

Fortunately, Lin Sen adjusted quickly. After a moment's pause, he rubbed his eyes, then turned, opened the door, and stepped out of the dozen-square-meter area under the fence.

Honestly, wake up in time. If you oversleep and no one reminds you, you might miss your night shift.

"Maybe I'll have to go to dinner with Xiguo when I get up."

He muttered something to himself and dragged his increasingly appetiteless body out the door.

The first thing I did was to have a tasteless dinner to satisfy my protesting stomach.

Then I went to the Dragon and Tiger House to move bricks, letting time fly by amid the sound of splashing water.

Time flies, and finally only a casual self-talk remains in memory:

"What day is it today? Tuesday, yes. The kid hasn't come back yet, huh."

Then I waited for the night to deepen, then numbly hurried home. When I regained consciousness, I had already showered and collapsed on the bed, staring blankly at the few holes in the broken paint on the roof.

Suddenly I came to my senses.

He sat up, holding his forehead.

Something was wrong. Time seemed to have flown by.

"What a ghost."

I always feel like there is some trigger, but I can't find it.

"I didn't sleep well last night."

In the end, he could only mutter out this excuse.

Lie back down, close your eyes, and start swinging!

Fortunately, it's quiet tonight.

Everything was completely silent, except for the annoying crows cawing outside the window, creating white noise.

From time to time there was the sound of flapping wings, like the background music added by an unskilled accompanist.

I managed to force myself to fall asleep and had a dreamless night.

When he woke up the next day, Lin Sen could feel that his symptoms had eased slightly.

But those short-interval fragments still appear.

For example, when you bend down to wash your face, you will be wiping your face with a towel when you regain consciousness.

so weird.

"Is he sick?"

You can simply check various parts of your body, which is no different from your daily routine.

It's like Xing Tian holding Head & Shoulders - completely confused.

Fortunately, everything turned around the moment I went out.

Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed a slightly familiar hairstyle.

At a glance.

The next moment, it was as if a switch was turned on, and my body uncontrollably overflowed with a slightly euphoric joy.

Like a programmed robot receiving instructions, it turned smoothly and spoke.

"It's so early today."

"what?"

The neighbor looked up.

Then, what came into view was not a face that was becoming more and more profound in my memory.

Just a guest, a young woman dressed normally.

"!"

In that instant, all the excitement, expectations, or other things disappeared and melted away, never to be seen again.

"..."

The joy was driven away on the spot, leaving only a sudden regret.

Under the gaze of the unknown woman with short hair opposite, the young man's pupils shrank and his eyes suddenly lost their luster.

It seems like Mr. Robot is running low on energy and is temporarily out of power.

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The series of strange actions apparently frightened an innocent stranger.

Stay away from weirdos!

Such intuition directs the action.

So, the woman, who was almost frightened to death, didn't even dare to say a word of greeting. She just nodded in response and hurriedly passed by with her head down.

Leaving behind the young people standing there at a loss.

It took about a few seconds to reboot.

"What happened?"

Looking back carefully, I suddenly remembered the awkward greeting just now.

"what?"

Rushed out of the hotel in confusion.

I asked for a can of salt water from a vending machine, went into a deserted dead end alley, and squatted down.

"Pah, pah, pah."

“Puff.”

The trembling fingers struggled with the stubborn pull ring three times.

"What's going on, Teacher Lin? What's going on?"

Take a sip of your drink and slowly calm down.

The ability to regulate emotions well comes into play.

Quickly find out the chaotic thoughts in your heart, and let the rationality from adults prevail.

kill!

The throbbing and melancholy that had been buried for a long time were suddenly dug out and cleared away.

In the end, after taking a few deep breaths, my mood had improved a little.

"Goodness is goodness."

"So, why do you suddenly care about that child?"

Can not.

My original intention was just to help her get rid of the suicidal thoughts, and it hasn't changed until now, so don't do anything unnecessary.

"Maybe I've gotten too familiar with her these past few days, and since I didn't have anything else to do, I started thinking about her."

"Well, that's right."

"Or maybe he hasn't had much contact with girls his age? It's rare to have a friend like this, so he keeps thinking about her."

After all, I had no experience of love in my previous life. I had never even felt the so-called feeling of being moved or being in love.

As a teenager, I was overwhelmed by the expectations of my family and could only keep company with books. I always kept to myself.

After completing his studies, he began to dream anew. Considered a spoiled child by his family, who had high hopes for him, he was driven by the urge for independence and the drive to pursue his dreams, charging forward regardless. The professional arena was a sea of competition, and as a fool, he was forced to devote every ounce of effort to filling the gap in talent, leaving no room for anything else.

Until the end, although there were regrets, he retired successfully. He was still searching for his future direction in confusion when he accidentally traveled to this new world in the old era.

in other words.

The girl who had been my neighbor for seven days, Ito Nishika, was the first person of the opposite sex of similar age to enter my life.

There was definitely a normal, subtle admiration and fondness for him. It was probably that morning when she gave him the rice balls in return, smiling and waving goodbye, that something started to develop.

“But it definitely stops here.”

Maybe at another time, some people would be really suitable.

The girl next door does not have the style of many contemporary Tokyo women of the same age in my memory. She is not overly confident, domineering, or has a lot of tricks and a hidden knife behind her smile.

She has a comforting simplicity, sincerity, and beauty that brings a slight smile to my lips just thinking about her.

But, at the same time.

But that girl is the one you should never develop feelings for.

Absolutely not.

Because there was an Eight Mile Street standing between her and everyone else like a chasm.

She already has someone she likes very much.

What you pay for it is a deep love that makes you lose your appetite, take drugs to relieve the pain, and even sacrifice your life for it.

The road to pursue her is a deserted road that is forbidden and cannot be passed.

Only a person with a broken brain would attempt to put effort into something like this.

Tempted? Come on.

The body must slap the brain in the face, then pull it by the collar and shake it to make it more rational.

"So, you were feeling unwell these past few days because you were thinking about that child? I thought it was some big deal, and you made it seem like it was real."

Really.

Lin Sen tilted his head back and poured another mouthful of soda from the can down his throat. He breathed a sigh of relief and began to associate things with it.

"I wonder how things are going with her and her childhood sweetheart in the countryside."

As I kept talking about it, I couldn't help but recall the voice, appearance and smile that seemed even clearer.

Familiar scenes kept coming back to me as if they couldn't be driven away.

then.

Somehow, a slight sore pain suddenly appeared in my chest.

"hiss."

So weird.

I squatted down and studied for a long time, and I still couldn't adjust my mindset until I finished the last bit of my drink.

It’s best to just give up right there and then and not dwell on it anymore.

"To put it bluntly, I'm just bored. I just need to find something to do."

"I have no place to live, and I'm in debt again, and I'm still struggling with these things."

"Stop being a jerk."