A band simulator, but all girl-heavy!

"I just want to know my daughter's wishes in advance."

My mother smiled and said, "I don't object to you developing your own interests and hobbies, but you must always remember that once you make up your mind to do something, you can't regret it. You must stick to it until the end."

"I know... Mom."

"Go and rest."

"Good~"

Aoi nodded slightly, immediately picked up her violin, turned around and trotted upstairs.

Although they didn't talk about anything, one could probably tell from this simple conversation that her parents supported her. This made things much easier for Aoi, as she didn't have to worry about her mother, who had always been very strict about her principles, opposing her forming a band.

She had originally been thinking that if her mother found out one day, she would be locked up in a dark room. But now it seems that she was overthinking it.

Aoi ran upstairs, washed up quickly, then went into her room and threw herself onto the soft big bed.

She couldn't wait to receive the simulator reward, and then discuss the next performance with everyone in the band, and then go to the martial arts hall together in the future, like a famous band, and make a life declaration while performing at the martial arts hall.

Form a band for a lifetime and stay together for a lifetime.

When she thought of this, the smiles of several other people suddenly appeared in Aoi's mind, and their expressions gradually dimmed as if their enthusiasm had been extinguished.

Oh, and Mygo and Crychic...

In the simulator, such declarations often appeared in the two bands, but Aoi was never able to realize them once, and eventually gave up halfway. This time, he even wanted to end the simulation on his own initiative and give up resistance.

But there is no other way... The situation has come to this, and what's more, the simulator is just a game, it doesn't count as giving up!

Wait until she adjusts her mood, and wait until she wants to simulate again, or when she needs to simulate.

Aoi thought so, lay on the bed, and started today's simulation again.

After saying goodbye to Nagasaki Suyo, you walked into the streets where the rain was pouring down.

The icy rain poured down on you, seeping through your soaked clothes. As the cold rain continued to pound you, you accidentally fell on the street and bruised your knee. By the time you gritted your teeth and persevered to walk back home, you were shivering with cold.

Although you received immediate care from your mother, you still developed a high fever that night and were sent to the hospital for treatment. For the next few days, your mother forced you to stay at home to recuperate. Plus, you also wanted some quiet time, so you stopped contacting your bandmates and stopped practicing.

100

Chapter 100: Thorny or not!

[After a few days of rest, you gradually calmed down and used these days to think carefully about everything that had happened in the past few days. After careful consideration, you felt that you should not fall into depression like this.

You have to be responsible for the promise you made at that time.

Although you feel a little guilty, thinking that you have contributed to the band's current situation, you don't want everyone to go their separate ways because of such trivial matters. After you recover, you decide to visit the band again.

I reopened my social software and found that it was almost full of messages. 10% were from Lixi, 15% from Deng, and the rest were almost all from Nagasaki Suyo. She sent you countless messages, most of which were about caring about you.

Asking why you didn't come to the practice room today, how are you feeling, why you didn't go to school, is there something wrong with everyone...

Sorry, please forgive us and come back.

Your screen is filled with such words for a moment. Although you feel very reluctant and soft-hearted in your heart, the heavy pressure that comes with it still weighs on your heart, making you completely at a loss as to how to respond for a moment.

Maybe you shouldn't just skip practice or shut down your social media and disappear, but whatever you do, you shouldn't be bombarded with messages like this.

Maybe you did something wrong. Everyone takes that promise very seriously. You should go back to the band, apologize to everyone, and then continue to fulfill that lifelong promise.

But looking at your phone filled with messages, you flinched a little, but finally you mustered up the courage to go back to the band's recording studio, but after that, you only saw an empty room.

Only Shiina Tateki was still sitting in front of the drum set with a gloomy expression, and Takamatsu Touma was also sitting quietly in the corner, looking at you with excitement and joy at your arrival.

Tips: Takamatsu Deng's favorability +5, currently 83. Shiina Riki's favorability +4, currently 70.

Warning, warning, the current band cohesion is less than 5%. This simulation is about to begin settlement, please pay attention.

Seeing this result, Aoi was quite surprised.

Lixi and Deng didn't leave... Aoi could understand what Lixi said. She was not easily affected by various emotions. Besides, with Deng in the band, she generally would not give up easily.

But Deng also chose to stay, which made Aoi feel very guilty. After all, in the earlier Crychic, Deng was usually the fastest pioneer to quit the team except Xiangzi. She would often leave as soon as Xiangzi quit the team, as if she was tied to Xiangzi.

As a result, in this round, Suye, who had always stayed with the band steadfastly, disappeared, the most normal Aine lit the fuse, and the free Lenai was nowhere to be found. Instead, Deng waited until the end.

If the simulator had given more normal options and she had performed more normally, how could this round have ended up like this?

Aoi sighed and decided to put an end to this simulation.

[According to Deng and Riki, the day after you didn't come to the training, Aine didn't come to the practice room anymore. Then it was Suyo. Lena seemed to be very bored and muttered to herself that she was bored and didn't come to the practice anymore. Now there are only the two of them left.

You didn't hear clearly what they said afterwards, because the unexpected situation turned into a huge whirlpool of emotions that swallowed up your rationality. Even though you saw some people still waiting in the band, you were still overwhelmed by this huge sense of frustration.

This band was formed by you, and this band was inspired and united by your words, but it was also under your facilitation that everyone in the band made a lifelong oath together. This promise cannot be effective because of your existence, but is for everyone in the band.

We are all together, accompanying each other for life, this is the original intention of this promise. If your absence causes the band to fall apart, then the oath has completely changed its meaning.

You want a band that sticks together, not one that falls apart without you.

This simulation ends here, and settlement is in progress...

In this simulation, you and your band, 'Ikebukuro Student Band (tentative name)', publicly performed zero songs and created one original song, earning 0 Popularity Points, a Final Cohesion of -3, and a Band Member Relationship Score of 4.9.

You are a dreamer, but also a fragile gem that cannot withstand the test of gravity and setbacks. You personally formed this promising band, but ultimately let it be shattered at the critical moment.

You don’t know whose fault it is that the band fell apart this time. You only know that you and everyone else have failed to live up to that song and that lifelong promise.

In the end, you did not return to the band as Deng and Lixi wished, and you never returned to the practice room after that. You didn't know whether they would continue to wait there or look for other bands, but you completely gave up the band after that.

You had never met Suzuya and Aine, and soon after, you asked your parents to transfer you from Haneda Academy to a high school in Kawasaki, far outside of Tokyo. You buried this past event deep in your heart forever, and were even afraid to mention this beautiful memory again.

So you gave up the violin and gave up music.

Unlock ending: The Escaped Little Sun. Settlement Reward: Slight increase in violin skills, composition, and lyrics skills.

Since Takamatsu Touma's favorability has reached over 80, you will receive a favorability reward and will inherit Takamatsu Touma's favorability in the next round.

Because all the band members have extremely high favorability values, Nagasaki Suyo's favorability has reached over 90, and she has obtained the special skill: "Nameless Bond". The effect is that when starting a new simulation, you can choose one of the important characters to directly increase the favorability to 70 (Note: A special personal background will be assigned for this favorability effect)

System prompt: The new band chapter "Girls Band Cry" has been unlocked. Next week, you can choose the band "TOGENASHITOGEARI" for a new simulation.

Oh?! A new band?

Seeing this new hint, Aoi's eyes lit up instantly, and the frustration brought by the failure was instantly swept away, replaced by curiosity.

Originally, because of the disastrous failure of Mygo's simulation, she wanted to take a good rest, adjust her mood for a short period of time and stop simulating, but she didn't expect that a new chapter would appear immediately.

And... she had heard of this name. She remembered that it was a band anime that appeared after Mygo. Unfortunately, Aoi still hadn't watched this anime. She only knew that there was a very famous emoticon package of a little girl in red clothes giving the middle finger.

How come all the band simulations that appeared were ones she had never seen before? Where did all the relaxing bands like the Ending Band and After-School Tea Party go?

But...it should be okay for this girl band to cry? It seems like a very rock band show, so I guess there won't be any secret kisses from the band members.

Goodbye, Mygo and C Group who are in dire straits!

Next time we run, let’s simulate this!

101

Chapter 101 No More Hope.

The sky was gradually getting brighter. Looking out through the window that was so large that it almost covered the entire wall, what came into view was the fading night sky and the dawn light that was dyed with the colors of dawn and dotted in a corner of the east.

A faint ray of light poured in through the countless high-rise buildings in Tokyo, penetrated the curtains, and gently sprinkled in Su Shi's spacious and dim room.

Its daybreak.

The rustling sound of bedding was heard, and Su Shi's eyes caught a ray of light that seeped in from the gap in the curtains, but there was no joy for the arrival of dawn in his eyes, only loss and numbness.

It was so empty, as if the thing that was originally full of emotion, crystal clear, and like a soul had disappeared and been cut open from the depths of her heart.

Her dull eyes were dazed as she stared blankly at the light spilling on the floor. The corners of her eyes trembled slightly for a moment, and then she lifted the soft quilt and covered her head with it.

It was like she was curled up in an independent space, a world of darkness, warmth, dullness and narrowness. There was no light, no daylight, no various interpersonal relationships, no complicated courses, and no dreams that destroyed her mind one after another.

The only sounds here were her own heartbeat and breathing, echoing in this dark little space with the rise and fall of her chest.

There is only loneliness and silence here.

Feeling every breath, every heartbeat, and every blink of her eyes, the delicate iron lock in her heart would be tightened bit by bit until it made a click, locking her entire heart.

How was it any different from the real world? It was just a lot noisier than it was right now, but other than that? She felt no light, no warmth.

Every time she felt redemption in her dreams or in reality, it was like she was scooping up clear and clean spring water with her hands, but she could only watch the water seep through her fingers, flowing out drop by drop, and finally only the moist touch remained on her skin.

Does it all really make sense?

Aoi left her in her dream again, and it was the dream she thought had the best chance of coming to an end and the least likely to be shattered.

She thought that this dream could bring her infinite comfort. Even if it was just false, she could find a moment of peace in the dream, carefully package those memories that only happened under the cover of night, and decorate them in the most conspicuous place in her heart.

It was precisely because of all the beautiful things in her dream that she dared to believe that this band could eventually succeed, that Aoi would come back because of these beautiful memories, and that everyone would spend their lives together as promised.

She even thought of the future, a future that was farther and more hazy than the present and her dreams. They had become adults and were sitting together on the beach. In the distance, the sunset was as bright red as an orange, and the whole sea was dyed a fiery red by the sunset glow.

Aoi's smile was still as clear and pure as before. Covered in the ambiguous sunset, he smiled at her, brighter than the sunset glow and more dazzling than the sunset.

But those things no longer exist, not even in her dreams, and only have a place in her fantasy.

In their dream, they agreed to continue forming a band for the rest of their lives, and they also wrote together the song "115 Kilometers of Film", which was almost a confession song. Such a beautiful memory would be the beginning of happiness and legend according to any story, but this warm flame was extinguished by a heavy rain before it was ignited.

Su Shi hated rain, just as much as she hated it when Xiangzi left.

Aoi suddenly didn't reply to the message, and then didn't show up for training on time. She arrived at the recording studio late in the rain and told Su Shi that she didn't plan to come to practice today.

She didn't accept Su Shi's concern, nor did she explain the reason for all this. She just turned and walked towards the heavy rain. As she left, it was as if she was washed away by the rain and taken to an unknown world, and it was as if she melted in the rain, never to be seen again.

It's all broken, all broken. What a lifelong promise, what a lifelong length, it's all broken beyond repair...

Because of this dream, she never fell asleep again after waking up, and she kept crying silently, leaving a large mark of sadness on her pillow.

The cell phone vibrated and Su Shi reached out from under the quilt, groping for the phone screen. Without a second thought, he turned off the alarm for today and continued to hide in this dark space he had created, digesting the sadness and loneliness that had expanded to an endless level.

She didn't plan to go to class today, nor did she plan to attend band practice, nor did she want to desperately maintain the smile and gentleness she had faked in order to fit in with everyone.

The reason she formed the band in the first place was for Crychic, to be able to return to the past, the beautiful times that made her cry. Although the beauty of her dream band has gradually surpassed Crychic, the memory of that time still weighs heavily on her mind.

But right now, it's meaningless.

She wants Xiaokui to be with her, but she also wants Xiangzi and the others to come back. She hopes that the current band can go to the end as promised, but she also wants Crychic to be resurrected.

Then, all of this was shattered. She couldn't do anything, and even everything she had was gone one by one.

She didn't know why Xiangzi suddenly quit the band and his attitude towards everyone changed so abruptly, but she knew that there were some signs before Xiaokui quit the band this time.

To be more precise, she knew what kind of conflicts and setbacks Xiaokui had experienced every time before she left the band.

...Crychic and Xiangzi, don’t they need to be compared?

But admitting all this made her feel extremely heartbroken. She had to choose between something that was extremely important in the past and the most precious treasure now.

But when she really wanted to make a choice, it was too late.

After these dreams, will Aoi really come back? Is it because she knows that everything will end, that she is unwilling to come back...

If Aoi can't come back, what's the point of this band? Should he continue as he originally planned, using Deng and Lixi to reunite Crychic, and then pester Xiangzi to get her and Xiaomu back?

I've already failed so many times...how is that possible?

Most importantly, without Xiaokui's band, what's the point of its existence?

When she thought of this, Su Shi's eyes became moist again, and tears kept rolling in her eyes until they flowed out uncontrollably, dripping down her cheeks onto the sheets and arms.

Originally, this small space where only her breathing, heartbeat, loneliness and darkness existed, now had the smell of tears and the taste of heartbreak in the air.

Xiaokui doesn't need her anymore.

Then what's the point of her having a band?

102

Chapter 102 No more despair.

The morning sunshine is filled with greetings from birds, and the breeze is mixed with a faint scent of spring, which is full of warmth and light.

Gao Songdeng, who was sitting at the desk, turned his head slightly and looked out the window with a dull gaze. He saw a swallow picking up a branch and flying hurriedly on the dazzling street where the sunlight was almost transparent, leaving only a black shadow passing by the window.

Her vision was a little blurry, and her eye sockets were stimulated by a warm touch, making her gradually unable to see the sunlight and the street outside the window.

Deng reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but her eyes still greedily absorbed the sunlight coming in from the window, making her misty eyes sparkle, as charming as a crystal clear amber.